âCome on in.â
Mal strolls into the penthouse, closing the door behind him.
âCasual Friday?â he quips, eying me. Iâm still shirtless from earlier.
âIâm sorry, should I have put on something nicer for you?â
He smirks and rolls his eyes. âIs your new bride as casually attired at the moment?â
Something heated flashes in my chest as I whirl on him. âHow about you stop that imagination of yours right the fuck now,â I snarl quietly.
Mal arches a brow, but doesnât say a word.
He doesnât need to. Iâm already thinking it.
What the fuck was that?
Itâs the same gut response I had to Takeshi getting in Annikaâs face earlier this evening, before the wedding. This protectiveâone might say overly protectiveâinstinct when it comes to her.
I understand it about as much as I understand my actions earlier, when I put my hands on her and didnât stop putting my hands on her until Iâd wrung that shattering orgasm from her body.
You could.
Something black, deviant, and monstrous roars awake inside me.
Iâve never been ashamed of anything Iâve done: killing, maiming, extorting. Ruining lives and taking countless others. Iâve lost exactly zero minutes of sleep to the vicious things Iâve done. I have to do them, in my world.
That lack of shame extends to my moreâ¦personal tastes, and sexual proclivities.
Free use.
Somnophilia.
Taking total control, perhaps when a partner is incapacitated in some wayâ¦or asleep.
Again, I categorically donât feel ashamed for wanting to fuck like that. But a tiny part of me knows that perhaps I should.
And those words coming from her mouth, after Iâd just had my fingers inside her, the taste of her skin still on my lips⦠After sheâd just shattered for me, and was falling into an alcohol-driven oblivionâ¦
God fucking help me, I almost did.
I stood in that bedroom for another ten minutes watching her sleep.
I took off her dress.
I may have spread her legs and stroked my cock, feasting my eyes on her little pink cunt.
But that was as far as it went. Now sheâs under the bedsheets, away from my monstrous stares and desires.
âDrink?â I grunt to Mal.
He nods as I walk over to the bar cart and pour us both a splash of Yamazaki 18.
âAt the risk getting my head bitten off for merely mentioning her name,â he smirks, âhowâs Annika? I mean with what happened earlier.â
I hand him the glass. âSheâs fine. Sheâs sleeping now.â
âThat was fucked, Kenzo,â he growls quietly. âAnd I know we both know what this marriage is, but still. Iâm sorry that it happened at your own fucking wedding.â
âHey, it beats having to stand there afterward and shake everyoneâs hand while they all pretend Iâm actually in love with my new bride.â
He chuckles, and when he takes a sip of the Japanese whiskey, his eyes close for a second.
âFuck, tastes like home.â
I smile wryly. âMissing Kyoto?â
He nods. âI donât mind New York. Itâs not the same, though.â
âI sometimes feel like that tooââ My brow furrows as Mal turns into the light a little more, and I see a dark mark on the side of his neck, like he got hit by a chain or something. I scowl. âIs that from the explosion?â
âWhat?â
I nod my chin. âYour neck.â
He frowns and his hand comes up to touch the spot. Something flashes across his face I canât quite place. Before I can dwell on it any longer, the look fades and he shakes it away.
âNo idea. Probably.â He clears his throat.
I nod to the bandage on his forehead. âAnd howâs the noggin?â
âIâll live, Kenzo,â he sighs. âAnyway, Iâve been flipping over stones to see if anything crawls out regarding that fucking bomb.â
âAnd?â
He shakes his head. âNothing. Whoever it was, the attack wasnât specifically on us or Sota. Not directly. I even went looking for trouble myself and met up with Nam Dae-Hyun.â
My brow raises sharply. âAre you fucking serious?â
Dae-Hyun runs a mid-level kkangpaeâa Korean crime syndicateâhere in New York. I wouldnât say weâre exactly âat warâ with them. But letâs just say Nam wouldnât brake very fast if he saw me or a family member crossing the street in front of his car.
Mal grins. âI interrupted him while he was trying to cop a happy ending at a massage parlor. He wasnât thrilled.â
I shake my head. âThat was reckless.â
âBut hilarious,â he snickers. âAnyway, I pressed him pretty hard about what happened. Like, gave him every opportunity to take ownership of the attack, or even just lie about it. That guy would walk over nails or sell his own mother just to claim he drew blood from us.â
âNothing?â
He shakes his head. âNope. It wasnât him. It wasnât anyone he even knows. Which crosses the last names off my list of potentials.â He takes a heavy drink from his glass. âWhoever that was, they werenât gunning for us.â
âYouâre sure?â
Mal clears his throat. âYou want to double-check my math? Nam decided to be an idiot and tried to jump me as I was leaving his interrupted hand-job session.â
I scowl. âYou good?â
âIâm fine,â he shrugs. âBut if you want to ask him yourself about his involvement in tonight, I could make that happen. Quickly.â
Mal grins.
âHe may or may not be downstairs in the trunk of my car if you want to take a little drive.â
I raise a brow. âBut you donât think he was involved.â
âNo. He did, however, express a fairly strong hope that whoever it was tries again and doesnât miss you or your new wife next time.â
That black, molten lava surges through my chest again.
I trust Malâs judgement. If he says so, then Iâll believe that Nam didnât have anything to do with the bombing.
Heâs still an asshole, though.
Senseless violence is usually more Takeshiâs line. But what can I say? Itâs been a night.
âWhy donât we goâ¦double-check with Nam,â I growl quietly.
An hour later, Iâm back in my penthouse. Mal is back at Sotaâs.
Nam Dae-Hyun is at Mt. Sinai, presumably getting his jaw wired shut and his broken arm put in a cast.
Hopefully, they can inject him with some manners while heâs there.
I pad quietly back into my bedroom, shedding my shirt and pants along the way. I stand at the foot of the bed, watching Annika sleep, illuminated by the neon lights of New York.
Mal was right. We werenât the target of tonightâs attack.
My jaw tightens as my gaze sweeps over the woman I just married.
Iâm still confused why considering that she might have been the target tonight fills me with such rage.
Fury.
Wrath, and the unbreakable need to make sure that does not happen.