As painful as it is to say,
I do miss you,
I miss us,
I miss the way we laughed at our inside jokes,
I miss the way you'd look at me whenever we were talking,
I envy my memories for experiencing what I can't at the given moment,
Then....
I'm reminded of the direspect,
of how much I was placed last on your list of priorities, Then I said to myself, I'm better off alone.
E.T~ Always but not forever.