Once again, please treat me well.
Translated by Dawn
Edited by Dawn
Once again, please treat me well.
The next morning.
There was no need to get up early since I was not supposed to meet up with Mizutani anymore.
But time seemed to have seeped into my body, and I woke up at the same time.
âDamn itâ¦â
Thinking abhorrently of myself, I got out of the futon and headed for the living room.
Putting on my school uniform, I said, âIâm off,â and left the house.
My steps toward the station naturally became heavy.
Originally, Mizutani took an earlier train.
So there was no way Mizutani would be there in front of the station. And there was no need for her to wait for me anymore.
In fact, I told her yesterday that she didnât have to wait for me.
And yet I was hoping that maybe.
I felt like the lamest person ever.
As I got closer to the station, I got more and more afraid to look ahead.
Usually, Mizutani leaned against that pillar, but today there was a blonde girl alone.
She was wearing our high school uniform and playing with her phone.
ââ¦Huh?â
Wait a minute.
That blonde girlâ¦is Mizutani, no matter how you look at it, isnât she?
I rubbed my eyes at the unexpected sight.
But the view in front of me was the same.
No doubt, Mizutani Karin was there. She looked the same as she did yesterday.
At that moment, Mizutani looked up from her phone.
Her eyes met mine as I stared at her in amazement.
Mizutaniâs eyes were a little redder than usual.
For a moment, the sounds around us disappeared.
It was as if only Mizutani and I were left in the world.
Even time stopped, after what seemed like seconds or an eternity.
Mizutani stared at me with reddish blue eyes.
Immediately, the sounds of the hustle and bustle of the world around me return.
âWhat did you mean by that message from yesterday LIME?â
Mizutani walked up to me.
There was something strangely powerful about having her well-formed face up close.
I involuntarily looked away.
ââ¦Itâs exactly as I said. If Yamamoto doesnât stick around Mizutani anymore, then thereâs no point in me pretending to be Mizutaniâs boyfriend. I told you that before, didnât I?â
âBut that doesnât mean Yamamoto will keep his word, no?â
âSatomi said Yamamoto is not the kind of guy who breaks his promises.â
âAizawa trusts Satomiâs opinion more than mine, huh.â
ââ¦you know, thatâs not what this is about.â
âWhat is it then?â
âSatomi knows more about Yamamoto than Mizutani, right? They said they were childhood friends. Thatâs why I thought Satomiâs words had some credibility.â
ââ¦But Satomi likes Yamamoto, right? Then I definitely think thereâs some favoritism there.â
âThatâsâ¦â
That might be true.
Usually, if they had known each other for a long time, they should be able to make a more correct assessment than the one that knew nothing.
But that was just an assumption on my part.
I was at a loss for words, and Mizutani put more pressure on me.
âAnd also, why didnât you reply to me at all yesterday?â
ââ¦Did you send me something?â
âUn. I also called you. â¦Donât tell me, you didnât notice it?â
ââ¦.â
I couldnât tell her I freaked out and turned off the power after sending that LIME message.
Mizutani stared at me with half-open eyes as I broke out in a cold sweat.
After enduring it for a while, Mizutani eventually turned her head to the side and took a deep breath.
She brushed her slightly disheveled blond hair over her ears and looks at me with a sideways glance.
âIâm sorry, Aizawa. I didnât mean to say all of those. I kind of lost myself when I see Aizawa.â
âThatâs fine, butâ¦â
ââ¦it must be a burden for you to keep pretending to go out with me, huh?â
âI didnât say it would be a burden for me. Iâm rather thinking that continuing this relationship will be a burden on you, Mizutani.â
âMe? Why is it a burden on me? I asked Aizawa to do this in the first place.â
Mizutani made a puzzled face.
âI told you before that if you found someone you like, Iâll be in the way.â
âI also said before that I donât think I could find someone I like.â
âBut you canât say for sure.â
âNo, Iâm sure.â
âWhy?â
âThat isâ¦I canât say it to you.â
ââ¦Huh?â
I couldnât understand why she couldnât say it to me.
Not caring about my reaction, Mizutani continued.
âAnyway, I donât consider it a burden to continue this relationship with you at all. And if you donât think itâs a burden either, then thereâs no problem with continuing this relationship, right?â
ââ¦Will it really be fine?â
âIâm sure it will be. We still donât know if Yamamoto will keep his promise or not. So I would like Aizawa to continue pretending to be my boyfriend for a while longerâ¦is it no good?â
Mizutani looked up at me.
Iâd been aware of this for a while, but I had a weakness for Mizutaniâs eyes.
ââ¦Iâm not saying itâs no good.â
âReally? Iâm glad.â
Mizutani breathed a sigh of relief at my answer.
She then rummaged through her bag and pulled out a piece of paper.
âHere.â
ââ¦This is?â
On the piece of paper was written in round letters, âA ticket to ask for anything just once.â
It was probably in Mizutaniâs handwriting.
I vaguely remembered it because I had seen her handwriting during the study session.
When I looked at Mizutaniâs face, she looked away this time.
âI wanted to thank you for everything youâve done for me. You donât seem to say much about what you want, so I thought Iâd just give you this for now.â
ââ¦Pfft.â
ââ¦!? Why are you laughing?â
âBecause with your character, I donât think you would do something like thisâ¦â
ââ¦is that so funny?â
Perhaps feeling embarrassed now, Mizutaniâs cheeks turned slightly red.
âIâll take it back then if you donât want it.â
âNo, no, no. Iâll take it.â
I reached out to retrieve the paper and moved it away from Mizutani.
Mizutani glared at me.
âDonât ask me to do anything too weird.â
âWhat kind of weird is too weird?â
ââ¦Like, something naughty.â
After hesitating, Mizutani squeezed out a few words.
The way she said it was so destructive that I found myself repeating the same words like a parrot.
âSomething naughty, is no good, huh.â
ââ¦Donât make me say it twice.â
Mizutani stomped on my toes with his loafers.
It hurt more than I thought.
âIâm sorry, Iâm sorry!â I said hurriedly, and she finally released her foot from mine.
But I maybe felt something just then
Maybe I had a thing for M?
So, the contract will be extendedâ¦once again, please treat me well.â
Mizutani held out her hand to me.
I grasped her hand back.
I could feel the cool temperature of her hand and the soft touch of her hand.
ââ¦Yeah, me as well.â
Even if this relationship was going to end someday.
Even if it was a fake and incorrect relationship.
I felt so sweet and comfortable shaking hands with Mizutani that Iâ¦had the illusion that it was the real thing just then.