I hadnât had a corn dog since college, and for the life of me I couldnât figure out why. Being with Gia took me back to a time when life was simpler. That first year of college was the best. No one knew who I was or had any expectations of me. I was a guy living life to the fullest. A pretty girl wrapped in my arms, a beer in my hand, and the world at my fingertips.
Somewhere along the way, I forgot how to live. Iâd been so focused on success and proving myself, Iâd been existing instead of living. I rarely laughed, nights out were limited, and sex was functional. Donât get me wrong, I loved sex, but I was emotionally unattached. Iâd been one and done for years. After Morgan wiped me out, my faith in women went down the tubes. I swore Iâd never put myself in that position again.
Which was why my visceral response to Gia threw me off-kilter. She evoked emotions Iâd buried so long ago I barely recognized them anymore. She made me laugh and want more than the meager life Iâd been living. For the first time in forever, I wanted more than one night.
I handed her the corn dog from the street vendor and the expression on her face over such a simple thing had me shaking my head.
âWhat?â she asked through a mouthful of hot dog and fried batter.
âYou. Thatâs all.â
âWell,â she said, holding a hand over her mouth as she chewed, âI donât know if thatâs a good thing or a bad thing.â
âItâs a good thing. A very good thing. Come on.â I tugged on her hand as we walked and finished our greasy, late-night snack. âI want to show you something.â
âThereâs more?â Gia tossed her empty stick and napkin into a garbage can. âI feel like I could spend weeks here and not see everything.â
I loved watching her face light up and the astonishment shining in her blue eyes. This city was home to me, but to her it was a mystical adventure. âGood thing youâve got an expert tour guide.â I wrapped my arm around her shoulders and pulled her into my chest, pecking a kiss to her temple. The light floral scent of her perfume invaded my senses and made my head swim. I was in deep with this woman, and Iâd barely scratched the surface of who she was or what we could be. That I was even thinking of a future still took my breath away. Caught me by surprise and sent me sideways.
Reaching our destination, I paid the attendant for two tickets and led Gia to the silver doors that slid open. We stepped into the elevator and Gia tentatively placed her hand on the glass wall that separated us from the city lights. I stepped behind her and pressed my hand atop hers, then kissed along the length of her neck. âTrent,â she whispered. âSomeone will seeâ¦â her words were cut off by the jerk of the elevator lifting. She trembled. âI feel like weâre flying, floating in midair. Itâs spectacular and terrifying.â We rose above the hustle and bustle, leaving the chaos below.
It was as if I was seeing the city for the first time, through her eyes, and it was indeed spectacular. âI wonât let anything happen to you.â
Gia turned her head and smiled up at me from where I towered over her. âBig promises,â she said, repeating the words sheâd said our first night together.
My fingers twined with hers on the glass. âI kept my promise then and I intend to keep it now.â
Her cheeks flushed, no doubt remembering the things we did that night, same as I was doing. Something about this woman had me coming apart. Wanting things I had no business wanting. Before I had a chance to ponder it further, the car slid to a stop and the doors opened behind us. I led her out to the open-air viewing deck.
She gripped the railing and threw her head back. The wind caught the ends of her hair and tossed it around her beautiful face as she breathed in the crisp night air. âItâs gorgeous,â she gasped.
I stepped back and looked at her. Red hair blowing in the breeze. A shimmery tank draped low in the back, exposing milky-white perfection inked with pink cherry blossoms that danced across her skin. Hips Shakira would be jealous of, and long legs clad in denim. âDefinitely gorgeous.â
Gia playfully slapped my shoulder. âIâm talking about the view, you goofball.â
âSo am I.â
âAre you objectifying me, Mr. Dorsey?â
âAbsolutely. In the very best way.â I caged her against the rail with my arms. âYou ready to go home? I want some alone time with you.â
âWeâve been alone all night.â She smiled as she teased me.
I rolled my eyes at her. âAlone alone time. I donât want to share you with ten thousand people.â
âWeâre not having sex,â she reiterated the conditions from two days ago.
âIâm aware.â Although I knew her terms, my dick hadnât gotten the memo. He was on board for a night of dirty depravity. âWe wonât do anything you donât want to do.â It was the gentlemanly thing to say, even if I didnât feel very gentlemanly. Sex was definitely at the forefront of my mind.
Gia turned and wrapped her arms around my waist. âLetâs go.â
We leisurely walked back to Mystique, our hands twined together as if it were the most natural thing in the world. When we approached the entrance, she stopped and swung our arms between us. âThank you for tonight. I had a wonderful time. And yes, you are an impressive tour guide.â
She was crazy if she thought our night was ending this way. âIâll walk you in.â
She glanced at the glass doors and back at me. âI donât think thatâs a good idea.â
I pressed a finger to her lips. âWith my dad in Hawaii and Hunter in Albuquerque, we donât have to hide.â I intended to use these few weeks to my advantage.
She bit her lip. âNo sex.â
I crossed myself even though I hadnât been to church since my communion. âNot even on my mind.â We headed to the elevator, and I pushed the button for the top floor.
Gia looked at the panel and then focused on me. âDo you live in the hotel too?â
It was then I knew I fucked up. âNo.â
She pressed the six and gave me a death glare. âWhatâs on the top floor, Trent?â
I stood silent, not willing to give her an answer to the question that was about to end this night in a less than spectacular way.
âDoes Brett live here?â
âNo.â
âWhatâs on the top floor, Trent?â she asks accusingly.
Again, I had no answer. Not one that would satisfy her. âNothing. I pushed the wrong button is all.â
I could tell when the pieces came together. âThatâs where you took me that first night. Itâs your fuck pad, isnât it?â She shook her head. âAnd here I thought you were actually starting to like me. But Iâm just another one of your conquests.â
I cringed. âItâs not like that. I do like you. I wasnât thinking.â
She held up a hand to stop my lame explanation. âI donât need to hear anymore.â The elevator dinged, opening on her floor. She stepped out and held the door with one hand. âThank you for tonight. I had a great time. Iâll see you Monday.â
âGiaâ¦â I went to follow her, but she released the door, and it closed in my face. Fuuuuck! The elevator descended as I leaned back against the wall berating myself. After what Brett and I did, combined with Hunterâs outright propositioning, I couldnât blame her for being upset. I stepped out into the crowded lobby as an entire bachelor party stumbled in, laughing and joking from their night out on the town. Their easy, carefree behavior made me more pissed at myself. I agreed to no sex and then disrespected her by pushing that damn button.
How could I have been so stupid?