ANNA
They usher me into the living room. Itâs like stepping back in timeânothingâs changed in four years. The couch is still that same ugly blue-and-white striped one. The table is the one my grandmother left my mom.
I settle onto the couch and James sits next to me, his hands enveloping mine. I glance at him and manage a smile. He gives me a reassuring nod, a silent promise that everything will be okay. I need that.
âI see you two are back together,â my dad spits out.
âSeriously, Peter? Thatâs your main concern?â I retort, rolling my eyes. âThatâs not why weâre here.â
My mom takes a seat, placing her hands on her knees with the grace of a queen.
~Yeah, right.~
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âGet on with it,â she says.
âAlright. I need our medical history. The whole thing. That includes ~all~ family members,â I tell them, cutting to the chase.
âWhy?â Peter asks.
âBecause the doctor needs it,â I reply, blunt as ever.
âThey need it to make a diagnosis,â I add, hoping to appeal to his sense of reason. For a fleeting momentâjust a split secondâI think I see worry flicker in his eyes, but it quickly morphs into a smirk.
âWhatâs wrong?â my mom asks, her voice laced with concern.
âThatâs not your concern. I just need the information.â
âI want to know why, Anna,â she insists.
I can feel myself wavering. These are the people who raised me. But I donât want to tell them. Theyâve lost that right in my eyes.
âShe said itâs none of your business,â James interjects, his voice stern.
âShut up, James. This doesnât involve you,â Peter snaps.
But I canât help but smirk. âActually, it does,â I say.
âHow so?â Ruby asks.
I roll my eyes at her.
âBecause the diagnosis is for his daughter. Our daughter,â I tell her, squeezing Jamesâs hand.
Her eyes widen and she gasps, her hands flying to her mouth. âYou have a daughter?â
I roll my eyes again. âThatâs usually what happens when you get pregnant. You have a baby,â I reply, my voice dripping with sarcasm.
âWhore,â Dad spits at me.
âDonât you dare!â James roars, leaping to his feet. Heâs struggling to keep his cool.
âSheâs only ever been with me, before and after our daughter. Iâm sure even youâve had more bed partners than her. So what does that make you?â he retorts, his voice icy.
My dad swallows hard. I tug on Jamesâs arm, pulling him back down next to me on the couch.
Dad turns to me. âOnly you.â
He opens his mouth to say something else, the same look on his face that he had when he called my daughter Satanâs child.
Heâs about to say something about my daughter.
âDonât you dare!â I scream at him. I lunge at him and my mom recoils. I jab my finger into his chest. Tears are streaming down my face, but I donât care. Iâm in full mom-mode and no one is going to stop me.
âMy little girlâmy babyâis sick! I need that damn history to save her! You do good things for everyone else but me!
âWeâre talking about your granddaughter here. An innocent three-year-old.â
âWhat does she have?â Mom asks again.
I roll my eyes at her. âIf we knew, I wouldnât be here, would I?!â
âSo they donât know,â she concludes. I shake my head.
âWell, weâll have to call Rebecca,â Mom says.
âWhy?â I ask, my irritation flaring.
âBecauseâ¦â She sighs, but thereâs no emotion in her voice.
âSheâs your biological mother. We adopted you,â she says.
Iâm stunned.
She leaves the room and I collapse back onto the couch.
JAMES
Anna slumps back onto the couch, her face buried in her hands. Tears are streaming down her face, her sobs echoing through the room. I pull her against my chest, trying to soothe her.
This is too much for her. Anna doesnât get emotional. Itâs just a factâAnna doesnât do this. Sheâs the strong one between us.
Sheâs adopted. The people who chose her as their child kicked her out. Now she has to face her birth motherâher aunt! The one who didnât help her.
And on top of everything, our daughter is sick.
I need to call my father. If I remember her aunt correctly, sheâll deny everything and make a scene just for the sake of it. She wonât want anything to do with Annaâor the truth.
We need those answers, even if they wonât give them to her. Iâm determined to force their hand.
âIâll be right back,â I tell her. But I know it wonât make a difference.
Sheâs still sitting in the same position she was in ten minutes ago. When Anna is shocked, really shocked, she freezes. Itâs like talking to a statue. Nothing goes in, nothing comes out.
âWhere are you going?â Peter asks me.
âTo check on my daughter,â I reply, purposely not telling them her name.
I think Anna would want me to keep that to myself, considering how theyâve treated her.
âSomething you shouldâve done years ago,â I mutter under my breath.
I step outside and dial my dadâs number. It rings three times before he picks up.
âWhat happened?â he asks immediately, his voice serious. I lose it.
Tears stream down my face as I process what Iâve just witnessedâthe woman I love, ~my one and only~, going through something so tough. This isnât herâsheâs always been stronger than this.
I sniffle, then say, âJust come over. Annaâsheâs adopted. They didnât exactly break the news gently. We need to find some answers, Dad.â
Iâm so grateful to have such amazing parents. Iâve always known I was fortunate, but right now, I feel truly blessed. Blessed that theyâll stand by me no matter what.
âGrandpa!!â My little girlâs voice rings out over the phone.
âHold on, sweetheart. Daddyâs on the phone.â
~Oh, great~...~seriously??~
âDADDY!!!â she yells. I can almost see my dad wincing at her high-pitched scream.
âWow, sheâs got some lungs. I didnât really think that one through,â he admits.
âNo kidding. Just get over here. Bring Mom and Liv with you. The car seatâs in the hallway. Just come, Anna isââ I stop, sighing heavily.
âShe needs us. Her birth mom is on her way,â I finally say.
âJust so weâre clear, who is it?â he asks.
âAunt Becca,â I tell him. Iâd told him years ago what Becca was like. A real piece of work...
âDamn it, weâll be there in fifteen minutes.â
âThanks.â I hang up and return to my girl.
I walk back into the living room. Anna is still sitting in the same spot. Her head is buried in her hands and sheâs silent. Her mother is sitting across from her, looking worried but doing nothing.
âAnna,â I say, moving towards her.
âA?â
She lifts her head to look at me.
~Thatâs progress~.
Her beautiful brown eyes meet mine, and her lower lip quivers.
âIâve got you,â I assure her, pulling her onto my lap.
âYou couldnât have broken the news to her gently?â I ask Ruby, my voice laced with anger.
âWhy would we?â
I roll my eyes, as if this wouldnât be a huge blow to her under normal circumstances.
âSheâs dealing with a lot. Our daughter is sickâthis should have been a brief conversation. Get the answers and go home.
âThis is just too much. Plus, she has classes on Monday. Itâs a lot,â I try to explain, not that I should have to.
~Or should I?~
âClasses?â
I roll my eyes at Ruby. âThatâs what you took from all that? Yes, classes. Sheâs graduating in a few months.â
Her father looks surprised. âHow?â
I smirk. âBy working her ass off,â I tell them, glaring. âYou donât know the first thing about her.â
They start to say something else, but the doorbell interrupts them.
I gently set Anna back on the couch as her mother stands up.
âIâll get it,â I tell her. She just nods, probably too stubborn to do anything else. When I catch her eye, though, she does seem a bit worried. I think.
I canât really read her face right now. Normally Iâm good at picking up on peopleâs emotions, but right now, I just feel numb.
I open the door to find my dad, mom, and Olivia on the doorstep. I crouch down to hug my little girl.
âHi, sweetheart.â
âHi!â she replies, hugging me back.
âMommyâs not feeling well. Can you be quiet?â
âOh no! Iâll help.â She takes my hand, looking around curiously as I lead her to her mom.
As we enter the room, everyoneâs eyes are on the small girl beside me. Everyoneâs, that is, except Annaâs. Sheâs still sitting there, frozen.
âOh my,â my mom murmurs. I just nod.
Olivia lets go of my hand and approaches her mom. âMommy?â she asks, but Anna doesnât respond.
Ruby looks at Olivia, tears in her eyes. But theyâre not tears of sadnessâthey look more like tears of anger. Olivia coughs a little, and Peterâs and Rubyâs faces register shock.
~So they do have feelings.~
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~That was just a small cough, they donât even know what she usually sounds like.~
I guess itâs starting to hit them. Olivia climbs onto the couch and snuggles under Annaâs arm to hug her.
âOh, Lovebug,â Anna murmurs. She hugs Olivia tightly, pulling her closer.
âMomma, are you okay?â Olivia asks, smiling broadly. Anna nods, and Olivia wipes away her tears.
~I knew this would help her.~
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Olivia turns to me, her big green eyes shining and a wide smile on her face. âSee Daddy, I helped. Momma is all better,â she declares, clearly proud of herself.
âI see, princess. You did great! Can I get a hug too?â
Anna lets her go and she crawls over to me, jumping into my arms. I hold her close, kissing her forehead.
âI love you,â I tell her, pressing my forehead against hers.
âI love you too, Daddy,â she replies.
âWhy are you guys here?â Anna asks my parents.
âJames called us. Weâve been here for fifteen minutes. You were zoning out again,â Mom explains.
âOh, sorry.â
âDonât apologize. Itâs a lot to take in,â Mom says.
âWell, thatâs the understatement of the year,â I remark, making them chuckle.
âSo who is this?â Ruby asks Olivia. Liv turns to her with a bright smile.
âHi!â she greets Ruby, who waves back.
âIâmââ she starts, but Anna cuts her off. Iâm so proud of her.
âDonât, sweetheart,â Anna cautions her.
âStrangers?â Olivia asks, and Anna just nods.
âGood girl,â I praise her.
âMommyâs paââ Peter begins, but Anna cuts him off.
âDONâT!â she yells, her voice echoing in the room.
âYou forfeited that right four years ago!â The fury in Annaâs voice is palpable. This is the Anna you should be wary of. No one, absolutely no one, gets between her and her child. Sheâs in full-on mama bear mode.
~Tread lightly, or youâll regret it.~
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Peter tries again, âWeâre stillââ
âNo. Youâre not,â she interrupts, her voice seething with anger.
âYou lost that right. Iâm the one who decides whoâs a stranger and who isnât to ~my~ daughter.â