Violet's point of view-
Recap:
I looked at William furiously blinking away the tears and taking a couple deep breaths, locking eyes with grey ones that held, regret, anger, confusion, lust, admiration and love....
Am I ready to sacrifice my one chance at true love and happiness for the survival of my kind?
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I guess life chose for me since in that instant I felt the burn in my eyes as they went white and a vision clouded my mind.
"You should have told me!" William shouted.
"You don't understand!" I cried.
"Don't understand? I understand perfectly that my mate was in danger and she didn't trust me enough to protect her!" he roared.
"I couldn't put you in danger," I sobbed as I tried to touch him but he wouldn't let me and it brought me and my wolf so much pain.
"Don't, you betrayed me by not trusting me enough to tell me this when we first met! Our relationship is practically a lie! I don't know who you really are! I don't know you..." he mumbled as he walked away, I tried to pull him back but he just shrugged me off.
When the front door slammed shut I fell to the floor and cried and screamed as I looked at the pregnancy test.
I wanted to give him this good news; I knew the timing was inaccurate with the war happening soon, but I don't know...
I thought and thought for hours of what happened; just yesterday we were so happy. Who could have told him?
This is all my fault, I should have told him, I held off the explanation for so long and not only did I end up hurting him, but myself as well.
I couldn't stop crying and I felt something in my stomach, I knew I should have but the pain in my chest of William mating with someone else wouldn't let me...... No, no, no.... I soon let myself fall into the darkness that was creeping up on me.
When I woke up I was in a white room with a lot of wires hooked up to me. I looked over and saw William holding my hand while sleeping. The memories of what he did came back and I felt the heart monitor speed up, I snatched my hand away and that woke him up, I crossed my arms over my chest and looked to the door waiting for someone to come in.
"Kitten," William whispered like he was waking up, the nick name brought no happiness in me, no pleasure, nothing.
I heard him gasp before my face was pulled towards him, he had tears in his eyes, but that brought no sympathy to me. H-He mated w-with s-someone else, tears blurred my vision, his eyes filled with pain. I took my face out of his hands and looked over to the pack doctor who had just entered.
"Luna," she bowed.
"Why am I here?" I asked.
"Luna, Beta Vincent found you, he brought you straight here and you were out for four days," she explained.
"So when can I leave," I asked.
"Luna, I'm sorry to inform you, but you suffered a miscarriage.....
I drowned her out....miscarriage.......a miscarriage........I lost my baby.....
My hands went to my stomach and I was breathing hard as I looked at Lesley, "How?" I croaked.
"You were stressing out too much, there was too much pain, I'm guessing your wolf and other selves couldn't do anything for they were suffering the same pain," she explained.
I couldn't help the sob that came out of me, I felt William's arms wrap around me but I pushed him away, I cried and I heard the door slam up watching as James came in and wrapped his arms around me, both ignoring the growls coming from William.
"Luna if I can, what caused this?" she asked.
I looked over to William, seeing the pain and regret in his eyes. "Y-you k-k-killed my b-baby!" I cried as I threw punches at him, he didn't care because he knew it was his fault.
I felt the scream of pain and despair rip through me, soon turning into a howl of loss from my wolf; I lost my mate and baby in one night....
"LEAVE! ......MINE!" I heard a roar that was oozing with power.
I opened my eyes, it took me a few seconds to focus my vision from white to color. I soon was face to face with a muscular chest. I gasped the vision, the future, no....
The vision I had before I left the first time changed as soon as William kidnapped me, I remembered the pain, the misery, I lost my first pup... my hand went straight to my stomach, I couldn't let that happen in the future...
"William," I cried.
"Shh, shh I'm here Kitten," his death grip on me was only tightening more.
"I- I need to tell you something, something big. You need to know why I left and why I can't stay right now," I said as I pulled away from him, he shook his head and took my face in his hands.
"You can explain that later, I- I just need to hold you right now," he said.
I was confused for a second before remembered what happens when I have these visions, my eyes turn white, my skin gets cold, my heart beat slows and I'm almost dead, it's scared a lot of people in the past.
I understood where he was coming from, I knew he was worried sick, and scared him half to death. I hugged him to me tightly, he did the same and we stayed like that for a while until he pulled away.
"What happened?" he demanded.
I sighed, got ready to explain everything to him; this was going to take a while.
"I need to start from the beginning," I said and he nodded, still not letting go of me which I was thankful for.
"I'm no ordinary she-wolf," I said.
"I guessed that much," he said.
"When I was five I was kidnapped by rouges, they were trying to hurt my parents and what better way than to hurt their first born? I don't remember much of it, I knew I was there for a long time, maybe five or months until my parents found me, beaten and battered. I was dying," I gulped and felt as William growled lowly, but I ignored him and kept on talking.
"On the way back home, we were ambushed, I watched as my mother was nearly killed in front of me and how my father defended her, but there were so many. He had ordered the guards to get me out of there, and half of them protected me while the other fought to protect my mom and dad. I remember fighting in the guards arms, even in my weak state. I felt something within me break free and I didn't know how to control it," I said.
"All I remember is taking my mother's pain away and let myself feel it instead of her, she kept telling me to stop, that I would die, but I didn't listen. I didn't know what happened. When I woke up I felt different...my father explained that it had been three years since that night, my parents had me on life support for three years. I lost three years of my life," I said tears rolling down my eyes.
"The second year of me with no improvement, the family doctor suggested it was best to let me go and my father went ballistic. He nearly killed everyone who was in his sight, besides my family. My father was growing desperate and was forced to make me transform, he let all my sides out, I not only have a wolf, but also a witch, vampire, demon, angel and phoenix. But that's not what my wanted to unlock, those are just small parts of things I've inherited from my ancestors, what he unlocked was much bigger, more destructive, and very uncontrollable. It was a difficult years ahead, I was trained to be calm and lock away that side of me that wasn't supposed to be opened until the time came. I never really did have a childhood, then a few years later the rumor of hunters in the area was heard, my father could kill them in a second, but he didn't want to risk it with me, I was forced to move away with my aunt and uncle to a pack my father trusted. There was an ambush two months later, I watched my uncle and aunt die before my eyes and ran. I was captured by rouges and was held captive for over a year...I was tortured, experimented, every single painful thing you can think of, I managed to escape and that when you found me," I explained. William didn't let me go as I silently cried in his chest. I was robbed of my life, I never got to live it, and I was training, hiding or being tortured.
"I can't stay here William, they will come after you, everyone is after me and I can't bring your pack any pain," I said.
"Why?! Who's after you! Why are they after you?!" he shouted.
"William, I-I'm...the reason why everyone is after me is because..." I stood up from the bed and turned around so he wouldn't see me, I took a deep breathe, the silence in here was deafening, you could hear a pin needle drop to the floor, I felt my eyes burn, my vision sharpening, my hair changed to the snow white color I was used to, I felt the burn of my wings as they flew out of my back, burning in flames that matched my eyes, my skin had no color and I stopped breathing, my aura went from normal to over powering, confident, cold and heartless, the monster I truly am... I heard William gasp behind me and slowly turned so he could see me, I saw the slight fear in his eyes and it pained me, my demeanor dropped, my wings went from blazing red and orange flames to blue, knowing my eyes did the same, this was difficult to do, my kind is normally mean, it's the way we are, but I want to show William I am nothing like that.
"I am Violet Radillo, soon to be Queen of the Dendrix," I said confidently. William was close to fainting as he took in my true form, I could see the emotions flowing through him, I felt them, confusion, anger, sadness, love, awe, lust, curiosity, every emotion you could think of in the moment.
A Dendrix is known to be the most vicious, cruelest creature in all of the supernatural realms, they are at the top of the food chain and not many are around since long ago hunters went after my kind to kill them. We are the most powerful, we have abilities no one can even imagine having, but with every perk comes its consequence, I may have these different abilities, but I also have a very dark side of me that I have learned to keep locked away deep inside of me.
My father is the king of the Dendrix and I am next in line for the throne, hunters, people who want the crown are after me, I'm a danger to all, I needed William to understand that I couldn't stay here...I cared too much already to do this to his pack.
I took a step near him and he stepped back, ok I admit that hurt...a lot. I looked at him and nodded, he needed time, I understood that, I shifted back to myself and turned around, I was hoping that my mate would be a Dendrix too, so that I wouldn't go through the rejection I'm feeling inside, but fate just hates me.
I walked out of the room without looking back, I walked to balcony just down the hall, I looked down, it was pretty high, but I'm not afraid of heights anyways.
James?
Vi? I'm almost there, hang on
In the next few seconds I saw a flash of black through the air, James was floating in front of me with a look of concern on his face, his hair was white, his eyes burning with black flames like his wings.
"I told him everything, he needs time and I'm going to give it to him," I said shortly.
James knew not to question further, I shifted and let my wings flap, getting used to using them after so long, I haven't shifted in over a month, it was hell shifting after a year of being captured, especially when my wings were growing out of my back, that hurt but nothing I couldn't handle.
I jumped off the ledge and flew through the air, I looked back once more noticing William on the balcony staring at me with an unknown expression. I looked back and in seconds James and I were gone from sight.
This is better than the vision I had earlier, this way I don't get attached, I knew I left when he needed more explanations, but I also knew this was too much for him to handle, he needed time to think...
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