Presley Tower, Wesbury
Sitting in the Presley Tower office, Iâm enveloped by a tension that seems almost solid. Simoneâs in the hospital, and itâs messing with my head. Sheâs getting treatment that could have all kinds of side effects, and all Iâve ever wanted is to keep her safe. Now, sheâs vulnerable, and itâs killing me. I canât stop thinking about how much she must be hurting.
I grab my phone and call Leonard, needing to know if heâs in Knoxville yet.
âHey, where are you?â I ask the moment he answers.
âAt the airport, waiting for my flight. Was just gonna call you,â he says.
âHave you talked to her?â My heartâs racing.
âYeah, a few minutes ago.â
âHow is she?â
âSheâs good, Duke.â
âBut is she going to be okay?â
âDuke, relax. Sheâs not dying,â he tries to reassure me.
âOkay,â I say, but Iâm not really okay.
âSheâs fine,â he insists.
âCan I call her?â I need to hear her voice.
âIâd rather you didnât,â he warns.
But I push back, âSheâs in the hospital, Leonard. This is serious. I have to talk to her.â
He sighs. âFine, call her. But keep it short, no more than two minutes.â
âAlright,â I agree, but inside Iâm a wreck. The image of her in that hospital bed is suffocating me. I need to hear her voice, even if itâs just for a moment. The worry wonât go away, and all I can do is hope sheâs really as okay as Leonard says.
I end the call with Leonard and pause before hitting Simoneâs number. The phone barely rings once before she picks up.
âHi, Duke?â Her voice comes through, sounding weak.
âHey, Simoneâ¦â My voice shakes a bit. Iâm not good at this.
âHi,â she says, so softly.
âHow are you feeling?â I ask, trying to sound calm.
âNot too greatâ¦â Sheâs breathless, and it scares me.
âDid they say whatâs wrong?â Iâm imagining the worst.
âNot yet,â she says, and my heart sinks.
âCan I talk to your doctor?â I need answers.
âIâll find out. The nurse will be here soon,â she tries to reassure me.
âOkay,â I say, struggling to keep my voice steady.
âI thought you were coming,â she says, and I hear the disappointment.
âI couldnât.â Itâs complicated.
âWhy?â Sheâs curious, maybe a bit hurt.
âIâm tied up with work,â I admit, not wanting to say more.
âI thought it was because of Aisling. Sheâs back, right? You didnât want to leave,â she guesses.
âNo, itâs not that,â I quickly say, needing her to believe me.
âHow is she?â Now sheâs asking about Aisling.
âSheâs fine. Look, I gotta go. Tell me what the doctor says, okay?â
âAlright,â she says, and I can tell sheâs not satisfied.
âLeonardâs on his way to you. Heâll look after you,â I tell her, hoping it helps.
âSure. Thanks,â she says, and thereâs a hint of gratitude.
I hang up, feeling a mix of worry and regret. I wish I could be there with her, to be the support she needs. The distance feels like a huge gap, and all I can do is hope sheâs going to be alright.