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Pup🐶

My minseo senses are tingling

You

Huh?

Pup🐶

What colour are you thinking now?

You

Huh??????

Pup🐶

Tell me the first colour that comes to your mind now

You

Uhmmmm thats random

You

But I have three in mind atm

Pup🐶

Just tell all of them

You

Purple, blue and light red

Pup🐶

That doesn't sound good

Pup🐶

Is smth bugging you?

You

Wait how could you tell-

Pup🐶

You just expose yourself lmao

You

Shit

Pup🐶

Its actually from the colours but thats not important

Pup🐶

Do you want company?

You

If youre down with bungee jumping then okay

Pup🐶

Random but would love to try

Pup🐶

It would be so risky yet thrilling

You

Yeah especially when you just fall and never get pull back up

You

Very exciting

Pup🐶

💀💀💀

Pup🐶

You know what?

Pup🐶

I'll just come and make sure you wont do smth like that

You

Ugh fine

You

But if you do come here can we just text?

You

I dont feel like talking rn

Pup🐶

Well okay then

Pup🐶

I'll get in through the balcony again?

You

Lol no need mark is not here

Pup🐶

Aight

Today;3:01pm

You

Gosh you bring McDonald's

Pup🐶

I figured that you need it

You

Thanks I hadn't eat since breakfast

Pup🐶

How long had you cry?

You

Not that long

Pup🐶

The amount of tissues says otherwise

You

......

You

3 hours ig

Pup🐶

Mind if I ask you why ?

You

I just started to space out and think how much of a burden I am to everyone and people's life would be way happier without me

Pup🐶

Ahh

Pup🐶

Self hatred day?

You

Thats everyday

You

It amplifies today

Pup🐶

Does anyone know?

You

Mark does

You

But he thought it was getting better so please dont tell him

Pup🐶

Why

Pup🐶

He deserves to know

You

He is busier and more tired nowadays

You

I dont want to add more things for him to worry

You

Besides I think I'm just being overdramatic

Pup🐶

If you cant even manage a smile for me that means youre really tired

You

I mean I've been thinking a lot lately

Pup🐶

Obviously

You

Stfu

You

I think I wont really have a bright future because I lack brain cells

You

And I have come terms to the fact that I would end up marrying a guy who doesnt love me and be a housewife with a few children when I have severe commitment issues

Pup🐶

First of all am I a joke to you ._.

Pup🐶

Second, I will definitely wont let any of those happen

You

Well what if smth happens to you or you weren't there to stop it?

Pup🐶

I wont let that ever happen

You

Why?

You

Why do you care about me sm?

Pup🐶

Do we really need to state a reason for caring someone?

Pup🐶

Its an instinct for me to get close to some people and it doesnt happen often

You

Ik thats not the only thing

You

But chill I wont push it

Pup🐶

Now how about you tell or ask me smth

You

Smth like?

Pup🐶

Anything

You

Is it true that friends wont last long and blood related  family will be the only one who will always be with you even though they are more fcked up than your buddys?

Pup🐶

Woah that took a turn real quick

Pup🐶

It depends on the friends you have either theyre better or just as toxic as the 'family'

You

Well thank god I have the guys and you with me

Pup🐶

Why did you phrase 'the guys and you' not 'you guys'

You

You are a special case

Pup🐶

Idk if I should be flattered or concerned

You

I'll leave it up to you whatever you want think that as

You

Because there's no way I'm telling you the reason

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You

Anyways I hate it when she is right

You

I am a disappointment and a disgrace

Pup🐶

No youre not >:(

You

HERE ME OUT

Pup🐶

I REFUSE TO HEAR ANYTHING DEGRADING ABOUT YOURSELF

You

Aww shoot

Pup🐶

MINSEO

You

I'M KIDDING

Pup🐶

THIS IS NOT SMTH YOU SHOULD JOKE ABOUT

You

OKAY GOSH

You

Anyways

You

I'm glad I'm here with yall

Pup🐶

Soft hours open :D

You

I'm freaking glad I escaped that hell hole disguised as my 'home'

Pup🐶

.....or maybe not D:

You

Or a damsel in distress that wallow herself in self pity even when the smallest thing happens to her

You

Always the victim that needs to be saved

You

Sorry I got carried away

Pup🐶

As long as it makes you feel better then I dont mind

Pup🐶

But if you dont mind can you tell me who are you talking about

You

The woman who claims to take care of me

Pup🐶

Oh your mother

You

Thats just a label for 'raising' me when she's there because of my dad's money

Pup🐶

Didnt know you were that rich

You

Thats the problem

You

We're not rich we are just financially stable

You

Idek why she took my dad as her target

Pup🐶

So does your dad looks like the target for archery or smth

You

._.

You

Jeno you are my fave person in this world but no

Pup🐶

Akhekwjfiewkekd

Pup🐶

Since you said I'm your fave person I dont mind :3

You

PLS HE IS SO ADORABLE ksisjdjwkw

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You

Back to my mom

You

She lacks so much empathy

You

She legit told my brother to get over it when he open up to her about his insecurities

Pup🐶

What

Pup 🐶

What kind of mother would say that to their child even if they're not related by blood

You

EXACTLY

You

And because how bad of an example she is in most ways I decided that I wont have children unless my mental and financial is stable enough

You

So that I wont have to struggle too much parenting them and my kids wont have to go through what I had to

You

Which means I would be single for the rest of my life

Pup🐶

Why :^

Pup🐶

Why is your face red?

You

Nothing

You

Its just you using emoticons is just too cute to handle

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You

Back to the question

You

Who wants to wait to have a child that long because of a wife that is just too selfish?

Pup🐶

I'm sure there will be someone who is willing to do that

Pup🐶

And taking care of yourself is important so if people say thats selfish so be it

You

What is it actually like to have a legit family?

Pup🐶

I can trust them with anything and be happy

You

Cant relate

Pup🐶

I'm sure your brother and dad cares if your mother doesn't

You

My dad said if I am depressed then I'm a disappointment

Pup🐶

WHAT

You

He said I should have learn to control my emotions better

You

Thats why I only went to therapy when I get here

You

Ik I'm not okay but its difficult to get diagnosed if your parents are controlling asf

You

Good thing I'm an adult so they dont need to know 🙄

Pup🐶

I'm sorry you have to go through that

You

Shit happens

You

It is what it issss

You

And as yk mark is already worried sick of me when he knew this so yeah he cares but I dont want to worry him more

Pup🐶

Why did you suddenly mention hyung

You

You said you are sure my brother cares I'm just telling you he does cares

Pup🐶

HOLD UP

Pup🐶

HE IS YOUR BROTHER???

You

Lmao the way you shouted wait

You

And yes he is my bro

Pup🐶

Hey at least that made you smile

Pup🐶

But fr tho it all make sense now

You

Youre just oblivious

Pup🐶

Who else knew?

You

Basically everyone except you

Pup🐶

WHAT

Pup🐶

For how long

You

Renjun and hyuck figured it out themselves

You

Mark accidentally exposed us when we were waiting for yall with Chenji and Jaemin when you guys came late the other day

You

So all that was left was you

Pup🐶

And no one bothered to tell me?

Pup🐶

I am hurt :(

You

Hey its not my idea

You

They said to leave you in the dark as long as possible to make you jealous?

Pup🐶

Fml

Pup🐶

DONT LOOK AT ME LIKE THAT THIS IS EMBARRASSING

You

Chile I just wanna tease you

You

And euw if you ever thought I had something with Mark thats incest my dudee

Pup🐶

How should ik you guys are related back then you guys don't even LOOK the same

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Pup🐶

ANYWAYS BACK TO THE TOPIC

Pup🐶

Want to rant about anything else?

You

I have a lot but nah

You

That was just enough to make me feel better

You

Thanks for still being patient with me jeno

Pup🐶

Anything for you

You

And yk you shouldn't doubt yourself and just go for it

Pup🐶

Huhh???

You

Ik you like someone

Pup🐶

Shit I'm screwed

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You

Your face is very red pup are you okay?

Pup🐶

NO I'M NOT OKAY MY HEART IS ABOUT TO EXPLODE

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You

Your face is getting redder

Pup🐶

Nah its just kinda hot in here

You

Jeno it is autumn how can it be hot

Pup🐶

Just me ig

Pup🐶

But do yk who the person is?

You

Not sure but ik you like her

Pup🐶

Ohh

Pup🐶

Thank god

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You

Its just I think you should just confess because its now or never yk

Pup🐶

Youre basically saying I'm a wuss

You

Exactly

You

Dont pout like that

Pup🐶

Why not you made me sad :(

You

Because I might end up keeping you for myself

You

And I dont share things I keep

Pup🐶

Ajhshsaljsads

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Pup🐶

Okay thenn

You

And also because you are an amazing person

Pup🐶

Thanks for the advice

Pup🐶

I'll do it when I have enough courage

You

Just talk to me too if you have problems okayy

Pup🐶

Noted

Pup🐶

I'll be going its kinda late

You

Be careful and stay safe

Pup🐶

Okay

A/N: The colour thing is actually something from my friend. She says some people have their own colours and it represents how their personalities are. I personally think its soo cool.