âYou have to focus, Yvaine and get this damn medical degree!â
I resumed my reading:
âOn the other hand, short-term memory, also called working memory, occurs in the prefrontal cortex. It stores information for about one minute and its capacity is limited to about 7 items. For example, it enables you to dial a phone number someone just told you. It also intervenes during reading, to memorize the sentence you have just read, so that the next one makes sense...â
That particular reading was forgotten altogether once my phone screen lit up again.
R: âWhoisthatâ said the message, with no spaces or question marks. Maybe the teacher caught him with the phone or he was in a hurry.
Y: âHavenât you seen Greyâs Anatomy?! Mark is a surgeon there, in that series. Where have you lived so far!?â
R: âSo this guy doesnât even exist? And you have a crush on an imaginary person? Itâs stupid and annoying.â
If it hadnât been Rudolph, I would have assumed he was frustrated at not being able to hit Mark Solon, who didnât really exist. Two notifications of two more messages distracted me again.
R: âAnd no. I donât watch any series, Nerdy-Head. So you still didnât tell me, why did you stop dating that dude? Have you met someone else you liked more?â
R: âAlex was the dudeâs name, right?â
I was surprised he had remembered the real name. Tiziano had mentioned it once, briefly, in a phone call in which Rudy was on speakerphone. With roles reversed, I certainly wouldnât have remembered that detail at all.
Y: âYes, Alex. And I have already told you! Alex isnât my type. Simple.â
That seemed like a good time to switch to the âhot topicâ and start using dear Rudy to gather more information about my mate, without him realizing what I was doing. Tapping my finger on my chin I then typed on my phone with a tiny grin.
Y: âAnd, according to Moon Goddess, my type is The gigantic, deadly hot, blond werewolf with fluffy hair.â
Then I typed another text, Y: âBefore you ask, yes. I found my mate too, and his hotness equalizes Markâs.â
When he didnât reply right away, I resumed my studying but before my short-term memory could absorb what I was reading, a new text appeared on my screen.
R: âGigantic!? Did you get the impression he was fat?â
I bet Logan had never experienced a bit of soft meat on his steel body before.
R: âAnd by the way I checked, and that Michael Solon dude is old and honestly 100% gay.â
I chuckled to myself and began to answer.
Y: âNo, my mate is not fat. By gigantic I meant heâs so tall that I think I will need a ladder! Also, the character is called MARK not Michael, and heâs definitely not gay or old! Anyway, guess what ?!â
I tried again with the âguess what?â joke, but for the umpteenth time Rudy ignored it.
R: âLadder for what?â
Of all things, he had focused on the ladder joke.
Y: âWell, you know for what.â
I wanted to start asking questions about my mate, but Rudy wouldnât let me because another message came.
R: âNo, I donât know, why donât you tell me?â
At that point I was blushing, imagining my mate and I kissing, while I used a ladder to be able to kiss him well without him having to bend over a meter or crouch down.
Y: âShut up Rudy! Donât you want to know who he is, instead of asking unimportant questions?! Iâll give you a clue: Heâs from your same pack!â
R: âHey, my questions are all important, Bunny Doc. Iâm very curious to know what you mean with âgiganticâ and what you are planning to do with a ladder.â²
I sighed, scratching the side of my neck. What harm could it do in telling this âtext palâ my thoughts about my soulmate?
Y: âWell. Since he is as tall as a one-floor house, I would need to use a ladder to kiss him properly or he would eventually get back pain.â²
I decided to admit it, so that maybe we could move quickly on my mateâs topic so I could gather more information.
But again, Rudolph didnât answer me right away.
What a frustrating reindeer!
Then I remembered that he had a class and that I had tons of pages to digest and understand before dinner. Medical students had to follow a rigorous schedule and plan the insane amount of work required. All to be able to heal patients in the future and not become patients themselves, after losing their minds during medical school.
âExcuse me?â I approached the other she-wolf sitting on the nearby desk. The one who had warned me to be silent a couple of times, with glares and the typical âSsshâ.
With her head immersed in the book that probably weighed more than her, she hadnât even noticed me. When I read the title âAnatomy 101,â I made a face, remembering the pure hell and sleepless nights my roommates and I had gone through while studying for that subject.
âYes?â She looked at me with her nose wrinkled and rearranging the glasses on the bridge of her nose.
I hadnât noticed it before, but she was very pretty behind that thickness, with deep hazel and slightly almond-shaped eyes, long lashes and a french nose. A nicely done braid trapped dark brown hair.
âThis may sound strange to you but, uh, could you keep it to me?â I showed her my cell phone, biting my lip. The girl who must have been about my age, looked at my phone with confusion, then stared at me. âUm, I donât understand.â
I fidgeted under her unimpressed stare.
âSee, Iâm having trouble concentrating today, due to this device, so I was wondering if by chance you could keep it with you and not give it back to me for the next few hours.â
The mechanisms in her brain were in motion, she most likely believed I was crazy. âIâll own you one! Pleaseâ
âIf guarding your phone will keep you from making noise, sure.â she finally declared with a small smile.
âBecause you certainly werenât silent!â
I chuckled softly: âI know, Iâm sorry. By the way, Iâm Yvaine, a third year student. You?â
I offered her my hand for a handshake.
âIâm Margherita. Second year.â Noticing my frown upon hearing her name, she giggled lowly and rushed to explain: âIt means daisy in Italian. You can call me like that if itâs easierâ
âI understand your frustration. My name is Scottish originally and everyone here calls me Ivana or Yvonne.â
We chatted quietly for a while, until Daisy started liking me to the point that I even offered to help her with Anatomy 101. The nice girl wanted to specialize in general surgery and had Italian origins. She was part of the Golden Fur pack, which didnât have a medical school on their campus.
Thanks to Rudolph and my mate, indirectly, I found a new friend in Daisy, who helped me control my new obsession with my hellish device.
I could concentrate on my studies for the next few hours, devouring page after page, with my phone safe, in the bottom of her bag.
Almost three hours later, I stretched my arms over my head and yawned.
What a day!
The big grandfather clock showed it was 9.30pm and my stomach had just reminded me that it was time to get some food.
Daisy was still buried in her notes and books.
âIâll stay a little longer, but it was nice meeting you, Ivy!â She smiled, handing my cell phone back. âI hope you can fix your little obsession!â
âI hope so too! Iâll see you aroundâ
When I left the library, I greeted the cool evening air with a sigh.
When I fished my phone, I removed âairplane modeâ and peeped. As soon as I did that, an avalanche of notifications immediately invaded the screen. There was a missed call from Lachlan, some messages from Tiziano about tonightâs dinner and a few from Uncle Andrew.
And then there were six texts and two missed calls from Rudolph.
Wasnât he in class?! He must have finished, considering the time.
6.23pm ~ R: âWhat makes you think he wants to kiss you? And come on, he canât be that tall, unless youâre truly short ;)â
6.32pm ~ R: âWhy did you say âdeadlyâ hot? Is he the sexiest guy youâve ever seen? I bet he is.â
6.42pm ~ R: âIs that why you stopped seeing that Alex dude? Because you met your mate? Or are you going to keep dating other guys anyway?â
7.12pm ~ R: âWhy donât you reply to me. What are you doingâ
7.28pm ~ R: âI was just joking about the kissing. Iâm sure he wants to kiss you badly, no matter if youâre a gnome.â
7.32pm ~ R: âYvaineâ
I started getting a little headache with the number of useless messages and questions he was posing. Why he should bother with those details about my mate was a mystery.
With a puzzled expression, I began to reply.
Y: âSorry I was studying. I turned off the phone for a while.â I sent the first message and noticed that he was typing.
Y: âHeâs too much for my mental sanity, thatâs why I said âdeadlyâ hot.â
Before I could reply to the other messages, he had already texted back.
R: âSince when is being beautiful a bad thing!? Would you have preferred a mate that was ugly and a dwarf?â
The conversation was getting weird and far from my original plan, but I answered anyway, tired and without thinking much.
Y: âOf course not! I donât care about physical appearance. But a less beautiful mate would surely keep the she-wolves away.â I meant it as a joke, at least partially, but Rudy seemed to think differently.
R: âSo, after perverting and drooling all over your mate, thinking about the ladder to be able to kiss him without him getting scoliosis, now you complain that heâs too good because youâre jealous of other girls.â
I was assuming that he was joking, but the more we texted the more I thought he was serious, or worse, angry.
Y: âIâm certainly not the pervert here. You are, âMr Booty Callsâ. And apparently my mate is too, considering the number of girls around him today and how friendly he seemed to be, so he shouldnât care if Iâm a pervert, which Iâm not anyway. :Dâ
He didnât respond straight away, so I texted again while heading home.
Y: âSo, wanna guess who he is? :Dâ
I wanted so badly to ask questions about my mate at that point. The last time I saw him was today, exactly eight hours ago. Was it possible that I already missed him terribly?
Besides, Rudy was not helping me. Not at all.
In fact, the âreindeerâ texted me back 45 minutes later. In the meantime, I had returned home, had changed, and had eaten the takeaway pizza that Tiziano had ordered me and took a shower.
R: âI donât need to guess anything, you said it clearly: the dude is a gigantic giant, too handsome for Your Highness slash Picky Doctor. Oh, and heâs already branded as a pervert and you need a ladder because youâre a gnome and too short for the bigfoot.â
Somehow, his words seemed full of resentment. I was probably exaggerating things, as it was just a text message.
Texting was not the best way of communication; things could be misunderstood and created odd tangles. And I was certainly not a gnome, my height was perfectly average for a 22-year-old female.
I was about to point this out to him when another âencyclopediaâ appeared on my screen. I remembered Rudy once hinted that he didnât like texting and preferring calls...
R: âAnd how exactly do you know heâs a pervert? Did he give you that impression when you met him? Did he watch or talk to other girls after noticing you!? You know, kids nowadays can meet other people before they find their mates. And those girls might just have been friends. Havenât you thought about it, Miss I Know It All? Besides, you were fornicating literally a day earlier, or have you forgotten that detail?â
I scoffed. So much for not liking texting!
And the fact that there were no smiling faces, winks, or nicknames, suggested that Rudy was resentful. My mouth formed an O. I had to imagine things here. The shock of finding my mate must have messed up my neurons and overused brain.
Or maybe Rudolph was simply a matesâ champion ever since he met his own soulmate. There was also the possibility that he was just bored and was taking it out on me.
Y: âWell, when I met him today, he was surrounded by girls and he didnât seem to mind. I donât take anything for granted, itâs a fact. Plus, he has a reputation for always having girls following him. And no, he didnât even talk to me, he just stared at me and then walked away.â
By the time I fed Pluto, Rudolphâs text was already waiting for me.
R: âOhh poor Bunny, maybe you scared him off with your scent or height, or should I say âshortnessâ. I bet his girls were much taller than you.â²
Ok, that was enough. I growled lowly feeling slightly hurt.
I didnât care if Rudy was having a bad day, I certainly wasnât a punching bag for him to use and let off steam.
Y: âWhy are you so rude today!? Did anyone put pepper in your cereal this morning? Is that why you are so grumpy today, Reindeer? Do you need more ashwagandha?â
R: âIâm not rude, Iâm just stating the facts and I donât need any of your drugs.â
Y: âOk!! Forget everything Iâve said. I just wanted to ask you a few questions about him as you are from the same pack, but it doesnât matter. Go to your mate, it could relax your ugly personality. Good evening.â
R: âQuestions about him? Do you really want to spy on him and decide if you like him enough before accepting him? And what makes you think he wants you?â
R: âYouâre a gnome, have you forgotten? And he already has a lot of girls around to choose from, according to your super-wise people and according to you.â
I had to admit that his words hurt me a lot. It was like a series of stabs. When you meet your mate and you donât even exchange a word, well, his words surely triggered some insecurities.
Y: âWell, Iâm his mate. Heâs supposed to like me, no matter my flaws.â
R: âWhat about you, mhm? Arenât you supposed to love him no matter what people say about him?â
Ok. Deep breath. Calm down.
Could it be that Rudolph was jealous that I found my mate!? But it didnât make any sense. He didnât know me, never saw me and he had a mate!
Maybe they were having problems or were fighting, probably because of his oily hair, so he was unhappy and took it out on me. That must be it.
Y: âI never said I wouldnât! Damn, seriously what happened to you? You know, if you have problems with your mate you should solve them with her, not throw them at me!â
R: âYes, I have problems with my mate. And I feel sorry for your poor mate. And no, if you want to spy on him, ask someone else because I wonât help you.â
By then I was seeing red.
Y: âItâs not like he called or chased me. I just wanted to ask you about him so when I talk to him, Iâll be more prepared, damn! Youâre just a sociopath with greasy hair who probably doesnât even know my mate.â
I noticed he was typing, probably to insult me again or defend his hair. I have chosen to be the bigger person and to respond like an adult.
Y: âIâm here when you want to apologize. Until then, good life Rudolph, and remember that the key to any relationship is communication. If your mate has done something that upset you, you should just tell her instead of blaming the rest of the world.â
Then, I turned off the phone, again. I felt tired, sad and a little angry.
After a relaxing hour drinking some tea and lying in my room with Amaia and Tiziano, I turned the phone back on. I was surprised with what I saw.
R: âIâm sorry, I didnât mean to be rude.â
R: âSo, who is this lucky guy you want to spy on, and why are you so sure I know him?â
And two missed calls.
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