âHereâs the thing, dickhead,â I growl quietly. âYou donât get to just tap out. You donât get to leave now and make me and Frey clean this shit up. You got that?â
Damian doesnât respond: unsurprising, since heâs still in a medically induced coma. But Iâm damn sure he can still hear me and gets the message loud and clear.
Itâs been a week since the shooting, and heâs apparently doing a lot better. Still in the coma, but thatâs so his body can focus on healing. The specialist from Dubai that Kir flew in says that he and his team are going in one more time to remove a few last fragments of bullet that are still dangerously close to Damianâs heart. After that, they say heâs going to be better.
Heâd fucking better be.
âAnyway, youâre missing so much drama while youâre napping like a lazy asshole,â I mutter at him, squeezing his hand. âI mean, Iâm getting married, and youâre missing so many opportunities for solid A-list jokes at my expense. Let me say that again: I am getting married.â
Iâd half expect Damian to wake up at that.
He doesnât.
âIâm supposed to go wedding dress shopping. But Iâm seriously considering just showing up to this stupid fucking thing in a burlap sack. Or maybe a halloween costume just to be hilarious. What do you think?â
The machines surrounding Damian beep and whir in tempo.
âSqueeze my hand once for scary clown; twice for slutty nurse.â
I glare at him.
âWell for fucks sake, dude. You gotta pick one.â
With a sigh, I smile, lean down and hug him.
âI love you, jackass. Seriously, get better.â I bite my lip as I squeeze his hand again. âI donât know if I can do this without you.â
I give him a kiss on the forehead before brushing the tiniest bit of moisture away from my eyes and standing. No. Fuck that. I donât cry, ever. And Iâm definitely not giving Damian the satisfaction or the ammo by doing it over him.
Turning, I march across the room, fling the door open, and stride outâ â
âShit!â
Right into someone.
I stumble back, an apology on my lips until both of our brows shoot up in surprise as Hana Mori and I regard each other in stunned silence.
âUhâ¦hi,â I blurt awkwardly.
Her brow clears as she recognizes me too. âHey.â
Again, I know Kenzoâs whole family and his inner circle because thatâs what a smart person does if theyâre being hunted.
Kenzo has three siblings. Four I guess, if you count Fumi Yamaguchi, aka the First Lady of New York these days. But on the Yakuza side, there are three Mori siblings. Sort of. Mal Ulstad is actually Kenzoâs cousin via his mother. But heâs been living as their sibling since he was like twelve or something.
After that, there are the twins: Takeshi and Hana. And itâs Hana whoâs standing in front of me now.
Like her brothers, Hana has this gorgeous blend of both Northern European and Japanese features. Sheâs taller than average, with long, freakishly straight and perfectly bleached blonde hair, beautiful dark eyes, and soft lips. She almost looks like she could fit into Freyaâs brand of techno-goth-punk, just more⦠I donât know, fashionable? Professional?
No offense, Frey.
Sheâs dressed all in black, super sleek and stylish, like sheâs the CFO of a moon-mining corporation in a sci-fi movie. Thereâs not a single wrinkle. Not a singleâand I do mean singleâbleached white-blonde hair out of place. And her ever-so-slightly goth makeup isâ¦unffâ¦chefâs kiss.
âSo, uhâ¦â
âSister-in-law-to-be, huh?â she says dryly, arching a brow.
âGuess so,â I answer awkwardly. âSo, um⦠Whoâre you here to see?â
Jesus Christ. The assignment was to be less socially awkward, self.
She nods down the hall with her chin. âOkada. Heâs one of Aokiâs men.â
I wince.
The only one of Aokiâs men to have survived the shootout in the nightclub with Damian and his men.
I suppose I should hate Hana for being on âthe other sideâ. But there are no winners or losers in a scenario this stupid and senseless.
Everyone loses.
âHowâs he doing?â I ask hopefully.
Her lips curl a bit, giving me a hint of a smile. âHeâsâ¦improving, thanks. Heâs getting out tomorrow.â
âThatâs good,â I say quietly.
She frowns as she nods past me to Damian lying in bed. âIâm sorry about your brother.â
âOh, heâs not reallyâ¦â I shake my head. âI donât know why I said that. He basically is my brother. Thank you.â
Hana smiles wryly. âFound family is still family. I have a brother-who-isnât-really-my-brother, too.â
I glance down at my feet then back up at her. âIâm sorry about Aoki.â
She shrugs. âI only met him once or twice. Honestly, by all accounts, he was kind of an asshole. But thanks.â She looks past me again at Damian, her lower lip catching between her teeth. âIs he going to be okay?â
I nod. âYeah. He has another surgery tomorrow. After that, they think they can take him off life support and slowly bring him out of the coma.â
Hana flashes me a genuine smile. âThatâs good.â We look at each other with a little less awkwardness and stiffness. âLook, for what itâs worth, Iâm sorry you have to marry my brother.â
I snort. âOh, so youâve met him too.â
Hana gives me a look. âTo be clear, I love my brother.â
Shit.
But Hana flashes me another small smile. âI meant that Iâm sorry you have to marry someone you donât want to.â She glances at the super cute, very expensive looking silver watch on her wrist. âLook, I donât know if this is weird, and you can totally say no, but I was about to go find a dress to wear to the partyâ¦â She arches a brow at me. âWanna come with?â
Wait, what?
Freya was right the other day: I donât have many friends, because honestly, I suck at them. Freya and Damian are about it, and Iâve sort of given up on trying to expand my social circle.
But this feels incredibly friendly, and Iâmâembarrassinglyâjumping up and down on the inside. Because Kenzoâs sister seems super fucking cool.
âUh, yeah,â I shrug as casually as humanly possible. âI guess I could do that.â
âCool!â Hana smiles broadly at me as we both turn and head down the hall toward the front lobby.
I furrow my brow. âSo, what party is this?â
Hana pulls up short, causing me to stumble to a stop as she turns to raise a brow at me. âPlease tell me youâre joking. The engagement party, of course.â
I bark a loud, sharp laugh, then stop. âWaitâ¦youâre serious.â
âUm, yes?â
I snort, shaking my head. âYeah, not happening.â
Hana winces. âYeah, sort of non-negotiable, trust me. Itâs not Kenzoâs thing, itâs Sotaâs. And believe me, when that man says something is happening, especially if itâs a party, itâs not a case of if. Itâs more where, when, and how crazy big is the budget.â She grins at me. âSorry, but you gotta trust me on this one.â
I groan as I flop against the wall. âShit.â
âYeah, wellâ¦â she shrugs. âIt wonât be that bad. I mean, maybe you donât want to marry Kenzoâ ââ
âI donât. No offense.â
She shrugs. âNone taken. And maybe he doesnât want to marry youâ ââ
âHe one thousand percent doesnât.â
Hana smirks. âWell, the feelings of the bride and groom aside, the shitload of people that Sota is inviting are going to spend the entire evening telling you how amazing you look, how lucky you are, and showering you with booze and gifts.â
I arch a brow. âReally.â
âSo, might as well make the best of it, right?â
She slips her arm through mine.
âCâmon. Letâs find you a dress.â
Okay, not only am I not much of a âmakes friendsâ type of girl, Iâm really not much of a shopper. Or a fashionista.
Yet, despite all that, I end up having a fantastic time with Hana.
My soon-to-be sister-in-law is a huge fashion person and knows every single luxury boutique in Manhattan intimately. Every damn place welcomes her with open arms and champagne and treats us like freaking royalty. And hours and about seven boutiques later, long after nightfall, Iâve found the perfect dress for my engagement party, and I actually love it.
Okay, like it well enough. But for me? With a dress? Home run.
After I pay for the dress at the last shop, Hana gives me a hug and swaps numbers with me before saying sheâs going to stay a little longer, since she and this particular boutique owner are old pals.
I give her another hug, grab my spoils, and pull my phone out as I walk out the door.
Yikes. Nine missed calls from Freya.
Iâm about to call her back when suddenly a familiar-looking black Audi screeches to a stop right in front of me. The tinted window rolls down, and Freya smirks at me across the passenger seat.
âHave fun with your new gal pal?â
She nods past me. I turn and see Hana in the window, gabbing away with her friend and sipping bubbly.
âJealous, Frey?â
âOf her?â Freya snorts. âUm, yeah. That bitch is put together. Sheâs like me if I had class. Iâm the wish dot com version.â
I snort another loud laugh and nod at Hana inside the shop. âI bumped into her when I went to see Damian earlier. Sheâs actually pretty fucking cool.â
âSeriously. She looks like the coolest person Iâve ever met.â She smiles at me. âI saw Damian last night.â
âNight nurses okay with you coming after visiting hours now, or did you sneak in again?â
She grins. âDelores and I are cool now. She told me I remind her of her granddaughter.â Her brow furrows. âHowâd he look today?â
âGood,â I smile as I lean down and plant my arms on the open window ledge of the door. âThe doctors told me theyâre confident theyâll be able to bring him out of the coma after this next operation.â
It goes without saying that weâre both just trying to cheer each other up about all of this.
âWait, so what are you up to? You werenât picking up my calls.â
I squint at her. âFrey⦠Did you track me here?â
She shrugs. âLike I said: you werenât picking up.â
âOkay, we need to work on boundaries again.â
She snorts. âI think weâre well past that, donât you?â
âWhat was so fucking important?â
The smile suddenly vanishes from Freyaâs face. âYou might want to get in.â
I slip into the car, rolling up the window as Freya turns to me.
âUlkan isnât letting it go.â
An icy skewer pierces my heart. I quickly try to shove it away.
âW-what do you mean?â
âIâve been poking around on the dark web, talking to some people I know.â Her face pales even more than usual. âWord is, heâs putting out serious feelers. Heâs seriously pissed about what happened.â
God-fucking-dammit.
Like I said, I rarely make mistakes. But aside from Kenzo, Ulkan Gacaferi was one of them.
It was a few months ago, right as I was being reunited with my sister after so many years apart. I know we shouldnât have, especially for a psycho like Ulkan, but Frey and I took on a job.
Hindsight is a motherfucker. When I look back on this particular job, it had all the red flags I usually walk away from. But I was so focused on the Taylor thing, and the money was so stupid good, that I said yes without thinking.
Ulkan Gacaferi, a notorious Albanian crime boss and general psychopath, hired us to steal a carâa brand-spanking-new, neon yellow Lamborghiniâfrom the parking garage of an ultra-exclusive condo building in Midtown.
He was willing to pay a lot: three hundred and fifty grand for the car itself, plus another hundred k for our time.
I mean, thatâs the dumbest, quickest almost-half million you can possibly make. And Freya and I stole hundreds of high-end sports cars for buyers in Dubai and China in our day.
So we said yes. There was some concern about the money part, but he paid half up-front and spun us this tale that it was a joke on a friendly rival of his. That they played pranks like this on each other all the time, and everyone would have a big laugh about it later.
So we stole it. It took all of nineteen seconds, and we were on our way to the drop-off point when I thought to check the trunk.
Thatâs when the record scratched and the music stopped.
Inside the trunk, there was what looked like a hundred and fifty pounds of cocaine, maybe two million in cash, and a couple of very illegal-looking machine guns.
Unbelievably, that wasnât the worst part.
The worst was that all of it was marked as belonging to him.
My devil. My demon. The man who almost killed me and snuffed out a part of me in the process.
The man Iâd finally managed to escape, and now weâd just stolen a fortune from him.
Valon Leka.
Thatâs when Freya and I made a game-time decision. We ditched the car by the Lincoln Tunnel, wiped it of prints, and walked the fuck away.
Obviously, Ulkanâs people reached out demanding to know where the car was. We responded using Freyaâs anonymous messaging service, saying that the job had been presented to us in bad faith and that we werenât interested in stealing from Valon. Ulkan wanted his deposit back, but it was clear he wanted it to come accompanied by our heads in a bag.
So we ditched the burner accounts weâd used to talk to him and put the whole thing behind us.
Or so I thought.
âShit,â I mutter. âHow exposed are we?â
Freya makes a face.
âI mean, itâs a low number. But Iâd like it a whole lot better if it was zero.â
My brows knit as I tick off our options. âThereâs The Broker. Butâ¦obviously not.â
The Broker is a dark web guy that specializes in setting up jobs like this. Heâs the one that reached out to us with the job offer from Ulkan. But heâs incorruptible. I mean incorruptible.
âThereâs the guard.â Freyâs face is worried.
I shake my head. âNo. He didnât see me.â
It was the one thing we couldnât plan for: a security guard in the parking garage who lingered on one floor too long to smoke a cigarette, throwing off his rotation. It meant he saw me crouched next to the car as I was getting the door open.
When he yelled, I launched into my âbimbo looking for clues that her boyfriend is cheating on herâ routine, and when he got close, I pulled out my emergency gas can and sprayed him in the face, knocking him out.
Not my proudest moment.
âAnniâ¦â
âWe talked about this, Freya. Anyone who gets dosed with that gas loses their memory for the thirty seconds before it hits their system.â
âBut you donât know how long he was looking at you before he yelled at you and you got close enough to gas him.â
I shake my head. âNo. No chance.â
âHe might remember your face, Annika. Iâm just saying, we should haveâ ââ
âIâm not a killer, Frey.â I turn to see her looking sheepishly at her hands. âNeither are you, for that matter.â
She exhales. âI know. But, thatâs our weak link. Just saying.â
âHeâll never place us.â
âBetter hope not,â she mutters. Freya clears her throat and nods at the bag in my hand, changing the subject. âThat looks suspiciously like a dress.â
âBrace yourself.â
She grins. âSeriously? For what?â
âMy engagement party.â
She snorts loudly. I just shake my head.
âLaugh all you like, youâre coming too.â
âNot a chance.â
âOh, come on. You know how Kir gets with tradition and fancy events, and it would mean so much to him if you came, what with Damianâ ââ
âYouâre an asshole,â she grumps.
âAnd you love me in spite of it. Soâ¦yeahâ¦anyway,â I laugh. âIf youâre looking for a dress, I highly recommend this place.â I turn and nod at the shop I just left. âJustâ¦â I roll my eyes. âNever mind.â
Freya frowns. âNo, what?â
âI was going to say stay away from green because thatâs what Iâm wearing.â
âAnd then you remembered who youâre talking to?â she snickers. âAll black, bitch. Maybe Iâll get some extra eyebrow piercings, since itâs your special daaaay,â she coos, laying on the sarcasm.
âNow whoâs the asshole.â