~âNothing ever goes as planned. Everything will break. People say goodbye in their own special way. All that you rely on and all that you can fake will leave you in the morning but find you in the day.â~
Chapter Theme Song: âIn My Veinsâ by Andrew Belle.
BLAZE
âSay hi, Blaze.â My dad instructs as we stand in front of my motherâs grave. Or rather, the ~womanâs ~grave.
~Is he kidding?~
I sigh. âSay hi to who?â
He looks at me as if Iâm the one spouting nonsense, when heâs the one asking me to talk to a headstone.
âYour mother,â he says through gritted teeth.
I roll my eyes and shove my hands in my pockets. If Iâd known he was going to make me talk to a pile of dirt, I would have stayed at Homewood.
âBlaze.â
âIâm not going to talk to a chunk of stone like Iâm losing my mind. Sure, I have a mental condition, but Iâm not insane, Blake Xander.â
âYou need to drop the attitude, Blaze. This isnât the place for it. Say hello.â
âI donât want to.â
âBlaze.â
âHi,â I mumble reluctantly before turning away defiantly. I hear a soft sigh from him, but he decides to let it go. Once again, he knows itâs pointless.
âPlease forgive him, Liz. Heâs still trying to find himself.â
I scoff in disbelief.
~This man is nuts.~
I shoot him a glare. âIâm sorry, but that woman doesnât need to forgive me for anything. Iâm the one who should be forgiving her. Sheâs the one who needs to seek forgiveness.â
âBlaze, pleaseââ
I turn to the grave. âHello? Maâam, yeah, I need an apology for you beating me with a wire and then leaving me at your friendâs house to be molested.
âI also need an apology for that time you hit me in the head with a glass plate until I bled.
âAnd letâs not forget that time you gave me stale food because you were too busy getting high to cook, so I ended up doubled over in pain, and all you did was step right over me.
âYeah, I need a fucking apology!â
âBlaze, Jesus!â
I run a hand through my hair and look away while my father takes a deep breath, rubbing his face in distress.
âCould you not do this at a graveyard? Are you serious?â
âMaybe you shouldnât have asked me to come!â I yell.
âOr maybe I should just stop trying with you!â
I smile mockingly, shrugging my shoulders. âYeah, maybe you should. I wouldnât mindâtrust me, I wouldnât! Not like you cared when I was being beaten to death anyway.â
His face twitches at this, the comment apparently hitting a nerve. He quickly composes himself and shakes his head, running a hand through his hair. âYou are hard work.â
He knows this, yet he still tries. I hope he puts this much effort into arresting criminals daily.
I sit on a nearby stone to wait until heâs done talking to the gravestone.
I have nothing to say to that woman, not when sheâs the one who ruined my life like this.
HARMONY
I wipe away my tears and stand up after kneeling at my dadâs graveside for nearly an hour. The one-sided conversation was just what I needed to feel a bit better.
I want to talk to him about Blaze, but my mom is nearby, so thatâs not a good idea.
Sheâs drying her eyes too while Eli, who barely understands whatâs going on, is driving his toy car on the headstone. I guess thatâs his way of saying ~âhiâ~ to our dad.
My mom rubs my back comfortingly. âOkay, letâs head back.â
âBye, Dad.â I sniffle.
âSay bye to your father, Eli.â My mom pulls my brother in front of her, rubbing his shaved head as he waves his small hand at the grave, mumbling his goodbye.
We turn away and start our walk through the long aisle of graves. The evening is cool and sunny, but my current mood is the complete opposite.
Someone once said that the weather influences your mood, but despite the pleasant atmosphere, Iâm feeling quite down and heavy-hearted.
Iâm walking ahead of my mom and Eli, idly counting the cement blocks beneath my feet, and as soon as I round the narrow corner, I bump into someone headfirst.
âOh, sorry.â
I look up, and my body freezes as I find myself staring into two familiar eyes.
~Blaze?~
~Wow. Wait.~
Heâs blinking at me quietly, equally speechless. I take in his attire, and heâs wearing a loose white button-down shirt tucked into dress pants with a black jacket draped over it.
~Did he come to visit his motherâs grave?~
His red lips part, but no words come out, and I try to speak but Iâm not sure what to say, so we stand there staring at each other like two statues.
âOoh, itâs you, right?â The question comes from next to him, and I shift my attention to the man standing beside him, quickly realizing itâs his father.
âI didnât get to say a proper hi the last time I came to Homewood to visit my son.â
âOh, hi.â I smile shyly.
âIâm Blake Xander. Blazeâs father,â he says, extending his hand for me to shake.
I mentally note how similar their names are as I take his hand in mine, my small hand disappearing in his. âHarmony Skye.â
Mr. Blake gives me a wide grin, and I notice his teeth are just as white as his sonâs. I can tell he was just as handsome and charming as Blaze is when he was younger.
âOh, nice name,â he compliments.
My mom looks completely taken aback. âIâm sorry, but who...?â
âThis is my mom,â I interject quickly. âMom, this is...â
I glance at Blaze, unsure of how to introduce him. He seems to understand my hesitation, meeting my gaze with a knowing look.
âThis is a friend from college,â I finally manage to say. âAnd this is his dad.â
Mr. Blake grins. âHello.â
âHello. Iâm Haylee Skye, Harmonyâs mother.â She reaches out to shake his hand, and they exchange pleasantries, both wearing bright smiles.
I sneak a peek at Blaze, only to find him staring at me. Itâs so strange and unexpected to see him here. ~Did he come to visit his mom? I wonder what made him change his mind.~
Mr. Blake and my mom start chatting. Adults always seem to find something to talk about, even when theyâve just met.
I seize the chance to say hi to Blaze. After all, itâs pretty hard to convince anyone weâre friends if weâre standing here in silence.
Even though we didnât exactly part on good terms last night, we need to at least pretend to be civil. This isnât the place for hostility. We can go back to hating each other when weâre back at school.
âUm... Itâs weird seeing you here,â I say, my voice uncertain.
âYeah. Itâs weird seeing you here too.â
His response comes quickly, and I let out a sigh of relief, glad that he didnât choose to ignore me. That would have been mortifying.
âCame to visit your dad?â He tries to keep the conversation going, and I feel my nerves start to settle.
I nod quickly. âYeah. Came to visit your mom?â
He shrugs nonchalantly. âSomething like that.â
Eli is spinning around me, lost in his own little world, and Blazeâs gaze shifts to him. âThis is your brother?â
âYeah. Elijah.â
He smiles genuinely. âOh, I see.â
I find myself staring at his smile, captivated by his good looks.
Then Eli bumps into me accidentally, and I stumble forward, my body crashing into Blazeâs. His arms come up instinctively to steady me.
My eyes widen as I realize how close our faces are, and Blaze is looking down at me, a faint blush coloring his cheeks.
I swallow hard and quickly step back, just as a chuckle sounds from behind me.
âWhat are you kids doing?â Mr. Blake asks, his voice filled with amusement.
âShe almost fell, thatâs all,â Blaze explains, scratching the back of his neck.
âHarmony, Mr. Xander is heading back to the school with his son. You should ride with them,â my mom suggests.
I blink in surprise. She barely knows them. A few minutes of conversation with Mr. Xander and she already trusts him? Wow.
It seems Blazeâs father has the same charm and persuasive power as Blaze. They both have a knack for making you agree to things you normally wouldnât.
âYeah, you can ride with us,â Mr. Blake agrees. âIâm dropping him off at Homewood because he didnât drive today.â
âUm....â I rub my arm, unsure.
âSo weâll go get your backpack and you can go with them,â my mom insists. âAt least I can save a little on gas.â
Mr. Blake nods. âYeah. Itâd work out for everyone.â
He glances between me and Blaze, a smile playing on his lips.