Rutland
âDad, Iâve got something to say.â My voice is shaky, but I push the words out anyway. Weâre strolling outside Jordanâs house, the evening air cool and comforting.
He looks at me, his eyes a mix of worry and wonder. âWhatâs up, Princess?â he asks.
I pause, heart thumping. âItâs big news. You might be surprised,â I caution him, the suspense building in my chest.
He stops, turns to me. âWhat is it, Aisling?â Thereâs a softness in his voice, the way he always has when heâs trying to understand me better.
I take a deep breath. âIâve decided to take the Law entrance exam. End of this year.â The words tumble out, and I watch his face for a reaction.
He blinks, clearly taken aback. âReally? Are you sure?â
âYeah, Dad. Itâs something I need to do.â My voice is firm, more confident now.
He furrows his brow. âBut why now? What changed?â
I look up at the stars, feeling the truth burn bright inside me. âDuke needs help. His workload is insane. I canât just watch and do nothing. I need to be there for him.â
Dad nods slowly, understanding dawning in his eyes. âI get it. But make sure itâs for you too, okay?â
âI will, Dad. I promise.â The warmth in my chest grows, knowing heâs got my back.
He wraps an arm around my shoulders, pulling me close. âIâm proud of you, Aisling.â
I smile, feeling a surge of determination. âIâm going to make you even prouder, Dad.â
âI know you will.â And in his voice, I hear the trust and belief thatâs always been there.
âDad, Jordan doesnât get it,â I admit, the hurt clear in my voice. Heâs the only person who thinks I canât.
He chuckles, a sound that usually comforts me. âJordan? Forget about him.â
I take a deep breath, bracing for the bigger news. âThereâs something else, Dad. Iâm moving out. Just wanted to let you know.â
His face changes, concern replacing amusement. âMoving? Where to?â
âSomewhere outside Wesbury,â I say.
His brow furrows. âWhen is this happening?â
âAfter I get back from Rich Oaks,â I reply, each word feeling more real.
âWhy leave?â he asks, his worry growing.
I sigh, âItâs not home anymore, Dad. I just canât stay there.â
He takes a moment, absorbing my words. âSo, where exactly will you be?â
âIn Carlisle,â I say, a flicker of excitement sparking inside me despite the sadness.
His eyes widen. âDid you buy a place there?â
I nod, the excitement growing. âWeâre actually building a house. Workers have been on it for weeks. It should be ready by April.â
He pauses, then asks, âAnd Duke? Is he moving with you?â
I hesitate, the complexity of our situation not lost on me. âYes and no. Heâll be between places.â
He studies my face, searching. âHow will that work for you, Aisling?â
I meet his gaze, feeling a mix of uncertainty and hope. âWeâll figure it out, Dad. We always do.â
I give him a nod. âDuke will split his time between Carlisle and The Chateau. Heâll be with me on weekends and at the estates during the week.â
My dad looks at me, his eyes gentle. âYouâre okay with that arrangement?â
I nod confidently. âYes, Dad. Itâs fine by me.â
He sighs, pulling me into a hug. âIâm sorry, Aisling,â he murmurs, his voice heavy with unspoken worries. I feel the familiar sting of tears but try to hold them back.
âItâs okay, Dad,â I manage, my voice trembling just a bit.
He looks at me, his eyes filled with that deep, fatherly concern. âIâve been worried about you,â he admits.
We stand there, wrapped in each otherâs arms, sharing a moment of sadness and comfort. âI think thereâs a light at the end of this, Dad,â I say softly, clinging to hope.
He pulls back slightly, his protective nature surfacing. âIs he good to you, Aisling?â
Looking up at him, I canât help but smile. âYes, Dad. Dukeâs amazing. Youâd be proud.â
His face relaxes, a hint of relief in his eyes. And I know, no matter what, weâll get through this together.