Presley Tower, Wesbury
I wake up with a sense of unease, the echoes of last night still clinging to me. It was a long, restless night, filled with a gnawing feeling that somethingâs not right with Aisling. I canât shake off the worry.
Walking across the room, my cell phone suddenly rings. I grab it, hoping itâs something that can lift my spirits.
âGood morning, Sally,â I answer the call from my grandmotherâs PA.
âGood morning, Duke,â her voice comes through, carrying news I wasnât expecting. âGrandmother isnât well.â
âSheâs not?â My heart sinks at her words.
âSheâs been coughing all night,â Sally explains. âShe wonât be able to go to church with you today.â
âAlright,â I say, my mind now racing with concern. âIâll come by to check on her.â
âSure,â she says. âIâll let her know.â
I hang up the phone, taking a deep breath in an attempt to steady myself. My head is swirling, filled with worry for Aisling, Simone, and now my grandmother too. It feels like my concerns are stacking up, one on top of the other.
I wander into the kitchen, hands buried in the pockets of my sweatpants. Aisling, Tara, and Bianca are already there, engrossed in their morning routines.
âMorning?â I greet them.
âMorning, Sir,â Tara and Bianca respond together, their voices sounding slightly in the spacious room.
I take a seat at the island, an uneasy feeling settling over me. I find myself gazing at Aisling, who has her back to me and hasnât made eye contact since I walked in.
Tara shares a quick, awkward glance with Bianca before speaking up. âWeâll be in the garden if you need us,â she says, then leaves the kitchen with Bianca.
My gaze shifts back to Aisling, whoâs walked over and is setting a serving tray in front of me. âHow are you?â I ask, trying to gauge her mood.
âIâm good,â she replies with a quick smile but thereâs something off in her tone.
As I start on my meal, Aisling stands nearby, her presence both comforting and unsettling.
âDo you want to go to church with me?â I ask, hoping she might join.
She shakes her head. âNo.â
âThatâs fine.â
Then she drops a bombshell. âIâm sending Tara and Bianca on a two-week vacation,â she announces.
âWhy?â I ask, surprised by this sudden decision.
âI wonât need them,â she explains. âBecause Iâm going to be doing everything.â
Iâm taken aback, my fork pausing mid-air. âEverything? Aisling, this is a four-thousand-square-foot house. You canât do everything.â
âI can. When I need help, Iâll call for it,â she says, her confidence not quite reaching her eyes.
I watch her, my mind racing, trying to understand whatâs happening. Thereâs a shift in her, something I canât quite put my finger on. âAisling, whatâs going on with you?â
âIâm okay,â she replies, a little too quickly, before moving towards the refrigerator. Her response leaves me more puzzled, sensing thereâs something sheâs not telling me.
âDo you want some syrup on your crepes?â Aisling asks, quickly.
âNo, thanks,â I reply, but thereâs something more pressing on my mind. âWhat was that about last night, Aisling? Iâve never seen you like that. Whatâs going on?â I canât help but push for answers.
She doesnât answer, just crosses her arms loosely over her chest, a barrier between us.
âWhy did we have sex last night?â I find myself asking, needing to understand. âIt was different, not like us. You didnât want it. So why did it happen?â
She takes a deep breath, her gaze drifting to the window, but still, she remains silent.
I can feel my frustration growing. âIf somethingâs making you unhappy, why arenât we talking about it? We should be able to discuss anything.â
But she stays quiet, her lips sealed.
I try to change the subject, maybe ease the tension. âWhat are you doing today?â
âIâm baking cookies for your mother,â she says, and Iâm taken aback.
âMy mother?â I ask, confused.
âYeah.â
âDid she ask you for cookies?â The whole thing seems out of the blue.
She looks at me, her expression unreadable. âShould she have to ask?â
âAisling,â I say, studying her, trying to read the signs. âWhatâs really going on?â
âI told you, nothing,â she replies, but her coolness doesnât match the tension in her body.
âI donât believe that,â I say, my concern deepening.
âSuit yourself,â she says, and then she leaves the kitchen, leaving me behind, filled with worry and unanswered questions.
âDuke, we canât just cancel,â Leonardâs voice comes through the phone, full of urgency and disbelief.
grappling with the gravity of the choice Iâm on the verge of making. I exhale deeply, my grip on the steering wheel tightening.
âLeonard, Iâm not kidding. Cancel it. Pull everything back,â I say, firmly.
âWhat about putting it on hold? We could proceed with the fertilization and then freeze the embryosâ¦â he suggests, trying to find a middle ground.
âNo, Leonard. I said cancel. I canât go through with this,â I insist.
âAre you really not going to do it?â He sounds incredulous, as if he canât believe what heâs hearing.
âIâm dead serious,â I reply.
âIt could be anything, Duke,â he tries to reason with me.
âLeonard,â I start, feeling a need to explain. âShe knows something, or sheâs starting to suspect. Aislingâs been acting off, different than usual.â
âYou canât halt everything on just a suspicion,â he argues, his voice laced with a professionalâs pragmatism.
âBut I know my wife, Leonard. Thereâs been a change in her, and itâs not something small. I can see whatâs coming, and I know Iâm in deep water here. I need this stopped, right now,â I say.
Thereâs a pause, and then Leonard relents. âAlright. Iâll head to the office and start the withdrawal process.â