âThis isnât the first time. And it wonât be the last time she dies.â
ââ¦â¦â
âWonât you tell me how to put an end to it?â
Will you show me some mercy?
But Dullanâs face twisted in agony.
âI-Iâve told you⦠everything.ân/ô/vel/b//in dot c//om
âI see.â
Torture must be administered in stages, from mild to severe, for maximum efficiency. Pouring water into the nostrils or applying mild electric shocks, or lightly rubbing a thin wire against the neck to scratch the skinâthese donât cause severe bodily harm but are very effective in breaking a personâs mental state.
However, mild torture alone is never enough. The body builds tolerance, and when used too long, these psychological methods become dull. Thatâs when hammers, hooks, and knives become necessary. Striking directly grows exhausting quickly, but with the right tools, violence can be applied more efficiently.
And this wasnât just about extracting information. There was a need for revenge.
If Raymond didnât satisfy that burning need for vengeance, he wouldnât be able to endure this himself.
âDoes he really not know?â
Raymond glanced at Dullanâs legs, now more like broken ornaments than limbs. Perhaps it would be better to cut them off entirely. Not long after Raymond had captured Dullan, the man had started weeping and begging for mercy. Raymond had thought, hopefully, that Dullan might break sooner than expected.
But even today, with Carynne dead, Dullan hadnât provided a satisfactory answer.
It wasnât that he had given up no information at all. Raymond had learned some things from torturing him.
Like how a pregnancy could be her way out.
When Carynne had hesitated and confessed that she might not escape because she was barren, it hadnât surprised Raymondâhe already knew that from Dullan.
But there was still no decisive revelation.
Raymond had spent over a year torturing him, thinking.
âMaybe this version of him really doesnât know.â
At this point in time, Dullan might truly not have enough knowledge.
If no amount of torture could uncover the truth, if all his efforts were nothing more than lashing out in rage, thenâ¦
What could bring them salvation?
Squelchâ
ââ¦Shit.â
Raymond looked down at the handsaw. The fat stuck between the teeth of the blade had clogged it, preventing it from working properly. Even though Dullanâs body was nothing but skin and bones, some fat still clung between the sawâs teeth, blood oozing out. It was a frustrating reminder that Dullan, no matter how frail, was still alive. Raymond needed a new blade. Meanwhile, foam had begun to form at Dullanâs mouth. He would need some treatment too.
âTake a break, Reverend.â
Raymond left the room to change his tools.
As he glanced at the garden outside, his thoughts drifted back to Carynneâs lifeless body. Her body was now just an empty vessel, destined to rot away unless something was done. Raymond had done this over a hundred timesâhe wasnât about to cling to a corpse and mourn forever.
âCremation would be best, wouldnât it? Itâs the cleanest way. Or maybe burial? I could put you in the family crypt. Then again, it might be a bit awkward since we werenât formally married⦠though, itâs not like theyâd dig you up if I had a gravestone placed.â
Raymond muttered to himself. But there was no response. Raymond closed his mouth. No one was there.
ââ¦You were just here not long ago.â
Since regaining his memories and before meeting the real Carynne again, Raymond had been haunted by herâmemories of her, visions of her. The ghost of Carynne had always lingered by his side, repeating things she had once said.
âSee? I told you youâd forget.â
Sometimes sheâd mutter things she might have said. It was all an illusion in the end.
Though at times inconvenient in his daily life, Raymond had eventually begun to enjoy it. He knew his mental state wasnât healthy, but he didnât want any treatment. He found solace in Carynneâs apparition, and it comforted him.
âMaybe Iâll plant something after the burial. A rosebush, perhaps? Though you might think roses are too cliché because of your red hairâ¦.â
Damn it.
Raymond clamped his mouth shut. The illusion was gone.
He felt like a fool. But things would be fine now. He had met Carynne. Though she was no longer with him at this moment, she wouldnât rush into death again. So, for her sake, he had to finish what was left in this life and move on. He didnât need illusions. His memories were enough.
Raymond changed the saw blade, cleaned the hammer, and gathered some antiseptics and painkillers. Then he headed back up to his room. He still had to drag more out of Dullan. With Carynneâs death, he could now push the torture even further.
ââ¦â¦â
Raymond approached the open door silently.
Inside the room was Dullan.
He couldnât walk. Raymond had completely shattered his legs. But somehow, Dullan was still moving. He couldnât get far. However, thick trails of blood and pus on the floor traced his path.
Raymond felt genuine amazement at the fact that, after being reduced to such a state, Dullan still had the strength to move. Dullan was thinner and weaker than an average untrained civilian. His grip strength had once been decent, but months of torture had weakened him to nothing. Perhaps Raymond had not fully subdued him, or maybe Dullan was desperately summoning all his remaining strength. Yet, where he was crawling to was unexpected.
If Dullan had been trying to escape the room, it would have made sense. After all, a person fleeing torture was only natural. It would have been stranger if he didnât try to run away. Everyone, after all, wants to live.
Even if Dullan had tried to throw himself out the window to commit suicide, Raymond would have understood. Raymond had shown remarkable patience, keeping Dullan alive, though he had inflicted countless permanent injuries. Dullan had, after all, begged for death many times already.
But the direction he crawled toward was neither the window nor the door. Unable to use his legs, he dragged himself with his arms. His fingernails had all been torn out, and most of his fingers had been severed, leaving only four intact between both hands. Still, he crawled.
He crawled toward Carynne.
ââ¦Kuh, ugh.â
Dullan hadnât noticed Raymondâs presence. Raymond considered stepping on him to stop him, but instead, he held his breath and watched. Carynne was already dead, after all. He wanted to see what Dullan was trying to do.
Why was he crawling toward the already-deceased Carynne?
Though Dullan grimaced in pain, stifling groans every few moments, he never stopped. What would have taken Raymond only a few seconds to cover took Dullan an eternity. Yet he persisted, crawling inch by inch until he finally reached Carynneâs corpse.
There, he fumbled with his remaining fingers and pulled out a single gold coin.
âHah⦠haaâ¦.â
Where had that come from? Somehow, Dullan had managed to hide it from Raymond until now. He placed the coin in Carynneâs cold, dead hand. Her hand, stiff in death, couldnât grasp it properly, so Dullan used his remaining strength to force her fingers to close around the coin.
Her dead hand stiffened further, and finally, she held the coin tightly.
Raymond couldnât bear to watch Dullan touch Carynne any longer.
âWhat do you think youâre doing?â
Dullan looked up at Raymond, fear evident in his eyes. Raymond pushed him aside and took the coin from Carynneâs hand to examine it. It was just an ordinary gold coin.
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