Staying with Yuzuki any longer would only hurt her.
Feeling this way, I immediately left the home.
âIâm sorry I made you feel weird.â
I felt sad when I saw Yuzuki apologizing to me.
Come to think of it, I donât think Iâve seen Yuzuki smile innocently for a long time.
I am sure that since her mother Yoko-san passed awayâ¦, Yuzukiâs way of smiling has changed.
I used to see her smiling and happy, but after Yoko-sanâs death, she stopped smiling like a child.
Perhaps she stopped being a child because she had no one to spoil her.
Yuzukiâs father also seems to have become distant from his daughter after Yoko-sanâs death.
Given this background, it is somewhat understandable why Yuzuki spoils others.
She wants to be needed by someone.
She wants her self-worth to be recognized.
Yuzuki, who is alone, has such a strong need for approval.
That is why it is hard to believe that she had a fight with Ryuzaki.
I know there was a very good reason.
But that is an episode told in the âmain storyâ that has nothing to do with mob characters.
Even if I could interfere, I donât think I could influence her in any way.
Thatâs why I gave up on the idea that I could save Yuzuki.
âThen⦠Iâm going home.â
I turned my back on Yuzuki, who bowed her head and apologized, and left.
I went back to my house in the neighborhood to escape.
I couldnât bear to look at the face of my childhood friend who had transformed.
âWhat am I supposed to do?â
I shut the door to the house and winced.
I felt like cowering and holding my head, but then I remembered she was there, so I didnât have time to worry.
ââ¦Azusa.â
I looked up and saw Azusa looking at me from the living room.
I hurriedly took off my shoes and ran over to her to check on her.
âIs everything all right?â
Azusaâs eyes had gone blank earlier because of Mary-san.
She was lost in thought, as if she was brooding over something.
But now, her expression was brighter than expected.
ââ¦Yeah, Iâm fine.â
She must have understood that I was worried about her.
She loosened her tight cheeks and smiled at me.
Immediately after Mary-san messed with her, she was upset, but now that a little time has passed, she seems to have regained her composure.
However, she probably wasnât in the mood to smile yet. Her smile was awkward. But I think itâs because she has a little bit of leeway in her mind that she is able to act so composed.
(Better off than Yuzuki.)
Compared to my childhood friend who is almost too far gone, Azusa is still salvageable.
If I do something, I might be able to save Azusa.
It is possible to escape from Ryoma Ryuzakiâs clutches, I am sure.
Thatâs why I need to be careful about what I say and do from here on out.
âHey, Onii-chan,⦠when someone you like doesnât like you, is it wrong to like that person?â
Voila.
Without any context, Azusa asked me for advice.
If I had no leverage, there would have been no questions like this.
Azusa is family. I am not a stranger, but a relative. To Azusa, I am not a mob character, but her older brother. In other words, there is still room for me to play a hand.
âOnii-chan, can you tell me?â
Azusa is waiting for an answer.
She is waiting for my words.
âWhen someone you love doesnât love you back⦠can you give up on that person and still be happy?â
And that was the question I was most comfortable answering.
(When the person you love doesnât love you back⦠huh?)
Oddly enough, thatâs the same situation I was in before.
There was a time when I had special feelings for Azusa, Kirari and Yuzuki. Not to the point of love â¦, but it was definitely not normal.
But on the day of the high school entrance ceremony, I was no longer special to them.
So I gave up.
But I am still happy now.
If thatâs the case, thereâs no need to hesitate.
I will let Azusa lead a normal life.
Not as a subheroine in a harem.
As a normal girl, falling in love and knowing normal love.
Thatâs how I wanted her to have normal happinessâ¦