I need to get the fuck outside and away from all of this right now.
Itâs all of it: seeing Damian so helpless. Freya subdued. Kir insisting that Iâm marrying the monster whoâs been chasing me for five fucking years and thereâs nothing I can do about it.
I storm out through the front doors of the hospital in a fury, wanting to scream until my throat is bloody. Instead, I jam my hand into my clutch and yank out the e-cig I keep there for emergencies.
Yes, itâs a shitty habit. A lousy coping mechanism. But there are worse ones, trust me.
I havenât smoked actual cigarettes in almost ten years. I barely even use this stupid thing. But when I feel like I do right now, itâs one of the few things thatâll bring me back from the edge.
I suck on the nicotine and exhale vapor. It calms my nerves a little, but the pure rage and anger is still there, throbbing beneath my skin and trying to claw free.
I hate this.
Iâve outrun every monster. Every hardship. Every darkness that tried to swallow me whole. And now Iâm being gifted to one.
The one.
A stupid fucking necklace.
Thatâs what I took from Kenzo that night in Kyoto five years ago. A stupid. Fucking. Not-even-very-expensive. Necklace.
Okay, there was the watch, too. But that was like five grand. Throw in the money in his wallet and weâre up to six thousand, tops. I took the necklace because it looked expensive. In the end, all I got for it was four thousand from a reputable appraiser.
Ten thousand dollars is a lot of money for a lot of people. But not for a Yakuza waka gashira like Kenzo. Certainly not an amount that would warrant chasing someone down for years.
So itâs not about the money at all.
Sentimentality isnât something I have in spades, because I had to lose that along the way as dead weight that would have slowed me down. But other people have it, and that makes them dangerous.
With Kenzo, it clearly isnât about the necklace. Itâs about whatever sentimental value he attached to it. Thatâs why he hunted me and why Iâm so terrified that Iâm being given to him now.
I pull on the e-cigarette again, exhaling white vapor as my jaw grinds. I could tell Kir about all of this. I mean he wouldnât be pleased that I drugged and stole from a Yakuza lieutenant, especially after heâd officially taken Freya and I in and weâd agreed to stop with the petty larceny. But still, I could tell him whatâs going on and why Iâm so scared of what Kenzo might do to me.
But ultimately, what is that going to achieve?
Best case scenario, Kir talks to Kenzo and warns him not to harm me. Kenzo swears to be a good boy, and once weâre married, skins me alive and buries me in a shallow grave anyway.
My brows knit. Orâ¦not.
Iâm pretty sure that would end whatever truce our nuptials are supposed to usher in. So maybe he wonât kill me.
Maybe heâll just lock me in the basement and keep me barely alive so he can torture me for years.
I take another drag, thinking.
Ultimately, I know Iâm not going to say shit to Kir. Because one of the reasons I respect him is that he takes care of things. He simply gets shit done, without bitching and moaning. Honestly, I think one of the reasons he likes me is that he knows Iâm the same.
So no, I wonât be a baby and go crying to Kir that my new husband might be mean to me because I stole from him five years ago.
Which puts me squarely back at square one.
Dammit.
I turn, and my gaze lands on a sporty-looking black and smoke-gray street motorcycle parked near the curb with a blood-red hannya mask painted on the gas tank and the kanji for âMori-kaiâ written beneath it.
I smile coldly, reach into my clutch, and pull out my little switchblade.
I have no idea why Kenzo is here, but it doesnât matter. That fucker might think heâs caught me, but heâs going to learn that I come with claws. And he will rue the day he ever thought it was a good idea to get into a cage with me.
The air hisses out of the tires in angry gusts as I stab them, smiling smugly.
Take that, fucker.
A mere taste of whatâs to come. I slip the knife away and take another drag on my e-cigarette.
âThatâs a disgusting habit.â
Kenzo.
Turning, I lock eyes with him as I take another long, deliberate drag and then exhale the vapor directly in his face.
âOkay,â I deadpan.
Kenzoâs lips curl slightly at the corners. âItâs going to stop when weâ ââ
âPlease donât even finish that sentence.â
Kenzoâs changed out of the tuxedo he was in earlier. Now heâs in black slacks with a fitted black dress shirt, open at the collar, the sleeves rolled up his rippling, veined, tattooed forearms. He folds this arms over his broad chest as he leans against one of the stone pylons that separate the hospital parking lot from the sidewalk.
âNot saying it doesnât make it any less true. And just so weâre clear, when youâre my wifeâ¦â He emphasizes the words in that infuriatingly attractive accent. The blend of that tone and those specific words areâ¦not playing nicely together.
Kenzo points at the e-cig. âWhen youâre my wife, thatâs done.â
I glare at him. âAre you just here to fucking gloat?â
His brow furrows. âAbout what?â
âTrapping me.â
I gasp as he surges off the pylon and right into me, grabbing me by the throat and looking down into my stunned face. Thereâs a heat emanating from his huge body that tingles against my skin. The clean, woodsy, slightly spicy scent of him invades my senses, and I shiver.
âBelieve me, princessâ ââ
âDo not call me that.â
His lips curl.
âBut thatâs what you are, isnât it?â His eyes narrow. âA princess?â
I grit my teeth. I know why heâs chosen that obnoxious name for me. Because once upon a time, in a life that burned to the ground, thatâs what I was: a prim and proper, pampered little mafia princess.
But I lost that version of myself years ago.
When I say nothing, Kenzoâs jaw clenches and his fingers tighten around my throat.
âIâll call you whatever the fuck I choose,â he snarls. âAnd I didnât want to trap you. I wanted to exact vengeance on you.â
I fight back a shudder. âWell, youâve succeeded.â
Something sinister glints in his eyes.
âNot yet, I havenât.â
The shudder breaks free, rippling down my spine.
âNot even close, Annika.â
I jut out my chin at him. âAmazing,â I spit back. âMr. tough Yakuza bad-boy all upset about one stupid little necklaceâ ââ
I gasp sharply, whimpering as Kenzo shoves me against the stone pylon behind me. It hits my ass and the small of my back, but he keeps pushing until Iâm half bent backward over it, with him looming over me.
âThat necklace,â he hisses viciously, âbelonged to my mother.â
I wince, the color draining from my face.
Cocksucking sentimentality.
âSo whatever you pawned it for, I can promise it was less than a hundredth of its value to me.â
I chew on my lip for a half second before speaking. âSo, thatâs why you set this all up?â
âI thought I was clear a few seconds ago when I emphatically said I did not want this,â he snarls. âIâd rather marry anyone else on Earth before you.â
I shoot him a dirty look.
âUh, thanks. Same to you, shithead. Look, if youâre also against this, why donât we work together to get ourselves out ofâ ââ
âThatâs not happening, and you know it,â he says coldly.
We glare at each other for another few seconds before I bring the vape to my lips and take another pull, blowing it right into his face again.
Kenzo doesnât blink. He doesnât even flinch.
âYou never answered my question, jerkwad. If you didnât come here to gloatâ ââ
âAoki Jura was my friend,â he murmurs quietly. âAs is the sole survivor from the group that walked into that nightclub earlier.â He jerks a thumb over his shoulder at the hospital behind him. âHeâs in critical condition. Thatâs why Iâm here.â
âI find that hard to believe.â
His brow furrows. âWhat, that I give a shit about a friend whoâs lying injured in a hospital bed?â
âI was going to say that you have a heart or a conscience. But yeah, that works too.â
He smiles coldly, closing the last half inch between our bodies. His huge, muscled frame pins me against the stone digging into the small of my back as he leers down into my face.
âWeâre going to be married, princess. Deal with it. And when youâre my wife, I will expectâ¦â
His eyes slowly drag from mine, down to my lips. Then further. I shiver, feeling the wrath of his gaze as it slides over my neck with his fingers still wrapped around it, then lower, to the plunging cleavage of this stupid dress Iâm wearing.
Without a bra.
Itâsâ¦a little chilly out.
His lips curl deviously. âEverything that comes with that.â
Something heated fires through my core before I set my chin.
âGo to hellâ ââ
âManners.â
âFuck off.â
âObedience.â
I try to push him away, but itâs like shoving at a brick wall.
âEat a bag of dicksâ ââ
His other hand jerks up, grabbing my chin while the first one keeps its firm grip on my throat.
âAnd making every part of you mine.â
That fucking fire returns with a vengeance, electrifying my core and making my thighs clench.
âIn fact,â Kenzo murmurs quietly, âwe may as well start where we left off the last time.â
âTry it and youâll beg for mercy.â
The fucker chuckles.
âHereâs the thing, Annika. You and your devil-may-care attitude donât scare me. Because you belong to me now.â
I laugh right in his face. âYou think just because of this arrangementâ ââ
âThis arrangement has very little to do with it. Tonight was a trap, you must know that, right?â
He leans closer.
âMy trap. To catch you. And I did.â
âGo fuck yourâ ââ
âWeâve already covered that,â he says dryly. âAt the end of the day, this is how this is going to play out. You belong to me. All of you.â
I quickly jerk my hand out from between our bodies and shove it into my clutch. I yank out the little switchblade, flicking it open and bringing the edge to his throat.
Kenzo still doesnât flinch. Or blink. Or even move.
âTouch me, and Iâll remove your head,â I hiss.
He smiles.
He fucking smiles.
âItâs adorable that you think knife play doesnât turn me on, Ms. Brancovich. Or should I get used to saying Mrs. Mori?â
His hand leaves my jaw to grab my wrist, pinning the blade against his own neck.
âWhat other depravities can you tease me with?â
âYou will notâ ââ
âWhat? Touch you? Thatâs just the appetizer. When I want to touch you, I will,â he growls darkly. âWhen I want you on your knees with your lips around my cock, I will put you there. And when I want to fuck you, however I want, wherever I want, I goddamn will. That is how you repay me.â
A shudder ripples through my entire core.
âHâhow long,â I choke.
Kenzo smiles.
âExcuse me?â
âHow long,â I spit.
He chuckles quietly. âWell, before, it would only have been until I deemed your debt repaid. But now, youâre simplyâ¦mine.â I tremble as he cups my jaw again, his eyes eviscerating me. âSo itâs forever.â
In a blink, he drops his hands from me. He keeps his body pinned tight against me for a second longer, letting his eyes cut into my soul before he slowly takes a step back, taking his heat and that clean, woodsy, spicy scent with him as he starts to walk toward the bike. I allow myself to grin smugly.
âYou might want to call a cab,â I call after him, my voice sparkling with joy. âYour bike might not be working so well.â
He stops, glancing back at me with a puzzled brow. I grin, twirling the switchblade in my hand. âOopsie!â I giggle obnoxiously.
Kenzo arches a brow, turning to look at the flat tires on the motorcycle.
âOh, thatâs not mine.â
The smile drops from my face.
Shit.
âWhat the FUCK happened to my fucking bike?!â
I cringe at the rough, savage, furious voice behind me. Weâve never met, but I know who he is the second I turn and face the villainous guy who looks like an even more weaponized version of Kenzo.
Takeshi, his younger brother.
I know all about Kenzo and his siblings.
Know thy enemy, as they say.
âSeriously⦠What the fuck!?â Takeshi roars.
Again, weâve never met. But I know his reputation. Itâs reflected in his nickname in the underground fighting circles he dabbles in: the War Machine.
Fuck.
Kenzo smirks as he lifts a brow in my direction.
âVery diplomatic, princess.â
âThis was fucking you?!â Takeshi bellows like a wild beast as he whirls on me with a fury that terrifies me.
I pale and start to back away as he advances on me.
âIâshit, Iâm sorryâ ââ
âYouâre sorry?!â he roars. âWhat the fuck sort of psycho bitchâ ââ
âThatâs enough,â Kenzo growls as Takeshi takes another step toward me, looking like he seriously wants to hurt me.
âIâIâll pay for itâ ââ
âNO FUCKING SHIT!!!â
In that moment, two things happen. Takeshi charges at me like a fucking rhino on steroids. But Kenzo moves as well.
And heâs faster.
He springs between his brother and me, his back to me as he plants both palms on Takeshiâs broad chest.
âI said thatâs enough!â he snarls coldly.
Itâsâ¦unexpected.
Hell, I figured heâd love to see his animal of a brother tear me apart. Or at least let me squirm a little while longer. I would have lost big money on the âKenzo steps between you and stops itâ bet.
Takeshi glares at me around his brother. But then he rolls his neck and takes a step back. Kenzo turns to level a dark look at me. âYouâll pay him back for the bike.â
âIâyeah, of courseâ ââ
âWeâre done hereâ¦princess.â
He turns to face me, and steps close. My breath catches as he leans down, letting his lips brush my earlobe again.
âFor now.â