She was angry, after all.
Translated by Dawn
Edited by Dawn
She was angry, after all.
âMizutani-san, Aizawa-kun. Take care of these printouts.â
Kano-chan, in front of me, said it with pride.
She must have regretted that she forgot to hand out the handouts she was supposed to hand out in the previous long homeroom and had us hand them out later. This time, she decided to have us hand them out beforehand during the lunch break before the long homeroom.
Unlike at that time, Kano-chan seemed to be full of confidence, perhaps because she didnât feel guilty about it. I think it was goodâ¦to be confident about something like that, but it was Kano-chan. I mustnât think too much about it.
I received the printouts as a representative and split them with Mizutani.
Mizutani said a short âthanksâ and accepted them, bowed to Kano-chan, then turned and walked ahead of me. I followed her out of the staff room.
As I walked behind Mizutani, I could feel more than usual the brusque stares from the others.
They were probably from people who had already heard the rumors.
Even though I was prepared for it, it was still hard on me.
After all, I hadnât had a chance to talk to Mizutani since then.
Rather, I felt as if she was avoiding me.
We didnât have lunch together today.
âThen itâs now or never, right?
âMizutani, are you angry?â
When I boldly asked, Mizutani stopped.
She immediately resumed walking and answered smoothly.
âAs I said, Iâm not angry.â
ââ¦If itâs about the rumors with Satomiââ
âIâm sorry, Aizawa. Iâm not sure Iâm ready to hear that story right now.â
Stopping and looking back at me, Mizutani said firmly.
What I saw on her face was the pasted-on smile I had seen in the classroom earlier.
She was angry, after all.
âThinking about it, I wonder why Mizutani is angry with me.
No way, she shouldnât feel jealous.
Then, was it because I, her boyfriend, didnât tell and speak with her about it?
â¦Yeah, that was the most likely explanation.
No matter how much we pretended to be together, it was not right that I met another girl on a holiday without any notice. Moreover, Mizutani heard about it not from my mouth the next day, but as a rumor at school. It is not surprising that she felt disrespected.
I should have at least contacted her or told her properly.
I put my guilt first and forgot to do something important as a human being.
âIâm sorry, Mizutani. I didnât realize I was disrespecting you.â
At my words, Mizutani finally turned around with her body.
She stared at me meaningfully, then exhaled and smiled.
ââ¦No, Iâm sorry too. Iâm the one whoâs asking for this.â
âYou donât have to apologize to me.â
âI do. Iâm angry at you even though thatâs not right, Aizawa.â
ââ¦Really?â
âBecause if Iâm angry, itâsâ¦â
Mizutani finally did not say the rest.
Her small lips pursed, she looked forward and moved her feet faster than before.
I felt like we were having a fatal misunderstanding.
But I still didnât know what was the cause of it.
For some reason, I felt as if our hearts were further apart than before I spoke to her.
*****
After school, I was on my way to the student conference room by myself.
It was for the class council meeting.
The hallway was not very popular, probably because it had been a little while since the end of the school day.
I could hear the sound of rain hitting the asphalt through the window.
On my way to the meeting room, I passed by the shoe box.
A familiar blonde girl caught my eye.
Mizutani was alone, leaning against the wall, carrying a bag in each hand.
ââ¦What are you doing here?â
I couldnât help but talk to her, knowing it would be awkward.
Mizutani looked at me and then looked away.
âNothing.â
âWhat happened to piano practice? You have one after this, donât you?â
ââ¦Itâs canceled. So itâs fine.â
With her eyes averted, Mizutani said.
No, no, no, no way. I could tell it was a lie.
If her piano practice was canceled, she would at least attend the class council meeting.
â¦Maybe.
âDid you forget your umbrella?â
ââ¦yeah, actually.â
After a few seconds of silence, Mizutani admitted resignedly.
With a faraway look in her eyes, she gazed out the entrance outside, which was in a state of heavy rain.
âThe rental umbrellas were run out today, so I gave up and waited for it to stop. It doesnât look like itâs going to stop.â
âHeeâ¦huh, youâre right.â
I muttered to myself as I checked the empty wooden box in the corner of the shoe box.
The âumbrella rental systemâ was a system unique to our school whereby unused umbrellas that someone had left in the umbrella stand for a while were collected and lent out to those who had forgotten their umbrellas. The name was written on the list on the desk next to it, and a circle was placed next to the name on the list by the person who returned it.
But this listâ¦was terrible.
There were some joke names like âVe*etaâ and âJa*anâ mixed in with the usual names like âKazuki Satoâ. Shouldnât we first discuss the proper use of this list at todayâs meeting?
I turned my attention back from the list to Mizutani and asked, half teasing, half caring.
âYouâre surprisingly clumsy, huh, Mizutani.â
âDonât call me clumsy.â
âBut itâs true, though?â
ââ¦..â
Mizutani stared at me silently.
Speaking of which, what happened to Yamamoto?
It was supposed to be his time to come in at a time like this, but that guy wasnât there.
Well, when I imagined Mizutani and Yamamoto sharing an umbrellaâ¦I couldnât help but have mixed feelings.
I took out a folding umbrella from my bag and threw it to Mizutani, saying, âHereâ.
Mizutani caught the umbrella with a curious look on her face and looked up as if she had been hit.
âI appreciate you lending it to me, but⦠what about you, Aizawa?â
âIâll be fine. You see, I have my own umbrella stand right there.â
Pointing to a black umbrella on the umbrella stand, Mizutani muttered, âThis is Aizawaâs.â
Then she said, âWell, butâ¦â as if she suddenly remembered.
âAizawa, did you have something like this, this morning?â
âThatâs the one Iâve had for a while. I didnât bring it this morning.â
âThen why did you have a folding umbrella?â
ââ¦you see, I forgot that I had left it there.â
âHmmm,â Mizutani said.
Apparently convinced, she bowed her head and said, âIâll be sure to return it tomorrow. Thanks.â
âI get it. Just get going. Youâre in a hurry, right?â
ââ¦Even when Iâm in a hurry, I at least want to say thank you politely.â
Mizutani raised her head, and after saying this, she walked out of the entrance in a short run.
After watching her walk through the rain with an umbrella in her hand, I started walking to the student conference room.
When the meeting was over, I headed to the shoebox.
The rain hadnât stopped yet.
Checking the weather forecast on my phone, it looked like it wouldnât even stop for the rest of the day.
No choice, Iâd to show my secret technique.
I put my bag on my head and ran out of the entrance.