Do You Have to Be the Protagonist to Feel Good?

TL/ED: Bogdi
It is painful to see that Azusaâs determination did not produce any results.

But thatâs the path she chose. Iâm not in a position to be helpful to her anymore.

Kotaro Nakayama is no more than Azusa Nakayamaâs older brother in the family register.

Nothing more, nothing less. I canât do anything about her love life.

So, for now, letâs concentrate on whatâs in front of me.

I had to get rid of Ryuzaki as soon as possible, so as not to bother Shimotsuki.

âWe can talk in peace when weâre alone. Donât be shy. Donât you think itâs time for you to tell me? Tell me why you were alone with Shiho.â

It seems that the protagonist has a strong attachment to his childhood friend.

If this was a story, the main heroine is probably Shimotsuki.

Those girls I liked so much are subheroines.

âYou want to know? I mean, itâs her private life, remember? Are you sure you want to pry into it?â

To be honest, I felt like I was being a little pushy.

I felt reluctant to say too much when he questioned me so persistently.

Why does he want to know so much about Shimotsuki?

He was generous enough to tell me that he had no reason whatsoever to be concerned.

âIâm her childhood friend, you know. I have a duty to protect her, because sheâs sickly and weak. â¦â¦ Iâm the only one who can help Shiho, because Iâm her childhood friend.â

It was like he was talking to himself.

I felt a chill when Ryuzaki talked about something so grandiose.

(Do you really have to be such a protagonist to feel good?)

This arrogant, smug, selfish thought made me angry.

Shimotsuki is weak? Is Ryuzaki the only one who can help her?

Itâs so misguided. Sheâs not that weak of a girl.

Sheâs a normal girl who can speak her mind and express her feelings clearly.

At the very least, I can say with confidence that she is not the kind of person who canât live properly without the help of others.

What can I say? â¦â¦ Honestly, I was afraid of Ryuzaki.

The protagonist may seem normal, but heâs anything but normal.

This guy is insane.

If I were to argue with him and get suspicious, and if Shimotsuki were to follow me around â¦â¦, I would be horrified.

Now, I felt like I finally understood her feelings.

I really â¦â¦ did not want to have much to do with Ryuzaki, I thought.

âWeâve known each other since childhoodâ¦â¦, and itâs my job to protect her from bad boys. Shiho is too kind and timid to express her opinion, but â¦â¦ Iâll do it for her.â

And Ryuzaki seems to think Iâm a bad boy.

âShe likes to be by herself. Donât make her go out with you for your own reasons. â¦â¦ Donât take advantage of her kindness, okay? As a childhood friend of Shihoâs, Iâll give you some advice.â

I wonder if protecting her means to attack her.

I donât think itâs right to make assumptions about Shimotsukiâs personality and ideology without permission and to exclude others just based on assumptions.

How could he do this?

No matter how much of a mob character I am, doesnât he think itâs rude?

No, the most rude thing is not towards me.

Doesnât he feel sorry for Shimotsuki?

(â¦â¦ I bet he doesnât think that way.)

How could Ryuzaki think of such a thing as normal?

Because he is the â protagonist â.

Everything can and has been forgiven on that basis alone, because he is an opportunistic and extraterritorial beingâ