Translated by Twelve_Months_of_May
We donât have one. Houses are really expensive right now, so how could we buy one.
Gu Guoxiang organized for their family dinner to be at a seafood restaurant. Before their appointment, Pang Qian and Gu Mingxi went to buy some gifts.
Pang Qianâs memories of Gu Mingxiâs grandparents and aunt were frozen from the day of his 16th birthday. That meal wasnât exactly a joyous one, and it left an impression on Pang Qian, that his family treated him with such contempt.
At the mall, Gu Mingxi left the gift choices to Pang Qian. She picked out a sheepskin hat for Grandpa Gu and a wool shawl for Grandma Gu. Then she picked out a red wine set for Gu Guoying and her husband, and since sheâd heard that Dong Yuan had just gotten married, she also picked out a pair of gold pendants for the new couple. Lastly, she discussed with Gu Mingxi and chose a pair of high grade thermal underwear for Gu Guoxiang and a down coat for Gu Ziyue.
They were the younger generation. Although it had been many years since theyâd been in contact with the relatives, and they likely werenât going to see them often in the future, the two thought they should at least do them this courtesy. After they finished buying the gifts, Pang Qian and Gu Mingxi hurried over to the restaurant. Carrying the bags, Pang Qian went up the elevator with Gu Mingxi, and there, they ran into Dong Yuan and his wife.
If theyâd crossed paths on the street, Pang Qian definitely wouldnât have recognized Dong Yuan. 27 year old Dong Yuan wasnât very tall, and he looked to be at least 100kg. His hair was cut short and his face had a lot of acne. He stood there holding his wifeâs hand.
Dong Yuan didnât recognize Pang Qian either. He looked her up and down and then turned his head away. That was the typical gaze of a person who saw a beautiful woman on the street. They wanted to look, but they pretended like they werenât looking. Pang Qian, who was originally about to greet him, stopped in that instant.
In the end, it was Gu Mingxi who called out, âDong Yuan.â
Dong Yuan was extremely surprised to see Gu Mingxi. He hadnât expected that Gu Guoxiang had contacted Gu Mingxi and even called him over for dinner. Seeing Pang Qian beside Gu Mingxi, he was even more surprised. Firstly, because the beautiful woman standing there was actually that silly girl who used to stick to Gu Mingxi. Secondly, because that beautiful woman had become Gu Mingxiâs girlfriend!
Dong Yuan looked over Gu Mingxi and Pang Qian. Pang Qian was wearing makeup and a pretty dress. Gu Mingxiâs clothes were very simple, a grey coat and black pants. He seemed to have gotten a bit taller. His skin was a bit tan, but his face was still pretty handsome. Dong Yuanâs eyes fell onto Gu Mingxiâs coat sleeves. Just as in his memories, his empty sleeves hung straight down, and there was nothing poking out of his cuffs.
Dong Yuanâs wife, Xiao Liang, had a medium build and a familiar kind of face. She kept looking over Gu Mingxi curiously. Dong Yuan introduced her. âThis is my older cousin, Gu Mingxi, Gu Ziyueâs half brother.â
The four of them rode the elevator up. When they exited the elevator, Dong Yuan lit a smoke and held out the box to Gu Mingxi. âWant one?â
Gu Mingxi shook his head. âI donât smoke, thanks.â
Dong Yuan squinted at him a bit, and then asked, âUncle said that youâd been studying in Z City all this time. Is it true? When did you get back?â
Gu Mingxi didnât want to talk about his past, so he just answered, âI got back a few months ago.â
âI heard that your mom passed away?â
Gu Mingxi nodded.
âAre you staying in E City from now on?â
âYeah.â
âHave you found a job?â Dong Yuan asked. âWhere have you been staying these days?â
Gu Mingxi didnât lie at all. âI havenât found a job yet. Iâve been staying at Pang Qianâs house since I got back.â
Dong Yuan nodded. âIndeed, it would be hard to find a job with your situation. Iâm working at a supermarket right now, in the warehouse. Our supermarket has a few disabled people. A few of the stockers are mute or deaf. Thereâs one in the warehouse too. I can go back and ask about it for you, if our supermarket has a job for someone in your situation.â
Gu Mingxi smiled and said, âThatâs okay. Iâm not planning on working for awhile.â
Dong Yuan was startled and asked, âAre you planning on having Pang Qian raise you?â
Pang Qian wasnât about to bicker with him, so she just laughed and said, âThatâs not okay? Iâm willing to! Iâm happy to!â
Hearing her words, a strange expression crossed Dong Yuanâs eyes. Pang Qian saw it very clearly. In his eyes, there was pity, sympathy, and even a bit of contempt.
Indeed. Dong Yuan said, âGu Mingxi, sounds like you came back at a great time. Uncle divorced last year, so you can take advantage of the fact that heâs not married and Ziyueâs still young, to try to win some things.â
Gu Mingxi, ââ¦â
Pang Qianâs complexion darkened.
When they walked into the private room, the Gu grandparents, Gu Guoying and her husband, and Gu Guoxiang and Gu Ziyue were already present. Gu Guoxiang saw Gu Mingxi and quickly welcomed him. His expression was buried deep, but his eyes revealed a repressed joy. Standing before Gu Mingxi, he hesitated before finally patting his sonâs shoulders. âMingxi, youâre here.â
âDad, Happy New Year,â Gu Mingxi called out. His attention landed on the little girl beside Gu Guoxiang. She was very pretty, tall with fair skin, wearing a red plaid dress. Her facial features looked more like Gu Guoxiangâs than even Gu Mingxiâs did. She had shoulder length hair and wore a butterfly clip. Her eyes looked over Gu Mingxi.
Gu Mingxi smiled and said, âIs this Ziyue? Sheâs grown so much.â He turned to Pang Qian and said, âPang Pang, bring the gifts over. We bought Ziyue some clothes, but Iâm not sure if theyâll fit.â
Gu Guoxiang didnât mention Fang Hui, and Gu Mingxi didnât ask about her.
Pang Qian brought the presents over and handed them out to the elders, one after another. Gu Mingxi stood beside her. âGrandpa, Grandma. Auntie, Uncle.â Grandpa and Grandma Gu were already more than 80 years old, but they were still quite healthy. When Grandma Gu saw Gu Mingxi, tears flowed from her eyes. Grandpa Guâs gaze was a bit complicated. After he asked about Gu Mingxi, he closed his eyes.
Gu Guoying looked subtly at Gu Mingxi, and even whispered something to her husband.
When Xiao Liang received a wedding present, she was clearly very happy. She stood up and said, âThank you Cousin (and Cousinâs Wife). But I didnât know you two were coming, so I didnât prepare anything.â
Pang Qian laughed and said, âItâs okay. And donât call me Cousinâs Wife. We still havenât married yet.â
Xiao Liang also laughed. âItâll happen eventually. Remember to invite us to the wedding.â
Before Pang Qian could respond, Gu Guoying laughed insincerely from the side. âWhatâs the use in saying that. When our Yuan Yuan got married, Mingxi didnât bother to grace us with his presence at the wedding.â
Gu Mingxi and Pang Qian looked at each other, chuckled, and walked on.
Before theyâd arrived, Gu Mingxi and Pang Qian came up with a simple method of communicating. They agreed to talk less and laugh more during dinner. No matter what anyone said, theyâd laugh a bit and move on.
Pang Qian had thought about this before. Gu Mingxiâs family hadnât seen him in so many years and only knew a tad bit about his current situation. When they met again, how would they act? Sheâd even thought about those dramatic reunion scenes where everyone breaks into tears, like they show on TV. But the reality wasnât like that. Those people didnât ask about Li Han and they didnât ask about how Gu Mingxi had been living the past years. Other than Gu Guoxiang and Xiao Liang, those people looked at Gu Mingxi with strange eyes, as if facing a foreign invader. Pang Qian realized that Gu Mingxiâs family seemed to have some misunderstanding after the two of them suddenly dropped back into their world.
Pang Qian handed over presents to Gu Guoxiang and Gu Ziyue. Previously, Gu Guoxiang had already told Gu Ziyue that this man sheâd never seen before was actually her brother.
Pang Qian handed the new clothes to Gu Ziyue, who glanced at it and then tossed it to the side. She looked at Pang Qian and Gu Mingxi with obvious hostility.
Gu Guoxiang saw this and scowled. He told her, âZiyue, what do you mean by this? This is your older brother. He brought you a gift. What should you say?â
Gu Ziyue pretended as if she didnât hear and scurried over to her grandfather. Gu Guoxiang grabbed her and said, âZiyue, say thank you to your brother!â
Gu Ziyue glared angrily at him and then clenched her teeth.
Gu Mingxi and Pang Qian didnât know what to think. After Gu Guoxiang reprimanded Gu Ziyue once more, the little girlâs eyes reddened and tears flowed down from her eyes. Gu Guoying walked over to pull her away and kept coaxing her, âBe good, darling. Yue Yue. Princess Ziyue,â over and over. Gu Ziyue finally stopped crying and looked at Gu Mingxi. She said to Gu Guoying, âAuntie, my mom said that I had a crippled brother who didnât have arms. Is it because of him that my parents got divorced?â
A âboomâ went off in Pang Qianâs mind. She felt as if all the blood in her body had rushed to her head. She couldnât stand that someone had called Gu Mingxi âcrippledâ right in front of her face. Especially since that person was his own flesh and blood, his sister! Pang Qian couldnât help herself from stepping forward, but Gu Mingxi stepped in to block her path.
He pushed against her with his shoulder and spoke in a low voice. âPang Pang, forget it. Sheâs still a kid.â
Pang Qianâs expression was sour from how angry she was. Gu Mingxi tried to placate her again. âPang Pang, Iâm fine. Calm down.â
No one else stepped in to reprimand Gu Ziyue. After Gu Guoxiang chided her with a few more words, Gu Ziyue looked like she was about to cry again. Grandpa Gu looked at Gu Guoxiang and said, âItâs the New Year, what are you yelling at the child about?â
With these circumstances, what could Pang Qian say. To all these people, Gu Mingxi was like a stranger, and Pang Qian was even more so.
She helped Gu Mingxi take his coat off and the two of them sat down. She helped him clean his feet with a wet towel, and she repeated to herself that they were just here to eat a meal. When the meal was over, they could leave, and then they wouldnât see these people often after that.
Gu Ziyue kept observing Gu Mingxi who ate with his feet. As she watched, her eyebrows furrowed. She realized that Gu Mingxi couldnât grab the food himself from the dishes, and Pang Qian was helping him. Then an idea sprouted in her head.
After that, Pang Qian realized that when she went to grab some food, the glass turn table started to turn quickly. Sometimes Pang Qian would be in the middle of grabbing the food when the dishes suddenly moved away. In a difficult situation, she could only pull back with her chopsticks in the air.
Pang Qian looked over at Gu Ziyue, who looked to be very happy. Her hand was always at the turn table, spinning away, just like she was playing a game. It was hard for others to get food as well. Gu Guoxiang finally realized what was happening. After he spoke to her, she would stop for a bit, but soon after, she started up again.
When they were eating, they also had to talk. Gu Guoying asked Gu Mingxi about work and Gu Mingxi said he wasnât currently working. Gu Guoying recalled what Gu Guoxiang had once told herâ that Gu Mingxi had quit school.
Gu Guoying said to Gu Mingxi, âItâs hard to find work now. Our Yuan Yuan graduated college, but he still had to count on his dadâs connections to get a job at the supermarket. Mingxi, for someone with no arms or educational background like yourself, itâs impossible to find a job.â
Gu Guoxiang asked, âMingxi, didnât you mention that you wanted to go back to school before?â
âYeah, Iâm taking the college entrace exam.â Gu Mingxi explained everything very simply. âIâll get a job after I get my diploma.â
Dong Yuan chipped in. âHow many years will that take? Are you going to a prep school or are you studying on your own?â
Gu Mingxi smiled but didnât respond.
Gu Guoxiang pondered a moment and then said, âMingxi, donât force yourself when it comes to school. Itâs best if you can get your degree, but itâs okay if you canât. If you want to work, I can help you arrange something. Find some work in an office, something simple and easy. Something that would suit you.â
Gu Mingxi laughed again and said, âDad, itâs okay. I want to go back to school.â
Since Gu Mingxi used the Mister Ostrich pen name when he published his books, Gu Guoxiang didnât know about it. And neither Gu Mingxi nor Pang Qian had any intention to tell him. Theyâd already set their plans. While they were studying, Gu Mingxi could continue to draw after classes. With his current popularity, if he released just one book a year, the two of them would still be able to live comfortably.n/o/vel/b//in dot c//om
Gu Guoying was very interested in Gu Mingxi and Pang Qian dating. In her eyes, Gu Mingxi was a disabled person without education or work, and thus without a house or money. Pang Qian was such a pretty girl, so why would she date him? What was her plan?
She asked quietly, âMingxi, Qian Qian, how long have you two been dating?â
Gu Mingxi glanced at Pang Qian, and then he answered, âA bit more than a year.â
âFor that long already? Are you planning on getting married?â
âMm, we are.â Gu Mingxi nodded and smiled a bit. Pang Qian added on, âWeâre going to get married this year.â
Gu Guoying asked, âThat⦠What about the house for your marriage?â
Gu Mingxi was about to answer when Pang Qianâs hand suddenly reached under the table to press on his leg. She smiled and said, âWe donât have one. Houses are really expensive right now, so how could we buy one.â
Gu Mingxi gave her a curious look. Pang Qian stared at him and blinked her eyes. She said, âMy dad said that our house is big, so we can use it when we get married.â
Gu Guoyingâs husband, Dong Ping, asked, âThen are your parents going to rent a place somewhere else?â
âOf course not,â Pang Qian replied with surprised. âNaturally, theyâll live together with us. In any case, the house has a lot of rooms. When we have a child, there will still be room too.â
Dong Ping said, âThat means Mingxi will be joining his wifeâs family?â
Gu Guoying pat his arm. âWhat do you mean joining? When they have a child, theyâll surely keep the Gu name.â
âNot necessarily.â The speaker was actually Gu Mingxi, which caused Pang Qian to jump in place.
Gu Mingxi said, âWhether the childâs name is Gu or Pang, I donât mind.â
âNonsense!â Grandpa Gu hadnât spoken before, but heâd been listening to everyoneâs words. This time, he couldnât hold back as he slammed his hand down on the table. âThe children of the sons of the Gu family will have the name Gu! How can you name your children recklessly?! I definitely wonât agree to it!â
Pang Qian laughed grimly and picked up her teacup to drink a bit.
Gu Guoxiangâs expression became awkward and he finally spoke firmly to Gu Mingxi. âMingxi, if you and Pang Qian need a house for your marriage, you can tell me. I can help a little.â
Gu Guoying quickly called out, âBrother! You still have Ziyue!â
All these years, Gu Guoying had benefitted a lot from Gu Guoxiang. Fang Hui was rarely home, so when Gu Guoxiang was busy with work, Gu Guoying stayed around with the nanny. The little girl looked down on the nanny, and her naughty tricks left the nanny in tears. After that, since Gu Guoying was retired and Dong Yuan didnât have a child yet, he hired Gu Guoying to take care of Gu Ziyueâs daily needs.
Gu Guoying wasnât a nanny though. When she went to Gu Guoxiangâs house, she wasnât treated like an outsider. The metals company was successful so they would send lots of things to his house. When Gu Guoying saw this, she would pack it up and take it home, and Gu Guoxiang wouldnât say anything either.
The sister and brother pair both spoiled Gu Ziyue greatly. She was given whatever she wanted. Whenever the little girl started making a ruckus, Gu Guoying would ask Gu Guoxiang for some money to buy snacks, toys, clothes, take her out to eat, go to watch a movie, or to go play games. Sometimes, Gu Guoying would invite Dong Yuan and Xiao Liang along. Since her brother was paying for it, she didnât worry about it.
And so, Gu Guoying was also very sensitive towards Gu Guoxiangâs assets. Sheâd rather her brother spend the money on Gu Ziyue and refused to allow any of the money to go to Gu Mingxi.
Gu Ziyue had already snuck over to Gu Guoyingâs side, and Gu Guoying held her in her arms. She told Gu Guoxiang, âI canât agree to that. Ziyueâs still young, and youâll be retiring in a few years. Didnât you say you were going to send Ziyue to study abroad? That needs money! Mingxiâs already a grown up. When Li Han left, you didnât treat the two of them poorly. Gu Mingxi didnât work for it himself. He didnât finish school or get a job. Do you have to be responsible for that? When Ziyueâs mother left, I promised her that I would take care of Ziyueâ¦â
Gu Guoying started crying as she spoke. Gu Ziyue was very smart. She saw Gu Guoying and then quickly ran back to Gu Guoxiangâs side, wrapping her arms around his leg, crying out, âDaddy, Daddy, donât let Auntie cry! Auntie treats me so well!â
Grandpa Gu told Gu Ziyue, âZiyue, be good. Come over to Grandpa.â
He grabbed Gu Ziyueâs hand. He looked at her pale and slender finger and sighed. âThe children in our family. Yuan Yuan wasnât good at his studies, Mingxi doesnât have arms. Whatâs so good about them. All our familyâs hopes are resting on Ziyueâs shoulders. Little Ziyue, donât worry, Iâll make sure to educate you. Your father said you wanted to learn piano? Iâll buy it for you! Iâll send you to school! Look at our Ziyueâs pretty fingers. They were made to play piano.â
Gu Guoxiang wasnât even a person to them. Gu Guoying didnât give up though, and she continued, âActually, with Mingxiâs condition, canât he apply for public welfare?â
Xiao Liang worked in that area, and after Gu Guoying asked some more, Xiao Liangâs face reddened. She looked at Gu Mingxi and said, âHe can indeed do that.â
âCanât he also apply for public housing?â Gu Guoying felt that she was so smart, helping Gu Mingxi and Pang Qian come up with such a good solution. âMingxi, you and Pang Qian can get public housing and use that for their marriage. First register the marriage and apply for financial difficulty, and then you can get a house. Although the house will be a bit far away, but it only costs some tens of dollars each month. Aiya, you meet the criteria. Even if we wanted to apply, we canât!â
Dong Yuan said, âActually, Mingxi can apply for affordable housing like me.â
Gu Guoying shot him a death glare. âAffordable housing is more than 200 thousand dollars. Where will Mingxi find the money for that!â
Dong Yuan said, â200 thousand. Uncle can help out with that. When I bought my house, Uncle helped me with 50 thousand too.â
Gu Guoying panicked to shut him up. âYou fool, donât talk nonsense! Your uncle was lending that to us! We have to return it!â
Pang Qian was no longer angry at all. In fact, she felt it was kind of interesting. From the moment she spoke that lie, it was like she was watching a clown show. Originally, she wanted to let everyone know the truth, to tell them she was just kidding and she and Gu Mingxi already had a house.
But now, she suddenly didnât want to clarify things. Just let them all think that Gu Mingxi was a pauper. After all, there was nothing embarrassing about that. Just then, Gu Mingxi whispered to Pang Qian, âIâm going to head out a bit. Iâll be right back.â
âWhere are you going?â Pang Qian asked.
âIâll tell you later.â He flashed a naughty smiled at her.
Gu Mingxi stood up and apologized to everyone before heading out of the room. Not long after, he returned but didnât sit down. He stood by the table and said there was a pressing matter and he and Pang Qian would leave first.
They were only halfway through dinner. Gu Guoying kept talking about public housing, and while Pang Qian didnât know what was going on, she stood up and helped Gu Mingxi put on his coat. She even helped him wipe off his mouth.
Gu Guoxiang was a bit angry. âMingxi, what are you doing?! Your aunt didnât have any ill intentions. You donât have to be so willful!â
âNo, Dad, somethingâs really come up.â Gu Mingxi smiled politely, his gaze even. âA friend of mind is visiting E City for New Yearâs and invited me out to talk about work.â
His eyes shimmered. âIâm sorry, I didnât mention it earlier. Although I donât have a job, I do some illustration work for magazines, and the income isnât bad. As for buying a house, you donât have to worry, Auntie. I donât need my dadâs help with it. Pang Qian and I have already looked at some houses and weâre putting a down payment on one soon.â
He was carrying on Pang Qianâs fib. Gu Guoying was taken aback and then asked, âWhere is the house?â
âProsperous North.â
It was Dong Pingâs turn to be startled. âDowntown?â
Gu Mingxi nodded, âYes.â
Gu Guoying asked, âHow big is the house? The houses there cost 20k per sqm.â
âNot big, 138 sqm.â Gu Mingxi smiled. âWhen weâre better off, we can buy a bigger one.â
Everyone else, ââ¦â
Pang Qian had already grabbed her bag. Gu Mingxi said, âGrandpa, Grandma, Dad, Aunt, Iâm heading out first. Iâm sorry for being unable to stay longer. Next time, please invite me again.â
As he spoke, he and Pang Qian left the room.
A few minutes later, Gu Guoying came back to her senses. âHeâs just talking big. How much money could he make from some illustrations? Does he think weâre some country bumpkins?!â
Dong Yuan said, âMom, itâs your fault. You didnât give Mingxi any face at all, so he could only find an excuse to leave. He probably wonât eat with us again in the future.â
Gu Guoying curled her lips. âIf he doesnât want to eat, fine. No oneâs clinging to him.â
Gu Guoxiangâs expression was overcast. After dinner, he called the waiter to get the bill. The waiter walked into the room and said, âSir, a young man already paid earlier. He wanted me to relay that since he hadnât treated his grandparents to a meal in so many years, he would pay for this meal.â
Gu Guoyingâs mouth dropped. She asked, âHow much was it?â
The waiter smiled slightly. âAh, 4380 dollars.â