Breakup

â⦠Iâm sorry, Nakayama-kun. That ⦠um.â

As soon as I hugged her, Shimotsuki suddenly regained her vigor, as if the time that had stopped had begun to move.

As if the thread of tension that had been taut had been cut, â¦â¦ Shimotsuki became weak, leaned against me, and then began to spill large tears.

In order to reassure her, I gently rubbed her back.

âYou donât have to say anything. Here, take a deep breath. â¦â¦ Itâs okay. Iâll take care of everything else. Here, take a handkerchief. Youâve got tears and snot all over your face. Youâre going to be okayâ¦â¦ Stay behind me, okay?â

Shimotsuki was desperately trying to say something, but she was in such an unstable state that she couldnât get the words out.

In order to calm her down, I handed her a handkerchief and spoke gently to her.

Seeing this, Ryuzaki seemed to reaffirm his failure.

âShiho is shy? Is she timid? No, no, no, no, thatâs not â¦â¦ possible. This is because Shiho is a quiet, solitary person who likes to be alone and has no interest in other peopleâ¦â¦, so she didnât even look at me, and she hated talking to other people. Sheâs not that kind of girl, is she â¦â¦?â

He was still trying to hang on to his misconception.

He doesnât want to believe it.

But that statement is not convincing.

Shimotsukiâs tears and attitude proved that everything Ryuzaki had said was a âmisunderstandingâ.

ââ¦â¦ Youâre always interpreting things to suit yourself like that. Iâm not sure what to say. Does she like to be alone?ãNot interested in others? Itâs not like thatâ¦â¦. Sheâs talkative, sheâs longed for friends, and sheâs always been curious about others. Itâs just that sheâs too timid and shy to get the courage to take the first step.â

At this point, Iâd like to correct all the misunderstandings.

I denied all the facts that had been conveniently interpreted by Ryuzaki.

âThen why were you so cold to me!? If you were interested in other people, if you wanted a friend, if you wanted to have a chat, I was there! Why didnât Shiho accept me, her childhood friend, the one who knew her better than anyone else!â

Still defeated, I felt that he still didnât understand Shimotsuki when she objected to him.

You donât know what Iâm talking about, do you?

ââ¦â¦Thatâs a given.â

Suddenly, a smile appeared on my face.

I can see it in myself. Iâm sure I have a very distorted and ugly smile on my face right now.

But I couldnât control my emotions.

I was enjoying the sight of Ryuzaki, whom I hated, getting all upset.

This is exactly the kind of villain I want to be.

A villain who destroys the story might be a good fit for me.

I wanted Ryuzaki to get hurt more and more.

I said clearly in a voice that everyone could hear.

âShimotsuki didnât like Ryuzaki. â¦.. Why didnât you notice? How can you not understand when sheâs so cold and unresponsive when you talk to her, and when she looks so depressed just being next to you?â

At last, I said it.

Shiho Shimotsuki is not fond of Ryoma Ryuzaki.

That the protagonist was nothing more than a stranger to the main heroine.

I blurted it out with all my emotions.

In response to that truth, Ryuzaki shook his head as if to say â¦â¦ itâs impossible, then staggered back and leaned against the stage wall like he was bumping into it.

âItâs not possibleâ¦â¦, because Iâm Shihoâs childhood friend.â

ââJust because youâve known each other since childhood doesnât mean thatâs why youâre close. For Shimotsuki, you are just a stranger that she has known since childhoodâ¦â¦ You need to accept that fact.â

If I had to describe it, I would say that it is like a verbal knife that cuts you to shreds.

One-sidedly throwing out emotions and hurting the person named Ryoma Ryuzaki.

Even the protagonist, as expected, was still hurt by those âtruthsâ.

âItâs a lieâ¦â¦ Itâs a lie, itâs a lie, itâs a lie!!â

He shouted, glaring at me with bloodshot eyes.

But that stare was only for a moment. â¦â¦ Every time he looked at me, he would be shocked by the reality of what he saw.

Now, behind me is Shimotsuki, who has shrunk down to hide behind my back.

When you see her like that, youâll understand exactly how much she adores me.

âDamn â¦â¦ damn! Iâm the one who met her first! I was the first one to like herâ¦â¦ Donât take Shiho away from meâ¦â¦. Damn it.â

The sore loserâs words echoed through the quiet audience.

Such a Ryuzaki was so â¦â¦ uncool that it was hard to watch.

Now, the Warriorsâ time is over. Iâm sorry, Ryuzaki â¦â¦, but Iâm going to let your story âfall apartâ at this point.

Iâm sorry to say that right after your awakening, youâll have to go back to being a bum.