On the way home that day. Shinonome was somewhat absent-minded. Even when I tried to talk to her, she didnât give me a proper reply.
And that day. It was also the first day that Shinonome didnât call me.
[Iâll refrain from calling today.]
And there was a notification on my phone.
â¦..I wonder if I had made her angry. I shouldâve a talk with her. I thought so, and headed out in the morning with a bit of resolve.
However,
âGood morning, Minori kun.â
Shinonome. She greeted me with a smile.
âY-yeah. Good morning?â
Her appearance is the same as usualâ¦..in fact, she seems to be in a better mood than usual.
âIâm sorry about yesterday. I wasâ¦..talking to a new friend that I told you before. So I couldnât call you.â
âOh, I see.â
I replied, Shinonome nodded andâ¦â¦stared at my face.
âWhatâs wrong?â
âNo, nothing. Iâll call you again from today. Look forward to it.â
âO-okay. Got it.â
And then we moved to our usual placeâ¦..but.
I felt like we were closer. More than usual.
Weâre side by side because she taught me. â¦.The back of her hand. Itâs that close.
âSpeaking of which, Minori kun.â
However, Shinonome didnât care about that at all. She called my name.
â¦.no wait, if I look closely, I can see that her cheeks and ears are red.
âDid you bring an umbrella? The weather forecast said that itâs going to rain in the afternoon.â
ââ¦â¦Really?â
I couldnât help but let out a silly voice. I looked at the sky, but there are hardly any clouds now.
And then I looked at Shinonome. She was holding a white umbrella.
âUwaa,â¦â¦Iâve hung the laundry out to dry.â
âOhâ¦..thatâs rough.â
I shouldâve checked the weather forecast properly.
â¦â¦Well, itâs no use worrying about it.
âMinori kun, if you donât mindââ
Shinonome was about to say somethingâ¦..but stopped.
âWhat is it? If you have something to say, you shouldnât hesitate to say it.â
ââNo, itâs nothing. Never mind.â
Shinonome said that while her cheeks and ears turned bright red. â¦â¦Well, there;s no need for me to force her.
No wait, is that really okay?
But before I could ask again, Shinonome opened her mouth.
âSpeaking of which. Minori kun, do you have any siblings?â
âHm? I donât have any.â
âI see. â¦â¦By the way, What do your parents do?â
âMy father is a local government employee. My mother is a housewife. â¦.Whatâs wrong? All of a sudden.â
I was surprised when Shinonome asked me that question out of the blue. Shinonome continued,
âNow that I think about it, I donât know anything about you, Minori kunâ¦â¦.if you donât mind, would you like to tell me more?â
Her smile isâ¦..even more softer than usual. My heart skipped a beat.
âY-yeah. Thatâs fine.â
And soâ¦â¦in the end, I couldnât ask about yesterday. We arrived at the station where Shinonome got off.
â¦.And, I was planning to buy an umbrella at the convenience store, in front of the station, but I forgot.
âââ
âEh, is it seriously going to rain today?â
âFor real, itâs supposed to rain. Thatâs what the weather forecast said.â
I came to school and had a conversation with Eiji as usual. Eiji apparently didnât bring an umbrella with him either.
âIâm going to ask Kirika to pick me up.â
âUghâ¦.what a normie.â
âHaha. If youâre frustrated, get a girlfriend.â
âItâs not like I want one>â.
âNo, Iâm sure youâre the one whoâs going to regret it.â
After having such a conversation. I think to myself,
What should I do on my way home today? I had no choice but to run home.
âââ
âRain, it really poured.â
While waiting with Eiji at the entrance. I muttered to myself.
âMoreover, itâs raining heavily. â¦..Ahh, housewives around the world must be busy taking in the laundry right now.â
âMe too. I left the laundry out this morning.â
âSeriously? Youâre too nonchalant about it.â
It was raining heavily in the cloudy sky. I sighed as it was getting colder and colder lately.
If I go home like this, I will probably catch a cold.
âAh. When Kirika comes to pick me up, do you want us to go buy an umbrella?â
âNo, itâs okay. Iâve got someone waiting for me.â
In this case, I had no choice but to run. When I was preparing to do so.
I received a notification on my phone.
[It looks like Iâm going to be late for one of my rides, so may I ask you to wait at the school for a bit?]
It was from Shinonome. Itâs unusual for her to miss the train.
[Roger that.]
Even so, Iâm glad I didnât go now. Running in the rain and waiting for a train for one minute would make me catch a cold for sureâ¦â¦.
âSheâs going to be late. So Iâll wait here for a while.â
âOh, really? Then I guess Iâll leave first. â¦â¦Oh, speak of the devil.â
I saw a peach-colored umbrella at the school gate. I canât tell from here, but Eiji must be used to seeing it.
Then she talked to the teacher whoâs watching at the school gateâ¦..and it seems that she got the permission. She walked over to us.
âHey there, Eiji. If you donât look at the weather forecast properly, youâll catch a cold sooner or later. Minorin, itâs been a while. So you forgot to bring an umbrella too, Minorin. Surprising.â
âEven I sometimes forget my umbrella, too. Or rather, if anything, Iâm just lazy.â
After a short conversation, I saw Eiji and the others off.
âWell then, Eiji. See you tomorrowâ¦.and I hope you donât catch a cold.â
ââ¦.Are you sure? I donât mind buying you an umbrella, you know?â
âMaybe the convenience stores around there are overflowing with students. Just the thoughts are enoughâ¦.what?â
At that time. Something strange happened in front of the gate. There was a huge crowd.
In response to my words. Nishizawa, who was about to open her umbrella, and Eiji, who was standing next to her, both looked there.
âWhat is it? Is it someoneâs sister whoâs an actress or an idol?â
âSounds about right.â
Eventually, the teacher cut off the pathâ¦..from there, a high school girl with a bright white umbrella appears.
â¦â¦Hm. Iâve seen that uniform before. The umbrella, too, looks like something Iâve seen somewhere before.
With a goosebump, I fell into the illusion that my heart was caressed.
No way. No, it canât be.
However, contrary to my thoughts. The high school girl in that familiar uniform. â¦..I could tell she was a beautiful girl just from the atmosphere.
Sheâs coming straight towards me. The eyes of the people around me are gathering towards her. Eiji and Nishizawa also turned their gaze on her, butâ¦.they couldnât see her face because of the umbrella.
And then she stopped right in front of me.
âMinori kun.â
She called me by my name. She put down the umbrella.
âIâm here to pick you up.â
I stopped thinking. My hands were sweating. Sweat broke out all over my body.
ââ¦â¦Sh-Shinonome?â
There she was, laughingâ¦â¦like a child whose prank had succeeded.
She shouldnât have come here, because she is Shinonome.
âââ
Time returns to the night before.
âSighâ¦â¦â
I held my hand over my aching chest. Since thenâ¦â¦no matter how much time has passed, the pain didnât ease.
I even left my food uneaten and my mother was worried about me. â¦â¦I had to do something about it, fast.
âIâm an awful person.â
I thought to myself. I sigh again. The reason is clearâ¦â¦.
âMinori kun.â
He was a friendâ¦â¦.if I remember correctly, with his best friendâs lover. He was enjoying eating sweets with her.
Every time I recall that scene. My breathing becomes difficult and my heartâ¦..aches.
ââ¦..I canât sleep, not today.â
But I canât call Minori kun. â¦â¦On my way home. Iâve been giving him a messy responses. The same thing will probably happen even if I call him now.
It was hard because I knew that.
ââ¦â¦.Minori kun. â
I want to hear his voice. â¦..I want him to pat my head again.
I wondered what to do. I somehow looked at my phone andâ¦â¦my eyes stopped on the name of a certain person.
[Hikaru.]
Hayama Hikaru san. Come to think of it, I had exchanged contact information with her.
ââ¦â¦Should I ask her for advice?â
[Itâs better to have many friends than few, right? You can talk to them about all kinds of things.]
[Are you having a love problem? Iâm famous for my tight-lippedness, you know?â
â¦â¦Itâs not about love, Iâm sure. Yeah, itâs different.
But I should talk to her about it. I opened her contact information.
[Are you free right now?]
I sent that. She immediately read the message.
[Oh, what is it? Itâs rare to hear from you, Shinonome chan.]
I was relieved when I got that reply backâ¦.
I told her. About him.
I became friends with a certain person and we became good friends. I saw him go out to dinner with a woman. I became distressed and bitter.
I explained roughly enough not to identify him.
[Hey, can I call you now?]
I hesitated a bitâ¦..and sent a reply of approval. I had told him I would not be able to call him today, so I figured it would be okay.
[Hello, itâs Hikaru. Can you hear me?]
âYes. I can hear you.â
Through the phone, I hear her voice. Iâve been talking to her from time to time since then. It hasnât been that long.
[Alright. I have something to say first, okay?]
ââ¦..,Please.â
What should I do? I should ask Hayama san.
âShinonome chan, Youâre in love.â.
I needed some time to understand the words.
âFwee?â
I couldnât help but let out such a voice.