After a couple of absurd days, Feng Si finally let go of his grudge and suggested going somewhere farther away.
They set off early in the morning, and when they got in the car, Lu Jingchen still seemed a bit sleepy, wrapped in Feng Siâs flight jacket, leaning in the seat without moving.
A bottle of ice-cold mineral water was pressed against his face, and Lu Jingchen turned his head to look at Feng Si, who was in the driverâs seat, smiling at him. âDidnât sleep well again? Do you want some water?â
Lu Jingchen was a bit speechless.
He slept around two or three in the morning last night; he wasnât entirely sure. It was rare to have a vacation, and yet he couldnât sleep well, all thanks to the person next to him.
And he actually had the nerve to ask.
Taking the water and unscrewing the cap, Lu Jingchen frowned. âJust focus on drivingâ
Feng Si stared at the bobbing Adamâs apple and raised his gaze to Lu Jingchenâs lips, slowly moistened by the water.
He leaned closer, capturing Lu Jingchenâs breath.
Since that kiss outside the nightclub in Paris that night, Feng Si no longer hid his feelings. He always acted on his impulses without warning, coming close to kiss or doing more. Most of the time, Lu Jingchen would cooperate.
But even if he didnât, it wouldnât stop Feng Si. He would be forceful if necessary, not willing to let him go.
Tasting Lu Jingchenâs lips slowly, Feng Si gazed into his eyes, and Lu Jingchen calmly met his gaze, as if intentionally challenging him.
Lips pressed against lips, Feng Si chuckled softly. In the next second, his tongue forcefully invaded Lu Jingchenâs mouth, turning the gentle intimacy into a dominant and aggressive conquest.
As the kiss ended, Lu Jingchen leaned back against the seat, breathing unsteadily, and his voice struggled to come out. âCan you drive now?â
âSure.â Feng Si started the car, still with a smile in his eyes.
It was precisely because Lu Jingchen refused to back down that it made Feng Si want to tease him even more.
Unfortunately, they had to go out; otherwise, he would have carried Lu Jingchen back to the house with him.
As the car entered the coastal city, Lu Jingchenâs eyes were drawn to the seagulls soaring along the coastline ahead. He was captivated by the sight for a moment.
Feng Si next to him asked, âWhat are you looking at?â
Lu Jingchen returned to his senses. âThe sea here looks bluer compared to the one in Norway, and itâs not as desolate.â
âOh, really?â Feng Si looked at him and suddenly asked, âHow about the sea in Africa?â
Lu Jingchenâs expression flickered. ââ¦Theyâre different.â
Back then, they had only caught a glimpse of it.
Feng Si smiled and turned his gaze back to the road, continuing to drive.
They spent the morning touring the city and as it was approaching noon, Feng Si drove around the streets and alleys, looking for a place to eat.
âI was planning to have you recommend something, but you said youâve never been here, so in the end, I have to decide. Letâs get off here.â
Their car stopped at the bottom of a steep slope, with restaurants, bars, and cafes lining both sides of the road. Feng Si led Lu Jingchen up the slope, saying there was a local restaurant with authentic cuisine up ahead, so they went there.
âYouâve been here before?â Lu Jingchen asked with a hint of uncertainty, and Feng Si casually nodded, âA few times.â
âCurious about who I came here with?â he tilted his head and asked.
Lu Jingchen sensed his tone and seemed to anticipate that he might say, âI wonât tell you.â So, he calmly replied, âiâm not.â
Feng Si said, âIf youâre curious, just ask. If you ask me, Iâll tell you.â
Lu Jingchen shook his head slightly, not allowing him to succeed.
Feng Siâs chosen restaurant was in the middle section of the slope, and the tables and chairs were set up directly along the street under the shade of umbrellas.
As they sat down, Feng Si browsed the menu, and Lu Jingchenâs gaze turned to the blue sky at the top of the slope, with a churchâs golden spire below. The scene was ordinary yet calming, and it brought him a rare sense of ease.
Feng Si ordered for both of them, then said he would go to the restroom. Lu Jingchen nodded, content to sit alone for a while.
Taking a sip of water, a white dove landed near his feet. Lu Jingchen looked down, and the dove raised its head as if gazing back at him.
He picked up a piece of bread from the table and tried to flick it down to the dove. The greedy creature came close, attempting to snatch it directly from his hand. But in the process, it pecked his palm, causing a fleeting look of surprise in Lu Jingchenâs eyes, captured by a shutter sound.
Looking up, he saw Feng Si, who had returned without him noticing, holding a phone and smiling. âIs it okay to take a picture of this?â
Lu Jingchen pulled back his hand, and the dove didnât get the food, flapping its wings and flying away.
Feng Si sat back down and handed him the photo he had just taken.
Lu Jingchen, appearing a little silly in the picture, felt a bit uncomfortable. At that moment, Feng Si even thought that the seven years had not left any trace on him.
It was just for that moment.
Looking at himself in the photo, Lu Jingchen felt a bit awkward. âCan you delete it?â
Feng Si replied, âWhy delete it? Iâll keep it for myself. So i can look at it when we are not togetherâ
Hearing his reluctant tone, Lu Jingchen fell silent for a moment and changed his mind. âAs you wish.â
Feng Si restrained his smile. âThanks.â
After finishing their meal, they didnât go back to get the car. Instead, they continued walking up the slope.
Feng Si had a cigarette in his mouth and spotted a small shop selling ice cream on the side of the street. He held onto Lu Jingchen and said, âLetâs try that.â
Lu Jingchenâs first reaction was to refuse, âDidnât you just have dessert?â
Feng Si went into the shop and came out five minutes later, holding a cone of creamy ice cream in one hand and an unextinguished cigarette in the other.
Casually, he walked back to Lu Jingchen and alternated between taking a drag from the cigarette and a bite of the ice cream. It was an oddly mismatched combination, but somehow, it gave a strangely harmonious feeling.
Lu Jingchen watched him approach, and Feng Si swallowed the smoke before him. âWhat are you looking at?â
Lu Jingchen asked, ââ¦Are you smoking or eating ice cream?â
Feng Si took a bite of the ice cream and offered it to Lu Jingchen. âWant to taste?â
The word ânoâ was on Lu Jingchenâs lips, but for some reason, he swallowed it back.
He lowered his head and cautiously took a bite of the ice cream from Feng Siâs hand. Subconsciously, he licked his lips, finding the taste too sweet and making him slightly uncomfortable.
Feng Siâs fingers made a circular motion, staring directly into Lu Jingchenâs eyes. Following where Lu Jingchen had just licked, his tongue traced the same path.
Lu Jingchenâs breath hitched slightly, feeling the intense heat in Feng Siâs gaze. The action of licking the ice cream seemed like a straightforward suggestion, igniting a surge of desire within him, making his palms even sweaty.
The ice cream was offered to him again, and Feng Si asked, âWant more?â
With his eyes downcast, Lu Jingchen slowly licked it once more.
Feng Siâs eyes filled with amusement.
They shared the ice cream together, and Lu Jingchen remained quiet, not looking at Feng Si again.
Feng Si placed the cigarette back in his mouth, and his gaze darkened with the smoke.
The ice cream quickly vanished, and just as Feng Si was considering whether to bring Lu Jingchen back to the car, Lu Jingchen spoke first, âWeâre done, letâs go.â
Feng Si abandoned the idea; it was still a bit too early to do that.
As they reached the top of the slope, they entered a church for a visit. Spotting a piano in the corner, Feng Si walked over and casually tapped a few keys. Lu Jingchen frowned, âIf you canât play, then donât touch it.â
âDo you know how?â Feng Si raised an eyebrow and motioned for him to sit down. âPlay something for me.â
Lu Jingchen hesitated and played a brief tune.
Feng Si leaned against the piano, watching him attentively.
Lu Jingchen might not be a professional, but just sitting in front of the piano, he exuded an elegant air, resembling a true nobleman and captivating anyone who looked at him.
âDid you take lessons?â Feng Si asked.
âMy mother taught me,â Lu Jingchen replied, shaking his head slightly. âItâs been a long time since I played.â
Feng Si chuckled, âIâve seen interviews with your mother before. Are you really her biological son? Your personalities are completely different. If you had even half of her open-mindedness and liveliness, your life would be much more colorful than it is now.â
Lu Jingchen responded, âIf youâre dissatisfied, you can find someone open-minded and lively. You donât have to stick with me.â
âOh, really?â Feng Si bent down, getting close to him, and said, âIf I find someone else, what will you do? Will you be heartbroken?â
His tone was playful, like a joke with no real intent.
Suddenly feeling a bit uncomfortable, Lu Jingchen stood up and said with a cold voice, âLetâs go back.â
As they walked out of the church, someone called Feng Siâs name.
Lu Jingchen turned to look, and it was a young Asian girl smiling as she rushed over and jumped onto Feng Siâs back. âWhy are you here? I thought I saw wrong. How come you didnât tell me you were coming here?â
Feng Si held onto her with both hands, still smiling. âStop it, get down.â
The girl coquettishly complained for a few more sentences before finally getting down from Feng Siâs back. He ruffled her hair and put his arm around her shoulder, facing Lu Jingchen. âSay hello.â
Seeing Lu Jingchen, the girlâs eyes brightened. âBrother-in-lawâ¦â
âCall him Brother Shen,â Feng Si reminded her.
The words âBrother Shenâ came sweetly from the girlâs mouth, and Lu Jingchenâs mind slowly rebooted. He mumbled, âHello.â
The girl was about to say something, but Feng Si sent her to the nearby café first. âWeâll be there in five minutes.â
After the girl left, Feng Si raised his hand and waved it in front of Lu Jingchen. âBack to reality now? What were you thinking about?â
Lu Jingchen silently looked at him, his emotions complicated.
Feng Si clicked his tongue. âYou tell me to find someone else, yet you still get jealous even of my own sister?â