âO-of course! What do you mean?â
âNothing. I was just thinking about how you were last night. You drank the most out of all of us. Yet, you were determined not to get escorted home. So, I was wondering whether you actually made it back.â
âI did make it back... but did I leave by myself last night?â
âYeah. You were insane! You couldnât even walk a straight line. Iâm surprised you made it back!â
So that means Suyang didnât appear at the BBQ shop. When did we meet then? While I was walking blindly on the streets!? I narrowed my eyes. I think Iâm starting to remember....
My intuition told me that Suyangâs hot gaze never once turned away from my direction. So, I shrank my head and hid behind the cubicle.
I knew I couldnât hide forever. But I still havenât thought of an explanation for last nightâs occurrence.
Explanation! Explanation! Oh yeah! Logically, Suyang should be the one giving me an explanation! I drank too much. My mind wasnât conscious. I was the victim here!
No no! I canât think like that! Iâve heard that when Iâm drunk, I act like a female version of Shen Shaoqian. I hug everyone in sight. I wrap my arms around everyone. I am a mess....
âLin Yixin, the manager is calling you.â Guo Zijun said from his cubicle.
âWhat?â My voice was shaky as I fearfully poked my head out.
âArenât you overreacting a bit too much?â Guo Zijun ridiculed me, âI know you were punished by the manager yesterday, but itâs still not too late to fix your relationship with him. Donât make him wait too long or else youâre going to get yelled at again.â
I closed my eyes and took a few deep breaths. Sigh. What will come will always come. Although the distance between my cubicle and Suyangâs office was less than 7 metres, it felt like an endless execution ground.
I wished my legs were only 1cm long. That way, it would take me forever to get to his office...
Suyang had a crafty smile on his face until I entered his office.
âManager, is there something you need help with?â I didnât know where to put my arms. Today, their existence felt like a surplus.
âYou take forever to come into my office, yet you slipped out of my apartment so fast.â Suyang teased.
The moment he said those words, I quickly turned around and locked the doors behind me. Then, I reminded him, âShhh! We are at work right now!â
âThis company permits dating amongst coworkers. Donât worry.â
Suyang casually leaned back against his chair. Right now, I was the only one in panic mode, âThis has nothing to do with dating within the company. This is an issue between the two of us! We canât let anyone know about it!â
âOur issue? What issue do we have....?â Suyang grinned. He obviously knew what he was doing. Ughhhh he was so despicable!
âWhy are you wearing a high collar shirt? You donât find it hot?â
âWhy are you asking the question when you already know the answer to it?â I spoke through my teeth.
Suyang stood up; not bothering to hide his cheerful mood. âActually, I wouldnât have gone so overboard. But last night, you wouldnât let me go. Thatâs why I....â Suyang murmured. Then, he slowly unbuttoned his dress shirt to reveal all the hickeys on his collarbone.
I was the culprit...
âTell me, how are you going to take responsibility for me?â Suyang tilted his head as he began to lightly swing one of my arms.
âWhy should I be the one taking responsibility? I was drunk last night. I wasnât conscious. You took advantage of me!â I pulled my arm away from him as I backed away to keep a safe distance between us.
âOh I see...â Suyang placed his hand on his chin, âHow about I take responsibility for you instead? Actually, it doesnât matter who takes responsibility for who...but you really surprised me after three years of no contact.â
âWhat?!â I snapped. I found it extremely annoying how Suyang spoke to me in such a frivolous tone.
âYou were much more forward and passionate compared to the past....â He slowly stated. There was a cunning glint in his eyes.
âThatâs enough! Enough! You donât have to explain!â I rushed over to cover Suyangâs mouth. But when I remembered this was the office, I quickly released my hand, âCould we not talk about this stuff at work?â
âAside from here, where would you like to meet after work?â Suyang asked.
âIâll come to your apartment to find you and we can chat then. Okay?â
âDeal. Iâll be waiting for you at home. You better show up.â Suyang smiled as he returned back to his seat, âAlright, Lin Yixin job candidate, you may leave now.â
After I exited Suyangâs office, I felt like there was a huge gloomy cloud in front of me. Great. Now, I have to find time to deal with what I had done to Suyang. When am I going to have time to investigate Yao Youfan?
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(Last night)
The more Lin Yixin thought about it, the more enraged she felt. She had been living for 29 years and now a punk had set her up?
She noticed all the new hirees were smiling around her. Hence, she couldnât make her anger so obvious. So, she fakely smiled as she continued to drink cup after cup.
In no time, she had devoured two bottles.
Usually, she wasnât much of a drinker. After drinking two bottles of beer, her mind was already spinning. All the new hirees were busy talking about their own departments. No one paid attention to her.
Since she was bored, Lin Yixin clumsily took out her cell phone and began to yell without dialing a number, âHello!? Hello!!? Is anyone there? Yo! You punk, I never thought I would see you again! How dare you keep me in your office alone? Have you been corrupted by bad examples?â
All the new hirees became silent. They held onto their breath as they stared at Lin Yixin. Who was she shouting at?
Suddenly, Guo Zijun slammed the table and nervously turned to the girl next to Lin Yixin. âQianqian, hurry and hang up her phone. Could she be calling the manager?â
Now, everyone was anxious and the atmosphere was super awkward. If a job candidate drunk-dialed a manager at a gathering, they would all be in trouble.
Song Qianqian freaked out and immediately took Lin Yixinâs cell phone away from her. But when she glanced at it, she felt a great sense of relief. âWhat the heck. She didnât even dial a number!â
They were all scared for no reason. Someone began to joke, âI bet she doesnât have the managerâs number. Hahaha.â
âPlus, this morning, the manager lectured her right away at his office. I am pretty sure she got yelled at so much that she is kind of traumatized. Now, sheâs venting to air.â Guo Zijun mocked.
Once again, all the new hirees focused on their own issues and ignored Lin Yixin.
âHumph!â When Lin Yixin was given back her cell phone, she drank another cup and smirked. She had overheard what the new hirees were saying and she was provoked. She muttered, âHumph! Who says I donât know Suyangâs number? Iâll call him now!â
Although Suyangâs number was no longer on Yixinâs phone, she had memorized it deep in her subconscious memory. Lin Yixin accurately dialed the number in her drunken state. The moment it went through and she began to laugh, âHAHA! Guess whoooooo?!?!â
Suyang had just finished showering. His hair was still dripping with water droplets when he noticed the caller ID. After a moment of hesitation, he picked up, âHello?â
Lin Yixin was laughing like a mischievous child. She told everyone around her to be quiet, âShhh! I canât hear the phone!â
But everyone ignored her. So, Lin Yixin stood up and left the BBQ shop. She sat on the steps in front of the restaurant and began to foolishly smile. She was smiling at the sky.
Suyang whispered, âYixin....â
âPssh! You suck! How could you figure it out so quickly?â Lin Yixin hollered. Then, she dramatically stood up and twirled around, âBut, Iâm no longer the Lin Yixin from 3 years ago! Now, Iâm the short hair version! And I can communicate with ghosts!â
Suyang didnât know whether he should laugh or cry. Goldfish must be drunk. Or else, she wouldnât have called him. But he was very happy that she would call him while she was intoxicated. Could it be that she had never been drunk these past three years? Why did it take her so long to call?
âWhere are you?â Suyang was already changing to go find her.
âGuess!â Lin Yixin ran over and began to hug a lamppost. âIf you guess correctly, Iâll tell you!â
âDid you drink too much or are you suffering from aphasia? How could you tell me to guess?â Suyang gasped as he tried to quickly pull up his pants.
âI canât tell you Iâm around the company building or youâre going to come find me! Do you know that weâre not supposed to see each other?â Lin Yixin slurred. She happened to see a floating ghost dressed in white as she ran back to the BBQ shop.
The new hirees were about to have a toast. Lin Yixin took the cup from Guo Zijunâs hand and drank it all down in one gulp.
âWoah! So good!â
Guo Zijunâs glass was stolen from him and his hand was still in mid air. Someone tapped his arm next to him and gave him another glass. But no one noticed his flushed face as he began to dry cough.
Suyang was fully dressed now. He sighed a breath of relief. It was actually good that Lin Yixin had such a low IQ at times. At least, now he knew where she was.
He warned, âBe good and remain where you are. Iâm coming now.â
âNo! You canât come!â Lin Yixin sat back at her original spot as she began to stomp her feet. However, the new hirees assumed she was still speaking to air so they continued to dismiss her behaviour.
âDidnât you call me because you wanted me to find you?â
âNo! I -I just donât understand how youâre a marketing manager here!? Do you know how awkward I felt when I saw you today? I was so shocked, I was speechless. I foolishly stood there like a pole. So silly.â
Guo Zijun stared at Lin Yixin from the corner of his eyes. Lin Yixinâs back was facing him.
âActually, I felt like you were quite good at talking back.â Suyang had arrived at the parking lot. He was about to drive to the work building to find Goldfish.
âHuh...why am I on the phone?â Lin Yixin asked herself out loud. Then, she hung up; leaving Suyang speechless. All he heard was the âdut dut dut...â sound of a broken line.
In no time, Lin Yixin drank another three bottles of beer. Just as she was about to devour her fifth bottle, she was dancing alone in her head.
âThe little girl carried her doll and went to the garden to see cherry blossoms. The doll cried for mama and the birds on the tree went haha....â Lin Yixin was humming a song as her mind wandered off into Lala Land.
At this moment, Suyang called. Lin Yixin was brought back to reality and wanted to hang up on him. However, she slid her finger in the wrong direction and ended up picking up the call.
âWhere are you? Iâm already at the work building.â