Translated by Twelve_Months_of_May
This year might change the rest of our lives.
That day, the whether was very nice. E City hadnât entered the rainy season yet, so every day was clear with high temperatures.
Thy sky was bright blue. The trees in the park were lush and green, and the cicadas were singing loudly. Gu Mingxi and Pang Qian had spent most of the afternoon playing around, so their bodies were covered in sweat. After the sweat dried off, their clothes were soaked again from the water ride. At this point in time, their hair both stuck to their foreheads, their bodies were sticky and kind of dirty. It was a bit embarrassing, but also a bit comical.
Younger students who were buying meat skewers and sausages walked past them. As they ate their snacks, they also looked at the pair curiously. That older boy and girl in school uniforms, were they just kissing?
The young girls were gathering and whispering to each other about it. Gu Mingxi lifted his head, looked over at them, and gave a gentle smile. A few of the girls panicked, their faces turning red, as they immediately ran off.
Pang Qian was still sitting stunned on the bench in front of him. She had two ice cream wrappers in her hands, a bit of chocolate still in them.
She seemed unable to react. She wasnât sure what had just happened, nor what she should be doing now. From Gu Mingxiâs tone, a kiss really did seem as ordinary as eating food and sleeping, nothing special at all.
But that was her first kiss!
Although it was only a momentâs thing, but the moment his lips touched hers was very obvious. His lips were soft and carried the slight scent of his breath. It made Pang Qian stiffen as her heart nearly jumped out of her chest.
She felt that she ought to get angry, just like the main character in all the serial dramas. When the male steals a kiss from the female, doesnât she always slap him on the face? But when she stole a glance at Gu Mingxi, she quickly got rid of that idea. He was Gu Mingxi, how could she bear to hit him?
Then was just the end of it? No, no, no. That would make it seem like she was okay with it. She wasnât okay with it! Pang Qian recalled Xiao Yujingâs reaction earlier that afternoon to a similar situation. She calmly wiped her lips, and then turned around and went back to the classroom.
Should she follow Xiao Yujing and wipe her lips to show that she was unhappy?
Then she also recalled Xie Yiâs reaction afterwards. Seeing Xiao Yujing wipe her lips, his entire face dimmed. His expression changed, showing an obvious disappointment. Pang Qian didnât want to see Gu Mingxi hurt. Although she didnât know why he acted this way, she felt that doing nothing was the most appropriate reaction.
But this was really her first kiss! Would her first kiss just disappear like that?
Lots of different thoughts ran through her head, and her expression also changed greatly. Gu Mingxi didnât say a word, and only watched her silently. Finally, after her entire face was red, Gu Mingxi started, âWhat are you thinking about? We just touched briefly. When foreigners meet, they all do that to greet each other.â
Did he really think she was such a bumpkin? Pang Qian clenched her teeth, âDonât lie to me. Foreigners all kiss each othersâ cheeks. They donât just randomly kiss each other on the lips.â
âA kiss on the cheek is nearly a kiss on the lips,â Gu Mingxi said. âIf you mind, you can forget what just happened. Strictly speaking, this doesnât count as a kiss. You can just say it didnât happen.â
âAh?â Pang Qianâs eyes widened. âPretend it didnât happen?â
Gu Mingxi nodded. âYeah, so, you can still have your first kiss.â
Pang Qianâs face reddened again. Gu Mingxi stood up and said, âPang Pang, itâs almost time for school to let out. We should go back, otherwise the teacher might report this to the police.â
Hearing him say that, Pang Qian finally remembered this. She made Gu Mingxi cut class. She didnât know what kind of situation they would face when they returned.
Pang Qian, who had boldly left school earlier that afternoon, was now terrified of returning to school. Gu Mingxi comforted her, âDonât be afraid. Just tell them what I told you, and the teachers wonât be too hard on you. At worst, theyâll blame you for not giving them a call to notify them. Then you just tell that that you were afraid calling would waste time and youâd lose me.â
When did he think up all these things? Pang Qian asked, âThen what if you get in trouble?â
Gu Mingxi said, âThen Iâll just get scolded. Usually, the teachers all take good care of me. They probably wonât scold me.â
When they returned to the school, the guard rushed out and called, âAiya! You two are finally back!â
The school was in utter chaos. Year 2 Class 1âs Gu Mingxi and Class 2âs Pang Qian randomly disappeared during the lunch break. Their belongings were still at their desks, and they hadnât left any notes. It seemed like theyâd just gone to the restroom, and then they just disappeared without warning.
Their head teachers were thrown into a frenzy, especially since Gu Mingxi was a handicapped student. They called the kidsâ parents, but Pang Shuisheng and Li Han returned home without finding a trace of their kids.
In the afternoon, Teachers Dai and Zhong, along with some student council members and Pang Shuisheng and Li Han, started searching around the school. Xie Yi even went to Sharkâs barbecue shop, but it wasnât open yet. He ran around to check some internet bars in the area, but he still didnât find and trace Gu Mingxi or Pang Qian.
Xiao Yujing went to check the small park nearby the school. After being deskmates with Gu Mingxi for a year, she knew that Gu Mingxi and Pang Qian sometimes sat at that park for awhile to eat snacks before heading home. Of course, she didnât find anything.
When it was nearly time for school to let out, everyone met back up at the school. Jin Aiâhua stayed at home, waiting for any news. Pang Shuisheng was extremely confused by the fact that Pang Qian and Gu Mingxi left their bags behind. Li Han was already weeping quietly. Gu Mingxi was a very sensible person. Even if he was feeling some pressure at school, heâd never skipped class before, especially without leaving any notes before disappearing.
As the group of people were discussing whether they should make a police report, Gu Mingxi and Pang Qian returned.
In front of her teachers, classmates, and parents, Pang Qian couldnât lie. But neither did she speak the truth. She just stood there silently with her head down. Gu Mingxi stood beside her, slightly blocking her. Then he methodically went over âthe happenings of the dayâ with everyone.
He saw a flash of suspicious cross Xiao Yujingâs eyes. Teacher Dai stared at Gu Mingxi and said, âGu Mingxi, if you felt pressure, you could have come talk to me. If you just disappear without a sound, everyone will worry about you, donât you know?â
âTeacher Dai, Iâm sorry. I wonât do it again.â Gu Mingxi chuckled lightly. âPang Qian kept trying to make me come back. Thanks to her, Iâm fine now.â
Since Gu Mingxi had taken all the responsibility, no one was going to give out any blame. Teacher Dai and Teacher Zhong let out sighs and even praised Pang Qian with a few lines. Pang Shuisheng and Li Han apologized to the teachers and students, and then took their kids home.
That evening, Jin Aiâhua scolded Pang Qian a lot. Pang Shuisheng couldnât hold her back. Jin Aiâhua was angry to death. As she yelled, she smacked Pang Qianâs head with a pa! pa!
She said, âAre you crazy? Have you gone crazy?! Do you like Gu Mingxi that much?! Ah?! He was in a bad mood, he was feeling too much pressure! So he skipped class to go play! And you just followed him?! Youâve never skipped class before! Gu Mingxi started acting badly last year. Now heâs dragged you along with him!â
Pang Qian retorted loudly, âHe hasnât gone bad! His grades are still great!â
âWho gives a damn about his grades?!â Jin Aiâhua sat down beside the table and angrily slammed her hand down. âPang Qian, let me tell you. Itâs best if you cut off this relationship. I wonât agree to you and Gu Mingxi being together! It doesnât matter how much you like him, I wonât agree to it!â
Pang Qian had been beaten until her head hurt, but she shouted out again, âWho said I like him?! Who said I want to be together with him?!â
Jin Aiâhua knocked on Pang Qianâs head again and made herself clear. âYou think Iâm a fool?! If you didnât like him, why would you skip class to go out and play with him all afternoon?!â
Pang Qian lowered her head and covered it with her arms. Gasping for air, she was unable to refute.
In the next few days, Jin Aiâhua didnât allow Pang Qian to go over to Gu Mingxiâs house to do homework. Pang Qian didnât care. In any case, the final exams were coming up. She didnât mind relaxing a bit.
The first order of business was the high school certification exam. For students attending advanced high schools, this exam was merely a formality. Pang Qian easily finished the exam, thinking to herself that she never wanted to touch history or politics again.
Following that were the final exams. Since this exam marked the end of the liberal arts and science materials, Pang Qian and Gu Mingxi wouldnât need to test in those again. This final exam would determine the class rearrangements for the final yearâs classes. The school made the exam more difficult, and Pang Qian could feel that after she finished.
Without the language classes, Gu Mingxiâs grades rose up. He was 4th in the year for science, keeping his promise to his mother. Xiao Yujing was still first. Xie Yiâs rank also rose to first in Class 7, and his grades qualified him to move into the advanced class next semester.
Zheng Qiaoqiao improced, Li Xiaoyan improved, Wang Song and Zhou Nanzhong improved. Only Pang Qianâs grades dropped.
In all of the 297 students who took the science exam, Pang Qianâs scores only ranked her 245. Seeing the mess of her exam paper, she just sat in her chair zoning out.
When it was time for the parent-teacher meeting, Pang Qian snuck over to Gu Mingxiâs. He was home alone, watching TV.
Pang Qian sat down beside him. Gu Mingxi said, âThere are drinks in the refrigerator if you want any.â
Pang Qian lowered and shook her head. Gu Mingxi turned to her. âYou just did poorly on one final exam. Why are you so downcast? Thereâs still one more year. Thereâst still time if you try really hard.â
Pang Qian pulled at her shirt hem. In a low voice, she said, âGu Mingxi, I donât think I can go to the same university as you. Youâll definitely get into a top-tier school. I probably wonât even get into a third-rank school.â
âNo.â Gu Mingxi comforted her, âI know that youâre feeling down recently. Itâs normal that youâd have tested poorly. Thereâs still another year. Iâll work hard together with you. Iâm sure youâll get into a four-year university, at least second-ranked.â
Pang Qian felt that he was spewing nonsense, so she didnât take his words to heart. She sat down a bit, and then suddenly said, âWhy is Xiao Yujing so good at studying?â
âXiao Yujing?â Gu Mingxi was startled. âYou only see that sheâs doing well now, but you donât know all the efforts she put into it before.â
Pang Qian lifted her head, âHow do you know?â
âShe said so herself. She lived in South Africa when she was younger, so her Chinese wasnât very good. Her mother had to go over a lot of classes with her at home. After primary school, she returned (to China) with her parents. Aside from English, her grades in other classes were all rotten.â
Pang Qian would never have imagined that Xiao Yujing had done through such a period.
Gu Mingxi continued, âAfter her first year of junior high, she retook the year. When it was time for the final exams, she finally caught up with the others in her class. By the end of her second year, she was first in her class. After her third year, she became first in the year.â
Pang Qian was shocked.
âSheâs definitely very smart, but most importantly, she worked really hard.â Gu Mingxi looked at Pang Qian. âXiao Yujing told me that you only live once. Human society is much like that of the African savanna. Like the law of the jungle, the strong prey on the weak. If you donât want to be the prey to someone else, you just have to put all your efforts into running forward. As long as you do your best, even if you donât achieve what you had planned, at least you wonât have any regrets in your life.â
Pang Qianâs eyes dropped as she considered Gu Mingxiâs words.
âPang Pang, thereâs still one year. One whole year.â Gu Mingxi sat up straight, staring at Pang Qianâs eyes. âListen to me. In this final year, letâs not think about any nonsense. Just work hard on studying. This year might change the rest of our lives. I hope we can work hard together, get rid of any obstructions, and both get into a good school. Donât be afraid, Iâll always be by your side. Look, Xiao Yujing could push into first with one year. Xie Yi got into the advanced class after one semester. You can try to use this semester to get into the top 20. Nothing is impossible. Pang Pang, I hope that you can trust me, and push through this final year together with me. Okay?â
Pang Qian looked at him with red eyes. Then with some effort, she nodded. âOkay.â
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