Spring City
Iâm sitting there, numb and lost, holding the paper with shaky hands. The words on it are just jumbled letters, not making any sense. Aunt Geneva just finished explaining everything and those printed words about the IVF process stare back at me, cold and stark. My mind canât wrap around what sheâs said. Everything inside me is a chaotic mess, and for a second, it feels like the whole world just fades away.
I take a deep, shaky breath and look up at Aunt Geneva. Iâm searching for something, anything that might help me understand, but all I see is sympathy on their faces. My voice is barely there, a shaky whisper, âSimone Lewis.â
That name rings a bell.
Iâve heard it before, somewhere.
A memory flashes. Heather. She talked about her. I take a deep breath, trying to find some solid ground in all this mess.
âDo you know her?â my mom asks, her voice cutting through my thoughts.
I canât even speak.
Aunt Geneva says sheâs got pictures, asking if I want to see them. I just shake my head. No way. I canât deal with that now.
âBut she looks like us, Aisling. You should know,â Mom pushes.
Aunt Geneva adds, âYeah, she does. But we donât think sheâs related. We checked. Itâs just a weird coincidence.â
The conversation shifts to the IVF schedule. âSo heâs scheduled for semen collection next Thursday?â My voice is all over the place.
âCorrect,â Aunt Geneva confirms.
I just nod, feeling like my heart is breaking inside. âOkay.â
Momâs asking about his travel plans, and I tell them heâll be out of town. Kariâs asking where he said he was going, but I canât remember. Everythingâs just too much.
Then Aunt Geneva is there, holding my hand, and I can barely say his name, âDukeâ¦â Itâs like the world is spinning, and Iâm just trying to hold on.
âI know you warned me about Duke, Aunt Geneva,â I say, my voice quivering. âYou were right.â
Aunt Geneva pulls me into a hug, and Iâm shaking, trying to hold back tears. âIâm sorry,â she whispers.
Kari stands and hugs me too. âYou donât deserve any of this.â
âWe had to tell you tonight, Aisling,â My mother says. âWe couldnât wait. You know I wouldnât rush you here for no reason.â
Iâm struggling to speak, my emotions a whirlwind. âWho is she? The one who told us?â
âThe whistleblower? She works at the hospital, but we donât know more than that,â Aunt Geneva says. âShe could be anyone there, but her information was crucial.â
âOkay,â I whisper, feeling like my world is falling apart.
I need to get out, to think. âI need to find my bag. I should go home.â
My mother steps forward, her face full of concern. âYouâre not going home tonight, Aisling.â
âWhy not?â
âWeâve planned a slumber party for you here,â she explains gently.
âIâm fine, Mom. Really,â I say.
âYou canât go back to the Estates tonight, not after what youâve learned,â she insists, kind but firm.
âIâll be okay. Please, let me go. I wonât make a scene,â I plead, my heart racing.
But Aunt Geneva shakes her head. âNo, Aisling.â
âYouâre staying here with me tonight,â my mother says, deciding for me.
âIâm fine, Mom,â I try to reassure her, but inside, Iâm anything but calm. âDonât worry.â
âIâm not going to cause trouble, I swear,â I tell them.
âAisling, this is a lot to take in,â my mother says, her voice a mix of sympathy and firmness.
âIâll be okay, Mom,â I manage, my smile weak, not hiding the shock I feel.
âAisling, you should stay here tonight. The Chateau isnât safe for you now,â Kari pleads, her eyes begging me to understand.
âIâll call him and say youâre staying for the slumber party,â Aunt Geneva offers.
âMaybe I should call him myself. If you do it, heâll suspect somethingâs up,â Kari suggests, thinking ahead.
My mother nods in agreement. âYouâre right, Kari.â
Reluctantly, I agree. âFine.â
âWill you call him then?â Aunt Geneva asks, worry in her eyes.
âYeah, I will.â
My mother looks relieved but still worried. âGood.â
I need to know more. âHow far along are they with this?â
âTheyâre almost ready for the egg retrieval and his semen collection next week,â Aunt Geneva reminds me.
I just nod, the weight of it all hitting me. It feels unreal.
âWe donât know why theyâre doing IVF,â Aunt Geneva says, deep in thought.
âThatâs what I canât figure out,â I admit.
âCould it be a contract thing between them, orâ¦â Aunt Geneva asks, trailing off.
âOr maybe they tried naturally and it didnât work,â My mother suggests, trying to piece things together.
Kari wonders out loud if the problem is with him. âWhat if heâs the one with issues?â
âHeâs fine, as far as the tests show,â I defend, but my voice falters.
âWhy IVF then? Is it just for a baby?â Kari wonders.
âIt might be,â My mother considers.
âHe must really want a baby,â Aunt Geneva says, sadness in her voice.
I whisper to myself, realizing the truth. âShe was right.â
âWho was right?â Aunt Geneva asks gently.
I let out a sob. âTheyâre all the same.â
Settling on the couch, still reeling from the shock, Mom comes over with a cordless phone. She looks at me, her eyes full of concern.
âYou sure you can talk to him without giving anything away?â she asks softly.
âYeah, I can do it,â I say, my heart racing.
âGo ahead then,â she encourages me.
My fingers are shaking as I dial Dukeâs number. He picks up almost immediately. âHello?â
Just hearing his voice makes the first tear roll down my cheek. I tilt my head back, trying to stop the tears.
âHello?â he repeats.
âHeyâ¦â I finally get out.
âHey, howâs it going?â he asks, sounding nice.
âGood,â I lie, my voice barely holding together.
âYou having fun?â he asks.
âYes, I am,â I force some cheerfulness into my voice.
âAwesome,â he sounds relieved. âWhere are you? Still at work?â
âYeah. Heading home soon,â he tells me.
âOkay,â I mumble, struggling to stay composed.
âYou coming back late?â he asks.
âActually, Iâm staying here tonight, so⦠um, donât wait up,â I stammer, my voice shaky.
âOoâ¦kay. A slumber party, huh?â He sounds surprised.
âYeâ¦â I start, gripping the phone tight, trying to keep talking. âSo⦠see you tomorâ¦â
I end the call abruptly, unable to hold back my tears anymore. I collapse to my knees, breaking down completely. My mother rushes to me, holding me close as I sob uncontrollably.
She whispers, âItâs going to be okay.â
The phone rings again, shattering the silence.
âI got it,â Aunt Geneva says, picking up the handset. She puts it on speaker. âHello, Duke?â
âI was talking to Aisling, and the line got cut. Can I talk to her, please?â Dukeâs voice is full of worry.
âSure,â Aunt Geneva says, looking at me.
I just shake my head, unable to face more. I stand up and leave the living room, needing the quiet of my room.
Lying in my old room later that night, Iâm wrapped in Momâs arms, tears flowing freely. I canât believe how I missed all the signs.
âWhy didnât I see he could be cheating?â I cry.
âHe never made it obvious,â my mother says, her voice filled with empathy.
âBut there were signs, Mom. So many.â
âReally?â
âYes. Heather asked me about her.â
âHeather asked about Simone?â
âYes.â
Her eyebrow raises. âShe knew?â
âYeah. At the cafe opening, she asked why Simone wasnât there.â
âShe said that?â
âShe mentioned Simone looked like me.â
She nods. âShe must know something.â
âI was so confused. I didnât know who she was talking about. I thought Heather believed she was part of the family.â
âOkay.â
âBut Heather didnât stop there. She hinted at men cheating⦠Now I know Dukeâs having a baby with her. She mustâve known.â
âYou need to talk to Heather. This is insane.â
âI canât believe Dukeâs making a baby with someone else, Mom. I thought we were in this together.â
âHeâs chosen his family over you.â
I choke back another sob. âThis morning I told him he seemed indifferent. He really doesnât care about the baby anymore. I never thought he could be this cruel.â
The phone rings, jolting me. My heart sinks at the thought of talking to him.
âItâs probably him,â my mother says, seeing my fear.
âI canât talk to him, Mom.â
âI understand, sweetheart. Iâll tell him youâre sleeping.â
She leaves the room, and Iâm left alone, my heart in pieces, echoing in the silence of my childhood room.