Translated by Twelve_Months_of_May
Part 2. Love Letter from That Year
Donât grab onto my toes, theyâre dirty.
âXie Yiâs become infuriated with Xiao Yujing. He says that they just canât work out their duet.â
âDid Xiao Yujing talk to you about Xie Yi? â¦No? Never? Theyâre always arguing. Xiao Yujingâs really patient then.â
âXie Yi tells me all day long that he always that that Xiao Yujing was well-learned and had a gentle temperament. He never expected that she was so crazy when she played the violin. Xie Yi said that if sheâs like that, she should just perform her violin solo.â
âBut thereâs nothing they can do now. They already promised Teacher Zhong. Xie Yi doesnât feel good backing out, so he can only bite the bullet and learn the song.â
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Pang Qian was laying on Gu Mingxiâs bed, flipping through the pages of Cartoon King. She was eating some beef jerky, her legs swinging in the air. She kept talking about Xie Yi. After she finished her beef jerky, she licked her fingers clean.n/ô/vel/b//in dot c//om
Gu Mingxi looked at her and then lowered his head to Pang Qianâs homework next to his feet. They were in different classes so their homework was very different. The advanced class moved at a much quicker pace than the other classes. The teacher already told them that by the time Year 2 ends, they should have finished learning the Year 3 material. Then they would spend Year 3 reviewing all the material for exams. But the other classes couldnât use this method.
Fortunately, Gu Mingxi had already done the type of homework Pang Qian had, several days before. But he discovered a serious problem. Pang Qianâs math and science didnât seem to follow the general pace. There was a lot of stuff she seemed to know, but also didnât really know at the same time. Without spending a lot of time working on practice problems to support her knowledge, over the long run, her scores would only drop even more.
Gu Mingxi thought that he had to help her think of a plan. If they start supplementary lessons now, there was still time.
He said to Pang Qian on the bed, âStop laying there. Come here. Iâll explain some of the physics questions you got wrong.â
Pang Qian rolled around and stretched, before pouting and saying, âLet me rest a little more. All the dance practice at school made me exhausted.â
Gu Mingxi put up with her. âAlright, then rest another 5 minutes.â
â5 minutes is too little. 10 minutes.â
She laid lazily on the bed for another while before finally getting up and walking over to Gu Mingxiâs desk to look at things curiously. The furniture in Gu Mingxiâs room hadnât changed. It was just like before he moved away. He only took his desk and chair. They were custom-made for him, so others wouldnât be able to use it.
Pang Qian saw a picture frame on the bookshelf. It was made of crystal, 8 inches wide. And inside was the group photo that Class 2 took on their summer trip.
Pang Qian also had a copy of the photo, but she never put it up. She picked up the picture frame and looked at it. âWhere did you get this picture frame? Itâs really pretty. It shines, and itâs pretty heavy.â
Gu Mingxi said, âDo you want it? I can give it to you.â
ââ¦â Pang Qian didnât know what to say. âWhy are you just like Xiao Yujing? I canât just compliment your things? I was just saying it casually, but then you guys both say youâll give me the things. You make it seem like Iâm asking for your things.â
Gu Mingxi stood up and walked over to her. He said, âThatâs not what I meant. My dad brought this picture frame back from France. Originally, it was in their room, with their photo in it. When we were packing our things, I saw my mom pull the photo out, so I asked if I could take the frame.â
Hearing him say that it belonged to Gu Guoxiang and Li Han, Pang Qianâs heart grew heavy. After all, sheâd seen the time when the two of them were much more in love. When she was younger, Gu Guoxiang also carried her in his arms, holding hands with Gu Mingxi, as they walked around outside the compound to buy snacks. Theyâd buy delicious food and go back to the compound. Heâd pat Gu Mingxiâs head and say, âMingxi, take Pang Qian to play. Iâm going to take a smoke.â
Gu Mingxi was a very obedient child. He would hold hands with the fat little Pang Qian, and the two of them would run along happily.
Now, even though the setting was the same, the people had changed.
âPang Pang.â Gu Mingxi called Pang Qian out of her reverie. âItâs been 10 minutes. Iâm going to go over the questions now.â
Pang Qianâs expression immediately soured.
It had been a year since sheâd worked on homework with Gu Mingxi. Pang Qian really wasnât used to it anymore. He was very, very, very strict. He was even more strict than the teachers at school. Pang Qian admitted that there were some topics that she didnât really understand. She would just guess randomly sometimes or use a formula in whatever way she could. Although it was wrong, the teacher wouldnât think her understanding was very poor. But none of that mattered with Gu Mingxi. He made Pang Qian explain her reasoning, and after she was unable to keep stumbling through her explanation, Gu Mingxi figured out what she didnât understand. He pulled over the textbook with his foot and started explaining the basics to her.
He never let her brush things off or pretend to understand something. Gu Mingxi said, âIâm not a teacher, you donât have to be embarrassed in front of me. If you donât understand something, just say so. Iâll explain it to you. If you still donât understand it, Iâll keep trying to explain. Iâll find a way to make you understand it. Itâs okay if we have to go a bit slower. As long as your foundation is solid, youâll understand what you learn later more easily.â
Pang Qian looked at him as if he was some kind of strange creature. âGu Mingxi, you really should become a teacher in the future. You act just like one.â
Gu Mingxi glanced at her, âHow could I write on the board?â
âOhâ¦â Pang Qian scratched her head. âYou can be a tutor! Private one-on-one tutoring. My mom wanted to get me a tutor before. One class for two hours, and it cost 50 dollarsâ¦â
âDonât change the topic.â Gu Mingxi picked up a pen with his right foot and poked Pang Qianâs leg. âCome here. Iâll explain it to you.â
Pang Qian saw how serious he was, so she put away her joking attitude. Actually, she didnât dislike studying. She just wasnât raised with very good studying habits. When it came to studying, it really just depended on how things went. If she was happy to, she would study like crazy. Otherwise, she wouldnât. She didnât like to ask the teacher questions, so after she left Gu Mingxi, she realized that her scores had really fallen.
Gu Mingxi was a teacher who never lost patience. He very seriously and attentively helped explain the problems to Pang Qian. He was also a student, but when he was teaching Pang Qian, he became a very qualified tutor.
Pang Qian didnât even consider whether Gu Mingxi had finished his homework or not yet. He had a lot more homework than her. But at the time, the thought really never even crossed Pang Qianâs mind, probably because Gu Mingxi always seemed so calm and unhurried.
For two hours, from 7 to 9 oâclock, Pang Qian felt she had been much more productive than all day at school. When Gu Mingxi said, âWeâll stop here for today,â Pang Qian actually had a feeling of âAh, weâre just going to stop now?â It had been a long time since sheâd put such efforts into her studies. It really seemed like she could only put away her pride when she was with Gu Mingxi. When there was anything she wondered about, she didnât hesitate to ask at all. âAiya, I really donât get it. Explain it again.â
Gu Mingxi put down the pen in his foot. He stood up and walked back and forth twice. He bent over once, and then he stretched back. He stretched his legs out and then lifted and shook his right foot. He was wearing a navy blue sweater, and the sleeves gently swung back and forth at his sides.
Pang Qian was packing away her things. Seeing him like that, she asked, âAre you really tired?â
Gu Mingxi looked at her and didnât try to hide it. âMm. We spend a long time writing things during the day. My waist aches a bit and my foot hurts too. My legâs a bit numb too.â
Pang Qian asked, âHave you gotten any cramps lately?â
ââ¦â After some silence, he admitted, âA few times. After writing for a few hours, my leg would cramp up.â
This was an unavoidable thing. Since he was younger, his leg and foot had cramped countless times. Pang Qian stood up and pushed Gu Mingxi to his bed. âSit down. Iâll help you rub your legs.â
Gu Mingxi felt a bit uneasy. âItâs okay. Iâm fine now.â
âIâll just help you loosen your muscles.â She pushed at Gu Mingxiâs shoulders, making his sit down onto his bed.
Pang Qian crouched down in front of him and started rubbing (and pressing) his leg with her hands. First the right leg, from the thigh to the calf and then back up. She used quite a bit of force, because it wouldnât be effective otherwise. After she finished with the right leg, she worked on the left leg. When she finished with that, she picked up Gu Mingxiâs right foot and helped massage the back of it. She even grabbed his toes and helped move them around.
Gu Mingxi had his head down the whole time, looking at her. He spoke quietly, âDonât grab onto my toes, theyâre dirty.â
âTheyâre not.â Pang Qian looked down at his feet. âBut, Gu Mingxi, your feet have calluses. They didnât have them before.â
His face started to flush, and he didnât respond.
After Pang Qian finished relaxing his leg muscles, she said, âYour toenails are kind of long. Iâll help you cut them.â
Gu Mingxi, ââ¦â
She really went and found a pair of nail clippers and helped him cut his toenails. The two of them sat across from each other. Gu Mingxiâs foot rested on Pang Qianâs thigh. She lowered her head, right hand holding the clippers, as she carefully helped him cut his nails.
Gu Mingxi kept looking at her face and the set of long eyelashes. Other than Li Han, Pang Qian was the only one who had helped him cut his nails before. To other people, it would probably seem like a very strange thing, but Pang Qian always did it very naturally.
As she was clipping, she said, âI havenât cut your nails in a long time. Your feet have gotten really big.â
When the finished clipping his nails, she pulled out some hand cream from her bag. She squeezed a bit out and applied it to Gu Mingxiâs feet. As she rubbed it on, she smiled and said, âYou didnât get frostbite this year.â When she finished, she even bent down to take a sniff. âOh⦠Smells nice.â
Gu Mingxiâs face had already become a ripe tomato. Seeing her finally finish, he quickly put his feet on the ground.
Before she left, Pang Qian said, âIâll help you massage your legs. And your waist too. In any case, thereâs just the two of us here. You donât have to be embarrassed. If thereâs anywhere that doesnât feel comfortable, just tell me.â
Gu Mingxi nodded, âMm.â
Before the year ended, the New Yearâs art festival was held in the school auditorium. Gu Mingxi sat together with Xiao Yujing, who was carrying her violin case and a bag of clothes for the performance. She was fourth. She told Gu Mingxi, âLater, come back stage with me, okay? Help me watch my things.â
She didnât have any good friends in the class. Jiang Zhiya and a few other students also had to perform, so Xiao Yujing didnât want to ask them to help.
Gu Mingxiâs heartbeat quickened. Originally, heâd wanted to stop by back stage because Pang Qian was going to dance. He nodded, âOkay.â
Gu Mingxi accompanied Xiao Yujing backstage. Xie Yi was already there, a black suit in his hands. When he saw Xiao Yujing, his gaze could be described as very bitter and hateful.
Xiao Yujing only glanced at him before she spoke to Gu Mingxi. âIâm going to change. Watch my violin for me, thanks.â
After she left, Xie Yi walked over to Gu Mingxiâs side. When he saw Xiao Yujingâs violin case on the ground, he said, âGod, my suffering will finally end. I wonât have to work together with that crazy girl anymore.â
Gu Mingxi didnât really understand Xie Yiâs words. He couldnât help saying, âXiao Yujingâs a pretty good person. She doesnât talk that much usually.â
Xie Yi stared at him. âWait until you see her violin performance. Sheâs seriously crazy.â
Gu Mingxi, ââ¦â
Xie Yi was called to change. Gu Mingxi stood in the corner, guarding Xiao Yujingâs violin. Just then, a cheerful voice called out. âHey, Gu Mingxi!â
Gu Mingxi turned around to look, and saw a shining Indian girl running to him.