*****
James Carrying a tray with tea all round, I find Michael and Ben in the back âgardenâ. A great swathe has been cut through the tangle of briars. Both are hot and sweaty.
Ben scowls as he sees me, but Michael brightens, taking a mug from the tray. âAh great, thanks, James.â
Ben nods, barely polite, but takes a mug anyway.
I glance up at the sun, beginning to beat through the last traces of the morning mist. âPerhaps I should have brought something cold.â
âNahâ¦.â Michael waves a beer can at me. âJust had one. Not a good idea to have another while weâre still waving machetes and axes around.â
âHave you seen Charlotte?â
Michael nods back to the house. âIn her room, I expect. She said something about revision for her exams.â
So, I go in search of my mermaid.
Not in her studyâ¦.
She should be working. Exams next weekâ¦.
Where is she?
Sheâs nowhere in the house, so I wander back outside, bypassing Michael and his sour-faced brother.
I don't see her at first but hear her voice. So, I follow the soundâ¦.
Where the hell is she?
And there, I find her, in the meadow, concealed by a stand of tall, scrubby grass, but sitting cross-
legged on short rabbit-clipped turf overlooking the verdant slopes down to the lake. The long grass conceals her to the casual eye, but her own view is open, gloriously so, all the way down the valley to where the water sparkles far below. Itâs hot and sheâs in jeans and a skimpy tee-shirt, but sheâs kicked off her trainers and socks to sit barefoot.
And, as she should be, sheâs working, with a text on her lap, notes by her side and speaking quietly to herself in that sing-song way that suggests she's learning something by rote. Intent on her work, she doesnât notice me until I am almost on top of her.
âHiding?â I ask, offering a mug of tea.
She startles, but her face lights up. âMaster, I didn't see you.â
âDo you want me to go? I didn't mean to disturb youâ¦.â
âNo. Not at all.â And smiling, she holds her hand up to me. âCome and sit with me.â
The sun is warm on my face as I sit beside her, burning its way through the last wraiths of morning mist.
Down at ground level, the tall grass rustles quietly, whispering its secrets to the breeze, and scented of summer and warm hay. Small life buzzes and skitters through the stalks, tiny beetles, glistening black-
green in the sunlight, bees, black and furry, and small blue butterflies flit between meadow flowers. And spider-silk, still strung with pearls of dew, glints where it lies in deadly wait, threaded between the long stems.
She's picked the right place for her studyingâ¦.
âWhat a lovely spot,â I say. âHow's the work going?â
She glances down at the text by her side. âItâs okay. But Iâm trying to memorise the equations for fluid flow, Bernoulli and Eulerâ¦. I get half-way through, then I need to check and then itâs gone again.â She taps her forehead. âItâs giving me a headacheâ¦.â
I chuckle. âIâm not surprised. Would you like me to drill you?â
âOh, would you? Yes, that would be much easier.â
âLet me see what you have there.â My fingers brush hers as I take the text, quickly scanning the pages to see what sheâs working on. âAlright, give me the basic equation for Bernoulliâs Principle.â
She pauses, then, âPee-one plusâ¦. half rho, vee-one squaredâ¦.â She falters, pressing fingers to her temple. âDonât tell me.â
âYouâre trying to do it the hard way, I think.â
Her eyes settle on me. âThereâs an easy way?â
âYouâre trying to simply remember by rote. Instead, think about what the components of the equation mean.â Her brow furrows. âInstead of parroting it at me, tell me what the individual parts are.â
âUm, static pressure of the fluid plus kinetic energy plus potential energy.â
âExactly. Now think about that and how each parts of the equation is constructed.â
âUmâ¦. Static pressure pee one, plus kinetic energy, half rho vee-one squared, plus, um⦠potential energy, rho, gee, aitch one equalsâ¦.â Her face lights up. âThatâs much easier. Thank you, Master.â
âMy pleasure⦠Now,â I tap the textbook. âNextâ¦.â
*****
Michael Dripping with sweat, I gasp and jam my axe into the stump. âI need a breather.â
Ben gulps and nods. âIâll go with that.â He stands and stretches. âToo much bending. Fancy a walk?
Straighten the limbs out.â
âGood idea.â
We stroll out to the front of the house, easing aching limbs. Ben rubs at the back of his neck. I roll my head and shoulders, working out the kinks. Scruffy trots along beside, his walk sprightly, and occasionally rolling in the grass.
From somewhere comes the sound of voices, and with no particular aim in mind, we amble in that direction.
Jamesâ voice. ââ¦. So, for the general case of the Eulerian equations, what are the conserved features?â
Charlotte: âMass, momentum and energy.â
âRight, so give me the equationâ¦.â
Ben gives me an old look. âI see he's there with your wife again.â
âOh, give it a rest, Ben. Listen to them. Heâs a qualified engineer and a fucking good one. She's got exams next week and he's helping her study. Whatâs wrong with that?â
He casts a black look across to where, sheltered by a patch of standing hay, the two are intent on some book or other. âIt looks tooâ¦. intimate.â
Heâs right of course. This is Charlotte and her beloved Master. But I canât say so. Not to Ben. So, I dismiss the comment.
He glowers. âHow longâs she got to go with her studies?â
âA couple of years yet.â I nod across to the pair. âYou reckon you can help her with that stuff? I know I canât.â
He ignores the question. âAnd after that?â
I shrug. âI suppose Richard takes her on as a real employee instead of a trainee.â
He squares on to me, arms folded. âAnd you're happy with that?â
What the hellâs he talking about?
âOf course I'm happy with it. Why would I object?â
âI know you always wanted a family when you decided to settle down.â
âSo I do, but we've only been married five minutes.â
âAnd yet here she is, working at a career and spending half her waking time with another man.â
Who the fuck do you think you are?
âBen, just mind your own business, will you. I married her knowing that she wanted to make something of herself. It would hardly be fair for me to move the goalposts now.â
Lips pursed, he looks away. âWell, you canât tell me whatâs happening is right.â
âWhat exactly do you imagine is happening, Ben?â He glowers and doesnât reply. After a minute, I say, âShall we call it a day? Weâve done plenty and itâs getting too hot to work.â
He nods; a short, curt movement that speaks volumes.
No wonder you have trouble with womenâ¦.
But what can you do? People have to make their own choices. I walk him back to his car. âThanks for the help, Ben. I really appreciate it.â
âAny time, Bro.â He looks up at me from the driverâs window. âIâll always try to help you. You know that, donât you?â
I double-slap the car roof with the palm of my hand. âI know, Ben. See you in a day or so.â
And he drives away.