ANNA
Weâre lounging in the living room, eyes glued to the TV, watching ~Paw Patrol~ with Olivia. Sheâs absolutely smitten with this show. I donât mind it, really. Itâs all about lending a hand, and thatâs a lesson I can get behind.
Itâs barely past two in the afternoon. Oliviaâs naptime is fast approaching. Honestly, I could use a nap myself.
âFood!â Jessicaâs voice echoes through the house. We all rise and head for the kitchen.
âPizza!!â Olivia squeals, darting toward the kitchen like a mini Kevin from â~Home Alone~.â
âThat kid sure loves her pizza.â
A memory tugs at my lips, coaxing a smile. Oliviaâs first encounter with pizza. She was just a year and a half old. By the time she was done, her face was a pizza slice itself.
âHold on,â I say, reaching for her bag to pull out a bib.
âA bib?â James questions.
âYouâll thank me later.â
âHere you go, sweetheart,â I say, fastening the bib around her neck.
She dives into her slice, all the table manners Iâve taught her forgotten.
~Pizza face~â¦
âWow,â James bends over, laughing.
âThatâs a sight,â he points at her, still laughing.
I remember reacting the same way the first time I saw her devouring pizza. Heâs laughing so hard he topples off his chair onto the floor. The loud thud draws Oliviaâs attention to her daddy, whoâs sprawled on the floor, still wheezing with laughter.
âDaddy! Oh no,â she exclaims, scrambling off her chair.
We didnât bring her high chair, so she can climb on and off without help. Weâll need to get another one for when sheâs here. She toddles over to her daddy and squats in front of him.
âIâll help you, Daddy.â She leans in, peppering his face with kisses, smearing pizza all over him.
âOlivia!!â he yelps, making me burst into laughter.
âWhat?â she looks at him, puzzled. She steps back, oblivious to what sheâs done.
âThat was very sweet of you, baby girl,â I tell her. She beams at me and clambers back onto her chair.
âWhy are you encouraging this?â he asks me, a hint of annoyance in his voice.
âShe was just trying to help you. You did fall, J. She was being kind. And I did warn you.â
We continue eating our pizza, chatting about this and that. I turn to Olivia.
âHey, sweetheart. Daddy and I need to step out for a bit. You can stay here and play with Grandpa and Grandma.â
âOkay,â she replies, unfazed by our impending departure.
James looks at me, eyebrows raised. âOuch,â he says.
âYeah. Ouch.â
When did it become so easy? She usually struggles when either of us leaves. When did she grow up so fast?
âSheâll be ready for a nap in about half an hour,â I tell Jessica and David.
âJust put her to bed and keep an eye on her. Sheâll try to come downstairs if she wakes upâeven with a baby gate,â I caution them.
Jessica tilts her head as if to say, âIâve raised two kids, I know what Iâm doing.â
I raise my hands in surrender. âAlright. Donât say I didnât warn you.â
âGo.â They shoo us out of the house and we head for the car. School lets out in about fifteen minutes, which is perfect since it takes us that long to get there.
âYou ready?â James asks me.
âCanât be worse than this morning,â I reply.
âTrue.â
I climb into the car, still chuckling at my own joke.
âIt was really that bad, huh?â I ask him.
âIt really was. I knew bringing Dad was the right call. I knew Becca was going to be a nightmare. I canât believe sheâs your biological mother.â
I shake my head, finding it hard to believe myself. Iâm nothing like her.
âMe neither.â
Iâve learned from my mistakesânot that my baby is a mistake. But Iâve grown up. She just brushed the whole thing under the rug, like I was a problem that disappeared when she gave me up. Whereâs the maternal love?
Fifteen minutes later, we pull up at the high school. We park the car and head inside just as the school bell rings.
âGod, this brings back memories,â I say as we navigate the familiar corridors. Students spill out of the classrooms, and I see that nothing has changed.
I can spot the different cliques as we weave through them. The jocks are huddled near the gym. Some are trying to charm an innocent girl, while others are flirting with a girl in a very short skirt.
The nerds are over there, sporting the same geeky t-shirts they did five years ago. Even the goths are still here.
âWhereâs the history classroom?â I wonder aloud. James just shrugs.
I approach a random student. âHi,â I say to a shy girl who reminds me of my younger self. Sheâs beautiful, shy, and clearly unaware of her own worth.
~Yup, just like me.~
âHi.â
âCould you tell me where Mr. Williamsâs classroom is, please?â I ask her. She nods.
âItâs room 100,â she says. âDo you know where that is?â
I nod with a smile. âNothing ever changes in this town,â I tell her, a hint of sarcasm in my voice.
âThatâs why Iâm getting out of here,â she replies.
âGood for you. Trust me, itâs worth it,â I tell her. She looks at me, curiosity in her eyes, but I know sheâll understand.
I thank her and head toward room 100. Itâs just four classrooms down, so we get there in no time. James knocks on the door.
âYes?â a voice responds.
James steps inside and I trail behind him. ~Youâve got this,~ I reassure myself. But my nerves are on edge. This is even more intense than this morning. What am I supposed to say to him?
~âHey, you donât know me, but Iâm your kid?â How does one even start this conversation? Why didnât I think this through?~
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âA?â James glances back at me.
âRight behind you, sorry,â I respond.
We continue inside and I shut the door, locking it from the inside.
âYouâre James Brown, arenât you? The CEO of JB Corporate?â Mr. Williams asks James.
âThatâs me,â James confirms. Mr. Williams extends his hand and James shakes it.
âI canât believe it. Iâve always admired you. You came from this small town and built such a successful company. Your parents must be so proud,â he says.
James nods. âThey are. But they also know I couldnât have done it without her,â he says, stepping aside to gesture towards me.
Mr. Williamsâs eyes widen in surprise. Heâs young and good-looking. His wavy brown hair is similar to my own curls. His brown eyes meet mine.
âRebecca?â he asks, taken aback.
âNo, no. Iâm Anna,â I correct him, shaking his hand.
âAnna? Have we met before?â
I nod. âYou were my history teacher a few years ago,â I tell him.
~This is one way to break the ice.~
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âWhat brings you here, James?â he asks, looking at James with admiration.
I understand whyâJames is a success story. He lived the dream of every student here: escaping this town and making it big.
âIâm not here for myself, Mr. Williams. Iâm here to support Anna,â James explains.
âSupport? Okayâ¦,â he replies, looking slightly confused.
âYou knew Rebecca Johnson?â I ask him, and he nods.
âYes, she was my girlfriend a long time ago. Why do you ask?â
My fingers start to shake.
âThis is harder than I thought,â I admit to James, looking into his eyes. James takes my hands in his.
âYouâre doing great,â he reassures me, kissing my forehead. I close my eyes and take a deep breath.
âSo, this was about twenty-two years ago?â I ask Mr. Williams.
âYes, thereabouts. Why do you ask, Anna?â he asks, his tone becoming more urgent.
âRebecca is my mother. She told me that youâre my father,â I confess in a whisper.
His face goes blank.
âYour mother...your father?â He laughs and shakes his head.
âThat canât be. She wasnât pregnant,â he protests. I understand his shock.
But I feel deflated. Why canât anything be simple? How did Becca manage?
~âRuby took me in...~
~Thatâs it!~
âDid she leave town for a while or something?â I ask, trying a different approach.
~Becca wouldnât lie, would she?~
âShe did disappear for about a year,â he admits, then looks at me. âShe moved in with her sister, if I remember correctly.â
I nod. So thatâs how she did it.
âI was adopted by her sister, Ruby, and her husband, Peter. I just found out today that Becca is my biological mother,â I explain.
He runs his hands through his hair. Then he looks at meâreally looks at me. I close my eyes and sigh.
~Please let this go well.~
Then I see it, the recognition in his eyes.
âOh, God,â he murmurs, tears welling in his eyes.
âI know Becca didnât tell you anything. And I donât want anything from you, just to be clear. I know this is a lot to take in, but I need your familyâs medical history,â I explain. His eyes snap up to meet mine.
âOf course.â
âI understand if you donâtââ James and I start to say at the same time.
~Did he just agree?~
âWait, did you just say âof courseâ? You believe me?â I ask him, surprised.
~This is going smoother than this morning.~
âOf course I do, it all makes sense now. And you have my eyes. The determination in them, thatâs all me,â he tells me with a proud smile.
âCan I ask why you need it? Iâll tell you whatever I can, Iâm just curious. I hope you understand,â he says, his smile calming.
~I feel so comfortable with him. Heâs willing to help? He believes me? I can give him the answers he wants. I can do that. Itâs the least I can do considering I just turned his world upside down.~
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âMy daughter,â I answer, my voice shaking.
âYou have a daughter?â he asks, shocked. Not only does he have a daughter, but he also has a granddaughter. Yeah, thatâs a lot to process.
â~We~ do,â James corrects him. Mr. Williams nods at James, finally understanding why heâs here with me.
âSheâs three, and sheâs sick,â I tell him, tears welling in my eyes. âThe doctors canât figure out whatâs wrong with her,â I explain.
âI just need to know your familyâs medical history so we can help her.â
âSheâs sick? God⦠Youâre twenty-one, that means you were eighteen when you had her.â
I nod. âLike mother, like daughter, I guess,â I say with a weak smile.
He runs his hands through his hair.
âI had no idea,â he says, regret in his voice.
âLike mother, like daughter,â James echoes, shooting me a pointed look.
âHey! I tried to reach you!â I defend myself, smacking his arm. I had hopedâwe both hadâthat we were past this.
âI get it, A. Iâm just not over it. It wouldâve made things easier for you.â
âItâs water under the bridge now,â I reassure him, giving his hand a comforting squeeze.
~I donât need any more drama today.~
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âWhat happened?â Mr. Williams asks, his eyes filled with concern. His gaze is so intense, it makes me want to spill my guts.
âI got the boot,â I say, shrugging it off like itâs no big deal.
After repeating my story so many times, itâs starting to feel like the norm.
âWHAT?!â he explodes.
Well, now I know where my fiery temper comes from.
âTheyâre devout,â I explain, trying to cool him down.
âThat doesnât make it okay,â he insists.
âNo, it doesnât,â I agree. âIâm aware of that.â
He nods, probably relieved that Iâm not the type to take things lying down.
I wonât let anyone push me around. And Iâm not afraid to speak my mind, much to my parentsâ chagrin.
âYeah, and then Becca gave her the boot too,â James chimes in. I give him a playful punch in the chest.
âWhat did she do?â Mr. Williams asks, shocked.
âYeah, I know. Itâs a lot to take in.
âA random girl shows up out of the blue, tells you sheâs your daughter, and oh, by the way, she has a daughter too. Then Mr. Chatty over here starts blabbing about my past,â I say, and he seems to relax a bit.
âIâm okay, I made peace with everything a long time ago. The past is the past. All I care about is getting my baby healthy again.
To do that, I need some answers. And you know what⦠weâve only been here for five minutes, and youâre already willing to help. You didnât freak out or bombard me with questionsâyou just want to help. I canât tell you how much that means to me.â
He nods. âOf course I want to help. If thereâs something I can do, why wouldnât I?â
âThis conversation is a breeze compared to the one I had this morning, and I just turned your world upside down. Thank God I inherited that from you.â
He chuckles and his smile lingers. âWhat was the conversation this morning?â
âI had a fifteen-minute argument with my parents just to get some answers, only to find out that my aunt is actually my mom.
âThen I had to go toe-to-toe with Becca for half an hour just to get your name. We even had to threaten her with legal action.â
He rolls his eyes. âAlways the drama queen.â
âThank God I didnât inherit that,â I say, laughing.
Weâre in the middle of our conversation, laughing and talking, when thereâs a knock at the classroom door. Mr. Williams unlocks the door and swings it open.
He sighs. âRebecca.â