Presley Estates, Wesbury
I stand by the kitchen window, tears trailing down my face, each one a silent testament to the sorrow overwhelming me. The world outside seems to crumble, leaving me feeling hollow, like a shell of my former self. The night just past haunts me.
He was there, so close, yet he felt like a stranger. My heart throbs with a sense of betrayal, the future that once sparkled with promise now appears barren, stretching out bleak and uninviting.
Then I hear footsteps.
Tara.
As she steps into the kitchen, she quickly comes over, her face lined with worry.
âLady Aisling, are you alright?â she asks, looking concerned.
In an instant, I brush away my tears, turn to face her, and force a smile, though it feels like the hardest thing Iâve ever done.
âHey, Tara. Youâre early,â I manage to say, my voice almost too cheerful.
âYou were cryingâ¦â She doesnât seem convinced.
âItâs nothing,â I insist, trying to brush off my emotions as trivial. âJust lost in thought.â
Tara nods, though her eyes still show concern. âYouâre making breakfast alone?â she asks, glancing around the kitchen.
âYes.â
âYou cooked dinner last night too. Whatâs going on?â she asks.
I shrug, still wearing my forced smile. âJust trying to get back to wifey duties,â I say.
âYou neednât bother yourself. You have enough on your plate with the cafe and your corporate responsibilitiesâ¦â Taraâs voice trails off, but her words echo in my mind, amplifying the emptiness I feel.
âItâs okay,â I assure Tara, shaking my head slightly. âIâve put the corporate stuff on pause. Running the cafe and that was too much. And Iâve been cutting back my hours at the cafe.â
âIs he still sleeping?â she asks about Duke.
âYes,â I respond, a bit distantly.
âSo, what are you making?â Taraâs interest piques as she moves towards the stove.
âJust some oatmeal,â I say, gesturing towards the simmering pot.
âThat smells really good,â she comments, and I manage a small smile in response.
âWhereâs Bianca?â I suddenly remember, realizing I havenât seen her yet today.
âSheâs in the quarters. Sheâll be here soon,â Tara informs me.
I pause, then open my mouth âTara, I want you to take your vacation,â the words coming out more abruptly than I intend.
She stops, giving me a puzzled look. âWhy, Lady Aisling?â
âIâll be leaving for Rich Oaks in a few weeks. There wonât be time for vacations or anything once Iâm gone,â I explain.
âItâs not necessary. I donât need one,â she replies with a shake of the head, her dedication evident.
But I insist. âYou have to go.â
âBut Lady Aislingâ¦â she starts to protest.
âNo buts,â I cut her off firmly. âAnd Bianca too. I have to let her know.â
Taraâs concern grows. âThen who will be here with you?â
âIâll manage,â I say.
âCan you, though?â she presses, worry creasing her brow. âThe chores here are enormous. You might not keep up.â
âItâll be fine,â I say, more to convince myself than her. âIf I need help, Iâll call someone.â