âNat, I want you to drive back into town and go sit in the diner until I come and get you.â
Nat looked up, startled when Caleb pulled over to the side of the road and removed her arms from his neck, pushing her away. His eyes were locked in front of him, narrowed and deadly, and she followed his gaze to see a very expensive looking car parked in their drive.
âIs that her?â she whispered.
âIâll get her out of there,â he said, opening his door. âBut I donât want you anywhere near here.â
âWaitâis she inside?â she asked horrified. Shoving open her door without waiting for a response, she heard Caleb mutter a curse and rush forward to stop her before she could get far.
âNat, get back in the car,â he hissed.
âI know you want to protect me, but I am not leaving while she is with my mom, Caleb!â
âNat, I can hear everything from here, and your mom is okay.â The look he gave her told her to watch her words. âAnd Iâm going to make sure she stays that way.â Trust me, he mouthed, his eyes pleading with her.
I do, she mouthed back. Youâll keep me safe.
He looked ready to throttle her when she crossed her arms, but she wasnât budging. It wasnât just her momâthere was no way she was disappearing again to let that girl try anything more with Caleb. That stunning, perfect wolf girl who didnât know how to take no for an answer. Because whether Caleb wanted to admit it or not, Vick scared him. His own body scared him. And Nat wasnât leaving him to face that alone again.
But right now, she wanted to make sure her mom was safe.
âYou are the worst sister in the world,â he ground out, keeping pace with her when she stalked ahead. But his face grew pale as they neared the trailer, and Nat glanced up at him worriedly.
The screen door opened when they were still a few feet away on the ground below, a long elegant arm throwing it to the side.
âOh my god, Fenri, how have you survived!â Scrunching her nose in an exquisitely beautiful look of disgust, Vickâs lithe form stepped through the doorway, inhaling deeply. Long ebony locks reflected the last rays of the sun as she shook her head in a small shudder. Then her blue eyes narrowed on them, her gaze sliding down Calebâs body. âBut it looks like youâre happy to see meâ¦â
Nat couldnât help glancing down as well, her stomach plummeting instantly at the sight. Itâs not his fault. But it still hurt.
âMy name is Caleb.â The venom in his voice gave Nat some comfort, but Vickâs eyes only brightened more. âWhat are you doing here.â
âWell you ran off before we could finish our conversation, Fenri.â A slow smile accompanied his name, but Caleb only clenched his jaw. âI never expected you to be such a frightened rabbit.â
âAnd I never expected you to be so pathetically desperate.â
Her own jaw clenched at that, her eyes growing darkâand shifting to Nat. A thin smile touched her lips when Caleb pushed Nat behind him.
âAw, have you been playing protective big brother? But how will you save her from the big bad wolf if you canât face her yourself?â she said with deceptive softness, her eyes returning to Caleb.
In a swift movement that took Natâs breath away at the sheer grace and beauty, Vick vaulted over the wooden rail to land directly in front of them. Calebâs hand shot out immediately, holding her back while holding Nat behind him with his other arm, and Vick grinned, reaching between his legs.
Natâs hand darted around his body before Vickâs could make contact, covering Calebâs rigid length and drawing a harsh gasp from him.
âDonât you touch him.â Fury made her voice tremble while she cupped as much of Caleb as she could, and Vickâs eyes widened.
âLittle sisterâ¦â she breathed, her tone exaggerated shock.
âNatâ¦â Calebâs hoarse voice barely choked out her name, trying to push her farther behind him while still holding Vick away.
Vickâs eyes seemed unnaturally bright as she clasped her fingers over Natâs, squeezing, and Caleb pulsed beneath them.
âEnough!â he growled, shoving Vick back into the trailerâs small wood platform. He moved Natâs hand quickly, stepping back and keeping her behind him.
âYes, that is enough,â Vick hissed, yanking her shirt over her head and exposing small but perfectly firm bare breasts. Her fingers began unclasping her jeans, and her gaze returned to Nat, a gleam in her eyes. âI did say I could just eat you up, didnât Iâ¦â
âNat, get inside,â Caleb said hoarsely, yanking off his own clothes, and Vick grinned, her eyes drinking in every bit of exposed flesh.
âSomeone could see you both,â Nat said, a sickness growing in her gut as she backed away, making her way up the steps toward the door on trembling legs. Calebâs body already went crazy for Vick in his human form. She didnât want to face what would happen when they were wolvesâ¦
âWonât we be the talk of the town then,â Vick grinned. âBut do stay, little mouse. Itâs getting late, and Iâm feeling hungry.â
âGet inside, Nat!â
The last of their clothes fell to the ground, and pain nearly took Nat to the ground as well at the sight. She couldnât move. She could only stare, her chest so tight she could barely breathe.
Caleb naked had always been almost more than she could bear. But Caleb naked and hardâ¦
He was perfect. Every part of him in absolute perfect proportion, from his chiseled, well muscled body to the huge, rock hard length jutting up from his center, pressed tight against his stomach.
And Vickâs tall, elegant body, firm and dripping with heat, was his perfect match.
Nat swallowed back her tears as they stood apart, neither shifting, Vickâs eyes heavy with desire as they roamed over Caleb. No. No no no! Caleb wasnât hers. He was Natâs! Nat was the one who found him! Nat was the one who had been beside him, year after year, working with him, playing with him! Sleeping with himâ¦
He was Natâs wolf.
Caleb didnât have time to stop her before she jumped over the railing between them, less elegantly than Vick had but she didnât care. Caleb said he didnât want Vick. And Nat believed him. This was not his fault, and she would fight for himâno matter the cost. Because Caleb was worth it.
âIâll stay. But you need to get the fuck out of here.â
A small, incredulous laugh soundedâ¦an instant before a blur of black leapt for her throat with a snarl, white fangs gleaming in the fading light.
And a roar followed immediately as Vickâs wolf was thrown into the wooden platform, a sharp snapping sound and a yelp mingling with the fury of a strong set of jaws, viciously shaking her body.
âCaleb! Stop! Stopâyouâll kill her!â
Natâs arms wrapped around the thick fur of his neck, pulling desperately as blood spurted over her.
âCalebâlet go! Let her go! Pleaseâwe wonât be able to explain this!â
Vickâs claws lashed out in a mad scramble to free herself, and Nat fell back, gasping at the gash it left in her skin. Calebâs head jerked toward her, his jaws releasing Vick long enough for her to race furiously toward the woods.
With a fierce growl, he took off in pursuit, and Nat pushed herself to her feet, holding her injured arm and running after them, her heart pounding wildly. They were too fastâmuch too fast for her! Butâ¦
Nat blanched. Vick was injured, running in an almost limping gait. Caleb caught her just before she reached the line of trees. No no no!
Tears clogged Natâs throat as she raced to them, desperate to make it in time. Caleb was already shaking her again, and the fading yelps shot terror through her, propelling her the final few yards to throw her arms around Caleb once again.
âStop! Stop, Caleb! Please! Oh, please stopâtheyâll take you from meâ¦please, please stopâ¦â she choked out, burying her face in his neck.
Caleb stilled at last but he didnât release the smaller wolf. Deep, low snarls came from his throat while he held her down, his fangs buried deep in her fur, blood pooling around them.
âCalebâ¦â Natâs whisper floated over the soft sounds of the wind blowing through the trees. Vick had gone quiet. âItâs okay now. You can let her go.â
Slowly, so very slowly, Caleb relaxed his jaw, his growl a steady stream of sound. Vick didnât move, and a chill shot through Natâs body. Please let her be aliveâ¦oh please. Caleb stood very still, a menacing sound continuing to come from his throat, keeping his muzzle close to the bloodied fur once his jaws released her.
Relief made Nat weak when Vick darted away the instant she was free. This time she moved more slowly, howeverâand headed back toward the trailer.
Nat kept her arms around Caleb, his snarls never abating, until the sound of a car pulling away reached them and she collapsed into him in relief. Trembling, she pet him softly.
âShhâ¦weâre okay now.â
But he didnât stop snarling.
âCaleb? Are you okay?â
The rumble from his chest grew, the sound as menacing as when Vick had been near. Nat relaxed her arms around his neck, sitting back on her heels and looking around worriedly to see if sheâd missed some other danger.
âI donât see anythingâwhat isââ
Her voice caught in her throat when she turned back toward him.
He had planted his front paws on either side of her, his claws digging into the earth. And inches from her face were huge, bared fangs, snarling in feral savagery.
At her.
âCaâCaleb?â Natâs voice caught, the blood draining from her face. âItâs me. Natââ
She choked on her name when he lowered his head with a surging snarl.
âWhatâs wrong?â she begged, tears in her voice.
His head dropped further, the sound in his throat fading to a harsh whisper, until his muzzle reached her knees. She jumped at the feel of his cold nose on her leg, the skin exposed where her dress had bunched around her thighs as she knelt on the ground.
âCaleb, you can change back now,â she whispered, only to jump again when he nudged between her knees. When she didnât move, he did it again. Hard.
âCaleb, stop!â Her voice was sharper now, a different type of panic beginning to creep in. When he shoved his muzzle between her thighs with a growl, she tried shoving him away, only to gasp and fall on her back when he pushed her down with his paws.
Keeping one paw on her chest, the pressure almost too much for her to breathe, he shoved his muzzle between her legs once more, this time forcing them to part enough for him to reach her center.
Twisting her hips, she kneed him hard on the side of his head, pushing and pulling at his paw and trying desperately to suck in the air. The sound he made in response was like nothing sheâd ever heard. Nothing from Caleb.
A deep, guttural cry of rage, wild and savage.
The pressure on her chest eased for just an instant, just enough for her to twist over on her stomach and try to scramble away.
She realized her mistake too late.
Claws and fangs raked her back, cutting through the thin fabric of her dress and into her skin in shallow slices that had her gasping and pushing herself into the ground. Vicious snarls snapped at her ear each time she tried to move away, and she covered her head with her hands, sobs shaking her body.
But when his legs yanked her up on all fours and she felt the hard, hot length feverishly sliding between her legs, she began struggling again, fighting and sobbing at each bite that nipped her just enough to draw blood until he clenched her neck between his jaws, holding her still and thrusting wildly between her thighs, coming ever closer to finding the entrance.
âCaleb,â she screamed. âYouâre just like the bad man!â
The evening stopped around them. Nat heard nothing, not even the wind she could feel blowing over them.
Caleb held perfectly still, his fangs in her flesh, his front legs hard around her waist, holding her in place. The hot length pressing against her stomach terrified her, and she struggled to keep herself from collapsing into tears once more, her body trembling uncontrollably. Waiting.
Heat flowed over her in waves from deep beneath his fur until the fur disappeared and she could feel his skin against hers, sliding off.
She turned to see him collapse unconscious beside her, his face pale as death.
âCaleb? Caleb! Wake up!â Her hands were on his face, her injuries forgotten as she felt for a pulse, a heartbeat, her own heart hammering when she felt the weak throb. And whatever panic sheâd felt before was nothing to the terror filling her now.
Shoving herself to her feet and holding the tattered remains of her dress around her, she raced back toward the trailer, her boots flying over the rough ground. Falling to her knees, trembling hands searched through Calebâs clothing until she found his phone, quickly scanning his contacts for the number she needed.
She was already racing back as it rang on the other end.
âYo.â
âPreston?â she said, gulping in air as she ran. âWhereâs Ethan!â
âIn the other room dealing with some shit for his dad. He said not to disturb him, but I saw it was your brotherâerâwell, Calebâand thought it might be important.â
âIt isâplease, please get him!â she rasped, dropping to her knees next to Caleb and struggling to catch her breath. âAnd if youâre at his house, his sister might be on her way there. Sheâs injuredâI donât know how badly, but I canât imagine she is in a good mood. I donât know if itâs safe for you to be there.â
âFuck.â Preston said hoarsely, and she heard a door in the background. âDude, you heard?â
âI heard.â Tension laced his tone. âWe need to get out of here.â
âOwâI can walk myself,â Preston muttered, but Ethan didnât respond, and the sound of an engine roared to life soon after.
âOkayâyouâre on speakerphone, Natty.â
Nat took a shaky breath, fighting back the tears and feeling Caleb for a pulse again. She gasped.
âEthan, Calebâs burning up! He and your sister got in a fight, and after he changed back, he justâ¦heâs unconscious,â she said hoarsely, not sure what to say about the rest of it. âWhat do I do!â
âCheck his eyes,â Ethan said. âWhat color are they?â
Nat carefully lifted a lid and released a small cry.
âTheyâre black! All the way to the edge,â she said, her voice cracking.
âNat, thatâs a good thingâbecause thatâs something I know how to treat. I donât suppose you have any wolfsbane over there, do you?â
âDude, is that even a real thing?â
âItâs a plantâa lot of plants, actually, and most very poisonous. But it will counteract the effects of the mateâuhâscent bond.â
âI donât even know what that is, Ethan. Can I find it in the woods? Where do I go?â Panic was clawing at her. Caleb was so still, his fever almost painful to the touch.
âJust give us a few minutes. Iâm taking a back route so Vick doesnât spot us if sheâs headed this way, but I have some in the car. Youâre at your place?â
Relief made her weak, and she collapsed on the ground beside Caleb, stretching out beside him and holding him close.
âYes. Thank you, Ethan,â she whispered. âAnd please hurry.â
They hung up, and she curled closer to Caleb, the heat from his body keeping her bare skin warm in the crisp evening air. She supposed she should try to cover up before they got there, but she would have to leave Caleb lying there.
Tears stung her eyes.
He was going to be okay. Whatever had happenedâ¦heâd changed back. He was going to be okay!
But a sickness filled her as she lay there, her body torn and bloodied.
Because her wolf might never be the same again.
The evening light had almost disappeared by the time Ethan and Preston arrived.
âWeâre over here,â she said softly, her voice catching as she stared at Caleb lying so pale beside her. Lifting her upper body, she covered his lower half with some of her torn skirt, trying to give him some privacy.
It didnât take long before she heard footsteps running toward them.
âJesus, Nattyâshe attacked you, too?â
Preston crouched down, his hands running over her a bit, checking for damage. She let him, unable to do much more than watch Caleb through blurry eyes.
Ethan gave them a quick glance before kneeling and pulling out what looked like an old fashioned metal lighter with a flip top. Holding one hand on his nose and turning away, he put the lighter near Calebâs face and pressed down on the edge. And immediately dropped it as Caleb sucked in air and the two of them turned, coughing and hacking into the grass while Nat looked on in desperate relief, reaching out to stroke Calebâs back gently.
His fever had disappeared completely, and another wave of relief hit her until she could barely hold herself upright. She planted a hand on the ground to hold herself up while she kept a palm flat against Calebâs back, needing to feel him.
The coughs subsided at last, and Ethan took a deep breath, picking the lighter up once more to put it in his pocket. But he paused, looking at Nat, and held it out to her instead.
âActually, you might want to hold on to this. I replaced the fuel cell with a Wolfsbane mixture. It wonât hurt you so long as you donât try ingesting it, but the scent can pretty much incapacitate us. It will get weaker each time itâs opened though, so only use it when you really need to.â
Nat nodded, reaching out to take it, and Ethanâs eyes fell to her arm.
âVick did that?â
Nat looked down at the long jagged line cutting an ugly red streak through her pale skin. It wasnât too deep, but it would leave a scar. She nodded again, clutching the lighter and grateful that heâd asked about a cut that actually was from his sister. The rest of themâ¦
Her eyes turned back to see Caleb still lying on the ground, his body twisted away from her, his hands buried in the grass and his head hung low.
âCaleb?â she whispered. âAre you okay?â
Tension rippled the muscles of his back, and her chest constricted as she watched, the sick feeling in her gut growing with each passing second.
âCalebâ¦?â Her voice wavered, and he flinched as if sheâd struck him. His chest expanded and contracted in shallow breaths, and a tremor worked its way up his spine until his entire body shook with it.
âCaleb?â This time the tears wouldnât stay out of her voice, and his head jerked to the side, enough for her to see his face in the shadows.
He was crying.
A keening sound came from her throat as she threw her arms around him, ignoring the jolt that went through his body.
âNat, stop! You have to get away from me!â he choked out, shaking in her arms hard enough to shake them both.
âYou would push me awayânow!â she cried, hiding her face in his back and clutching him as tightly as she could.
âIâm not safe,â he said hoarsely, his hands digging into the earth. âEthan, keep her away from me!â
âDonât you dare, Ethan!â she turned her head fiercely toward the boy who sat watching them so quietly.
âWhat happened?â he whispered, his eyes running over the cuts in Natâs exposed skin.
âI attacked her. I tried to kill your sister and then I attacked Nat. Iâ¦I canât be trusted.â Horror filled his voice, and Nat clenched him even tighter.
âYou werenât trying to kill me. You justâ¦werenât yourself.â
âDonât make excuses for me!â he cried out to the ground, his body unyielding stone in her arms.
âCaleb,â she whispered, pressing her lips to the back of his neck and holding him harder when he flinched, his shoulders shaking. A tremor touched her voice as she continued. âYou canât do that and then desert meâyou just canât. It was scary, and I need you.â
Her face broke in silent tears, and she leaned her forehead against him, trying not to let him hear.
Turning his head to the side, he looked over his shoulder, his cheeks streaked with tears.
âNatâ¦â His eyes fell to the bloodied arm that clenched him so tightly, and his own arms buckled. Falling to the earth, he reached for her hand, holding it to his forehead as he wept. Then a growl sounded in his throat, and he pushed himself up to turn toward her, swallowing at the sight of her lying on the ground, looking up at him through teary eyes.
His own eyes were raw as he reached for her, his hand shaking. Tears broke through again when his knuckles touched her skin, tracing the small lines of blood up her arm to her neck where his fangs had pierced her.
Nat slid her hand to cover his.
âYou stopped. You heard me, and you stopped.â
His eyes shifted to hers, burning and tormented.
âBut I didnât want to.â His gaze fell once more to the myriad of scratches marring her body, and his voice grew choked. âI didnât mean to tear your skinâ¦â
Leaning down, his breath shuddered over her body as he touched his lips to her shoulder, his tongue slipping out to glide across a cut until he reached her neck and the bloody indentations left by his fangs.
âButâ¦â His voice grew husky. âI wanted to mark you. I wanted to claim you, Nat. Forever. Itâs all I could seeâ¦â
She shivered and wounded tenderness filled his eyes, his hands slipping beneath her slowly to lift her into his lap. He rocked her gently back and forth while she hid her face in his neck, curling into him and letting everything else drift away.
The sounds of the night echoed around them, and leaves rustled in the trees. But no more words were spoken for a long while.
âEthanâ¦â Nat roused herself at last before the comfort of Calebâs arms could lull her into sleep. âYou knew what to do. Does that mean this has happened before?â
âNot exactly this but⦠When weâre around our mâwhen weâre young, the adults use wolfsbane if we lose control. Otherwise a lot of couples would start mating too soon. Sometimes a wolf will react really strongly to being stopped. Itâs rare for them to lose consciousness, but itâs happened before.â
âSo this happened because Caleb stopped himself from being with your sister?â she whispered, an ache in her chest.
âNo.â Caleb said flatly. âThe moment I shifted, that all stopped.â
âWhat do you mean?â Ethanâs question echoed Natâs thoughts, and she leaned up to look at Calebâs face, swallowing when she saw the darkness in his eyes.
âI mean as soon as I shifted, her scent stopped making me hard.â
Ethanâs brow pulled together in a deep line.
âIt didnât affect you anymore?â
âOh,â Caleb said quietly, his eyes narrowing. âIt affected me. But instead of making me want to fuckââ he glanced at Nat, his eyes growing raw again for just a moment before turning back to Ethan, acid in his voiceââit made me want to feel her bones cracking between my jaws and her blood spilling into my mouth.â
Ethan sat back on his heels, fierce confusion in his eyes.
âThen why were youâ¦â Nat couldnât finish, and Calebâs eyes returned to hers, two deep pools of remorse.
âThat wasnât about her, Nat,â he said huskily. âI didnât feel that way until after she was gone.â
âBut you werenât yourself, Caleb,â she whispered up at him. âSomething was wrong.â
Touching the tattered remains of her dress, his red rimmed eyes following his fingertips as they skimmed her wounds, he took a shaky breath.
âI feltâ¦free. And I wanted everything I wanted. I knew I could have it. No one could stop me from having what I wanted.â
He swallowed, and his eyes shone with tears.
âIt was still me, Nat.â
âIt was your wolf,â Ethan frowned. âItâs just normally youâd be going after yourâ¦scent match. And she wouldnât be resisting.â
âSo I caused this?â Nat asked in a small voice.
âNO.â Fury shone in Calebâs eyes, but for once Ethan wasnât deterred.
âHow?â he demanded, leaning forward. âHow do you do it, Caleb. How do you break the mate bond? I need to know.â
âDude, calm down.â Preston put a hand on Ethanâs chest, eyeing Caleb nervously.
Ethan looked down, intense frustration in his eyes, but he let Preston push him back. His gaze stayed on the hand touching his chest, watching it move with every breath he took.
âThe better question is why have you just accepted it,â Caleb snapped. âStop giving in, and start fighting for what you want.â
âYou think I havenât been fighting?â Ethan kept his eyes on Prestonâs hand, his voice strained. âIâve researched everything I could get my hands on, tried using wolfsbane in a hundred different ways, exhausted my body, my mind, everything before being around her, but every single time Iâm with my mate itâs all there. And it only gets stronger when I shift.â
Calebâs exhale was rough with annoyance.
âWell, what are you fighting it for?â
Ethan lifted his head at last, glaring at him.
âYou are perfectly well aware of that answer.â
âThatâs not what I meant. My point isâ¦â Hesitating, his eyes fell to Nat, and he reached for her cheek, stroking gently. His voice grew husky. âIf you want to beat whatever is in our blood, maybe you need something stronger to replace it.â
Ethan looked down for a moment, his expression helpless, before lifting his eyes slowly to Preston.
âUh, you okay now, dude?â
Ethan swallowed, nodding, and Preston let his hand fall away with a somewhat wary look.
âSo this wasâ¦normal? It justâ¦happens sometimes?â Nat asked.
Ethanâs gaze returned to her, hesitation in his eyes, and Caleb tightened his arms around her with a shudder.
âI donât think anything about this is normal,â Ethan answered carefully. âBut I know some wolf pairs go a bit crazy when they canât mate. I always thought it was because they were being separated from their scent match. I heardââ
Stopping mid-sentence, Ethan pressed his lips together and looked down. Caleb narrowed his eyes.
âSpit it out. What?â
Ethan didnât lift his head, and a long moment passed in silence before he spoke again.
âI heard about one mating thatâ¦didnât end well. It was one of the more aggressive couples and theyâd had a lot of trouble stopping them from getting together. I guess the two of them snuck out to meet each other and the male was too rough.â
Lifting eyes heavy with apology, he spoke his final words softly.
âShe didnât survive.â