ââ¦â¦Hey, Nagi.â
âWhat is it?â
âArenât you a little close?â
âIsnât it the same as usual?â
âThatâsâ¦..true, I guess.â
After saying goodbye to Shiroyama san and Haku, we walked for a while. I suddenly felt a sense of discomfort.
No. Itâs a little strange to say that I felt a sense of discomfort. I felt a sense of discomfort about not feeling strange.
To be more specific, Nagiâs distance is so close just like when sheâs at home.
Our shoulders touch, and our hands are squeezed together. â¦â¦I could feel something soft hitting my elbow from behind the thick texture. The right half of my body felt the warmth of Nagiâs body.
The strange thing is that it doesnât make it difficult to walk.
The pace was natural, and we were able to walk while having a normal conversation. That is why I did not feel anything strange.
The distance between us was quite close. I stopped and turned my head to see Nagiâs face.
ââ¦â¦E-erm. Weâre outside, in case youâre wondering.
âThereâs no one watching, right?â
Nagi is right, there are not many people around here. But itâs not like thereâs literelly no one.
âYou never know when someone might show up.â
âL-letâs show them off then !â
âWhat do you mean by thatâ¦â¦.â
I chuckled at her wordsâ
Finally, I realized what Nagi was thinking.
Nagi and I locked eyes. Her eyes were softly staring at me.
âEven if I meet someone you know, they can tell at a glance. â¦â¦..They know that Souta kun and I are more than lovers.â
She stopped. Nagi straightened up and softly kissed my cheek.
âI thought it would be nice to do something like this outside if weâre in public.â
ââ¦â¦Nagi, youâre such a schemer.â
âFufu. Iâm quite cunning, you know?ãEspecially when it involves Souta kun.â
Resting her chin on my shoulder, Nagi chuckled.
âI think itâs enough for today.â
âYes ! â¦â¦It doesnât have to be just for today, right?â
ââ¦â¦M-my heart canât take it.â
âThatâs too bad.â
Contrary to those words, her expression seemed to be happy. My cheeks naturally relaxed as well.
ââ¦.My school is less than five minutes away.â
âYes !â
Nagi pulled her face away from mine and rejoined our hands together again.
âItâs warm. Souta kunâs hand.â
She gently lifted up her hand. At the same time, my hand was also lifted up.
I felt a soft and soft touch on the back of my hand. It was placed on her cheek.
âThe back of your hand is a little cool.â
ââ¦â¦.I was holding hands with Nagi the whole time, so I guess my palms are more warm.â
âThatâs true I guessâ
Nagi removed her hand. She pressed my palm against her cheek.
I could feel the plumpness from my palm.
I gently tickled her cheek with my thumb.
Nagi narrowed her eyes and shivered happily.
âIt tickles a little.â
âSorry.â
âNo, itâs fine. Iâm happy.â
Nagi took my hand again. She looked at the back of my hand.
âNagi?â
ââ¦â¦â
Gently. Her face was close to my hand.
On the back of my hand, not on the cheek. It felt soft and warm.
ââ¦â¦â
âWell then, shall we go this time, Souta kun?â
Nagi looked at my face and nodded in satisfaction, then started walking. â¦.To hide her blushing cheeks.
âNagi.â
I stopped her.
âWhat is itââ
At the same time as she turned around. I pressed my lips against her forehead. Through my lips, I could feel Nagiâs body heat. It was a little hot.
ââ¦â¦!â
âL-letâs go. If we stop here,â¦â¦anyone will see us, and they will think we are weird.â
ââ¦â¦Yes !â
And finally we started walking. Once I looked at Nagi, our eyes met. Nagi gave me a small smile.
âHer face was red, even her ears.
âââ
âSo this is Souta kunâs elementary school.â
âYeah. â¦.Itâs a little bit smaller?â
âYouâre right. It may be a little smaller than the one I used to go to.â
There are not that many kids around here. Well, itâs not like the school is going to go out of business.
The ones running on the field are probably the soccer club. The number of students is low, and when I attended the school, they must have been doing a lot of things in cooperation with the local soccer club.
At that time. I saw a female teacher near the field and our eyes met.
ââ¦â¦That person.â
At the same time I muttered to myself. That person rushed to us.
ââ¦â¦! I knew it, Souta kun.â
A female, very young teacher. â¦â¦Ah, thatâs right.
âLong time no see, Nita sensei.â
âItâs been a long time. How have you been?â
âYes, I havenât had any serious illness. Itâs nice to see that youâre in good health, Sensei.â
ââ¦â¦Well, a lot has happened. Iâm fine, too.â
After that conversation, I saw Nagi fidgeting in the corner of my eye.
âSensei. This is my fiancée, Shinonome Nagi.â
âN-nice to meet you. Iâm Shinonome Nagi.â
ââ¦â¦Fiancée?â
I opened my mouth to explain, thinking that I would be asked again. Nagi was faster.
âA lot of things happened. Souta kun and I will be sharing the future together. â¦..There are also family circumstances.â
âWell, thatâs about it. Itâs a long story.â
âHee. Is this a political marriage or what?â
The teacher probably didnât mean to say that with bad intentions. But I choked up when she said that.
Looking at my face, the teacher has an expression that she has done it.
Nagi isâ
âNo. Itâs not like that.â
She answered calmly.
âI crossed paths with my family. We had to enter into a political marriage mainly because of me. And Souta kun. â¦..He broke it all down. He fixed it. So that I wouldnât get any more offers of arranged marriages.â
Itâs not like she explains it lightly. He is not â¦â¦But, itâs like sheâs suppressing the pain.
âSo itâs more about preventing political marriages. â¦â¦I donât think my father would even take the story now. It was also meant to ease his mental burden.â
ââ¦â¦Iâm sorry. It was a comment that lacked delicacy.â
âNo, Iâm back on my feet now. â¦â¦Of course, itâs not like Iâm reluctant. Souta kun and I both have feelings for each other. Besides, I promised Souta kun that weâll be happy together.â
Phew.
Involuntarily, I let out a sigh.
Itâs strong.
It hasnât been that long. Nagi has become so strong. Andâ
âYouâve become beautifulâ
âHuh?â
âOhâ¦..no. Itâs nothing.â
I couldnât help but say the words.
Somehowâ¦â¦before talking to Nagi. I used to watch her. It seemed that she had become much, much more beautiful.â
Itâs not my imagination. Iâm sure of it.
âIâm getting more beautiful?â
ââ¦â¦Yeah. Very much.â
Now, I donât think Iâd notice it even after a day of just looking at Nagiâs face. â¦â¦I donât say this because itâs a little creepy.
âE-even Souta kun. â¦â¦Youâre getting cooler. Even now, when we make eye contact, thereâs a sense of reliefâ¦â¦but I also get nervous.â
ââ¦.Itâs too dazzling for me in my thirties.â
I was taken aback by those words and looked to the side. On the other side of the fence, the teacher was quietly weeping.
âS-Sensei ?â
âIâm sorry. Iâm already thirty-one this year, but I canât even have a boyfriend. â¦â¦Iâm an adviser to club activities on my days off, so I canât even get married. I just canât.â
âT-thank you for your hard workâ¦â¦?â
I heard that teachers also have a lot of difficulties. â¦..If itâs her, she might be able to get married.
When I smiled wryly at the teacherâs wordsâ¦..suddenly. The teacherâs face changed.
ââ¦â¦And, Souta kun. I have one thing I wanted to apologize for.â
With a serious expression. She looked at me.
âI was an unfit teacher. â¦â¦Ss your teacher. I couldnât let you enjoy your last year of elementary school, which comes but once.â
âThatâs notââ
âNo. Itâs true. Ever since then, Iâve always regretted it. I couldnât help you at the most important time of your life.â
The regret was evident in every word.
At that time, Nagi raised her hand.
ââ¦..Excuse me.. Can I ask you a few questions?â
âYeah.â
Nagi must not have understood the story well yet.
âWhat we talked about yesterday. Do you remember?â
ââ¦.Youâve told me about your school days.â
âYeah. Thatâs the thing, itâs been since I was in elementary school. Nita sensei was my sixth grade teacher, and she helped me a lot. She used to warn me about them.â
ââ¦â¦Even so, I couldnât change them.â
Itâs true that the teacherâs attention did not change them. But
âI was happy. If it wasnât because of Sensei, things would have been much worse.â
In fact, by the time I was in the sixth grade, the frequency of teasing had decreased.
âI have nothing but gratitude for Nita sensei. Truly.â
âSouta kunâ¦â¦â
âSo let me say it again. Thank you.â
Once, I took my hand away from Nagi. I bowed my head.
âBut Iâ¦..â
âSensei. In such a case, just one word is enough.â
Sensei kept her mouth shut at Nagiâs words.
And thenâ
âYouâre welcome.â
She replied.
âYouâre welcome. I havenât said that in years.â
âThatâs what I was taught in my family. To accept gratitude with an open heart. It makes you feel much better.â
ââ¦â¦Iâve thought that for a long time. You must have come from a good family.â
âYes, a very good family.â
If it werenât for my father and mother. I might have taken a wrong turn.
The teacher gave a small laugh and turned toward the ground.
âIf I were any further apart, Iâd get complaints from the parents. â¦â¦Lastly.â
The teacher looked at me.
âI think there are many coincidences. Thank you, Souta kun. For talking to me. Youâve lifted the burden in my heart.â
âYouâre welcomeâ¦â¦.â
To be honest, I was a little hesitant to tell this to her. Because of what happened earlier, I had no choice.
âAndâNagi chan, is that correct?
âYes. Just call me that.â
âThen, Iâll call you Nagi chan. â¦..Nagi chan.â
The teacher gave a soft smile to Nagi.
âHeâs one of the five nicest kids I know. From the bottom of my heart, I want him to be happy. â¦â¦And naturally Nagi chan, who he chose, because I want you to be happy.â
Nagi was listening to the teacherâs words.
âWhen you are as young as you are, Iâm sure you will be able to experience a lot of things. Iâm sure that itâs not only fun things. I think there will be sad and painful things too. But still.â
The teacher said. She had not changed since then.
âI want you to have fun. I want you to enjoy the long road of lifeâ¦together.â
Those were the same words she had said to me on graduation day.
âYes.â
Nagi looked straight at the teacher and replied.
âIf Iâm with Souta kun, I can be happy. â¦..Iâm sure Iâll have an enjoyable day.â
Nagi looked at me and smiled softly.
âTomorrow will be better than today. The day after tomorrow will be more fun than tomorrow. After all, I have Souta kunâ¦.and Souta kun has me.â
Her eyes were completely unclouded.
It makes me happy again.
When I put my hand on her head, Nagi happily closed her eyes.
âSouta kun. Youâre getting better at patting my head like this day by day.â
ââ¦.. Is that so?â
âYes. Now, when Iâm being stroked like this, Iâm so happyâ¦â¦that I almost fall asleep unintentionally.â
Just like Nagi said, those eyes are just a little bit dazed.
The teacher looked at us and laughed.
âIâm going back then. Itâs especially cold these days. I hope you two donât catch a cold.â
âYes. Please be careful too, Sensei.â
After watching Nagi bow lightly, the teacher returned to the ground.
ââ¦â¦She was a good teacher, wasnât she?â
âYeah.â
Nagi looked a little sad. She looked at me.
âNagi?â
âIâve been thinking about it for a while. I wish I had met Souta kun much, much earlier.â
ââ¦â¦ Iâve been thinking about it too, but I donât know if we can get along, you know?â
âSure we can.â
Without pausing in my words, Nagi answered.
âBecause itâs me and Souta kun.â
Her eyesâand her face were completely devoid of any shade.
âI guess so.â
Iâm sureâ¦..no. Without fail. Iâm sure Iâll fall in love with Nagi at first sight too.
Although Iâd like to see a little of that world, tooâ¦â¦.
âIâm happy enough right now. I can be with Nagi like this.â
âFufu. Thatâs true. Right now is definitely the best.â
Nagi intertwined her fingers and started walking.
âWhere shall we go next?â
âWellâ¦â¦middle school isnât too far, but from here, the shopping mall is close. Iâm getting a little hungry, so why donât we go there?â
âYes ! I want to see some clothes too !â
âYeah.â
While having such a conversation. â¦..Nagiâs words were repeating in my head.
[Tomorrow will be better than today. The day after tomorrow will be more fun than tomorrow. After all, I have Souta kunâ¦.and Souta kun has me.]
I was so happy that my cheeks almost relaxed.
âNagi.â
âWhat is it?â
âI love you.â
I strengthened my hand just a little bit and Nagi replied in the same way.
âI love you too, Souta kun.â
A short exchange of just a few words.
Just with that, my heart was warmed and filled with happiness.