Wesbury
A couple of weeks later
Surrounded by the somber faces of the Presley family, all of us dressed in black, we stand around Donald Presleyâs tombstone. Itâs his sixth death anniversary. As his daughter-in-law, I find myself next to Duke, flanked by his mother and grandmother
The family priest steps forward, starting the ceremony. âToday, we gather to remember Donald Presley. A man of principle and courage, love and integrity, and a renowned philanthropist. Donald was always firm in his beliefs. We are thankful for the time we had with him, and we hold onto the hope that our Grand Maker will reunite us. His life was a blessing. His memory remains a treasure, and we will continue to cherish him in our hearts and minds, where his legacy lives on as long as we doâ¦â
The priest, with reverence in his voice, recounts stories of Donaldâs valor, kindness, and selflessness. The air is filled with respect and a tinge of sadness for a man who has clearly left an indelible mark on many hearts. As the words wash over me, I think of the legacy heâs left behind and the influence heâs had on Duke.
Half an hour later, the ceremony concludes.
Heather, lingering beside me, breaks the silence. âYouâre leaving only tomorrow?â she asks.
âYes,â I reply, feeling the heaviness of the impending departure.
âThe days are going so fast,â she reflects, and I nod in agreement.
âAre you taking the private plane?â she inquires.
âYes,â I confirm, the reality of leaving Wesbury hitting me.
Heather pulls me into a tight hug. âIâm hopeful for you, Aisling. I believe youâll come back a mother. Say Amen.â
With my hand on my heart, I whisper, âAmen,â though part of me feels detached from the hope sheâs expressing. Honestly, I didnât know what I was doing.
âBelieve,â she says, and I force a smile, trying to latch onto her optimism.
Heatherâs gaze shifts to Duke, whoâs deep in conversation with the priest near his fatherâs grave. âYou still havenât asked him about her, have you?â
I shake my head, feeling a pang in my chest. âNo, and I donât plan to. Ever.â
âWhy, Aisling?â She looks at me, her eyes filled with concern.
âMy heart canât handle the details right now. I donât want to know,â I admit, feeling exposed and vulnerable.
âHeâs going through a lot,â she says softly, her voice laced with sympathy.
I muster a wry smile. âHe better not burn himself to ashes in his own hell.â
Standing amidst the solemn atmosphere of Remembrance Day, I find myself sharing a piece of hard-earned wisdom with Heather. âYou actually win when you donât talk about it,â I say with a sense of conviction in my voice.
Heather nods, absorbing my words. âYouâre right. I need to start doing that.â
âGive it a try,â I encourage her, hoping she finds the same solace in silence that I have.
âI will,â she promises, her gaze shifting to Duke. âHe seems quiet today, withdrawn.â
Following her gaze, I see Duke engrossed in a conversation with the priest. âItâs Remembrance Day. His father was such a crucial figure in his life. Itâs hard for him,â I remark, trying to empathize despite the chasm between us.
âHeather notices something else. âHe looks like heâs lost weight.â
I havenât really paid much attention. âI havenât noticed,â I admit, a sign of the growing distance between Duke and me.
âHe has,â she insists, her observation a reminder of how much Iâve detached myself from Dukeâs world.
âHeather changes the subject. âIs the date set for the naming ceremony?â
I confirm, âYes, itâs in two weeks. Sally will give me an invitation at the brunch.â
âOkay, great. Will you be able to make it? Youâll be in Rich Oaks, wonât you?â Heather asks, hopeful.
I contemplate, âWeâll see. I might come for it and leave the next day.â I want to be there for her, despite everything.
Heatherâs face lights up. âOh, Iâd really love that, Aisling.â
But then I have to let her down. âI wonât be at the brunch today.â
Her face falls. âWhy not?â
âI have a family lunch in Spring City,â I explain, feeling a twinge of regret.
Heather looks disappointed. âI was really looking forward to being with you.â
âIâm sorry, Heather. I just canât make it.â
As I stand there, I realize how much my life has shifted. The connections I once held dear are strained under the weight of my own struggles. Itâs a bittersweet acknowledgment that life is moving on, with or without me, and Iâm left to navigate this new path, one fraught with uncertainty and change.
As Heather and I continue our conversation, she teases me. âAre you sure Ms. Anne isnât the reason youâre skipping the brunch?â Her words make me laugh, a welcome relief from the heavy atmosphere.
âNo, why do you say that?â I ask, curious about her sudden shift in topic.
âIâve been meaning to ask you something,â Heather says, her tone turning serious. âI noticed something during the priestâs speech. Is everything okay between you and Ms. Anne?â
I assure her quickly, âWeâre cool. Why?â
âI saw the way she looked at you when the priest was talking,â Heather confides, her words piquing my interest.
âOh⦠okay. How did she look at me?â
She hesitates before saying, âIt wasnât a good look. There was fire and fury in her expression.â
Her description sends a shiver down my spine, but I try to maintain a brave front. âOkay.â
âThatâs all youâre saying?â Heather presses, her eyes searching mine for more.
âWhat do you want me to say, Heather?â I respond with a chuckle, feeling a bit defensive.
âWhatâs going on with you two? Did you do something to upset her?â she persists, her concern evident.
âI donât know. You should ask her,â I reply, trying to deflect. âI sent her some cookies a few weeks ago. No thank-you note or call from her. Maybe she didnât like them.â
Heather shoots me a suspicious look. âWhat kind of cookies?â
I smile. âJust normal cookies.â
She laughs. âSo why is she mad?â
âItâs just one of those things, I guess,â I reply, trying to brush it off.
Heather is about to respond when I decide to change the subject. âDid you know that Simone is the niece of Ms. Anneâs friend Trina?â
Her reaction is immediate. âYouâre kidding, right?â
âI wish I was, Heather,â I say, the surprise on her face mirroring my own disbelief when I found out.
Walking beside Nora to her car, parked alongside the private cemetery road, the scent of flowers and damp earth fills the air. Itâs a strange blend that brings both peace and a sense of melancholy.
Nora looks up at me. âIâm sure your café made a good profit in its first week,â she says, her eyes shining with pride.
I hesitate, a small smile playing on my lips. âUmmâ¦â
âYou have the best location, Aisling,â she encourages.
âIt wasnât huge, but it was significant,â I admit, feeling a mix of pride and humility. She has been at the center of it.
âThatâs good to hear. I need to visit again,â she says earnestly.
âYouâre welcome anytime, Grandmother. Just let me know when youâre coming, and Iâll make sure Mom is there too,â I offer.
Her expression changes to concern. âWhy? Where will you be?â
I take a deep breath. âIâm leaving for Rich Oaks tomorrow.â
Nora stops in her tracks, her face a picture of disbelief. âYouâre going back there?â
âYes. April is coming up, and I need to start another cycle. Hopefully, itâs my last,â I say, trying to sound hopeful about the fifth attempt.
Noraâs voice is filled with regret. âAisling, Iâm sorry I havenât been more help. Itâs something I regret deeply.â
I wrap my arm around her, offering comfort. âItâs okay, Grandmother. You shouldnât blame yourself. This isnât your fault.â
She speaks of her own regrets. âI wanted to change the laws for you, but they wouldnât let me. I think about it every day.â
She takes my hand, her gaze intense. âI brought you into this family, Aisling. I have to keep you safe. Iâll fight for you.â
Her words, filled with resolve and care, touch me deeply. âI appreciate it, Grandmother.â
As Dukeâs sleek silver car pulls into my motherâs driveway, Iâm struck by the silence that has blanketed us. The journey from Wesbury to Spring City has been filled with a quiet tension, our words sparse and strained.
Breaking the silence, Duke finally speaks up. âDo you know what time youâll be leaving?â
His voice is cautious, almost tentative. I look out the window, avoiding his gaze. âI donât know. It might be late,â I admit, feeling uncertain.
He glances my way, a brief flash of something unreadable in his eyes. âDo let me know, and Iâll pick you up,â he offers.
The idea of him coming all the way here just for me feels too personal, too close. âYou can send the driver to pick me up. You really donât have to come all the way,â I suggest, needing to keep some space between us.
But he is insistent. âIt wonât be a problem. Just text me when youâre ready,â he says, a hint of determination in his voice.
As I step out of the car, the cool air of Spring City hits me, a welcome relief from the stifling atmosphere inside the vehicle. Dukeâs offer lingers in my mind. Thereâs a part of me that wants to lean on him, to accept his support, but another part fiercely clings to my independence, my need to stand on my own.
The door of my motherâs house opens, and Iâm momentarily distracted from the turmoil inside me. I take a deep breath and step forward, leaving Duke and the silence behind, at least for now.
Breezing through the front door with a grin plastered on my face, I declare my arrival to my mom and aunt. âIâm here,â I announce.
Aunt Geneva immediately compliments my attire. âBlack isnât such a favorite color, but youâre slaying in this, Aisling.â
I beam at her compliment. âThank you,â I say, giving a little twirl to show off the dress.
âItâs gorgeous,â she says, her eyes admiring the dress.
Kari, popping out from the kitchen, adds her two cents. âPlease send it over to me if youâre not going to wear it again.â
My mom simply cuts to the chase. âHow did the ceremony go, hun?â
âGreat,â I reply, keeping my emotions in check.
Aunt Geneva teases me, âYou must have stolen the show, huh?â
But I shake my head. âOh, no. In times of sorrow, who really cares about what youâre wearing anyway?â
Momâs curiosity about the event surfaces. âMost of the family members came?â
âYes. A lot of them flew in this morning,â I confirm.
Aunt Geneva, always observant, questions me. âWas that Duke I saw in the car with you?â
âYes,â I admit, a bit hesitantly.
âIâve never seen that car before,â she remarks.
âItâs new,â I explain, trying not to dwell on it.
Kari jumps in, her eyes wide. âIt must be expensive.â
Aunt Geneva smirks, âBoys do love their pricey playthings, donât they?â
Before the conversation can continue, my mom gets called away. âMs. Elena, could you please help me with something in the kitchen?â
âOf course,â Mom replies, and they both disappear into the kitchen.
With them gone, Aunt Geneva leans in closer. âSo, heâs the one who brought you to Spring City?â
I nod, feeling a bit exposed. âHe wanted to bring me, and I couldnât stop him.â
âItâs the best,â she says, assuming Iâm happy about it.
âItâs really not,â I counter, feeling the need to set the record straight.
She changes the subject. âSo is the Rich Oaks trip coming up tomorrow, or has it been moved back to the previously scheduled date in two weeks?â
I roll my eyes playfully. âAbsolutely, aunt. My bags are packed,â I reply, forcing a smile.
Aunt Geneva starts to say something more, but I cut her off. âNo, Aunty. A lot hasnât changed if you care to know.â
She looks at me with a mix of concern and understanding. âAisling, shit happens. Forgive him. Once you know better, you do better.â
Her words hang in the air, a reminder of the complicated situation I find myself in. The advice to forgive isnât as easy as it sounds, not when your heart has been shattered. Yet, thereâs a part of me that knows sheâs right. But knowing and doing are two very different things.