Translated by Twelve_Months_of_May
Weâre different from you guys.
Just as Gu Mingxi had never seen Jiang Zhiya with short hair, and had almost not recognized her, no one had seen Xiao Yujing with long hair before. In everyoneâs memories, Xiao Yujing was always a short-haired, thin girl. She had a small, oval face, delicate and gentle features, and a quick wit behind her tranquil eyes.
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But the Xiao Yujing standing before them had hair down to her waist. She had on a touch of makeup with a clear and attractive complexion. She wore a dark green coat and a bulging pair off snow boots, the spitting image of a modern, big city beauty.
It really overturned everyoneâs image of a âfemale doctorate.â Everyone knew that Xiao Yujing didnât dress up much, so theyâd expected a makeup-less but confident girl in glasses.
Xiao Yujing smiled at the table of stunned faces. âWhat, you donât recognize me?â
After the group got back to their senses, they stood up to welcome her. Xiao Yujing greeted each one of them. Zhou Nanzhong said to Gu Mingxi, âGu Mingxi, your reputation sure is big. Goddess Xiao has graced us with her presence for New Yearâs. When we invited her out for a meal, she said she didnât have time. It was only when Wu Min said that youâd be here that the goddess agreed to come.â
Xiao Yujing also looked over to Gu Mingxi. Heâd already stood up and was smiling at her. Xiao Yujingâs expression was very even as she said, âApologies, but I really am pressed for time this trip back. But when I thought about how I hadnât seen Gu Mingxi since we graduated high school, and how difficult it was for him to come back, I naturally wanted to stop by.â
Wang Song quipped, âGoddess, your words arenât quite right. Which of us have you seen after graduation?â
Xiao Yujing wasnât angered, but smiled and said, âFirst off, donât call me âgoddess.â Secondly, when I was in Beijing, I had a few meals with Wu Min. If you donât believe me, you can ask him.â
Wu Min smiled and nodded. âThis was before she let for America. We had a few meals together, and we went to each otherâs schools before.â
Zhou Nanzhong dropped his hand onto Wang Songâs shoulder. He shook his head and sighed. âSee this. The smart kids are just hanging out with themselves, without us. Donât try to butt in.â
Xiao Yujing smiled more. âWhat are you doing, Zhou Nanzhong? The main character today is Gu Mingxi. Why do you keep throwing fire my way?â Then she looked over at Gu Mingxi and Pang Qian beside him. She spoke joyously, âGu Mingxi, Crab, looks like you two are finally together. Iâm really happy to see that.â
The only open seat at the table was between Teacher Dai and Xie Yi. Xiao Yujing walked over and put down her bag and scarf. She bent over and hugged Teacher Dai. âTeacher Dai, itâs been a long time. How have you been lately?â
âIâm doing well.â
Xiao Yujing sat down and she and Teacher Dai exchanged a few more words. They asked about each otherâs situations, and everyone else tacitly kept from interrupting. Finally, Teacher Dai looked over to her side and said, âThereâs someone whoâs been waiting to greet you.â
Xiao Yujing turned to face Xie Yi and smiled slightly. âXie Yi, itâs been a very long time. How are you?â
Xie Yiâs eyes were stiff, and he seemed very different from his usual self. But it was only for a moment. Soon, his smile returned and his mischievous expression was restored. âVery good. And yourself?â
âIâm pretty good too, just a bit busy,â she said.
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When the food arrived, everyone picked up their chopsticks, chatting and eating together. Facing this table of people, Gu Mingxi really didnât feel any pressure at all. His right foot was raised to the table, holding his chopsticks. He leaned over to Pang Qianâs ear and whispered, âWhy didnât you tell me earlier that we were eating with old classmates?â
Pang Qian lowered her own voice and said, âI wanted to give you a surprise.â
âAhâ¦â He sighed. âIf you told me earlier, I wouldnât have needed to dress up like this. These pants are too tight and itâs hard to eat.â
Pang Qian looked at him innocently. âSorry. I really didnât expect that you would want⦠to dress this way.â
Zhou Nanzhong called out, âHey, hey, hey, you two. What are you whispering about? Let everyone else hear it too.â
Pang Qian looked up and said, âZhou Nanzhong, youâre really so nosy. Havenât you ever heard of âhear no evilâ?â(Note: Or maybe more appropriately âlisten not to what is contrary to proprietyâ. Iâm not sure if those are really the right translation for this situation, but basically, âmind your own business.â)
Zhou Nanzhong chuckled. âLittle Crab, seeing how fed up youâre getting, does that mean thereâs good news on the horizon?â
Gu Mingxiâs face started burning a little, but Pang Qian had very thick skin. âNot too far away, if not this year, then next year. Donât worry, Iâll definitely send you a wedding invitation. If youâre still in Columbia, you can just send over a gift.â
âSo tasteless! Tasteless!â Zhou Nanzhong was indignant. âLittle Crab used to be such an innocent girl. After studying finance, her whole body stinks of copper (i.e. money). Our relationship is so great, why lower it by talking about money?!â
Pang Qian smiled. âAiyo, whoâs the one that said there were two companies in Beijing and Columbia scouting him, saying that the only difference was that the one in Columbia payed more. Without another word, this person just hopped on the plane to work in South America. Definitely a promising youth without eyes for money!â
Zhou Nanzhong glared angrily at Wang Song, âYou even told her about that?!â
Wang Song confessed, âI didnât. I just told the wife.â
Li Xiaoyan was very unhappy that Wang Song sold her out. âHey, you didnât say I couldnât tell anyone! I just told it to Pang Qian as a joke when we were shopping.â
Zhou Nanzhong was astonished. âAs a joke?!â Sitting beside Gu Mingxi, he started complaining. âGu Mingxi, look at your wife. She used to be such a dumb little girl, and now she knows how to ridicule. Must be all the contact with American and Hong Kong money. Youâd better be careful in the future. You used to lead her, but now, sheâll probably lead you along.â
Jiang Zhiya spoke up for Pang Qian. âZhou Nanzhong, you can actually say Pang Qian used to be dumb? Donât forget that her college entrance exam score was higher than yours by four points!â
Even Teacher Dai joined in. âI remember the year that you graduated, Wuhanâs entrance cutoff was lower than usual. Zhou Nanzhong was lucky. If it were the year before or after, he might not have made it in.â
Zhou Nanzhong nearly wanted to cry. âTeacher Daiâ¦â
Gu Mingxi listened to them bicker, a faint smile on his face. It had already been eight years since heâd seen them last. Hearing them, his memories floated back to his school years. Those endless practice problems, the noisy table tennis gym, the exam countdown on the blackboard, the days and nights spent doing homework with Pang Qian, and all the people gathered together in the cafeteriaâ¦
The food at Donghua Hotel were exquisite and delicious. Pang Qian grabbed a piece of tenderloin and placed it into Gu Mingxiâs bowl. She said quietly, âBe careful, itâs hot.â And then she served him a bowl of chicken soup, and quietly added a piece of chicken. Gu Mingxi lifted his eyes to look at her. He really wanted to tell her that he missed those years that they ate side by side in the school cafeteria.
After Wu Min and Xiao Yujing talked for awhile, everyone else was thrown into confusion. Wu Min asked Xiao Yujing about some schools in America as they had studied similar things. Xiao Yujing responded patiently, even explaining about certain schoolâs research laboratories and doctoral programs. Sometimes she would say things in English, though she wasnât trying to show off. To Xiao Yujing, English was basically her mother tongue. And after spending a few years in America, as she tried to explain to Wu Min about the situation in America, she hadnât even considered translating (to Chinese). Fortunately, Wu Minâs English was also very good, and the two of them communicated without issue. That couldnât be said for the rest of the group
Jiang Zhiya saw that Zhou Nanwei looked like he was listening to scripture. She laughed. âHey, arenât you abroad? Why havenât you picked up the language?â
Zhou Nanzhong got angry. âLady, they speak Spanish in Columbia!â
Li Xiaoyan and Pang Qian spoke across the table. She asked Pang Qian, âCrab, since youâre together with Gu Mingxi now, are you still planning on post graduate studies?â
Pang Qian halted for a moment and recalled that she had spoken to Li Xiaoyan about going back to school before. They both started working right after graduation, and eventually, they both thought about post graduate studies. Pang Qian glanced over at Gu Mingxi and realized that heâd turned to look at her. His gaze held a glimmer of suspicion. Pang Qian smiled and told Li Xiaoyan, âIâm not planning on it for the time being.â
Li Xiaoyan said, âIâm planning on going back for post graduate studies.â
Pang Qian was surprised, âReally? You decided?â
Li Xiaoyan nodded. âYou donât know, but itâs really hard to get promoted in my field without at least a masterâs degree. After Wang Song and I get married, Iâll be able to get my degree in a year and a half if Iâm quick. I plan to finish my studies before having a child, otherwise there wonât be time after that.â
Zhou Nanzhong asked Wang Song, âWhat about you? Are you going back to school? Your field puts importance on education background as well.â
Li Xiaoyan said, âYeah, Iâve been trying to convince him to go back, but heâs worried he wonât be good at studying after so many years. I told him I would go back to school first. After all, guys donât have to give birth to children. Itâs okay if he goes a few years later.â
Wang Songâs expression was a bit unnatural. âWeâll talk about these things again later. Thereâs no rush.â
Xiao Yujing was very interested in this topic, so she joined in on Li Xiaoyan and Pang Qianâs discussion. She encouraged the two of them to go back to school, and it made Jiang Zhiya grow eager.
âAnchor Jiang, what you need as an anchor isnât more school, but plastic surgery.â Zhou Nanzhongâs filthy mouth extremely angered Jiang Zhiya. She picked up a tomato and threw it at him.
âEveryone says that girls who get a doctorate become extinguished old ladies who never find a husband. My cousin got her doctorate, and now sheâs having a hard time finding a boyfriend.â Jiang Zhiya rested her chin in her hands. âBut I think Xiao Yujingâs really pretty. Who would ever guess that sheâs got a doctorate degree.â
âI still havenât finished it.â Xiao Yujing laughed. âMy advisor really wants me to continue doing research after I get my degree though.â
Everyone: ==
This get together was very pleasant, with no barriers and no ice. Everyone spoke very freely about the foolish things they did as kids in school, and they talked about their plans for the future.
There were two people at the table who remained quiet. One was Gu Mingxi. He usually didnât speak much in front of people, and since he smiled along with others, no one really noticed.
The other was Xie Yi. Heâd always been a very lively character, but that evening, he barely said anything. He just drank one cup after another.
They were drinking red wine. No one else really drank very much, but when the others werenât watching, Xie Yi suddenly got drunk.
After dinner concluded, Zhou Nanzhong and Wu Min grabbed a taxi home together, since they were headed in the same direction. Wang Song drank so Li Xiaoyan drove them home. They also sent Teacher Dai home. Jiang Zhiya had to get back to work at the broadcast station, so she drove away on her own. That left Pang Qian, Gu Mingxi, Xiao Yujing, and a drunken Xie Yi.
Pang Qian didnât drink, and she knew where Xie Yi lived, so she suggested that she would send him home. Xiao Yujing said, âIâll send him. There are some things I want to say to him anyway.â
In front of Donghua Hotel, a cold wind was blowing, and the contents of Xie Yiâs stomach were unsettled. He ran over to the side, leaned against a tree trunk, and started vomiting. Xiao Yujing stood beside him and helped pat his back. Then she pulled out a napkin for him to wipe his mouth. Xie Yi knew that he looked a mess. Heâd never let himself go so much before, and he couldnât hold his cool anymore.
Pang Qian went to a small convenient store and bought a bottle of water. She walked over to his side and Xiao Yujing stepped aside slightly. Pang Qian turned back and saw her walk over to Gu Mingxi, who wasnât very far away.
Xie Yi drank half the bottle of water. Pang Qian asked him, âAre you feeling better?â
Xie Yi nodded. Pang Qian helped him up and sighed. âWhat are you doing? Why did you make yourself so unhappy for all these years? Xie Yi, youâre really not like yourself, you know.â
âAre you lecturing me?â Xie Yi straightened up, and propped himself up against the tree. His face was flushed and he reeked of alcohol. There was a cynical expression in his eyes as he said, âCrab, how long did you wait for Gu Mingxi?â
Pang Qian looked at him in the eyes. âWeâre different from you guys.â
âWhatâs so different?â
She responded firmly, âEverything is different.â
A surge of anger came out from Xie Yiâs eyes. He stared furiously at Pang Qian, and she, not at all scared, stared right back at him.
She kept standing with him under the tree, neither of them turning back to look behind them. There was heavy traffic on the street, and they couldnât hear the whispers of the two people a few meters behind them.
A few minutes later, Xiao Yujing walked back over. She asked Xie Yi, âAre you feeling better? Can you walk?â
Xie Yi silently nodded. After saying goodbye with Pang Qian and Gu Mingxi, he and Xiao Yujing got onto a taxi.
Now only Pang Qian and Gu Mingxi were left in the cold wind. Pang Qian walked over to his side and hugged him lightly. She looked up at him and said, âLetâs go.â
She drove him back to Sharkâs house. Gu Mingxi had drunk a bit of red wine, so he was looking a little tipsy. He asked Pang Qian, âAre you working tomorrow?â
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âNext Monday is Valentineâs Day.â
âAh?â
âAfter we spend Valentineâs Day together, Iâll return to Sanya.â His speech was very slow and a bit hoarse. âThis semester is graduation season, so Iâll be really busy. Itâs my first time being in charge of a graduating class.â
âMm, make sure to work well. Iâll fly over to visit you when I have time.â
âI was wonderingâ¦â Gu Mingxi blinked his eyes and looked at the flashing lights on the street in front of the windshield. âWould this be the only time in my life that Iâll lead a graduating class.â
Pang Qian knew that he was feeling unsure inside, but she wasnât sure how to help him in that moment. Suddenly, Gu Mingxi straightened up in his seat. He looked out the car window and said, âThe Little Marketâs still here?â
Pang Qianâs glanced over to where he was looking. On their way back to the heavy machinery area, they passed through the center of E City, and they also passed by the park near First High.
There were a lot of red lanterns hanging for the New Yearâs, lighting up the area. It looked very festive. Pang Qian asked, âItâs still early. Do you want to go in for a walk?â
Gu Mingxi nodded. âItâll help me sober up too. Iâm feeling a little dizzy.â
Pang Qian stopped the car and walked over to the park with Gu Mingxi. There werenât many people there, but the New Year atmosphere was every present. They walked down the small street to inside the park. In the past, that was where the street vendors congregated, but there was no one there now.
Pang Qian looked around and saw that bench under the parasol tree. She tugged on Gu Mingxiâs sleeve. âLetâs go sit there.â
Gu Mingxi looked over and then bit his lip, his expression bashful.
Pang Qian and he sat down on the bench. She giggled. âIt was here, right?â
He lowered his head, and almost incomprehensibly said, âMm.â
âYou⦠Didnât you guess that I just didnât see the letter?â Her voice sounded a bit angry. Gu Mingxi responded innocently, âHow would I know that you cut your finger?â
âYou really donât understand me. If I had seen the letter, would I have not shown up?â
âWhy couldnât you have (not shown up)?â Gu Mingxi said, slightly bitterly. âI thought that youâd been scared.â
âIdiot.â She really couldnât help it, and she pinched at his waist. âIdiot, idiot, idiot!â
After a moment, the two of them quieted. There voices were no longer ringing in the park, and it became very serene. The parasol tree above their heads was just covered in leaf-less branches. The wind blew and they rustled. Occasionally, a car would sound in the distance. Gu Mingxi turned to look at Pang Qian, and Pang Qian leaned her head back. He said, âIf youâre cold, come closer. My bodyâs really warm.â
Pang Qian gave him a toothy grin and quickly scooted over to him. Gu Mingxi was indeed very warm, and he smelled slightly of alcohol. Pang Qian wrapped her arms around him and put her hands into his pocket. It was really warm.
At this point, Gu Mingxi asked, âPang Pang, did you tell Li Xiaoyan that you were planning to go back to school?â
Actually, when this topic came up during dinner, Pang Qian had felt Gu Mingxiâs spirit drop. Even though heâd been smiling as he listened to their conversation, she knew that he was a bit concerned about it.
At the table, there were two doctoral students, three people with masters degrees, four people in research. And they all studied good majors at good schools. The odd one out was Gu Mingxi, who only had a high school diploma.
It wasnât that he couldnât study, and it wasnât that he didnât like to study. Itâs just that after some uncontrollable events and incidences, heâd moved further and further away from school.
Pang Qian tucked her head into his shoulder and said, âDidnât I already tell you? I thought about going back to school in the past, but right now, Iâm busy with work, and I keep feeling that itâs unnecessary.â
A bit surprised, he asked, âUnnecessary?â
âDo you think itâs necessary?â
âIâm not familiar with your line of work.â He spoke quietly. âI think that if you want to go back to school, you donât have to be over conscious of me. Even if you have to go abroad, itâs okay. If you think it will be too costly, Iâll make money to support you.â
Pang Qian was stunned. After a long while, she still didnât say anything.
A bit later, she carefully asked, âGu Mingxi, do you regret quitting school?â
She originally thought that he would say that he regretted it, or at least consider the question a bit before answering. Instead, he responded quickly, âI donât regret it.â
âWhy not?â
âEven if I was able to get my undergraduate degree, it would have been hard to join the work force. I wouldnât be able to be anything more than average in that field. Pang Pang, just because I was a good student, it doesnât mean that I would be able to learn and do everything I tried.â He spoke very sincerely. âIf I had studied English, law, or finance back then, maybe I would have been able to persevere and continue, but computer engineeringâ¦â He shook his head slowly. âI suspect I really donât have any talent in that subject.â
Pang Qian looked into the dark night, to Gu Mingxiâs shining eyes and slightly furrowed brows. She suddenly asked, âGu Mingxi, have you ever thought about going back to school to study?â