Erin Kimora delagardo
I sat there as Sani opened her gifts from Amy & my dad
I smiled
"Uh erin this one is for you" Amy said handing me a box
I grabbed it
I opened it & it was a box with Louis Vuitton on it
I opened the box & it was a pair of Louis boots
"Awe thank you these are so cute" I said
"No problem thank you for my gift I never had a pair of 11's" she said
I nodded my head
"Erin this one is for you too" my dad said handing me & envelope
I grabbed it
I felt it & it felt like a key
I opened it & it was a key to a Chevy
"Go outside" my dad said
I didn't look at him because I couldn't
I got up & walked outside with everyone behind me
I stood by the driveway as I saw an dark green camero with tinted windows & black rims in the drive way with an red bow ontop of the car
I unlocked it to make sure it went to that car
I smiled
"Y'all foreal?" I asked
"Ask your dad" Amy said looking like she didn't know this was planned
When I say I dead can't look at my dad I can't
"Foreal?" I asked her looking at his slippers he had on
"Yeah go get in it"
I walked over to the car & got in
The interior was all black with red lining in the seats & the roof was sparkly
"What year aaron?" Amy asked
"2022" he said
I made an Oop face
I just looked around in disbelief
"Next week go & get yo license" my dad said
I nodded my head
I got out the car & hugged him
"Thank you" I said
"I love you erin" he said
I chuckled
"This is nice" Monica & Sani said
Their like best fucking friends
"When you come back to the car looking in the glove department" he whispered to me
I nodded my head as I started walking back inside
Amy was in the kitchen starting to cook breakfast
I sat down at the island
She looked back at me "how you liking your car"
"It's nice thank you" I said
"Oh don't thank me thank yo daddy" she said
I nodded my head
"He better be getting Monica & aurbery a car for Christmas too" she said
I nodded my head because who the fuck says that shit
"Well thank you for my purse & the shoes I really appreciate it" i said
"Mmhm enjoy" she said walking to the fridge
She didn't want me in her presence so I got up & grabbed my stuff
Amy's parents was looking at me funny
You really can't tell that I'm black I don't know why they always looking at me like I'm fucking dirty
I walked to my room & put my stuff in the closet
I laid down in bed
& closed my eyes
4 hours later....
"Erinnnn" I heard someone drag as they busted in my room
I turned to the side of me & Sani was sleeping
I looked towards the door & it was amoura & Ebonii
"Get up let's go" they said to me
"Where we going?"
"Tae's crib" amoura said
"Why"
"Because we didn't do the Christmas Eve shit yesterday & I wanna give my boo his gift & they all at Tae's crib" she said
I frowned "aren't they hood niggas why y'all doing this?"
"So hood niggas can give presents" ebonii said
I looked over at Sani
"Can't I'm with Sani" I said
Amoura smacked her lips & walked over to Sani & kissed her cheek
"Your dad & Amy can't watch her?" Moura asked me
"No she's my responsibility" i said
"Until when?"
"Until it's time for her to move to North Carolina"
"& when's that?" Ebonii asked
"Next week" i said
"Come onnnn please I know you got gifts for them" amoura said
I smacked my lips & got up
I walked to my closet & grabbed all the gifts I got for them
"This one is for Gk" i said pulling out a box of shoes
"This one is for Tae" i said handing ebonii another box of shoes
"This one is for Ji" i said handing amoura & gift bag
"This one is for rondo" i said handing ebonii another box of shoes
"This one is for blu" i said giving ebonii a box
"& this one is for y'all two" I said pulling out two boxes of shoes
"Okay go get ready" amoura said
"No I'm staying home"
"Whyyyy boog come on" amoura said
"Go Erin" my dad said scaring all of us
I looked towards the door & he was standing there with a mug in his hand
"Ion want to" I said looking away from him
"Why? You know Sani is safe here with us she's been good these past few days she's my other daughter just go" he said
I just stared at him
"You can drive yo car too even though you don't got no license" he said again
"No-" I started to say until ebonii & amoura both cut me off
"A CAR!?" they both yelled
My dad started laughing
I rolled my eyes & shook my head as Sani was starting to wake up
"Wait you got a car this morning? Which car" amoura asked
"Ion even know why you said anything" i said to him
"You're supposed to brag about it boogie" he said
"Right all y'all's cars are brand new I'm thinking y'all just got a new car uncle" ebonii said
"Nah that green camero out there is her's" he said pointing at me
"Is Sani up yet?" Monica asked
I looked back at Sani & she was just laying there waking up
"Yeah you can come in" i said because she's always so scared to walk in my room
"Okay" she said walking in slowly & sitting on my bed
"Anyways come on Kimora go get ready so we can leave" Moura said
I smacked my lips
"Go" ebonii said
I walked to the bathroom upstairs & started the shower
I really don't wanna go but I guess
2 hours later...
"You got all the shit you need?" Amoura asked ebonii as we was leaving target
"Yeah" she said sounding like she was squished in the backseat
"Are you good?" I asked her because she was kicking my seat
"Bitch this small ass backseat but yeah I'm coolin" she said
I nodded my head stopping at the red light
"You think Gk's sister is going to be here?" Amoura asked me
"Uhh I don't know probably if they cousin's" I said because Gk & Tae are blood cousins so why wouldn't they all be there at their house
"This mafia ass family" ebonii said
I smiled
"Wait where do I turn" I asked
"Turn left" she said
I turned left
"This is nicee girl all this is you right here" Moura said mocking that one TikTok as she was looking at the roof of the car & the seats
I laughed
"& it's a 2022" ebonii said
"Wish my daddy was like this" ebonii added on
"Shit catch him cheating" i said
"Huh" they both said
"Nothing" I said
"Which house is it?" I asked
"I think it's the grey house right there" amoura said
"Yeah she's right" ebonii said
I wanted to pull up in the driveway but I couldn't because there was already hella cars
I drove around the corner looking for a spot to park in
I just parked behind Ji's car & turned my car off
I grabbed my Louis Vuitton christoper backpack my dad got me today
I got out the car
& let ebonii out
I popped the trunk & we all started grabbing our gifts
Amoura closed the trunk & I locked the doors
Me & her was walking side by side as ebonii was infront of us walking to the house
"This bouta be some shit" amoura said
"Why you say that?" I asked her
"Her & Tae not fucking no more & she didn't wanna come neither but Tae supposedly got a female over" she said
I made an oop face
"Not on Christmas" i said
"Yes baby on Christmas" she said as we walked up to the door
"How long we staying?" Ebonii asked us as we stood at the door waiting for someone to open it
"Until they open presents?" I said
"Yeah that's good" ebonii said
I nodded my head
The girl from the hospital & the mall opened the door with a baby in her hand
She was so cute & adorable
"Hey y'all" she said
I smiled & waved
"Hey bitch" amoura said
"Hey" ebonii said as we all walked in
"Who's all here?" Amoura asked
"Just close family so like Gk's mom & siblings my mom & dad & me & Tae's siblings & our grandparents" his sister said
"Oh Yep bet" amoura said
"Oh & Tae got his boys over & some female over too" she said
"Of course" ebonii said
I just looked over at her
"You're so pretty" Tae's sister said to me as we walked in the living room where everyone was & there was some people In the kitchen & dining room too
"Awe thank you so are you" I said
"Nah but when you gon braid my hair I heard you got some dope ass work" she asked me
"When ever you get my info from poodie?" I asked her
"Oh nah fuck that bitch" she said
"Oh okay want my Instagram" I asked her
"Yeah what is it?" She asked me walking away
She came back with her phone
"It's LoveErin.n" i said
"Okay Bitch yeah you're filthy you should make a hair page" she said
"I am I just haven't been doing any hair lately" I said
"Destiny move let her come in & out the gifts down" Tae's mom said walking over to us
"Ma-" Tae's sister said I'm guessing her name is destiny
Their mom cut her off "move nigga"
Destiny rolled her eyes & walked away
"Here Lemme take these how have you been?" She asked me hugging me
"I been okay how about you" I asked her
"Leg been kinda sore but I'll be alright" she said
I nodded my head as she grabbed some presents from me
"Follow me mamas" she said
I followed her more into the living over by the tree
Everyone was drinking,laughing , playing
They all just looked fun & looked like they was enjoying this time together
I never experienced this
It really warmed my heart
She put some of the gifts down under the tree
"I got more in my backpack" I said
"Okay" she said
I took my backpack off & pulled out some more
"Thank you sweet pea" she said putting them all underneath the tree
"Wussup sweat pea" Rondo said putting his arm around my shoulders
"Hey" I said laughing
"Rondo you get on my nerves where's my baby?" Tae's mom asked Rondo
"Upstairs sleep where he needs to be" he said
"Whatever food is almost ready" she said walking away from us
"Look at you looking good" he said in a girly voice
I laughed "I just got on a sweatsuit & some Uggs"
"So the fuck" he said
I rolled my eyes
"Where's ebonii & Amoura" I asked
"Ebonii over there eyeing down Tae's best friend since like 1st grade & amoura over there talking to Gk's moms" he said
"Wow" I said talking about the ebonii part
"Shordy is obsessed" he said
"She needs to leave that niggas alone" I said
"Hold on I'll be right back" Rondo said looking at his phone & walking away
I nodded my head
I put my backpack back on & sat down on the couch
"Erin's Anti people ass came" Blu said from across the couch
"I'm not anti people"
"Yes you are" him & Ji said
All the men on the couch started laughing
I shooed them away
"Introduce us blu" an older lightskin guy said
"I gotchu grandpop" Blu said getting up & putting his blunt down
"Everyone this is Erin aka Kimora aka boogie aka boog" Blu said
I smacked my lips & rolled my eyes at him because all they needed to know was erin
"& Erin this is grandpop Tae's & Gk's grandpa & that's Gk's step dad Rollo you already know Meechie & that's Toki Destiny's baby father & that's Rashad Tae's moms uncle" blu said
I smiled "hi everyone"
"Wussup" they all said & big meechie threw me a Head nod with a mug on his face
"& you know I'm ji" ji said
"Don't nobody give a fuck" Blu said hugging me
"You good sis?" Blu asked me
"Mhm" I said
"Lemme take this backpack" he said
"uht uh" i said
"Erin come here" amoura called me over
"Hold on" I said
I walked over to the dining room where all the women was
"Everyone this is Erin the one who helped me when I got shot" Tae's mom said
I smiled
"Hi" I said
"Oh baby you are so adorable" an older women said to me
"Awe thank you" I said
"Hi I'm shonda Her sister" a darkskin lady said talking about being Tae's moms sister
They look nothing alike
I waved at her
"I'm grandmama" the one who complemented me said
I waved
"I'm Daysha" the one ebonii is staring down said
I smiled at her
"You already know me" destiny said
I laughed
"I'm Ronda & over there is my husband rashad" she said
"Oh yeah I met him y'all are a beautiful couple" I said
"Awe thank you" she said
"Stop running" Gk's mom yelled out to two little boys running
She also had a baby in her hand
"So y'all are cousins" Gk's mom asked me & amoura
"Yes" amoura said with her little white girl voice
"Y'all got some good genes in y'all's family " Tae's mom said
I chuckled
"This yall's friend" their grandma asked us
"This is my friend & her cousin" amoura said
They all nodded they heads
I felt some arms warp around my shoulders
I looked back & it was Tae
I looked to the side of me & saw Gk doing the same to amoura
Blu came & touched my nose I shooed him away
Ji pulled my hair & Rondo stood next to me & Tae with his son in his hand
"Y'all need to stop messing with this girl" their grandma said talking about me
"I know right" I said
They all laughed
"Lemme talk to you right quick" Tae whispered in my ear
I looked up at everyone & destiny & his mom was staring at us
I nodded my head
He walked away & so did I
I followed him upstairs to im guessing his room
"You been thinking?" He asked me
"This what you ask me about? No hey?" I asked him
He smacked his lips "why you trying to avoid my question"
"Because I don't know" I said
"I'll give you free supplies" he said
I stood there staring at him like he was dumb
"I'm clean you dipshit" I said
"What you want then?" He asked me
"Nothing for both of y'all to leave me alone" I said
Then I caught what I just said
"What you mean both of y'all? She fucking with you?" He asked me
"No"
"So what you mean shordy" he asked me again
"It means leave me alone" I said
"Nah tell me now you flodgin " he said
"Merch" i said
He smacked his lips
I rolled my eyes
"She asked me the same question you asked me & offered me the same but Tae don't tell her I told you" I said
"I gotchu ma" he said looking mad as fuck
I nodded my head
"I'm sorry I ruined your mood" I said
"You good" he said
I walked up to him & grabbed something out his eyelash
He got some long pretty eye lashes
As I was bout to back up & pulled me towards him more
" was you bout to corporate with her" he asked me choking me out
I shook my head no
He let go of me
"Bitch don't you think I would've never told you" I said because now I'm mad as fuck who the fuck you think you is
"Watch that bitch word" he said
"Ion know who you think you are but fuck you the fuck putting yo hands on me" I said
"Chill out" he said
"No if someone grabs you up like that its not gonna be a problem" I asked him
"Shut the fuck up I'll do it again" he said
"No the fuck your not"I said walking towards the door to leave
That just ruined my whole vibe
That type of shit reminds me of my trauma
& I be dammed if I gotta think about that shit if I don't have to
He pulled me back
& slapped my ass
I pushed him back
"Tae fucking stop that shit hurt" I said rubbing my cheek
He started laughing
He bent down & started kissing on my neck
It felt so good but I wanted him to stop but I haven't had anything in a minute
"Move Tae" i said as I caught my self moaning
"Why" he asked me
"You fucked my cousin" I said
"So she just gave me head" he said picking me up
"So? Tae-" I started to say as he put me on the bed & put his hands in my pants & stuck his finger inside of me
I gasped
This isn't right but it feels so good
I moaned lowly
He looked up at me licking his lips
"Yo ass wet as fuck" he said
We kept eye contact the whole time
Damn
"Okay move" I moaned out
He was just playing around with my womanhood
"Tae come in stop it-" I moaned out again
As much as I wanted to stop I didn't want it to stop
It feels wrong because his family was downstairs & my cousin & him was fuck buddies
& I told myself I wasn't going to do anything else with this man
I creamed on his fingers
He sat up & pulled my pants down
He took his manhood out his pants
I looked at it then him
"Oh hell no" I said trying to sit up
"Lay yo ass" he said laying me back down
"That shit ain't going inside of me" I said
"Why" he asked me chuckling
"No papa" i said trying to move
"Whatchu want to do we ain't doing nothing you don't wanna do" he asked me
I looked down at his dick then back up at him
"Come on" I said
He probably thinks I'm easy
I'ma easy ass bitch
Oh my god
Ima cry but I can't cry now
"I'll go slow mamas" he said
I nodded my head
The nigga that took my virginity was small he wasn't like this
Bitch I'm scared
He slowly put it in I gasped & held onto his covers
He pushed it in more
This shit hurts
He looked at me with low eyes & licked his lips
He started pounding my shit
I started moaning
20 minutes later...
We walked back downstairs
Everyone was getting up to go to the kitchen
Ion even know what I just did
I fucked him
He saw my body without clothes on
He knows what my pussy looks like
I'm panicking
Everyone was staring at us
I walked away from him
I stood next to Rondo in the dining room
"What's wrong" Blu asked me as he stood on the other side of me
"Whatchu mean?"
"You limping what happened?" He asked me
I shook my head
He smiled
"Stop being a fucking creep"I said to him
"My boy was beating yo dunnies down" he said whispering in my ear
I looked up at him & frowned
"How you know " I whispered in his ear
"I was upstairs & I heard y'all" he whispered to me
"Don't say shit" I said
"Oh I won't be kept my secret ima keep his" he said
I nodded my head
"Okay y'all time for prayer" Gk's mom yelled out
"Can you hold him for me" destiny said to me handing me her baby
I grabbed him
He was sleep sucking on his pacifier
She was putting her hair in a ponytail
"Wussgood bitch" she said to ebonii
My eyes widened
"Wussup" ebonii said calmly
"Is there a problem you been hella disrespectful this whole time" destiny said to her
"Okay come on ladies it's Christmas" Their grandma said
"Destiny sit yo ass down" Tae's mom yelled at destiny
"Nah this bitch is being disrespectful" destiny said
"I understand but it's the lords day" Tae's mom said
"Nah disrespecting my brother & his friend ima beat yo ass cause he don't wanna fuck with you no more"
Their grandma gasped
"Okay that's enough destiny" little meechie said
"Girl you're funny ain't nobody worried about his hoe ass" ebonii said
"Amoura" I said to her
She looked at me then at ebonii
"Come on ebonii we gon leave" amoura said
"Nah she wanna trip then girl wussup" ebonii said
"Ebonii leave" Tae yelled at her
"Ebonii leave" I said
"That's the lowest & calmest I ever heard someone" Gk's stepdad said
"Shut up talkin to her" Tae said to him looking at him crazy
He put his hands up
"Destiny go upstairs" Tae's mom said
The baby started whining
Oh hell no
I walked over to destiny & grabbed her hand as she was running her mouth
We walked upstairs
She walked into this room next to Tae's
"I'm mad as fuck ion give a fuck she got me fucked up" she said
The baby started crying
"I'm sorry you probably like this bitch ghetto" she said
"Nah you're coo I seen worst" i said
"I just never met a hoe who doesn't know her place like where's yo baby at? Where's the babydaddy? Bitch" she said
I nodded my head
"Then she wanna get smart with my grandmama" she said
I sighed
"Foreal?"
"Yes like girl I'll pop you" she said
I put the binkey back in the baby's mouth
"Ight lemme take her home" i said
"I'm sorry I know that's yo cousin" she said grabbing the baby from me
"Nah you're coo I'll just take her home" I said
"Then come back?" She asked me
"Uhm yeah I can if you want me to" I said
"Please do" she said
I nodded my head
"Okay" I said
"I'll see you in a little" she said
"Yep" I said walking out her room
I walked down stairs
My legs are sore as hell
"Ight mamas let's go" I said to Moura & Ebonii
Amoura got up as ebonii was sitting there frowning with her arms crossed
She didn't move
"Ebonii come on" amoura said
"Yeah whatever it's coo Tae I'm pregnant" she said
I looked over at him & that feeling of guilt went through my body
Tae chuckled "Ight doesn't mean the baby's mine" he said nonchalantly
"I only been fucking you" she said getting up
Everyone was in shock
"Taelyn you better-" his mom started to say until his dad grabbed her
"Let him handle this" big meechie said
"Ebonii come on" I said
"Nah nah let her handle her business" big meechie said
"Merch Ebonii" Tae said
"It's only you look through my phone Tae" she said
"Amoura come on" I said
"He said let-" she started to say until I cut her off
"Amoura grab her & come on" I said
Her face got soft
"Let's go leave it alone this ain't the time & place this is someone's else's home" amoura said
"You right" she said to amoura
Amoura & her walked towards the door
I went to the frunch room & grabbed my backpack that I sat down on the sofa
I grabbed it & grabbed the AirPods out of it
I walked past Tae & to blu & handed him the AirPods
"Merry Christmas guys I'm so sorry we ruined y'all's plans" i said quietly
I honestly feel bad as fuck because this was supposed to be something nice & fun & we ruined it because we never had a decent ass family gathering
"Oh you're okay it's not your fault" Tae's mom said to me
"Yeah definitely not yo fault you don't do shit but chill & observe it was yo cousin with her hoe ass" ji said
I shook my head
"Yeah baby don't worry about it" their grandma said
I smiled "thank y'all again & Blu & them y'all's gifts is under the tree from me I'm sorry I couldn't get everyone a gift"
"You're okay" they all said
"Bye" I said
They all waved & said bye to me as blu & them said thank you
I walked out the door & to my car to see Ebonii on the sidewalk crying
Amoura was standing there staring at her
I unlocked the car doors
"What was that girl" I asked Ebonii
"Why you & Tae go up stairs" she asked me
"To talk about something" I said
"You fucked my nigga" she yelled at me
I laughed "ion want him"
"That doesn't mean you didn't fuck him"
"Trust me ion want his ass nor do I wanna fuck him" I said
"Erin" rondo yelled out
I turned around
& saw rondo,Tae & blu
"Come here girl" he said
I walked over there
"Who's whip that is?" Tae asked
I looked back
"Which one?"
"The camero" he said
"Mine" I said
"What" I said to rondo
"What Zay say to yo ass?" He asked me
I scoffed & looked over at Tae
"You told me you won't tell nobody" I said to Tae
"Mmcht only ones that know is these two Nigga" he said to me
"Don't worry about it" i said
"I'll put rounds in yo car shordy" rondo said
I looked away from Tae because he was staring at me
I looked at rondo who was staring at me the same way Tae was
It was like I'm tryna fuck look
"Tae you fucked her" ebonii yelled walking up to us
Me & Tae made eye contact
I signaled him to not say anything
"Nah" he said
"Why are you lying y'all was up there for a minute" she yelled
"Doesn't mean we fucked nigga we was talkin about business get yo ass in the car" Tae said to her
Her face softened like she realized something
"Yeah with yo dumbass don't ever come back to my moms crib nigga or ima beat yo dumbass" Tae yelled at her
She just walked away
"Ight bye" I said walking away
I got in my car & slammed the door
I turned the car on as ebonii got in
Amoura got in after ebonii got in
Before she could close the door I sped off