Knoxville
I stand in front of the bathroom mirror, hairbrush in one hand and phone pressed to my ear with the other, talking to my aunt, her voice a faint murmur on the other end of the line.
âQuit my job?â I canât help but ask, totally shocked.
âExactly,â she says.
âWhy? Is he giving me a job or something?â
âYou donât need one, honey. Heâs gonna take care of everything,â she tells me.
I frown, confused. âBut what will I do after the babyâs born?â
âSimone, you might not ever have to work again,â she says, and it sounds so unreal.
âReally, Aunty? But they had me sign this legal thing about giving the baby up when itâs two.â
âJust forget about that,â she brushes it off.
âAre you sure?â I ask, still trying to wrap my head around it.
âItâs not a problem,â she insists.
âOkayâ¦â
She goes on, âAs soon as you test positive, heâs moving you to a new place. Weâre not waiting till the babyâs here.â
I kind of saw that coming. âI had a feeling things were going to change.â
âThey definitely have. You need to test positive next week,â she says, matter-of-factly.
âIâm sure it will be,â I say, trying to sound confident.
âThey donât want you walking around Knoxville with your baby bump,â she explains.
âAww,â I coo, touched by the concern.
âNow, they need to know where you want to live. Theyâre ready to buy you a house.â
I laugh, still not believing this is real.
âWhatâs so funny?â my aunt asks.
âI just need some time,â I say, my laughter fading.
âYouâre laughing.â
âWhy wouldnât I? This feels like a dream.â
âI get it,â she empathizes.
âWow, just wow,â I say, still amazed.
âAnd think about whether youâd prefer a penthouse or a house.â
âOh my God. How am I supposed to focus at work with this on my mind? Iâll think about it.â
âAlright, but donât take too long.â
âI donât have much time?â I ask, surprised.
âNo.â
âAuntyâ¦â
âYou should start writing your resignation,â she says.
âAunty, I donât know if Iâm ready to be a stay-at-home mom.â
âItâs just for a few years,â she reassures me.
âIâll get bored,â I say, feeling restless already.
âI thought you liked lounging at home,â she teases.
âIâve changed my mind,â I say firmly.
âSimone, the baby has to come first. You canât just leave them with a nanny and go back to a job that doesnât matter anymore.â
âAunty, my job means something to me,â I defend myself.
âIâm sorry. Just be ready to quit, okay?â
I can feel the nerves, but thereâs also this determination inside me to face whateverâs coming.