For the two weeks following the attack at Sota Akiyamaâs brownstone, weâre basically on total lockdown. Since moving to New York a few months ago, Iâve been living in Taylorâs amazing apartment, seeing as she now lives with Drazen at his ludicrously luxe place on billionaireâs row on Central Park South. Freya, meanwhile, has been living her best rock star life at various luxury hotels.
After the shooting, though, Kir shuts all that down. Frey and I move into the two-level penthouse he purchased about a year ago while he himself heads to London on business.
Weâre safe there: the penthouse is a fortress, guarded by a small army of his men. But weâre basically prisoners. No going outside, aside from Kirâs patio. Even then, weâre only supposed to be out there if we notify Kirâs guards first, so they can be on extra alert.
Honestly, itâs a pain in the ass. But at least Iâve got Freya with me, and after about a week, Iâm on her mostly nocturnal schedule, which I donât really mind.
Finally, after two weeks of captivity, Kir gives the all-clear.
The sniper who shot at us hasnât been identified. But itâs clear that he was a hired professional. The gun and the ammo were untraceable, the guy had his fingerprints chemically burned off, and even had all his real teeth replaced with implants.
In our world, those are all very clear signs of a professional hitman. A seriously expensive one, too. Him choosing suicide over being caught underscores that even further.
But honestly, Sota has plenty of enemies who couldâve wanted himâor any of usâdead. Kir probably has twice as many. So with the shooter dead, thereâs sort of no other option but to go on with our lives.
Thatâs just the Bratva world we live in. Danger is always justâ¦there, lurking around the corner. You just have to learn to be quick enough to see it coming before it gets you.
I havenât told Taylor about the shooting and the subsequent lockdown, because, like I said, I want to separate my messy world from her organized one. She does, however, know Iâm marrying Kenzo.
Weâve had some chats about it, and as Drazenâs wife she gets it, even if sheâs not thrilled that her sister is marrying into the Yakuza to stop a war.
After the lockdown, though, and as the wedding looms closer, Taylor tells me that sheâs taking me out for a bachelorette dinner.
Not âasks if I want her toâ. Tells.
Gotta love her.
The night of my reluctant bachelorette party for a wedding I donât want actually ends up being pretty great. Taylor, as managing name partner of Crown and Black, carries some weight around this city.
She somehow gets us reservations at an incredible two Michelin star restaurant. When we enter, weâre escorted to a private VIP dining room adjacent to the kitchen itself, with a window so we can watch the chefs prepare everything in the pristine, gorgeous kitchen.
As an extra surprise, as soon as we sit down, Fumi, Kenzoâs half-sister and Taylorâs best friend, sashays in and gives me a big hug.
âWhat the hell are you doing here?â I blurt incredulously. I mean, sheâs become a friend, but the wife of the Governor showing up to a bachelorette dinner for a mob wedding seemsâ¦iffyâ¦in terms of optics.
Fumi snorts a laugh. âUh, celebrating you?â
My face darkens. âSorry, that came out wrong. I just meanâ¦should you be here? Like, being the governorâs wife and all?â
âOh.â Fumi wrinkles her nose and waves me off. âYeah, fuck that. I can definitely be here.â
âI am here for First Ladies who say âfuck thatâ!â Freya laughs as the champagne that Taylor ordered arrives.
After itâs poured, Freya makes a quite eloquent toast to me, surprisingly almost devoid of any vulgarity and swears. Fumi makes another one, which is extremely well worded, touching on finding feelings where you donât expect to find them, discovering your other half where you least expect toâ¦
Blah blah blah.
I mean itâs a beautiful toast, and I walk around the table to give her a hug after she finishes it. Butâ¦câmon.
Iâm not âfinding feelings where I donât expect themâ with her grumpy, power-hungry dick-bag of a half-brother. Sorry, not sorry.
After the second toast, I glance at my sister, expecting one from her. She just eyes me with one of her âlooksâ.
âOkay, say it,â I sigh.
She shakes her head. âYou know what Iâm going to say.â
âThat you donât want me to marry a Yakuza asshole to stop a war?â I glance at Fumi. âNo offense.â
Fumi laughs. âNone taken. Kenzo isââ¦she clears her throat delicatelyâ¦âan interesting character. Weâre getting to know each other. But I meanâ¦â She waggles her brows. âI get it, lady. Heâs intense.â
âYeah, spelled d-i-c-k-h-e-a-d,â I mutter, turning back to Taylor. âSo, was that the gist of it?â
She rolls her eyes. âWords to that effect, yes.â
âSays the lady who is herself married to a mobster. I mean, potâ¦kettle.â
Fumi and Freya laugh as my twin gives me another look before smiling and reaching over to take my hand. âJust⦠Please donât think you only have one parachute. Iâve got you, always. You know that, right?â
I do. But Iâve also spent my life with certain personal mantras. And one of the big ones, especially after he-who-will-not-be-named, is that I pay my own way.
And my own debts.
Iâm sure that Taylor could get me out of this marriage by asking Drazen. He sits at the Iron Tableâa sort of collective of super powerful Bratva familiesâalong with Kir.
But this is what I have to do. I donât like it, but Kirâs been there for me for half my adult life. He gave me a home, and a life beyond just stealing from one gig to the next. If doing this stops a war and keeps he and his people from getting embroiled in a bloodbath, then so be it.
Thatâs a price Iâm willing to pay.
At one point, I stand to go to the ladiesâ room, and Freya comes with me. I can already tell from the look in her eye and from the way sheâs been uncharacteristically quiet all night that sheâs got something on her mind.
âOkay, out with it,â I sigh as the door closes behind us.
She shoots me a look before she quickly glances under the stall doors to make sure weâre alone. Then she turns to me.
âLook, I didnât want to talk about it at Kirâs place, because Iâm sure itâs bugged to hell.â
My brow knits. âOkay?â
Freya swallows nervously. âThe shootingâ¦â
âFrey, it could beâ ââ
âAre we gonna talk about he-who-shall-not-be-named being at that party at some point or not?â
I go still.
âSorry,â she says quietly, touching my arm. âI just⦠Itâs been two weeks, and you still havenât mentioned him being at that party to me. But I saw him.â
âItâs fine,â I mutter.
She swallows, her eyes searching mine. âItâs not,â she blurts. âLikeâ¦not at all.â
âLook, I donât know why he was there, okay?â I say testily. âBut obviously he knows Sota, or else how could he have even gotten in?â
âWhatâd he want?â
âNothing,â I snap. âOkay? Can we drop this?â
Her mouth twists.
Guess thatâs a no.
âDoes he know aboutâ ââ
âThe car?â I mutter. âYeah.â
âShit,â she blurts, twisting her hands together anxiously. âFuck, Annika, thatâsâ¦â She looks away. âDo you think it was him behind it? The shooter, I mean.â
I shudder. âI donât⦠I donât know.â
âCâmon, Anni,â she says quietly. âIt has to be.â
âWe donât know that.â
She exhales, leaning against the vanity. âThink it might be time to tell Kir about all this?â
My head shakes violently. âFuck no. No.â
This has always been Freyaâs and my creed: donât include found family in any bullshit arising from our shenanigans. That fucking car with Ulkan and he-who-will-not-be-named is squarely in âdonât involve Kirâ territory.
âThen tell your soon-to-be-husband?â she whispers.
âNo. Way.â
âWhy the fuck not?â
I smile wryly, pulling my friend into a hug. âBecause heâll use it, Frey.â
She scowls. âFuck. Youâre probably right.â
âAnd besides, we donât know it was he-who-shall-not-be-named. It could have been someone gunning for Kenzo, for all we know. I meanâ¦â I shudder.
It would be weird for him to come proposition me at the party and then have some hired gun try to shoot me from a rooftop thirty minutes later.
âCould be Ulkan?â
Shit. I hadnât even considered that.
The two of us exhale quietly in the silence of the bathroom.
âFuck,â Freya moans. âIâm making this the worst bachelorette party ever, arenât I?â
âHey, it could be worse.â
âHow, exactly?â
I grin as I pat her on the shoulder and open the restroom door. âCould be you marrying the fucker.â
Again, in the end, we have an amazing time. The food is amazing, the wine is phenomenal, the company is lovely. It even turns out that the chef is a personal friend of Taylorâs, so he comes out to serve us a specially created dessert himself and talk to us about the food sourcing.
Itâs an incredible night, and by the time we walk out, Iâm happy enough to ignore the fact that Iâm marrying Kenzo soon.
But even the amazing evening doesnât make me forget that I kissed him.
Worse, that he kissed me back.
Double worse, the fact that when he did, I liked it.
A lot.
I donât know what came over me that night. I mean, yes, I was drowning in the darkness that being near that motherfucker Valon always brings. And yes, Kenzo was so close to me, and I guess I just felt he was the only lifeline I could cling to, to prevent me from drowning.
But then? I donât know. Itâs been two weeks, and I still canât figure out why I kissed him like that.
â¦And then spent the next two weeks dreaming about it, every night.
Wetly.
Shamefully.
Taylor and Fumi have to jet after dinner, since theyâve got important depositions in the morning. When itâs just the two of us outside the restaurant, Freya turns to me and shrugs.
âWell? What sort of trouble are we getting into now?â
âWhatever it is, can I tag along?â
We both turn at the sound of her voice, and I smile widely when I see Hana standing there. Iâd invited her to dinner tonight, but sheâd politely declined. And yet, here she is.
She inclines her head gracefully, as if reading my mind. âStill getting used to the whole âI have a half-sisterâ thing,â she shrugs. âIâm better with Fumi if weâre just one-on-one. You know?â
âWell, youâre just in time for the fun part,â Freya grins. âWeâre trying to figure out what trouble to get up to now.â
Kenzoâs sister grins. âI might have an idea.â She clears her throat and turns to me. âI donât know you,â she says frankly. âI mean, no offense, and dress shopping was fun and all, but I donât. Not really.â
I shrug. âFair.â
âWell.â She grins slyly. âI always say thereâs only one real way to get to know someone.â
Freya frowns. âWhich isâ¦?â
Hana grins. âKaraoke.â
Freya snorts a laugh. I arch a brow. âThink we can bring our shadows?â I mutter darkly, nodding my chin at the black SUV parked a half block away. Kirâs never mentioned having people tail us post-lockdown. But, come on. Iâm not an idiot.
Hana shrugs. âWe could.â She winks at us. âOr we couldâ¦lose them?â
Obviously, we end up going with option B. And obviously, itâs a resounding success.
An hour later, with Kirâs men successfully ditched, the three of us are at an insane Karaoke bar in K-town. Iâm not drunk-drunk, because I like to hit a certain point and stop there, but Iâve had a nice buzz going since dinner, and I have to say, though Iâve never previously been a big karaoke fan, Iâm having a blast.
Hana is truly amazing. Frey has gotten over her hilarious girl-crush on her, and the two of them are getting along famously as we head downstairs to the main bar and lounge area for another round of drinks.
Weâre waiting for the bartender, when Freyaâwho is fairly tipsyâturns to us with a grin.
âLetâs play secret talents.â
Hana arches a brow. âWhat?â
I groan. âFrey and I play this game all the time. But itâs a little dumb because we already know each otherâs secret talents.â
Hana laughs and then shakes her head. âI envy you guys. I donât have many friends, especially not girlfriends.â She makes a face. âWay too many psycho brothers.â
âWell, hereâs your invitation to play,â Freya giggles. âSpill. Whatâs your secret talent?â
Hana blushes as she hides her face in her hands. âOkay, itâsâ¦dumb. And embarrassingâ¦â
Freya hoots. âAll the more reason to share, lady!â
I grin at her. âCâmon.â
Hana sighs. âFine, fine. Okay. So⦠I can do a shot without using my hands.â
Freya and I erupt in laughter and calls of âprove it!â
Hana groans, hiding her face again as the bartender comes back over with our drinks. âActually, can I get a shot of tequila with that?â
The bartender nods, grabs a shot glass, pours the tequila, and slides it in front of Hana. She glances at us, her face flushed as she cringes with embarrassment. âOkay, buckle up.â
She pulls her blonde hair back with both hands and leans forward. Freya and I watch stunned as her lips wrap around the rim of the shot glass inânot gonna lieâa pretty suggestive way. She holds back her grin as she lifts her head, jerks it back, and downs the shot, her throat working to swallow with her lips still wrapped firmly around the glass. Then she lowers the empty glass, still with just her mouth, before popping back up with a fanfare.
âTa-da!â
Freya and I hoot and holler.
âHoly shit!â Frey laughs.
âOkay, that wasâ ââ
âShit, baby!â A guy next to us at the bar interrupts me, turning around to leer drunkenly at Hana. âThat was hot.â
âGreat, thanks,â Hana says curtly, ignoring him and turning back to us.
âI got something else you can hold your hair back and wrap your lips around,â the guy slurs.
âNot interested, you can fuck off now, thanks!â she says brightly, giving him the finger over her shoulder. âOkay, so that was embarrassing. Now itâs one of yourâ ââ
She jumps as the guy lurches off his bar stool and grabs her hips, yanking her ass against his crotch and grinding into her. Freya and I are both about to drop his ass, when Hana herself whirls. In the blink of an eye, sheâs got him on his knees, with one hand twisted awkwardly behind his back and a look of terror on his face as he screams in pain.
âFuck you!â he blurts. âPsycho fucking bitchâ ââ
Hanaâs knee jerks, slamming into his stomach and knocking the wind out of him. She yanks his arm again, jerking him to his feet before suddenly dumping him back onto his ass on the floor. Then she drops suddenly, slamming the side of her hand into his face.
The guy screams as he gets to his feet, blood streaming from his nose, and stumbles off somewhere.
âDude, what,â Freya blurts, staring at Hana in awe.
Iâve got the same shocked look on my face as she nonchalantly hands us our drinks.
âSecond secret talent: Iâve done jiu-jitsu since I was five.â
âHell to the fucking yes, girl,â Freya grins. âThat was awesome!â
Hana shrugs, still blushing a little, which is extra hilarious seeing as sheâs usually so put together and in charge. She takes a sip of her cocktail before she turns to Freya.
âOkay, youâre up.â
âDeal.â Freya turns to grin at me, and I already know which party trick sheâs going to pull out. âI can get into an iPhone and steal money.â
Hana frowns dubiously. âSorry, calling bullshit. No one can crack an iPhone. The FBI has to issue a summons to Apple when they want to get into one.â
Freya grins wider. âWatch and learn, new friend.â
She turns to scan the crowd, her eyes narrowing and a grin spreading across her lips. âHim. That guy. Thatâs the mark,â she says casually, pointing to a total finance bro with a three-hundred-dollar haircut and a gleaming, huge Rolex on his wrist.
Hana giggles. âIt canât be done. Iâm telling you.â
âWell, then you get to say I told you so,â Freya smirks.
I watch, shaking my head as my friend hikes her dress up into a scandalously short skirt. She loosens the straps, letting them fall seductively off her shoulders and letting her tits almost spill out.
Yeah, Freya can be a serious femme fatale on the rare occasions sheâs not cosplaying Girl with the Dragon Tattoo.
âHow the fuck is she going to pull this off?â
Freya stalks off toward her mark. âJust watch,â I murmur.
So we do, sipping our drinks as Freya sweet-talks the guy across the lounge. She pulls out all the stops, fawning over the guy, touching his shoulder and his chest, whispering in his ear.
In less than a fucking minute, heâs completely wrapped around her finger.
Thatâs when she strikes.
He hands her his phone, unlocked, presumably so she can give him her number. The guy turns to grin at his buddies while Freya smiles and taps away on his phone.
Immediately, her phone, which sheâs left on the bar next to us, dings. Hana and I glance over, and I crack up when I see a Venmo notification that âJack Myersâ has just sent Freya five grand.
Hana explodes with laughter, covering her mouth as Freya slips the phone back into the guyâs hand, blows him a kiss, and sashays back to us.
âWhat the actual fuck,â Hana blurts as Freya rejoins us. âThat was insane!â
âOkay, I donât have to actually hack the iPhone,â Freya grins. She taps her head. âJust social engineering, baby.â
âI stand corrected,â Hana laughs. âYou did tell me so.â
Freya winks. âDrink up, ladies. We should probably get out of here, seeing how I just committed a felony.â
We spill out into the streets of K-town laughing our asses off. Iâm still just pleasantly buzzed, but the other two are definitely well into drunk territory, and itâs hilarious.
âWait-wait-wait,â Hana says, shaking her head. âWe didnât do your special talent!â
I wave her off, shaking my head. âNah, Iâmâ¦whatever.â
âBullshit,â Freya snickers. âSheâs a master thief.â
Hana eyes me. âSo Iâve heard, to be honest. Likeâ¦how master are we talking?â
âThe best!â Freya shrieks. âAbsolutely the best.â
I roll my eyes. âStop. Letâs get a cab.â
They ignore me.
âLike jewelry and shit?â Hana asks.
âAnd paintings, and cars,â Freya giggles.
âProve it.â
The three of us go quiet. Hana smiles coyly as she glances at me. âCâmon, master thief. Prove it.â
I shake my head. âCome on. Letâs go find food somewhereâ ââ
âProve it, Anni,â Freya giggles, egging me on.
God damn, she knows how to push my buttons.
Fuck it.
Iâm just buzzed enough to decide bad ideas are okay ideas. So when I turn and my eyes land on the Bugatti parked down the street, my lips curl dangerously.
Hana sees where Iâm looking and goes still.
âNo fucking way,â she grins, a little nervously, turning back to me.
I just arch my brows as I glance at them, my pulse racing with the thrill of the impending take. âIn or out?â
âOh shiiit,â Hana laughs. âYou donât fuck around, do you?â
âIâm just saying out loud that this is a super bad idea,â Freya giggles. âBut fuck yeah, Iâm in. Ride or die, bitch.â
I turn to grin at Kenzoâs sister. âHana?â
She smirks as she arches a perfect brow at me. âIâm going to enjoy being related to you, arenât I?â
âIf I donât get you killed? Probably.â
She grins. âLetâs fucking do this.â
It takes me eighty-two seconds to get the Bugatti unlocked and the engine purring.
Damn, Iâm rusty.
Ten seconds later, the music is blaring, weâre all losing our shit, and Iâm gunning the sports car through the streets of Lower Manhattan.
I turn and groan as Freya lights a joint next to me.
âAre you fucking serious right now?â
She grins at me. âWhat? I have a medical card, and anyway, itâs legal now.â
âNot while youâre in a car, itâs not. Ever heard of just breaking one law at a time?â
âNope. Hana?â Freya passes the joint into the backseat, and Hana takes a puff.
Thatâs when we hear the sirens, and see the flashing lights hit the back of our car.
â¦The stolen car, with someone smoking weed in it. Plus, Iâm not drunk or anything, but the legal limit in New York is like half a drink, so Iâm definitely over.
âShit,â Freya hisses next to me, sobering up a bit pretty instantly.
âFuck!â Hana blurts.
I glance at Freya, she glances at me. And Iâm reminded why it is weâve been best friends for the last eleven years through all sorts of shit.
âHow far are we willing to take this?â I say tersely to the whole car.
Hana stares at me in the rear-view window. âWhat the fuck does that even mean?â
âWell, itâs probably best if we donât get pulled over in a stolen car. How farâ ââ
âRide or die,â Freya mutters next to me, her throat working. âAs far as it takes.â
Hana looks grim as she reaches into her bag and pulls out a freaking gun.
âYeah, so, Kenzo likes me to carry this, but I donât exactly have a permit for it. Soâ¦â
âSo that just made our decision much easier,â I announce, my hand tightening on the wheel as I reach for the shifter. I glance back at Hana through the mirror again. âYour brother is not going to be happy with me, though.â
I slam the pedal down. All three of us suck in our breath as the car speeds forward into the night.