Presley Estates, Wesbury
In the expansive quiet of The Chateauâs kitchen, I lean against the cool marble counter, phone in hand, listening to my voicemail messages playing one after another. Each beep of a new voicemail tugs at the periphery of my heart.
Dukeâs voice fills the room. Concern. Always wrapped in layers of formality. âWhere are you? Are you okay? Call me.â I slide my thumb over the delete option, the action quicker than the fleeting thought of calling him back.
The next message? Duke again. I roll my eyes and quickly hit delete.
Next, Elsaâs familiar chirpy tone, was a contrast to my own heavy heart. âAisling, darling, Iâve been trying to reach you! Please, let me know youâre safe.â The pang of guilt is sharp, but Iâm not ready to face her questions. Delete.
Indiraâs melodic voice follows, each word dripping with concern. âAis, itâs been hours. Please just send a text?â I can picture her, brows furrowed, pacing the living room floor. But her worry, genuine as it might be, feels suffocating. Delete.
A breath of surprise escapes my lips when Sashaâs cheerful voice rings out. âHey! Your favorite double chocolate fudge cake is ready. Hope it brings a smile to your face!â A faint smile does grace my lips, if only for a second, before itâs replaced with the prevailing weight of my emotions.
But then, the one voice I wasnât prepared for, my motherâs â Elena. A shiver runs down my spine as the deep-set worry in her tone is evident. âAisling, itâs Mom. Call me back, please.â Her voice cracks a little, betraying a vulnerability she rarely shows.
My fingers dial her number almost instinctively. It rings once, twice, and then she picks up, her voice a rush of relief. âAisling! Thank goodness!â
âHey, Mom,â I whisper, clutching the phone tighter, grounding myself in the familiar cadence of her voice.
âYou had me worried sick! Why havenât you been answering?â
âIâm fine.â
Her relief is audible. âI thought you were coming over today.â
âIâll swing by tomorrow, Mum. Itâs late, and Iâm about to cook dinner.â
âIs Duke there with you?â
âHeâs at church, hasnât come back yet.â
Her questions keep coming. âWhat have you been up to today?â
âJust stuff around the house. Cooking, cleaning. I sent the staff home.â
âWhy would you do that, Aisling?â
I pause, choosing my words carefully. âI just wanted some space, you know? Just me and Duke, alone in our home.â
Her voice is cautious. âWhat are you planning, Aisling?â
I donât answer, my mind racing with a mix of plans and secrets, all waiting to unfold.
âI just want to be a wife, you know?â I tell her.
Her worry is clear in her tone. âAisling, whatâs going on? What are you planning?â
I try to sound calm. âIâm fine, Mother. Really, donât worry about me.â
Her next question hits too close to home. âYouâre not thinking of hurting Duke, are you?â
I force a laugh, even though it feels hollow. âNo, Mother. I wouldnât do that.â
Sheâs still not convinced. âI want to believe you, Aisling. But sending everyone away⦠itâs a bit unsettling.â
I insist, trying to sound more confident than I feel. âItâs better this way. I donât need them around.â
The conversation shifts, and I brace myself. âDid you find out anything more about that girl?â
âYeah, I talked to Heather today,â I admit.
âGeneva mentioned you went to see her.â
I nod, even though she canât see me. âWe talked a lot. Turns out Dukeâs been seeing her for a while.â
My momâs shock is palpable. âSeriously? I canât believe it.â
âYeah, he lied about where he was going. Heâs been with her.â
Her sympathy is a small comfort. âOh, Aisling, Iâm so sorry.â
I let out a heavy sigh. âThatâs just how it is, Mom.â
Sheâs full of concern. âDo you want to come home tonight?â
I shake my head. âIâm okay, really. I didnât even cry. I wonât give him the satisfaction. Heâs just like every other guy out there. I donât care anymore. I wonât confront him. Itâs his life. Let him do what he wants. Iâm done.â
Her voice is urgent now. âBut we have to do something, Aisling.â
I cut her off, my voice cold. âIâm not getting involved. He can go make his baby for all I care. Iâm out of this.â