Knoxville
Sitting across from Mariah at a small restaurant, my heart feels heavy with the recent turn of events. I can barely focus on my meal, the sense of loss too overwhelming.
âDo you think he might come back to the plan? Is that possible?â I ask her, my voice laden with sadness.
Mariah looks at me, her expression one of uncertainty. âI donât know, Simone. Anythingâs possible.â
I put my hands to my cheeks, feeling the weight of what Iâve lost. âI canât believe itâs all over. It feels like a dream.â
Mariah tries to comfort me, but her words donât quite reach me. âItâs going to be okay.â
âThey promised me so much, Mariah. A house, a luxury car⦠and now itâs all gone,â I lament, feeling the sting of what could have been.
âIt might not be completely over,â she says, trying to offer a glimmer of hope.
âDo you really think he might call and change his mind?â I ask, clinging to that hope.
She nods, but cautiously. âMaybe. It might not be right away.â
Iâm desperate for reassurance. âAre you sure? Iâm just so devastated. How did everything fall apart?â
Mariahâs face becomes more serious. âHis grand aunt is flying to Wesbury this week. She has a way of fixing things.â
I feel tears well up. âBut he thinks Aisling knows about us. Heâs always been clear about not wanting to hurt his wife.â
Mariah is firm in her belief. âThat old lady can work miracles, trust me.â
I try to find some solace in her words. âIâm praying thatâs true.â
Mariah adds, âMaybe heâs overthinking it. It might not even be about what he thinks.â
âIâve tried telling him that,â I say, feeling a bit of frustration. âBut he doesnât believe it could be something else.â
Then Mariah shares something else. âDid you know Aisling sent Ms. Anne devil-shaped cookies with a thank you note?â
Iâm taken aback, the news adding another layer of complexity to an already complicated situation.
My eyebrows shoot up, the sudden twist in our conversation momentarily pushing away my tears. âWhy would she do that?â I ask, baffled.
Mariah gives a slow nod, her face serious. âShe must know something. Duke might be right.â
My heart starts racing. âDoes that mean she knows about me?â The thought sends a shiver down my spine.
âItâs possible,â Mariah says, her tone grave.
I find myself glancing nervously out the window, paranoia setting in. The idea of Aisling knowing and possibly watching is unnerving.
Mariah notices and teases, âWhat, do you think sheâs out there, spying on you?â
âMaybe, Mariah.â I half-joke, half-serious.
She laughs, but Iâm not entirely convinced itâs funny. âShe might start looking for me, Mariah. To shut me down.â
âYou might be right,â she concedes, her laughter fading.
Panic sets in. âI should deactivate all my social media.â
Mariah is more practical. âJust tighten your privacy settings. She wonât be able to find you.â
I let out a heavy sigh, my mind racing. âBut if Aisling really knows, who could have told her?â
âWe need to figure that out,â Mariah agrees, her expression thoughtful.
âIs it about the IVF, or is it me she knows about?â My anxiety is building, each possibility worse than the last.
âI wish I knew,â Mariah says.
âCould someone from the hospital have leaked it?â I ask, trying to piece together the puzzle.
âItâs a possibility,â Mariah muses.
âBut who?â I press, needing answers.
âWe need to look into it,â she advises.
I shake my head, thinking about the nurses we work with. âTheyâre professionals. I canât see them doing something like this.â
Mariah nods in agreement. âFor now, theyâre just suspects.â
âWhat about Leonard? Heâs close enough to Duke, and knows enough to piece things together. And letâs face it, everyone has their price.â
Mariah appears taken aback. âLeonard? But heâs been loyal to Dukeâs family for years.â
âExactly,â I reply, voice laced with bitterness. âTo Dukeâs family. Maybe not so much to Duke.â
Our eyes lock, and in that unspoken moment, the weight of our shared secret, and the potential fallout, becomes all too real.