Where the FUCK is she.
I glare angrily at my watch as I pace the sidewalk outside the church in Brooklynâthe venue for this eveningâs fucking wedding.
At least, itâs supposed to be. Except this shitshow is due to start in half an hour and no oneâs seen or heard from my blushing bride-to-be in almost twenty-four hours.
Or my sister, for that matter.
I can easily see Annika going AWOL on purpose, just to give me and this entire situation the finger like the petulant child she is. But itâs not like my sister to go radio silent like this.
Black thoughts circle and swirl through my head.
Itâs been two weeks since the shooting on the roof of Sotaâs building. He and Kir have agreed that thereâs no telling who might have sent the guy. Theyâre both powerful men with lots of enemies. Given the fact that the shooter was a clear pro, with his fingerprints burned off and no dental recordsâ¦yeah. Could have been anyone.
Yet I canât shake one little detail from that night that Iâve kept to myself: the laser dot was on Annika. And an assassin of that caliber doesnât aim at the wrong person or let his scope wander.
Yes, killing Annika could have been an attempt to hurt me, but I was right there. So was Sota and the rest of my family. And itâs obvious Annika is a new addition and clearly not someone Iâm in a real relationship with. If they wanted to hurt me, shooting Hana or Sota would have done far more damage.
So why the fuck was he aiming at her?
I glance at my watch yet again.
And where the ever-loving fuck is she?
Iâve had teams of people combing the city since this morning, looking for Hana. I even contacted a high-end hacker I know to try and trace her phone to its last known cell-tower ping, since itâs clearly turned off. And I know Kirâs had people looking for Annika and Freya, though when I touched base with him two hours ago, he didnât seem all that concerned.
Yeah, because heâs dealt with her bullshit for years. Or maybe he just has the patience for it. I sure as fuck donât.
The church door opens behind me. I glance back to see Takeshi walking out and loosening his tie.
âSo,â he grunts. âWhen are we calling this?â
âWeâre not,â I shoot back.
âWell, if this thing drags out any longer, people are going to start asking awkward questions.â He jerks a thumb back over his shoulder at the church. âNot gonna lie, bro. Itâs already tense in there. Our guys are mean-eying Kirâs guys, and vice versa. If the word starts to get around that your dear wifey is a no-show, shitâs going to hit the fan.â
Obviously, weâve only told a select few that Annikaâs missing. But Tak is right. This whole thing is a fucking powder keg, and every minute she doesnât show up is basically her chucking lit matches at it.
âSheâs the one that pushed for a nighttime ceremony, yeah?â
I nod. âItâs for Freya. Sheâs got this skin thing with sunlight.â
Takeshi snorts. âWait. Seriously?â
I nod.
âSo itâs not just a goth thing?â
âGuess not.â
I donât know why him reminding me of that little tidbit annoys me even more. Annika did push to have the wedding after dark so that Freya could attend comfortably without dressing in a space suit or anything.
Maybe because it proves that Annikaâs not just a spoiled Bratva princess with a perpetually raised middle finger. Sheâs compassionate, too. Which means sheâs made a conscious decision to go MIA the day of our goddamn wedding. Sheâs chosen to let me pace in front of the church like a pathetic dickhead about to get stood up for prom.
Sheâs not here yet, half an hour before our fucking wedding, because she wants me to think sheâs skipped out. She wants me to worry.
Because thatâs Annikaâs style: she does what she wants, fuck the world, and let everyone else deal with the wreckage and the consequences.
Well, there will be consequences for this.
Consequences like putting her over my knee and spanking that bratty attitude right out of her.
I scowl as that particularly dick-twitching thought enters my head. Then I shove it back down.
Get your shit together.
âKenzo.â
I glance at Tak, and then follow his gaze to where the black SUV with an Uber sticker is pulling up to the curb. The back door opens, and my eyes pull to slits as an extremely disheveled Hana slides out, obviously still in the âgoing outâ clothes from the night before.
âYouâre fucking kidding me,â Takeshi mutters, voicing the words I donât even trust myself to say out loud.
I storm over and grab my sister by the bicep.
âWhat the fuck?!â I snap.
She scowls back at me. Itâs rare that my sister doesnât look completely put together without a hair out of place. Right now, she literally looks like she slept in the damn Uber.
I drag her away from the car, looming over her and glaring down into her face. âAre you fucking serious right now?! Whereââ I close my eyes, sucking in air through my nose to try and calm the sirens in my head.
Just as my pulse is about to creep down from thermonuclear levels, it spikes again as someone else slides their bedraggled ass out of the SUV, some dress bags over her arm.
Annika.
âGet the fuck inside,â I snap coldly at Hana. âIâll deal with you later.â
Hana gives me a sheepish look, grabs the dress bags from Annika, and scurries into the church. Just as I turn to read my bride the riot act, Tak beats me to it.
âWhere the fuck did you take my fucking sister!?â he roars in Annikaâs face. She backs away from him against the side of the SUV as he cages her in with his hands against the windows on either side of her. Suddenly, he reaches out and grabs her arm roughly. âYou fucking bitchâ ââ
âThatâs enough!â
Before I even realize what Iâm doing, Iâve crossed the distance between us, grabbed my brother by the back of his collar, and yanked him away from her. Takeshi goes stumbling backward, almost falling onto his ass on the sidewalk.
He shoots me a dark glance, but before he can chew me out for getting on his ass instead of Annikaâs, I march over to him and jam a finger in his face.
âDonât you ever lay a hand on her again. Understood?â
Takeshiâs eyes bulge in disbelief. A vein on his forehead starts throbbing as pure violence churns through him like diesel in an engine.
âI said,â I snarl. âIs that fucking understood, Takeshi.â
He grinds his teeth, but nods.
âFineâ¦fuck,â he growls. His eyes swivel past me to Freya getting out of the car. âWhat about this little psycho.â
âOh, sheâs fair game,â I grunt. âDo your worstâ ââ
âYou lay a finger on her, and Iâll fucking cut it off.â
My brow furrows darkly as I turn. Annika is glaring daggers at me as the SUV behind her wisely gets the fuck out of Dodge.
âWhat did you say?â
âI said if you touch her,â she hisses, indicating Freya, âIâll cut your fucking finger off.â She clears her throat. âNow, if you donât mind, I have this bullshit wedding to star in?â
She and Freya march past us, and I sure as shit donât miss the smug little looks on their faces.
âAre you seriously going to let her talk to you likeâ ââ
âWhy donât you let me worry about how my wife speaks to me, Tak,â I growl at him. âGet inside. Get everyone ready. Tell Kir his little fucking princess has deigned to make an appearance at her own party.â
âCan I say it like that?â
âWrite it on his face in fucking Sharpie for all I care,â I mutter, stalking off in Annikaâs and Freyaâs direction.
Inside the church, an usher smiles weakly at me and points me in the direction of a small room at the back of the church. I pause for a second to try and talk myself down from âlividâ to just plain âfuriousâ as I pause outside the door.
Then Iâm barging in.
Annika startles a little, glancing up at me from where sheâs plugging in her phone next to a table laden with makeup, hair products, and roses. One of the dress bags is hanging from a hook on the wall.
âWhere the hell have you been?!â I snap coldly, slamming the door shut.
Annika gives me an infuriatingly cheeky grin. âMiss me?â
The smug smile drops in a heartbeat when I surge across the room into her, forcing her against the wall behind her.
âIs this a game to you? A fucking joke?â
She swallows and slips past me, walking over to the table and picking up a bottle of water. âNot a game,â she shrugs, cracking the bottle and chugging half of it before shoving her hair back from her face. âA joke?â She shrugs again. âI mean, yeah, kind ofâ ââ
She gasps sharply as I grab her wrist, knocking the water bottle from her hand as I yank her back to me, spin her around, and slam her against the wall, looming over her. All the sass and color fades from her face as she stares up at me.
âUm, excuse me?â
Her hair is a mess. Her makeup from the night before is smudged and faded. There are bags under her eyes, and Iâm pretty sure I can still smell the alcohol on her.
But Jesus Christ sheâs hot.
Itâs inexplicable and undefinable, and way more than just looks, too. Itâs like thereâs a power radiating off her. Maybe pheromones or some shit. Or⦠Who knows.
Regardless, my pulse is racing from more than just anger. My skin is throbbing, as if the few inches between us is too great a distance.
Itâs making my dick hard as fucking steel, too.
âWhatâs the matter, Kenzo?â she purrs, batting her eyes exaggeratedly. âWere you worried?â
âIâm going to take the bait and say yes.â
She makes a puppy-dog face. âAwww, howâ ââ
âNot for you, princess,â I growl. âFor my sister. For what today means to a lot of other people besides fucking you.â
She exhales slowly, looking away as she tries to smooth her gingery red hair.
âWeâ¦got carried away last night.â
âWhere the fuck were you? Weâve had people looking all over the city since last night.â
She winces. âOur phones died.â
âWhere. Were. You.â
Her full bottom lip retreats between her teeth.
âGoddammit, Annika, I am not in the mood. Whereâ ââ
âMontreal.â
At first, Iâm sure I misheard her. But as the silence lengthens and the heat spreads over her cheeks, I realize I did not.
I stare at her. âIâm not sure I was clear about the not jokingâ ââ
âIâmâ¦â She swallows. âNot joking.â
âExcuse me??â
âThere may have been aâ¦misunderstanding.â
âWith?â
She smiles weakly. âThe cops?â
My jaw drops. âABOUT?!â
âA car.â
She flashes another sheepish smile as the steam curls out of my fucking ears.
âWhose fucking car?!â
That fucking sheepish grin comes out to play again, and my teeth grind.
âYouâre fucking joking,â I hiss. âYou stole a fucking car, with my sister, and drove to fucking Canada?!â
Annika winces. âI know it looks badâ ââ
âNO. SHIT.â
She shivers as I roar.
âThe plan wasnât Canada, it was justâ ââ
She whimpers as I grab her jaw.
âPlease,â I snarl quietly. âDonât omit a single fun little detail.â
Annika shivers. âThe cops were following us, andâ ââ
âChasing,â I snap. âThey were chasing you.â
âOkay, okay.â She looks away. âYes, the cops were chasing us. But, itâs not like itâs my first time being chased by theâ ââ
âFor my fucking sister it was.â
âWell,â Annika attempts a grin. âThanks to me, sheâs not in jail?â
âShe was only in that mess to begin with thanks to you!â I roar. âCANADA?! Are you fucking serious?!â
âWell, once we were out of the city, there were State Troopers on the highway, and they started followingâ ââ
âChasing!â
âFINE!â she yells back. âThey were chasing us too, and to get out of all of that, we went up I-87. We lost themâyouâre welcomeâbut then realized we were only like two hours from the border.â
I stare at the woman to whom Iâm about to commit my life in awe and terror.
Sheâs insane. Sheâs legitimately fucking insane.
âSo you made the logical decision to go to fucking Montreal? What, were your drunk asses craving poutine?â
âIsâ¦that a trick question?
My face turns crimson as she shrugs.
âI mean⦠It was my bachelorette party.â
I shake my head. âWhose idea was this?â
âMine,â she blurts, just a bit too quickly.
Iâll find you in a fucking second, Hana.
âNow,â Annika mutters, shooting me a dirty look. âIf this interrogation is overâ ââ
My eyes widen. âYou actually think this is the end of this?â I scoff, shaking my head. âYouâre fucking unbelievable.â
âYou donât have to marry me, you know.â
âUnfortunately,â I grunt. âWe both know I do. But make no mistakeâ¦â
I relish the way Annika gasps as I surge into her, grabbing her by the chin again and leering down into her face.
âMarrying you doesnât mean Iâve forgotten this, or it just goes away.â
She rolls her eyes. âWhat are you going to do? Punish me?â
The second she says it, the room goes quiet. Because for some bizarre reason, that seemingly innocent little phrase âpunish meâ doesnât feel quite so innocent when itâs hovering between us, alone in a room together, with our pulses racing.
Fuck me.
My cock twitches as soon as she says it. And within seconds, Iâm tenting the front of my slacks.
I picture her on her knees, tits and tongue out, thighs spread. Maybe a plug in her ass and a collar around her throat as she looks up at me and begs for it.
Please punish me, sir?
I grit my teeth, willing my cock to calm the fuck down as I shake those intoxicating thoughts away.
âGet ready,â I mutter coldly. âWe donât have much time.â
âWell, youâre the one keeping me.â
Forty seconds later, Iâm barging in on Hana in another little room just as sheâs struggling to zip up the back of her dress.
âHey, hi, have we heard of knocking?â she mutters. She shoots me a look in the mirror in front of her. âActually, can you get this?â
I nod, storming over and yanking the zipper up the rest of the way.
âThanks,â she mumbles.
Our eyes meet in the mirror. Outside may have been a rare moment of Hana looking disheveled. But itâs taken her no time at all to morph back into her customary utterly put together self. Her makeup is flawless. Her hair is combed out to its usual thick, glossy straightness, the blonde streaks perfect and neatly in place.
âWhat the fuck, Hana,â I growl at my sister.
âIâm not really in the mood, Kenzo,â she sighs, futzing with her hair in the mirror as I glare at her.
âThat fucking woman,â I snarl, jabbing a finger at nowhere in particular, âisâ ââ
âAbout to be your wife, brother,â Hana says dryly.
I roll my eyes. âWell, sheâs trouble.â
My sister snorts. âSure is.â She laughs to herself as she reapplies lipstick. âBut, I gotta say, she kept up.â
My brow furrows. âWith?â
âWith me,â Hana shrugs. âSheâs cool. I like her.â
âBecause she took you to fucking Canada?â
She frowns. âNo. Because she wouldnât back down no matter how far I pushed things. And she didnât âtake me to Canadaâ,â she shrugs. âThat was my idea. Fuck, I never thought sheâd actually do it.â
I turn to stare at her, thunderstruck. âYou stole a carâ ââ
âTechnically, your fiancée stole a car.â
âWhat in Godâs name would possess her to do that at her bachelorette party?â
Hana grins sheepishly.
âWhat, Hana,â I grunt.
âBecause⦠I dared her to?â
I groan. âFucking hell.â
âPlease,â my sister sighs. âWhat are we, clergy? You do realize youâre about to be a king, right, Kenzo? I mean, live a little.â
âThereâs living a little, and then thereâs recklessness. Learn the difference, Hana.â
âOh, like going after a woman for years just because she stole a necklace from you?â
My eyes narrow. âYou know what that necklaceâ ââ
âYouâve got a lot of Momâs things, Kenzo,â she says tersely. âI do, too. So Iâm wondering if it was the necklace, the girl, or the fact that someone beat you that had you all angry and riled up for five fucking years.â
My brows knit. I donât actually know how to answer that. For the millionth time, Iâm reminded how smart my younger sister is.
âBetter get ready, Kenzo,â Hana says quietly. âItâs almost showtime.â
From my place standing by the altar, my eyes scan the crowd as the string quartet begins to play. I nod to Sota, who nods back. My father isnât here, but thatâs okay. I saw him last night, and we shared food and a couple of drinks, and he talked to me about married life and being a man and all that.
He doesnât need to be here for the actual ceremony. Especially since heâs long since left the mafia world.
Takeshi gives me a thumbs up, and Mal next to him gives me a firm nod. A few rows back, I can see Drazen Krylov settling into his seat next to Annikaâs twin sister, Taylor. Fumi, my half-sister, is another one who couldnât be here today. She called me earlier to congratulate me, of course, but the First Lady of New York State canât exactly be seen attending mafia weddings. I get it.
The doors at the back of the church open. Everyone turns to watch Kir walk Annika down the aisle.
And my heart stops.
Not because this is suddenly all so very, very real. Not because Iâm about to chain myself to a batshit crazy little fucking thief.
No. My heart stills for a moment because when she walks in, all I can see is how fucking beautiful she looks.
I meanâ¦fuck.
I half-expected her to walk down the aisle in a Halloween costume, just to fuck with me. But here she is in floor-length white satin and tulle, with pearls sewn into elaborate little floral designs up one side, and dainty leaves made of silky lace scattered across the deep neckline and plunging back.
Christ, she looks incredible.
Kir has to cough to yank my attention back when they reach me at the altar. He puts her hand in mine, and then gives me a hard look as he leans close.
âThis woman is a daughter to me,â he says so quietly that only I can hear. âAnd I already have a bullet with your name quite literally on it. If you hurt herâ¦â
âI wonât.â
âIâll be making sure.â
He pats my forearm before he turns to kiss Annika on the cheek.
I wonât lie: even that gets my blood heated and my teeth grinding in ways Iâm not quite ready to dissect just yet.
Annika and I face each other as the priest says the words. I slip a ring onto her finger, and she does the same to me before we utter our vows.
âAnd now, by the power vested in me by God and the State of New York, I pronounce you man and wife. You may kiss your bride.â
Annika half turns to smile at the assembled guests and the cameras, already moving as if sheâs about to walk back up the aisle.
I canât honestly say what makes me do it. Tradition, maybe. Sticking to the script, or âsellingâ this to anyone present whoâs too stupid to understand that this marriage is a peace treaty, not a declaration of love.
Whatever the reason, Iâm moving before I realize it. In one motion, Iâve grabbed Annika around the waist, turned her around with a gasp on her lips, and yanked her against my body.
Her brows furrow in confusion as she looks up at me.
âWhat the fuck are youâ ââ
âThis.â
My mouth slams to hers. Our lips sear together as my hand cups her jaw and draws her in. My tongue dives into her mouth and captures hers.
And everything around us justâ¦fades.
Just as Iâm about to try and stop myself, or at least decide what the fuck just came over me, an ear-splitting crash explodes through the church.
We whirl along with the rest of the crowd, and then Iâm roaring and jumping in front of Annika as the van comes crashing through the doors of the church in a hail of splintered wood. Guests and their guards lurch out of the way and screams fill the air as the van plows into two pews and then whines to a stop, smoke billowing from its wrecked front grill and its windshield spiderwebbed.
âMAL!â I roar. He, and Tak, and a bunch of our guys are already whipping guns out and approaching the sides of the van. Kirâs men are doing the same. I glance over and spot Drazen keeping Taylor behind him, his gun drawn as they back away toward a side door, surrounded by his guards.
I turn to Hana, but sheâs already with Sota and his guys, also moving toward the side door.
âOUT OF THE VAN!â Mal roars. âNow!!â
When thereâs no response, he edges closer. The whole fucking church is on edge, like weâre teetering on our toes on the precipice of a cliff.
âOUT!â Mal doesnât hesitate this time. He charges the driverâs side door, yanking it open and jamming his gun inside. I see the wild look on his face before he even turns back to me. âItâs empty!â
Oh fuck.
âGET BACK!â I roar, shoving Annika back toward the door leading to the vestry and then running to the van as the whole damn church descends into chaos. âGET BACK! Mal! Get the fuck away fromâ ââ
The air turns to fire as Iâm punched backward off my feet from the force of the car bomb that shatters the night.