I stand in front of an Upper West Side brownstone where the Russo sisters live. Itâs four stories and a rich chocolate color with a wrought iron door. Green winter ivy grows up the front. Itâs like a dream house in Manhattan. Several steps lead up to the landing, and I worry about Darden getting up there.
I tighten the scarf around his neck. âYou didnât have to come with me.â
âIâm the one whoâs been working on this since yesterday. Iâm invested.â He grimaces, giving me a careful glance. âPlus, we donât know what theyâll say. You need backup.â
âYouâre the bad cop, and Iâm the good cop?â
He huffs out a laugh. âWeâll see.â
Last night, he found the information he was looking for: their address, plus a little more. The Russosâ grandmotherâs name was Francesca. She went by Frances and came from Sicily to marry into the Russo family.
We move carefully up the steps. I ring the bell, and a housekeeper opens the door. âMay I help you?â she asks as she takes in my thick hoodie, joggers, and coat.
At least Darden thought ahead and put on a suit.
She sees an elderly man with a cane, and her bland expression softens.
I canât find my voice, so Darden speaksâand puts some sweet in his tone. âHello. How are you? Are the Russos in today?â
âAre you expected?â
He smiles. âSorry, no. I knew their father, Lorenzo.â A gust of wind whips his hat off, and I dash to get it. Darden fakes a dramatic shiver as I set it back on his head.
She lets us in the foyer area that opens to a formal living and dining room. The ceilings are at least fifteen feet tall; heavy gold chandeliers glitter in the air. The walls are covered in a gold damask wallpaper, the wooden furnishings ornate.
Darden removes his coat and hands it to her. I do the same.
âWho was it?â Gianna appears in the hall, sees me, and blinks. Itâs early, and sheâs in a lounging two-piece sweater-and-pant set. Thereâs a cup of coffee in her hand. âFrancesca? What . . . why are you here?â
I brush past the housekeeper. âWe need to talk.â
âYou could have texted?â she says.
âI could have, but it seemed imperative that we do it in person.â
She glances at Darden. âWhoâs he?â
âFamily,â I say.
She gives me a surprised look as I introduce them. She says she recognizes his name from around Manhattan.
Darden wobbles on his cane, and Iâm not sure if itâs for effect or real. I steady him, then look at Gianna. âMay we sit and chat? If your sister is here, weâd like to talk to her as well.â
Giannaâs back straightens, and her eyes gleamâwhether with excitement or fear, I donât know. âSure. Lori, escort them to the study.â
Half an hour later, Valentina and Gianna appear in the study, a large room with two desks near the windows and more damask wallpaper, this time in green. A velvet lounger and chairs are arranged around a muted Oriental rug. Itâs all very plush but uncomfortable.
Valentina is dressed in a black suit. Gianna wears red. I take in the widowâs peak on Valentina, and my breath quickens.
âSo how are you, Francesca?â Valentina says formally.
âGreat.â I take off my locket and hold it out. âMy mother left this for me, and you know who she is.â
Gianna looks at her sister, and Valentina gives her an imperceptible nod. Gianna clears her throat. âFrancesca, we believe your father left it for you, our uncle. His name was Dante, after the poet.â
What? My heart thunders. Dante was an Italian poet known for his Divine Comedy, an epic poem that questioned evil, human nature, and redemption. We studied him in art school because so many artists were influenced by his Inferno, the first part of the poem.
I swallow thickly. âNot my mother?â
Valentina picks up as her sister winces. âWe didnât know about the possibility of you until our father passed last year. We were going through his desk and found a few letters from Dante. One said that heâd become a father. No name or sex was given, just that heâd given the baby up. We didnât know where. The letter was postmarked in Kentucky, but he never lived there, we think. Now that we know more, it seems he may have posted it on his way to Florida.â She sighs. âLorenzo was our father, and there was no love lost between him and Dante.â
âI see.â I really donât. My head races with questions. âWho was my mother?â
Valentina looks down at her hands. âPerhaps I should start at the beginning. Our uncleâyour father, Danteâwas older than our father by three years. He was all set to inherit his part of the company and work for the family, but he had a rebellious streak. He was handsome, and everyone adored him. Thatâs what our mother told us, anyway.â She points to a portrait to the right of a fireplace. âThatâs him.â
As in a dream, I rise up from my seat and float to the painting, the type someone probably commissioned. Heâs laughing, a glint in his blue-green eyes. Thereâs a widowâs peak in his dark hair. Tingles ghost down my spine.
âHe grew up in this house?â
They nod.
I gaze around, searchingly, imagining I can hear male laughter in the background; I picture a broad-shouldered man with dark hair walking through the door of the study, spreading his arms wide and hugging his parents.
âWhat happened?â I ask as I turn around.
âAt Harvard he got in with a rough crowd, drinking and partying. He got into a motorcycle accident and became addicted to painkillers; then it was meth, then heroin. One night he had a fight with our grandfather about getting his inheritance early. He didnât want to settle down and do the family business. He wanted to strike out on his own. Our grandfather told him no and that if he didnât go back to school and finish, heâd be disinherited. This may seem drastic, but Dante had just returned from a rehab facility, and with his drug issue, our grandfather refused.â
She continues. âSo while the family slept, Dante opened the safe and took money, the family jewelry, then the candlesticks and silverware from the pantry. It was the last our family saw of him; then our grandmother, Frances, died a week later. She and Dante had a special relationship. He was her firstborn, and she doted on him.â
My head reels with stories of their family. My family?
She sighs. âMy grandfather and father never forgave Dante for what they believed caused her death. Your father learned of her death a few months later when he called to ask for money.â
âOh.â
She nods. âTo answer your earlier question, through our investigation, we learned that a woman gave birth to you in Albany at a house they rented. She died from blood loss.â
My eyes close. I mean, I suspected she was dead. Still, my fingers feel chilled, and I rub them together. âAnd Dante?â The syllables feel foreign on my tongue.
âHe died from an overdose of heroin in Florida a year after you were born.â
My fists clench. Heâs gone.
Valentina watches as I struggle with my emotions. Her voice turns gentler. âHe left you behind because he couldnât care for you. He wrote in the letter that he was despondent over your motherâs death but didnât want you to grow up with us. Iâm sorry. We have the letter, copies of it . . .â
âMy mother? What do you know? Who was she?â
Gianna winces. âWe assume she was someone he met along the way. The name he gave the coroner was Katherine May, but thereâs no strings to follow from that. The trail ends there.â
A dead end, but so much more on my paternal side.
I rub my forehead as the moments tick by on a grandfather clock. âSo weâre first cousins?â
Gianna nods with a soft smile. âDante was the oldest. Lorenzo was our father; then thereâs two sisters, Margarete and Amelia, who have two children each. You have six cousins.â
âOh,â I say, my chest rising. I lick dry lips. âSo you two read the letter, then set out to find me?â
Valentina says, âOur investigators discovered you.â
Rich people and their PIs.
I look at Valentina. Their dad died a year ago; later they found the letters, then proceeded to find me. Then she bought my paintings. âYou came in and bought a painting but didnât meet me; then Gianna shows up for a tattoo and talks my ear off. Why didnât you tell me?â
Valentina leans forward. âHow do you approach someone you donât know and inquire? It felt like an overstep and very intrusive. I bought your painting because I liked it; it wasnât planned, but it spurred Gianna on.â She throws a look at her sister. âIt wasnât my idea for her to get the tattoo, but my sister does her own thing.â
I study Valentina. I can believe sheâd want to take baby steps.
âDid you know about my foster care? How I went from home to home?â
Gianna takes over. âWe donât know much, Francesca. We focused on getting your name and where you were. It felt wrong to dive into your life.â She pauses, her face softening. âIâd like to hear about how you grew up. If it was good or bad. If you were happy. I pray that you were.â
I shake my head. This isnât the time or the place. âIâm still wrapping my head around this. Why havenât you contacted me since then?â I direct my gaze at Valentina. Sheâs obviously in charge.
She nods. âWeâve been working up to itââ
Gianna flicks her hair. âValentina was scared you might cause a scandal.â
Valentina sighs. âThatâs not the whole truth. Scandals blow over these days, but we do care about the family business and have a reputation to maintain. We werenât ignoring you. Weâd been grieving for our parents, and the letterâwell, it kind of blindsided us. We were mulling over how to approach you, and then we saw you at the gallery wearing the locket, and it hit home for us. We were planning to approach you after that, butââ
âMy fiancé broke up with me a week later,â Gianna interrupts. She sniffs. âIâve been a mess these past few weeks.â
âGianna, Iâm so sorry,â I say. âYour tattoo . . .â
She waves me off. âIâm keeping it as a reminder not to fall for jerks again. Iâm doing better. Trust me. Iâm just sorry we took so long and now youâre here finding us.â She walks over to me, stares at my locket, and smiles. âThat was a wedding gift to our grandmother, Frances. He may have pawned everything else, but he made sure he left it with you, the eldest grandchild.â
âIâm not giving it up,â I say wryly.
She smirks. âI am a little jealous that itâs an heirloom, but itâs yours. I prefer diamonds anyway. Youâre also entitled to an inheritance from our grandfather. Even though your father was cut out of the will, his descendants were not.â
Mr. Darden rubs his hands. âNow weâre getting to the nitty-gritty. How much is it?â
I glare at him, and he shrugs.
Valentina pops an eyebrow at him. âIf the DNA fits, our lawyers and accountants will figure it out.â
Gianna scoffs. âCome on, Tina; look at her. Sheâs you! But way more fun!â
I blink as Gianna crushes me in a hug. âI enjoyed my time in your tattoo chair. And that EdwardâI wanted to kill him.â She pauses as she considers my face. âWould you like to get to know us better, Francesca?â
Thereâs silence in the room as everyone looks at me.
I hear the hushed tinkle of dishes as the housekeeper brings in coffee and croissants.
Dardenâs breathing. Mine.
Theirs.
Dante was my father. I know it in my soul.
He was a wreck but left his motherâs locket with me. He never sold it, so maybe his family did mean something to him. Why else would he write the letter to his brother to let him know about me? Maybe he never came back home because of blame and guilt over his mother.
He walked away because he was an addict. Perhaps he was devastated with grief. Perhaps he would have been a better man if sheâd lived and theyâd raised me. Or perhaps I was always meant to walk a harder journey. Or maybe my life was the better journey.
I inhale sharply, connecting a faint similarity between Tuck and Dante. Dante may have wanted a family with my motherâIâll never truly know until I read his letterâbut he gave me up because he didnât think he was good enough to take care of me. In a way, Tuck feels the same.
After a hellish last few days, a sense of peace settles around me. I reply to Giannaâs question. âI have family. We all live on the Upper East Side in the same building for the moment. Cece is moving to California soon.â A breathless laugh comes from me as I hug Gianna. âIâm also pregnant, so you have a cousin coming, and yes, Iâd love to get to know you and Valentina.â
Valentina watches us stiffly from her chair, but I see a sheen of tears in her gaze. A smile, a very small one, crosses her face.
I glance over at Darden as he dabs his eyes with his hankie.
âAllergies,â he grumbles under his breath, and I smile.