âLet me get this straight. You donât want me to mention that youâre a doctor?â
I nod at my mother, unsure why this is so difficult for her to comprehend. âJust donât say anything about my work. There are tons of topics we can discuss.â
My mother scoffs, shaking her head in dismay. She is not a proponent of half-truths. Come to think of it, neither am I, but Tally is a special case. âDarling, Tally is going to find out, eventually. You said youâre working in the same hospital.â
âIn the same unit,â I mutter, running a hand over my brow.
The clock is near zero on the big reveal, and my stomach has been tied in knots for days. Every time Tally mentions the new interventionist at Memorial, I slide on my poker face. Dr. Watts, the chief of staff, is keeping my identity under wraps. She wants to surprise the employees.
Letâs just say one of them will be more shocked than most.
On the bright side, Tally seems to be softening to the whole idea of dating a doctor. Sheâs mentioned me attending medical school a few times, insistent that I follow my dreams. Maybe, just maybe, the fact that I completed medical school twelve years ago wonât be unwelcome news.
I admit that Iâm a chickenshit. But Iâm also in love with her, and I think sheâs in love with me.
Yes, itâs fast. No, I donât give a crap. I dated Charlotte for years and never felt one iota of what I felt for Tally within the first hour.
Now, if I can just drum up the courage to let the woman I love know my full truth, Iâll be set.
Provided Tally doesnât run screaming in the opposite direction.
âYouâve fallen hard for Tally, havenât you?â My mother gives my arm a reassuring squeeze.
âThatâs an understatement. What Tally and I have together is so good. I donât want to mess it up.â
âThen donât. But might I suggest you start by telling Tally the truth before any more time passes? Sweetie, you start work tomorrow. Tick tock.â
I get it, Mom. No need to twist the knife, even if sheâs spot-on accurate with her statement.
Tally opts to meet us at the restaurant, and I see the trepidation on her face as she approaches the table. I sprung this dinner on her only a few hours earlier, which I know was a dick move, but I need my mother to meet the woman who has turned my world upside down.
Besides, Tally is a rock star. My mother is going to adore her as much as I do.
âHi, Mrs. Stevens. Itâs a pleasure to meet you.â Tally extends her hand in greeting, but my mother pops up, pulling her into a hug.
I melt when I see my tiny vixen relax into the embrace. Her own mother died several years earlier, but she still feels the loss acutely.
The first few minutes sail by, exchanging pleasantries about the weather, beach, and restaurant. Just as Iâm relaxing, my mother decides to dive into the deep end of the conversation pool.
I had one requestâdonât mention that Iâm a doctor. Well, she doesnât. She does one worse.
âOwen tells me you have an interesting rule.â
Tallyâs eyes widen as they swing between us. âI do?â
âYou donât date doctors.â
I put my head in my hands, the muscle in my jaw jumping. What part of my simple request was too difficult for my mother to follow?
âHow in the world did that come up in your conversation?â Tally chokes back a nervous chuckle, sipping from her water glass. No doubt she wishes it was vodka. I know I do. âI guess it is weird, considering I work with doctors every day. But I have my reasons.â
My mother waves her hand, dismissing Tallyâs anxiety. âI understand that, dear. In fact, I dated a doctor when I was in college. The man ripped my heart apart.â
âIâm sorry that happened to you. I had more than my heart ripped apart, hence, my rule.â
âItâs never easy to overcome a broken heart or will. But, as luck would have it, I met a delightful man only a few weeks later. Owenâs father.â
Tally smiles, reaching across the table to squeeze my motherâs hand. âIt all worked out, just as it was meant to. You didnât need that silly old doctor, anyway. His loss.â
âIt was his loss, but the man I married was also a doctor.â
Now those huge, luminous eyes focus squarely on me. âYour father was a doctor?â
Oh, boy, this is going to get interesting.
âHe was a pediatrician for thirty-five years,â I reply, guzzling down my drink and motioning for a refill.
Iâm glad my tiny vixen is sitting. She might fall down otherwise. âNo wonder you dreamed of being a doctor. It makes sense now.â
Sheâs not wrong. My father instilled his love of medicine in me from the time I could walk, but I never had the slightest interest in pediatrics. For me, it was always cardiac medicine. Iâm glad that my father got to see my dream come true, even if heâd kick my ass right now if he heard the half-truths Iâm spouting to the woman I love.
âMy point,â my mother continues, accepting her own wine refill, âis that if I had sworn off all doctors forever, then I would have missed out on the man of my dreams. A man who treated me like a queen until the day he died.â
Tally laughs, but itâs tinged with nerves. âWhat am I missing here? Are you two trying to set me up with a doctor?â
That is my segue. My mother, intent on getting the truth onto the proverbial and literal table, set it all up.
Now itâs my turn. With a deep breath, I grasp Tallyâs hand. âFunny you should mention thatââ
I donât get any further, as our server interrupts the conversation. Honestly? Iâve never been more grateful. I know I have to tell Tally, but I have my own set-up in mind. One with far less clothing.
I donât know if itâs the darts Iâm shooting at my mother or her own desire to ease any brewing discord, but she steers clear of medical conversations. The three of us fall into an easy banter, and itâs clear that Tally has earned my motherâs seal of approval by the end of the night.
It took my tiny vixen two hours for my mother to love her; Charlotte never managed it in several years of dating. Hell, itâs hard to warm to an iceberg.
But now itâs timeâthe big discussion with Tally.
God help me. Iâm going to need it.
âI like your Mom, even if she is trying to set me up with a doctor.â Tally shimmies out of her dress, and my dick springs to life. Iâd be happy being inside her 24/7. Itâs insatiable, my appetite for this woman.
âSheâs crazy about you.â
âIâm surprised you wanted me to meet her. Weâve only known each other for a couple of weeks.â
âWhen you know, you know.â And just like that, I say it.
I stand there as the words hover between the two of us. I pray Tally doesnât run screaming from the apartment. Granted, it is her place. Sheâll likely chase me out with a paring knife and a rolling pin.
Lucky for me, she does neither. Tally pushes me back on the bed, her luscious curves straddling my waist. Her dark eyes hold my gaze, daring me to look away. âWhy wonât you tell me anything about your work? Is it illegal? Are you an assassin?â
I know sheâs joking, but I see the hesitancy lining her face. At this point, she doesnât know what to think.
I stroke my hands along her legs. The woman has the smoothest damn skin. âNo, itâs definitely not illegal.â
âYou are a doctor, arenât you, Owen?â
I want to tell her. The searching look on her face is killing me. âIf I was a doctor, you wouldnât be here. Remember?â
âTwo weeks ago, that would be true. But the way I feel is making it harder and harder to stand by that statement.â
What is wrong with me? Sheâs given me an in, I just have to tell herâ¦followed up with the fact that Iâll be heading up her unit tomorrow.
Therein lies the issue. If I was working in a hospital across town, I could tell her. If she worked labor and delivery and I worked in the cath lab, I could spill the beans.
Iâm not only in the one field she claims to date, but Iâll also be her bossâ¦in a loose manner of speaking.
Can it get any more complicated?
Instead of coming clean, I play ostrich. Iâm not even a chickenshit anymore. Iâm an ostrich shit. And I hate myself for it.
âIâll show you something hard,â I murmur against her lips, sliding my tongue along the roof of her mouth, teasing her. Her mouthâlike the rest of her bodyâfits mine perfectly. Itâs as if she was created with me in mind.
I break the kiss, running my finger along her lower lip, my gaze locked with hers. âIâm in love with you, Tally. You know that, donât you, Darlin?â
I want to freeze the smile that lights up her face. âYou are?â
âWithout a doubt.â
She nuzzles my nose, that husky chuckle firing up my insides. âThatâs good, because Iâm in love with you, too.â
We lay curled together, but my hands canât keep still. Itâs Tally, for Godâs sake. This womanâs body was created for my pleasure. I donât want anything to break this moment.
Canât we stay here forever and forget reality?
My fingers play along her side and lower back. One of her larger pieces decorates the area, but I know scar tissue when I feel it. Tracing the line, I can only surmise it was from a car accident or from the piece of shit that turned her against doctors. âWhat happened here?â
âAccident,â Tally stumbles out a bit too quickly.
Okay, sheâs not telling the whole truth.
âCar accident or some other type of accident?â
âAn âI donât want to talk about it right nowâ type accident.â
I press a kiss to her shoulder, squeezing her tighter. âYouâll tell me one day?â
âOne day,â she murmurs, stretching as a tiny moan escapes her lips. I love that I wear her out, although she gives me a run for my money, too. âI need to sleep tonight. Itâs a big day tomorrow. The new interventionist arrives.â
Those words tank my high as reality creeps in. Iâm on empty, without a gas station in sight. âShould I worry?â
âWhy would you worry?â
âWhat if he steals you away from me?â
Tally giggles, burrowing her face in my chest. âNot a chance. I donât date doctors, remember?â
I run my fingers through her hair, my heart racing. âWhat if you meet the perfect man, and he happens to be a doctor?â
She props her chin on my chest, offering me a smile. âThat wonât happen. Iâve already met the perfect man. You.â
âYou mean that, Darlin?â
âI do. I love you, Owen.â
With a deep breath, I fling open the door to my soul. âMove in with me. I know that itâs fast, but I donât care. I know what I want. I want you. I want us.â
Tallyâs eyes widen like saucers, and Iâm not sure if I should keep going or start backpedaling.
âIâm not saying we have to get married right away, although I want marriage and kids and the whole white picket fence scenario. But I donât want to wait six months or a year to move forward with you. I already know. I knew it the second I laid eyes on you.â
Her jaw slackens, but she has yet to utter a single word.
âCan you say something, please?â
With an excited squeal, my tiny vixen flings her arms around my neck and presses her lips against mine.
I roll on top of her, never breaking contact with that delicious mouth. âIs that a yes?â
âYes, to all of it. In whatever order it comes.â
My Tally is always beautiful. But at that moment, she radiates an ethereal glow.
My initial plan was to spill the truth about my occupation after I spilled my heart. But, as I look down at her, joy emanating from her entire being, I canât do it. I canât douse that happiness.
Call me a bastard, but Iâm basking in the glow from our love. I only pray that come tomorrow morning, it will be enough.