Blood.
So much blood.
I stand under the warm spray of the shower, my hair slicked across my face and my arms crossed over my chest.
Pink water trickles down my body. Red swirls at my feet and spirals down the drain. But thereâs still so much of it.
So much fucking blood.
The image of Ulkan roaring in my face and trying to grab me while his lifeblood gushed out of his chest plays on a loop, making me flinch and shudder. I squeeze my eyes shut, breathing in steam as I try to shake away the memory.
A hand touches my side. I flinch, whirling with a scream in my throat before my eyes lock with Kenzo. Naked, his own wounds still bleeding, he steps under the water with me.
Wordlessly, his eyes lock with mine. And thatâs when I worry that Iâll see it: the look.
Like Iâm broken. Faulty.
Damaged goods.
He knows everything now. He knows the worst part of me, my disgusting history with Valon.
Kenzo reaches for me. But I flinch again and retreat against the tiled wall at my back.
His brow furrows.
âWhy,â he growls quietly.
âIâmâ¦dirty,â I whisper.
He turns to reach for the body wash. âIâll get the spots you missedâ ââ
âNo, Kenzo,â I choke, pulling back as his hand reaches for me. âIâ¦â
I avert my eyes again. He stills for a moment, but then suddenly his hands grab my hips, pulling me close. I stiffen, trying to pull away again. But he holds me fast and tight, reaching up to cup my face and lift my eyes to his.
Water streams over his gorgeous face and dark hair. His piercing eyes hold mine.
âKenzoâ¦â
âWhat was done to you was evil, Annika,â he says quietly. âThat in no way taints you in any way. It doesnât change the way I see you.â
His one hand slips into my hair. The other tightens on my hip.
âNone of that changes the way I feel about youâ¦â
He backs me against the wall, chest to chest, heart to heart.
âThe way Iâd kill for youâ¦â
My pulse skips as he brushes the hair back from my face and leans closer, our eyes never even blinking under the spray of the shower.
âOr the way I love you.â
He cups my face as his mouth descends, his lips crushing mine as I melt against him. I moan, clinging to him desperately, like Iâm being tossed in a hurricane and heâs my only grounding point. I whimper hungrily into the kiss, holding him tightly as he lifts me into his arms, shuts off the water, and carries me out of the shower.
The air hitting my wet skin is a reality check. I stiffen against him and pull back from his lips with a shudder.
âHeâ¦â I swallow. âHeâs still out there,â I breathe. âHe gotâ ââ
âLekaâs dead, Annika,â Kenzo says quietly. âThe police found a body not far from the rental houseâcut to hell, but matching his description.â His eyes harden. âThey say he bled out slowly.â Kenzo grits his teeth. âI couldnât bury the past for you, princess,â he mutters quietly. âIâm sorryâ ââ
âYes, you did,â I whisper back, cupping his face and resting my forehead on his. I kiss him softly as my heart thuds against his chest. âYou just did.â
I melt into his lips again as he turns and carries me out of the bathroom.