I find it hard accepting what Caz has told me. Humans were made to touch and be touched. Itâs what makes us, well, human.
And, sure, this is a different world, but that doesnât make him any less mortal. He has flesh, bone, and a beating heart, and everything else that makes him man. He bleeds, just like I do, and he breathes, same as I. There really is no difference between us, and Iâm curious how someone elseâs touch can anger him.
I think back to when he mentioned his mother. He speaks about her in the past tense, as if sheâs no longer here. What happened to her? Or better yet, what happened to him? Thereâs a reason heâs so closed off and guarded, and a part of me is lured to that, desperately wanting answers.
Unfortunately, he hasnât given me much leeway to ask. And I take it I wonât be asking anytime soon because weâve now made it to Ripple Hills. There was a wooden sign we passed along the way with the territoryâs name, and now weâre lurking in the woods, Caz warning me to stay low. Silvera lingers beside me, her ears perked up, fully alert.
Weâre in a thicket of trees, the ground ripe and wet. The land is squishy beneath my feet, like walking on a wet sponge, yet the air is desert dry.
Caz stops in front of a tree and looks ahead. I look with him, and there are hills of many sizes, covered in brown grass. Judging by those hills, itâs understood why itâs called Ripple Hills now. The hills are like waves of the sea, as if thatâs what they once were before being permanently solidified into land. Clusters of houses and buildings are perched on top of each hill, and black roads weave around each one, connecting one hill to the other.
The sky is a hazy gray, no flowers or anything of color in sight. Even the treesâ leaves are brown. Itâs just like Blackwater, only the dirt isnât black, itâs brown. There is no plush green grass, no signs of life outside the people there. I see thin cows munching on dead grass near a few farmhouses, and my curiosity simmers, wondering what other creatures are around that I can name.
âStay here.â Cazâs voice slices through my thoughts as he hurries down a hill with his gun in hand. I bend down, watching as he approaches a house smaller than a shack. The home looks abandoned, but it canât be because black smoke is pumping out the chimney.
Walking onto the porch, Caz gives the front door a knock. When a man answers the door, Caz wastes no time pointing the gun directly at his face. The man throws his hands in the air and backs away, and Caz invites himself inside, nearly shoving the man out of his way.
âWhat the hell?â I gasp. Silvera stands next to me, her soft fur rubbing against my leg. I feel the heat of her body, hear the growl forming in the pit of her throat. âNo, itâs okay,â I whisper to her. âWell, I think it is.â
I put my attention back on the house, and Caz is coming outside again, holding something black. Heâs speakingâto whom, Iâm not sureâand then he turns around, pointing his gun at the man. The man trembles in a corner, and Caz points the gun at a chair on the porch. The man immediately sits, and Caz looks ahead, where he knows Iâll be.
Come. His voice is loud in my head, a direct command.
I hesitate, watching as he drops his arms, waiting for me. What the hell is he doing? Iâm sure this isnât the way to go about entering Ripple Hills, especially if theyâre as bad as he and everyone else makes them seem.
âWhy are we doing this?â I whisper when I approach him.
âNo need to whisper. No one can hear you.â
âHow do you know?â I carry my gaze to the man on the porch. Up close, he seems to be nearing his seventies, but heâs probably older, and that makes me feel awful for him. The poor man is shaking like a leaf.
âHeâll be fine. I wonât hurt him unless he makes me.â Caz walks up the porch. âMind if we make use of your place until our ride arrives, Tom?â
âN-no, I donât mind,â the man stammers.
âGreat.â Caz gestures to the inside of the house. âLead the way.â
The man rises out of his chair and ambles inside.
âCaz, this is wrong,â I tell him. âMaybe we should just go wait in the forest.â
âThatâs more dangerous.â
âThan being in this random manâs house? Isnât he a Rippie or whatever?â
âHe is now, and thereâs a reason he lives on the outskirts. Right, Tom?â Caz enters the house and I follow him in just as Tom bobs his head reluctantly. I look back before closing the door, and Silvera sits outside the house, her back to the door, keeping watch.
âI donât want any trouble, please,â Tom pleads. âIâve kept to me self. I swear.â
Caz ignores his pleas, cocking a brow instead. Heâs being so rude.
âWhy do you stay here?â I ask, and the question sort of blurts out of me.
âI have no choice.â Tomâs eyes glisten as he looks from Caz to me. âI have to stay here.â
âYou canât move to another territory? A safer one?â
âNot allowed,â Caz mumbles, standing near the window. He moves the curtain aside with the tip of his gun, keeping watch.
âDo you need a passport or something to leave?â
âA passport?â Tomâs face crumples with confusion, and he swings his eyes to Caz.
âEnough with the questions, Willow.â Caz turns to face Tom. âWe wonât be in your hair for long. Just stay quiet, and weâll be gone before you know it.â
Tom sits back in his chair, his eyes bouncing around the room, trying not to look Caz into his eyes. Leaning against a wall, Caz folds his arms and stays that way, icy eyes on Tom, until we hear gravel crunching outside.
Caz tilts the curtain and, pleased with what he sees, moves away from the window. He steps in front of Tom, holding up the black object he had earlier while on the porch. Itâs a transmitter. After tinkering with it, he says, âIâm going to give this back to you, Tom, and when I go, you wonât contact anyone, right? Youâll behave?â
âIâI wonât. I promise.â
âEspecially not with those Rippie pigs.â Caz tosses the transmitter to the man, and he catches it, but barely.
âI wonât contact anyone, Mr. Harlow. I promise.â
âGood on you.â Caz gives Tom his back and looks at me as he bobs his head at the door. âLetâs go.â
I follow him out of the door, but not without looking back at Tom. Tom lifts a hand and gives me a small wave and a smile. I wave back before walking past Caz to get outside.