Chapter 22 of 25

18 - Present Memory

Way For The Future [Idolish7]3,946 words~20 min read

[please be honest flashback if you guys already read it,you know the story]

Flashback which Riku stay alone at his dorm while the storm was worst.[chapter 3]

Tenn open his eyes and found out he was at idolish7 dorm.He walk to the living room and saw Riku was take sip his tea alone there.

"Hmmm... now it's almost 9pm,the storm still not stopping.."said Riku while having his tea alone.

Tenn only watch Riku there because he can't be seen by him.Riku was look at his phone and sighing because he got no signal because of the storm.Tenn walk closer to Riku and sit next to Riku.He heard Riku was talking alone.

"This is my first time being alone..right?"said Riku while smile looking at his tea.

Tenn was feel guilty too at Riku and only look at Riku because he can't do anything.

"Tenn-nii..i don't.. have to ask your help to help me.. don't worry, I won't burden you."

Tenn was panic when Riku suddenly got attack with sudden.Riku was panic to and saying he forgot that his inhaler was left at his room and forgot to bring it.Tenn can't do anything but only watch..

"Tenn-nii.."

Tenn close his eyes as he don't want to see how Riku suffer this.He heard that Riku was saying sorry for many time.

"Guys..i....am...sorry...so sorry..".

Tenn was crying and knees down as he guilty at that.He knew that time was the day of their parent got into accident and Riku try hard to get reach Tenn but Tenn didn't know anything about that yet.His location change to his next house at Kujou's house.

That day was morning and the day Tenn got call from the show about his show were canceled,Tenn saw his other self with Kujou.

"Who's call you Tenn?"Takamasa ask.

"it from director, they postpone the show because the special guest can't attend the show.They have to cancel it."said Tenn.

"This is the day me and Riku have show together.He can't join the show because of he got attack from yesterday and there's no one at the dorm too.."said Tenn alone.He continue heard his other self talking with KujouTakamasa.

"Wow,how could the production team do something like that.Maybe that guest is very special until they willing to postpone the show"said Takamasa with annoying face.

Tenn blaming himself for being coward and didn't do anything about it.If he really care about Riku,he should at least help Riku even behind Kujou Takamasa.He saw his other self only remining silent and don't dare to say anything.

"What's your plan today?"Takamasa ask.

"President want to have meeting,Gaku have shooting and Ryu will be there too."

"...i..am at Riku's memories right?...please show me more! I know he been suffer more.."said Tenn alone while clutching the broken bracelet that from Riku.The bracelet respond to Tenn and move to another memories.

Tenn was standing at the Idolish7's dorm again.This time everyone was here.He saw Mitsuki just clean the kitchen and saying.

"I haven't check on Riku.."said Mitsuki.

"I will do that nii-san.."said Iori.

Tenn follow Iori heading to Rikus room with food with him.But before he heading the room,he heard Yamato's conversation mentioning Riku.

"Well,manager,only you and Iori know what his doctor say to you about Riku."said Yamato.

"We all know you have to cancel our important stage show,..but we can't let Rikkun know about this or he will blame himself for this."said Tamaki.

"Tamaki-kun was right,we don't care if the stage were cancel but please don't tell Riku-kun about the cancellation."said Sougo.

"I know,i tried my best.I will tell Re:Vale and Trigger about this so they won't ask this question again."said Tsumugi.

They was trying to protect Riku for being sick.They leave those job just because of Riku...Riku always surrounded by good people.He should be greatful..

"They should know the reason first why we cancel the stage and we all have yo focus on Riku for these day.For next day,Manager please arrange the schedule that we miss today and If they want to scold us please bring me as your assistance."said Yamato working as the best leader.

"Riku...why you lied about getting back with them..with me...you know this is not fair for someone who made me like this..."said Tenn alone.The memories change again and he was at the Ritsu's granpa's café.Tenn were curious but he saw Riku was working there and helping in serving customer.

"Riku-kun,you really work hard today,you should take a rest."said Grandpa.

"It's fine Granpa...I have to save my parent...I don't want lost anyone again.."said Riku.

"Riku are working hard for paying mom and dad's opretion meanwhile I didn't do anything for my parent and for you...I am bad child after all"said Tenn alone.,

Tenn sitting next to Riku even he will not be seen by him,only things he can do is stay with him.

"Tenn!"sound familiar but Tenn look his around who call him.

"Tenn!!",another familiar voice,Tenn looking his surrounding but didn't found who call him.

"Tenn-nii!!",Tenn look his back and saw someone standing there getting closer with Tenn and grab his hand with sudden.

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"Tenn!! Thank god that you are save.."said Anesagi who appear at his sight when he open his eyes second ago.He still confuse and only staring at Anesagi.Ryuunosuke immediately get the doctor first.

"Hey,are you okay? Don't give that look.Its scared me"said Gaku.Tenn still don't know what are his mind and his memory were mess now.

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"Don't worry,he's fine,he just confuse since he just awake.It's must be shock for him now.He should take enough rest."said doctor to Anesagi.Anesagi nodded and back to the Gaku and Ryuunosuke.

"Doctor said Tenn still In confuse,he just need time until he fully open his eyes."said Anesagi.Gaku and Ryuunosuke let out his relief sigh.

"That's good to hear,it was my first time seeing Tenn like that."said Ryuunosuke.

"Everyone will do the same react.Anyway,Idolish7 will be here soon,I need to arrange the schedule and announce first.See you guys after I finish this and meet you guys at the lobby back to get home"said Anesagi.

"You don't have to,we will stay with Tenn until he perfectly fine.You just handle the other.Let us handle Tenn here"said Gaku.

"Thanks a lot you two,please let me know if anything happen"said Anesagi.

"Okay,we will..."said Gaku and Ryuunosuke in sync.

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"why I am here?...why.."said Tenn alone.He wake up and adjust his body for sit position on the bed.He look his around as he was find something.Gaku and Ryuunosuke enter the room and saw Tenn was looking for something.Ryuunosuke and Gaku was worry at Tenn and ask him.

"Tenn? What are you searching for?"Ryuunosuke ask.

"Nothing..."said Tenn and the room were silent for second until Tenn open his mouth again."What date today?"

".you just awake and asking for the date today? Are you seriously fine???"said Gaku.Ryuunosuke shush Gaku because he didn't want Gaku pick a fight with Tenn's condition right now.

"Today is xx/xx/xxxx...you out for 3 days...but glad that doctor said you are fine.you just need to take rest for a few days."said Ryuunosuke.

"I am seriously don't remember what happen to me...the last memory I remember is,Riku say something nonsense before everything bright."said Tenn at his mind.

"oh,.."only that word come out from Tenn.

"do you remember what happen to you?"Gaku ask.Tenn only shook his head.

"do you remember that you almost die in car accident????"Gaku ask him again,Tenn were shock but in the same time he didn't remember that.

"Seriously? What the last thing you remember?"Gaku ask again.

"Only..light..i saw light...that was my last memory..could you tell me what actually happening at me?maybe it can help me get my memories back?"Tenn said.

"I don't know but after you fine..because it not good for you who just awake from temporary coma"said Ryuunosuke.Tenn about to against it but since he was tired,he will past this time and agree with Ryuunosuke.

"okay..then.."said Tenn

"Anyway,Idolish7 will be here soon to visit you.They were shock after hearing about you too.Gaku tell them that you are finally awake."said Ryuunosuke.Tenn only nodded.

After a few hour,Idolish7 come and visit Tenn.

"Glad to see you fine Kujou"said Yamato.Only Yamato and Mitsuki come because the other still underage and Sougo can't make it because he have to stay with Tamaki at the broadcast station radio.

"...sorry,the other couldn't make it since it already late,our manager told them to stay at dorm.Sougo-san and Tamaki had to attend their schedule..they maybe will be coming tomorrow after they done their work."said Mitsuki.

"It's fine,you don't have to come...I am fine and will be out soon."said Tenn.

"Hahahaha,you should let your body rest fully Kujou,or he will worry at you"said Yamato.

"he?.."Tenn snapped with Yamato mentioning someone he knew.Tenn about to ask about 'him' but Mitsuki cut him first.

"Well Kujou Tenn,you should take enough rest,your fans will be more worried if you push yourself.We are not robot or have super power,we are only ordinary person who live in this world for temporary."said Mitsuki.Tenn only remain silent and nodded.He still think about Yamato saying about 'he'.

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On the middle night,Gaku and Ryuunosuke fell asleep already at the sofa meanwhile Tenn was awake and couldn't sleep again.He stand up and made out quietly without waking them.He made his way to the garden to take some fresh air.He still had those memory about he spend his time with Riku at the past but it's blurred.He still remember about Riku but he don't know what actually happen on Riku right now.Why no one mention his name yet?

"I am sorry Tenn-nii...I lie.."

"Lie...",that word repeatedly out from Tenn because that was the thing he remember clearly.

After a few days,finally Tenn were allowed to discharge and back home.His home was at the Kujou Takamasa place like before.Nothing change.When Tenn enter the house,Aya welcoming him.

"Tenn-niisan,are you okay?should I prepare you something?"Aya ask.

"don't worry,you don't have too..i just want to take rest...where is Kujou-san?"Tenn ask

"Kujou-san said he has something to settle down,he will be back late night today.."said Aya.

"I see,thank you Aya-chan..i will be at my room today.."said Tenn and pat Aya's head and heading back to his room.

He throw his body on the bed like a lifeless person and staring at the closed picture.He didn't standing the frame and just let it be cover down.He close his eyes and thinking about Yamato mentioning 'He' again.On their visit,he was not with them,everytime Tenn want to ask,they will change the topic immediately.He open his eyes again and rolling his body and facing to his shelf then he saw a small box there.It's was familiar as he ever seen those small box.He want to pick it up but in the same time,he was to tired to get it so he gave up and end up with fall asleep.

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At Yaotome's Production,"glad to see you fine Tenn,hope you didn't force yourself right now to come here for meeting."said Yaotome Sousuke.

"Sir,I didn't force myself and I am really fine after a few days fully rest enough...so I can attend the meeting without any problem and I am ready to get work again."said Tenn.

"That's good to hear,then lets start with our meeting here."said Sousuke.Anesagii,Gaku and Ryuunosuke take a seat and begin their meeting today.

"Well,I got a mission from sponsor about you guys new concert.This concert are for charity and for the kid who has health issue.The sponsor what you guys perform at Yakohama."said Sousuke.

"yakohama??Tenn,aren't those place is your hometown before?"Ryuunosuke ask.

"yeah..but I haven't go there since after I come tokyou.."said Tenn.

"Well,you guys will be stay there for 2 weeks.You will need to do the charity things together with them because it was a charity show episode,since the sponsor what it,you guys should do that because it's rare opportunity chance."said Sousuke.

"Well,we will do it.I want to get more experience with kid who had health issue.I heard about something,usually a young kid who had problem health always has negative thought about giving up on their life because they know they won't live longer."said Ryuunosuke.

"giving up..on their life.."Tenn mumble slowly.

"I will agree to do it too."said Gaku,

"Me too.."said Ryuunosuke then both them look at Tenn.

"Ofcourse I will do it too.."said Tenn.

"Then,it settle,Kaoru arrange their schedule with the sponsor at the Yakohama now!"said Sousuke.

"Okay sir,I will.Anyway,Tenn,Gaku and Ryuu,I will out for awhile,so please get ready once I finish."said Anesagi.

"Alright,please becareful with your way."said Ryuunosuke.

"Ahh I forgot to tell something,Takanashi's production will take part in this show too.But they already at Yakohama."said Sousuke.

"Woa,they already do that..i can't wait to see the kids soon"said Ryuunosuke.

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"i..never thought that I would coming here back..."said Tenn alone in his mind.

"Tenn-nii..you already promise that you won't leave me forever right???".Tenn remember the memories of leaving Riku and decide to follow Kujou Takamasa for Riku's sake.

"Tenn-nii..leave me..you leave me...I am sorry for being burden for everyone...this is my fault...".Tenn close his eyes and got another memory that he almost forgot.The memory he spend a lot of time together with Riku.Riku was hugging him again and whisper through his ear.

"I am sorry guys,I lie to you guys...".Tenn immediately open his eyes and try to breathe.He slowly take a deep breathe and exhale it slowly.Ryuunosuke notice it and asking.

"Are you okay Tenn?"Ryuunosuke ask.

"I am fine...just suddenly feel so hot.."said Tenn.

"upss sorry,I forgot to turn on the ac.."said Anesagi then she turn on the AC.They still in the car heading to Yakohama.

"Thanks..."said Tenn and continue look outside again.

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When they arrive,they were welcomed by Re:Vale.

"Yuki-san?Momo-san? You here too?"Gaku ask as he was shock with them there.

"Yeaaa because of he we heard our kouhai did some charity with kids here,we want to join them too.The kids are veryyyy verryyy cute and kind."said Momose.

"Well,I should lead you guys to your room.Welcome to Yakohama cities."said Yukito.TRIGGER bring their bag and follow Yukito to their room.They never expect that they would share house together with Idolish7 and Revale here.It's really random things.After put their bag at their room,they back to the living room and start to tour around the house.The house are so big and comfortable.The place was so relaxed and had hot tub at outside.

"We will stay there together after we done work."said Momose as he point at the tub.

"I can't wait for that..it's been so long I haven't in hot tub before...now I will having it together with my friend"said Ryuunosuke.

"Then let's start our work and will be there after everything finish for today's schedule."said Gaku.

"By the way,Idolish7 take the plot today.They had game together with the kids."said Okazaki Rinto,Revale's manager.

"Thennnnn what is our schedule today????"Gaku and Ryuunosuke complain facing to Anesagi.

"Hahahahah,you guys turn will be tomorrow.Today you can visit the place you want."said Anesagi while chuckle at them.

"Aaaaaa why you didn't tell us early!!"said Gaku.

"Sorry,I forgot to tell you guys..because my schedule check are mess right now."said Anesagi while smile like innocent.

"well,since today is our chance to visit other place,let do that for kicking some time"said Tenn in mature.

"Woaaa you just can agree like that Tenn?"Gaku ask as he was shock with Tenn today.

"since nothing we can do for the schedule being arranged by them,we can do what we want for awhile.So I will take my leave first and will be back before dinner.Don't worry,I am very familiar with this place."said Tenn.

"ofocourse he knew because this is his childhood place with Nanase."said Gaku.

"Ahh...he still not mention about him yet.."said Ryuunosuke.Yukito and Momose was feel the same.

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Tenn walking and keep walking.His first destination was the place which it his first dream appear.When he step the area,he saw a kid that resemble as him together with other kid playing around there.It's made him remember about his memory together with someone.

"If he was fine,maybe we could play like this kid"said Tenn alone and continue his travel.He saw a park that he always play together with his childhood friend,Ritsu,Futaka,Illiah and other friend too.They always together.No far from there,there;s was his old kindergarten still there.He still remember that his younger brother can't enter the kindergarten because of his condition.In the same time he did remember that he did together with 'him' on the first day of their school too.The memories still mixing up.

He walk again heading to the place that he remember a lot.The place which his parent build a theatre for their family business a long time ago.Tenn found it the building still stay as theatre place.So he decide to take visit.He come inside and everything look same like before.His thought was,"why this place still stay the some like before,is the owner didn't change the design yet??As I remember,Kujou-san sell to other person...".

Tenn continue his tour inside the building and saw the picture that was cover by dust.When he blow the dust,he was shock with the picture.

"why they still keep this picture even it already old?"said Tenn alone.

"because they can't throw it away.It's still precious things for them"said familiar voice.When Tenn turn back,he didn't expected that he would meet his childhood friend again,

"Futaka???"

"I thought you forgot my name ahahhahahaha"said Futaka.

"No ofcourse not..glad to meet you again!It's been so long!"said Tenn as he shake hand together with Futaka.

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At the cafeteria,"this cafeteria didn't change a lot..i still remember the design.."said Tenn.

"Ofcourse because it still yours"said Futaka.

"wait what?? What do you mean?"Tenn were confuse.

"Ha??? Aree you really forgot those day?"Futaka ask.

"those day?"

"Yess!! The day your performance got viral and got so much donation for your family's business because they like how you peform to them with something new."said Futaka.

Tenn saw the flash of memory about guest and people give a big clap to him.How he can't remember those day.

"Your brother got a lot of praised by other people because his voice was like an angel.They really like them a lot."said Futaka.

Tenn still can't barely remember the things Futaka told him.

"Then..who's the owner of this place?"Tenn as he was really don't know anything.

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"why I can't remember anything..what Futaka said wasn't in my memory..wait..i saw people did clap hand for our performance..."said Tenn's mind.

"Then... who's the owner of this place???"

"seriously Tenn? It's still under your parent! I am working here as part-time,I know you were adopted by that man and leaving us with sudden on that day.Do you know how hurt Riku was?He didn't come to school after that."

That was what Futaka told him.He thought his parent had to sell that building after he was taken by Kujou Takamasa.He thought Riku never come to school and only home-school since he kindergarten?His memories still messed and try to calm down.He was at the park still cooling down his pressure after a lot things happen to him now.

"Tenn-kun?"said a girl voice.Tenn was shock again and look straight to the girl.

"i-..imposibble.."said Tenn as he didn't believe what he see now.

"Tenn-kunn? Why? You still remember me right?"she ask.

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After a few minute,Tenn finally calm down.

"you fine now?"she ask.

"..yea..thanks Sarah...I still just not believe something that hasn't change here"said Tenn.

"Well,everything still same,and you were gone after you leave without saying goodbye to us on that day."said Sarah.

"yeah..i am sorry.."said Tenn as he finally remember the day he disappear with sudden.

"even Riku-kun didn't come to school after that.Teacher were announce to us that Riku stop going to school due to his asthma getting worst."said Sarah.

"..."Tenn were silent for awhile because he knew it was his fault.

Tenn remember,Sarah suppose already died in accident as well his brother died due to his illness too.

"How's your brother?"Tenn ask as he was curious because his memory still mess.

"my brother already die a long time ago because of his illness...and he did release this book before he die.."said Sarah as she taking out book from his bag.The title was Tenn already expecting.'Please Be Honest'

"I'm sorry to heard.."said Tenn.

"don't worry,anyways how Riku-kun doing? I always saw him at Tv but recently he stop appear at the show due to something problem that their agency won't announce"said Sarah.

"speaking of Riku,I haven't ask them about Riku now...but all I remember..Riku say he lie to us.....lie to us.."

"I'm sorry,Iie to you guys...Tenn-nii please be happy..."

Tenn saw those moment again,it was the day Riku saying that the will send them back to the present.He did remember everything what happen on that day.He standing and about to leaving.

"I am sorry Sarah,I will meet you again next time,I finally realize something now..."said Tenn.Sarah only smile and nodded,

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The dinner almost ready and Tenn haven't back yet.It made TRIGGER worry at Tenn now.They already call him many time but he haven't pick up the phone.He hope nothing happen on Tenn now.

Meanwhile Tenn was heading to his old house.He was panting so hard and finally found his old house.His house too,it didn't change since after he leaving.When get in front the door,the name still using Nanase.He was nervous to knock because he want to know if he still in dream or not.He did remember,his parent should be already die because of accident too.Riku the one who take care of them and pay their surgery.But this is different and really wrong.

Tenn's hand were shaking but he still able to knock the door.He close his eyes when the door were open.

Tenn heard the thud sound of things fell on the floor.Tennn slowly open his eyes and meet his parent's eyes first.

"..oh my god...Tenn!!!"said Miyou and hug him tightly as she don't believe her son would come to meet them.

"Tenn?? Why you here!!?? How about Kujou-san? What if he found out?"Nishi ask.

"Dad..please..don;t ask that first...please let me stay like this for awhile.."said Tenn while hugging his mother as he won't let go.

After a few minute staying like that,Tenn finally got his memories back.He finally found out everything,everything about he back to the past,about the greatest lied to them,about what happen on the day Riku did to all of them.He remember everything now."Riku..change everything,he lied.. he tell me changing everything is not fair for the future..."said Tenn in his mind."wait..so..they didn't mention about Riku because...Riku really.."Tenn suddenly remember about Riku.

"Mom..dad..i finally realize!! I have to go! I will come again....i have something to do!"said Tenn as he was rushing.

"please be carefull my dear,we will wait here.."said Miyou.

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Tenn use everything he got running and keep running heading back to the place that they stay for the work.When he arrive,he saw someone familiar standing in front of the gate.Tenn was panting hard because of running.He still can't believe what he see and what he really really saw.

"Nanase-san,come inside!! It's cold outside!"shout Iori from inside.

"...It-..it's..Riku..."

Riku heard someone saying his name and turn around saw Tenn standing there.He facing Tenn and give his smile to his beloved brother.

"I am back..Tenn-nii...."

The End.

Oh my godddddddd I never thought I would finish this story for the finally!! How the story??? Awwwwwwwwwwwww it already endddd huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa but I really enjoy writing this story..so I'm gonna read it back..

Anyway,thanks for read my story until the end and please look forward to my new other story soon,I7xHypnosismic 'Another World'which Nanase Riku don't know how he enter another word that full of war but something new to him about his new journey but in the same time it could effecing his body since he is not that strong to hold the pressure.

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