Presley Tower, Wesbury
I arrive at Dean and Heatherâs house, my hands quivering a bit as I bring the car to a stop. Just at the moment, my phone begins ringing from within my handbag.
Itâs Aunt Geneva.
What does she want again?
I pick up, attempting to maintain a calm tone in my voice.
âHi, Aunty,â I say, forcing a normal tone.
âHey, Aisling. How are you today?â
âBetter,â I reply, but the word feels hollow.
âDid you talk to him?â she means Duke, of course.
âNo,â I say. Thereâs a firmness in my voice, a decision Iâve made.
âGood. Donât say anything for now,â she advises.
âIâm not. I told you I wouldnât ask now.â
âThis is hard, but donât push him away. Just wear a mask for now, until we figure out what to do next,â she instructs, her voice serious.
Then, the words just spill out of me. âWe had sex last night, Aunty.â
Thereâs a sharp gasp from her end. âWhat? Did I hear that right?â sheâs clearly shocked.
âYes, Aunty. Duke and I,â I say, feeling a mix of shame and confusion.
âHow did that happen?â she demands.
âIt just⦠happened. He initiated it, and I didnât stop it. I donât know why I gave in. It was only sex, Aunty. No intimacy, and just⦠regret,â I try to explain how I allowed that to happen. But it doesnât make any sense.
âI couldnât do that with someone whoâs hurt me so much,â she says, her voice soft with sympathy.
âI donât know why I allowed it,â I admit, feeling lost. âBut I might do it again, till I canât anymore.â
âMay God give you strength, Aisling,â she offers.
âI will get through this, Aunty. This will change me, for the better. I wonât be fooled again,â I declare.
âIâm sorry,â she says.
âItâs okay.â
âWhere are you? Do you want to come over?â she asks.
âNo. Iâm out of the house,â I tell her.
âWhere are you then?â she probes.
âIâm at the estates, visiting Heather.â
âI like that.â
Heather bounds over, all bright smiles and surprise, as I lounge in her cozy guest living area. âAisling, this is unexpected! Why didnât you give me a heads-up you were coming?â she playfully chides.
I shuffle my feet, a bit sheepish. âSorry about that.â
âItâs no biggie,â she says, her smile unwavering.
âHope Iâm not interrupting anything important?â My eyes dart around, half-expecting to have barged in on some big plan.
She shakes her head, her hair dancing around her shoulders. âNope, nothing at all.â
âD is around?â I ask, referring to Dean, her other half.
âHeâs out, tennis with the guys. But hey, come on, letâs head to the patio. Momâs out there, been asking about you. Thought youâd vanished off to Rutland or something again,â she teases, motioning for me to follow.
I rise, trailing her to the patio, where Ruby Gray, her mom, lounges in a recliner, lost in some TV show. âLook who Iâve found, Mom,â Heather announces, waving towards me.
Rubyâs face lights up. âAisling!â she exclaims, her voice warm and welcoming.
I approach, offering a hug. âHey, Mrs. Gray.â
âWeâve missed you around here,â she says, a hint of reproach in her tone.
âI know, Iâm really sorry. Just been caught up with stuff,â I admit.
Ruby waves it off. âHeatherâs filled me in. Howâs everyone? Duke? Your mom?â
âTheyâre good, thanks for asking. And you?â I return the courtesy.
âWeâre hanging in there. What else can we do, right?â Ruby laughs, a sound thatâs easy and carefree.
I join in the laughter, light and easy. âThe baby? Whereâs the little one?â
âRight next door, napping. Letâs sneak a peek. Be right back, Mom,â Heather says, leading the way to a room filled with toys and baby things.
I tiptoe over to the bassinet, peering down at the tiny, sleeping form. âHeâs perfect. Looks just like you,â I whisper.
Heather beams, her eyes shining with pride. âI was so set on a girl, but honestly, I wouldnât trade him for anything. Heâs my little bundle of joy.â
âSo, your husband guessed right, huh?â I nudge, recalling their playful bets on the babyâs gender.
âYeah, he nailed it. But next time, it better be a girl. No more surprises from the universe,â she laughs, and I join in, the sound light and easy.
We wander back to the living room, the warmth of the house wrapping around us. âWhen did you get back in town?â she asks, curiosity lighting up her face.
âJust got back Thursday,â I reply.
âHow was the ceremony?â Her interest is genuine, her smile encouraging.
âIt was amazing, seriously the best,â I canât help but gush.
She laughs, âLooks like you had a blast.â
I nod, then remember something. âWhat about the babyâs naming ceremony? Got a date yet?â
Heather sighs, a playful roll of her eyes. âWaiting on Sally for the details. Fingers crossed itâs soon.â
âDo you have a name picked out?â Iâm genuinely curious.
She throws her hands up, exasperated but amused. âCan you believe weâre still undecided? Grandmaâs taking her sweet time.â
âReally? Itâs that complicated?â I ask, surprised.
âYep. And just wait, when itâs your turn, itâll be even more of a big deal. You know, the heir and all,â she teases, and I canât help but chuckle.
âHeather, do you think we could go out later? Maybe for a drink? Iâd like to talk about Simone.â
The atmosphere shifts palpably. Heatherâs face, previously radiant, becomes clouded with concern, her posture stiffening. The sheer mention of Simone seems to have taken her by surprise.
Trying to alleviate the tension, I quickly add, âItâs important, and I think itâs something we need to discuss sooner rather than later.â
A silent agreement passes between us, an understanding of the gravity of the situation. Heather gives a nod, her demeanor still uncertain. âSure, just give me a moment.â She stands up, heading to her room, presumably to grab her essentials.
As I wait, the swirling mix of anticipation, worry, and determination courses through me. Iâm ready to face whatever this conversation holds, and having Heather by my side gives me strength.
Heatherâs eyes lock with mine, a mix of concern and revelation in them. Itâs clear sheâs steeling herself for something. Weâre huddled in a small diner, our conversation digging deep, her words heavy and sincere.
âI couldnât believe it when you said you didnât know her. It threw me off, Aisling,â she admits, searching my face for some understanding.
âI saw how surprised you were. I didnât know her, honestly,â I respond, with a hint of regret.
Her gaze doesnât waver. âI was beyond surprised. A friend told me things about you two knowing each other, and it didnât sit right with me. When I found out you didnât know her, we suspected something bigger was happening behind the scenes,â she spills, looking earnest.
I nod, my mind swirling with questions, doubts clouding my thoughts.
She leans in closer, her voice a whisper. âThen, I found out she spent a weekend with him in Shelton.â
My body tenses, shock gripping me. âWhat?â I gasp, struggling to process her words.
âYes, with Duke, in Shelton. When I came to your cafe that day, I was trying to hint at something, but I didnât know how to say it without alarming you,â she explains, her eyes showing a world of worry.
âHe was with her?â The words run in my head, disbelief mixing with a sinking feeling.
She nods, her voice soft but shaky. âI made up the bit about having friends in Shelton. It was a cover. I needed you to see things for yourself, to understand that things werenât as they seemed.â
I whisper, almost to myself, âOh, my Godâ¦â It feels like a physical blow, the truth hitting hard and fast.
Heatherâs empathy shines through. âI wanted you to find out on your own. I never expected it to hit this hard.â
Iâm reeling, trying to grasp the magnitude of her revelation. âI didnât see this coming.â
Her voice quivers with apology. âIâm sorry, Aisling. This is a lot.â
I shake my head, determined to face whatever comes. âNo, I need to know. Tell me everything, Heather.â Desperation laces my words, an urgent need for the raw, unfiltered truth.
Heatherâs gaze is unwavering, her voice calm yet laced with disbelief. âHe was really there, in Shelton, with her,â she says again, her eyes locked with mine.
âIn our Shelton residence?â The words barely escape my lips, a mixture of shock and hurt.
âYes,â she confirms simply.
âWhat?â Itâs more of a choked gasp, the kind that comes when your heart feels like itâs being torn in two.
âItâs crazy, isnât it? How unpredictable men can be,â Heather sighs, her words heavy, casting a shadow over us.
I reach out, gripping the back of a nearby chair for support. My heart is racing, disbelief, and betrayal battling inside me. âI canât believe it. He told me it was a business trip,â I stammer, my voice shaky.
Heather shakes her head, a sad certainty in her voice. âItâs not true. Iâve seen it myself. No matter how perfect you are, some men just stray.â
Her words hit me hard, resonating deep within. âYouâre so right,â I agree, feeling a bitter truth in her statement.
Heatherâs expression softens, filled with a mix of envy and empathy. âI always thought you had the perfect life. A beautiful woman with a loving, devoted husband. The kind of man who adores his wife, treats her like a queen. I never had that. My husband cheated, was never home, and treated me like nothing. I felt unloved, and alone. I envied you, Aisling. But when I learned the truth about Duke, I canât lie, part of me was relieved. It was brief, but it was thereâ¦â
Her confession hangs between us, a stark reminder of how appearances can be so deceiving, and how even the seemingly perfect relationships can hide painful truths.
Heather pauses, her breath catching in a shaky inhale. âI started to empathize with you. You never deserved any of this. You were just caught in the middle. And Iâm not proud of how Iâve treated you,â she confesses, tears brimming in her eyes.
âIâm sorry, Aisling,â she whispers, her voice breaking with emotion.
âHey, no tears,â I urge gently.
âIâve been too harsh with you, Aisling, and for no real reason. Iâve said terrible things, mocked you for your strugglesâ¦â Her voice trails off, choked with regret.
I reach across the table, gently holding her hand. âItâs alright, Heather,â I say, trying to offer comfort.
She looks up, her eyes a turbulent sea of emotions. âThis isnât me. This marriage⦠it turned me into someone else. I was stuck in a loveless relationship, feeling so unhappy, and I lashed out at you. Maybe because he loved you once, and part of me feared he still did. I just wanted to be loved like that,â she pours out, her voice raw with honesty.
âI donât hold it against you, Heather. I never did,â I assure her, meaning every word.
Heather looks at me, astonishment clear in her eyes. âReally?â she asks, barely able to believe it.
âIâve always been more upset with him than with you,â I admit, the truth of it clear in my voice.
âBut why?â she asks, her eyes searching mine for an answer.
âHeather,â I sigh, reaching out to hold her hand. âYou canât blame yourself for feeling the way you did. Believe me. Iâve never held any animosity towards you. If anything, I blame him.â
She looks up at me, surprise evident in her eyes. I continue, âA woman, any woman, is a force of nature when sheâs truly loved. When sheâs neglected, she crumbles.â
In that moment, the barriers between us shatter. Our shared pain, the raw understanding, binds us together in a connection deeper than any weâve experienced before. The weight of years of misunderstandings and envy dissolves, and we find solace in the shared experience of heartache and hope.