The Sense of Distance as Friends

TL/ED: Bogdi
âCome on, letâs go and have lunch, donât be sad because youâve been lectured. Iâm starving. School is boring and dull, but lunch is the only thing thatâs really nice.â

No, Iâm not feeling sad about it.

It seemed to Shimotsuki that I was. She rubbed my back in a comforting way. I feel like Iâm being treated like a child. â¦â¦ Oh well.

âShall we sit down? Oh, maybe youâre too germophobic to sit outside? If thatâs the case, you can stand, but Iâll have to keep looking up and my neck will get tired.â

âDonât worry, Iâll sit down.â

The back of the school building is deserted. Shimotsuki sits down on a step. I sat down next to her, with a good distance between us.

The distance between us is about one meter. I thought this was the kind of distance between me and Shimotsuki, but â¦â¦ it seems to be a little too far.

ââHey, hey, look at this. Donât you think my bento looks delicious?â

She approached me at once.

The distance between us was only about 10 centimeters.

(Isnât this close?)

We are so close that our bodies touch when we move. But that seems to be how Shimotsuki feels about the distance between her and her friends. She was not aware of the closeness at all and continued talking as if it was natural.

âMy mom is very good at cooking, and without any favoritism from our family, itâs really delicious. â¦â¦ Oh, would you like to try some egg rolls? We make it sweet, but even if Nakayama-kun is a picky eater, he will find it delicious. Thatâs how good my mom is at cooking. Here you go. Donât be shy, okay? Ahh.â

This time, she offered me an egg roll with her chopsticks like a lover.

âWhat? Hmm?â

Weâre friends, right?

Itâs not like weâre dating in Shimotsukiâs mind, is it?

Iâve never confessed or been confessed to anyone in my memory, though Iâm flattered by that.

If thatâs the case, then what is this closeness?

It seems like Shimotsuki adores me to the point where I canât really understand her concept of a friend.

Itâs only been two days since we became friends, but â¦â¦ I wonder if this girl was really starving for a friend.

If that was the case, I felt a little self-conscious about turning her down.

âYouâre not going to eat it? Itâs so good. â¦â¦â

Then, when she gave me a sad look, I couldnât reject her.

âYes, thank you. â¦â¦â

So I ate the egg roll she offered me.

It tasted â¦â¦ good, I think. To be honest, I didnât really understand it. I think I was confused because it was the first time I had ever been approached like this.

âHow is it? Is it good? Isnât my mom amazing?â

I just nodded my head as Shimotsuki asked for my opinion.

âI think itâs amazing. It tastes delicious.â

â I know, right? Thereâs nothing my mom canât cook. She loves my dad so much that she always puts a lot of effort into cooking for him. And I get to reap the benefits of that, too, which makes me very happy.â

Shimotsuki seems to be more pleased when her mother is praised than she is when she is praised herself.

She must be a kind girl who loves her family. Knowing this side of her makes her even more attractive to me. Thatâs why I was embarrassed to have acted like a lover with such a girl.