âYo, Minori. Itâs been a while since yesterday. Whoâs that girl? Sheâs cute.â
â¦â¦Though weâre not friends or anything. He spoke to me in a familiar manner. With a smirk and a nasty laugh.
He was my classmate from elementary school to middle school, Katou. The nasty laugh part is completely my subjective opinion.
[You have no friends besides your dog and your teacher.]
He used to throw such words at me.
âYour skin is pale !? Are you a foreigner?ãThey say foreigners tend to have a lot of skinship.â
The next person to speak up was Tsuda. He was staring at Nagi without restraint.
[A monkey with no merit other than being quick on its feet.]
He said that to a girl in my class. As if to make me listen.
âItâs huge too. Hey, Minori. I envy you. Where did you trick her into becoming friends with you?â
The last. It was Takemoto who gave Nagi a wicked look and spoke without delicacy.
[Letâs talk with us instead of those who canât talk with people like that.]
He used to say that when he saw me being talked to after sports day and sports festival.
â¦â¦Oh, no. Itâs not good.
It reminds me of something not good.
âI.â
Even though the three boys were looking at her rudely. Without flinching, Nagi resolutely looked back at the three of them.
âIâm Minori Souta kunâs fiancée.â
She said so quietly.
The next momentâ
ââ¦..Pfft. Fiancée? With this guy?â
Katou said with a mixture of laughter. He was about to burst out laughing.
âThatâs a funny joke, isnât it?â
âHow can I laugh? â¦â¦Pfft.â
The two of them laughed without hiding it. Even Takemoto was about to burst out laughing.
Nagiâs gaze lowered the temperature further. Even with a sideways glance, it was obvious.
ââ¦â¦.Whatâs so funny about it?â
The tone of her voice was lower than usual. But the three of them donât notice such thingsâ¦..did they really not notice it? I think itâs strange not to notice it.
âW-what the hell. For a gloomy dark person to have such a fiancée, what kind of punishment game is that? What kind of punishmentâ¦..pfft.â
Katou tries to answer with his voice trembling, but in mid-sentence he canât hold back and laughs.
The two followed suit, giggling.
I had the illusion that the temperature of the place had dropped another few degrees. The people walking around the area were also walking quickly, perhaps sensing the atmosphere.
ââ¦â¦â
Nagiâs eyes, seen from the side, were filled with a mixture of emotions.
Anger.
Surprise.
Disgust.
Hatred.
Suspicion.
â¦â¦And confusion.
I know, because at first I was puzzled that there really were people like that. I thought people like that only existed in stories.
âOh, thatâs it, isnât it? I mean, maybe her parents decided that on their own.â
âAh, thatâs it. Wow, I feel sorry for her.â
âWeâre more fun than that guy,you know?Wanna go to karaoke with us?â
The three of them didnât even try to listen to what the others had to say. Seeing thisâ
Nagi let out a quiet sigh.
âI canât talk sense with you anymore.â
A small voice. But the voice was clearly audible.
âI didnât expect they were such low-level people.â
Her eyes, her voice, and her breath were cold.
âWhat on earth are those eyes reflecting? Canât you even see that Iâm holding hands with Souta kun like this?â
I have never seen such an expression before.
âMocking people, pushing non-existent fantasies even though itâs the first time you meet themâ¦and at the end of that, trying to pick on someoneâs fiancée. As a human being, that is unbelievable.â
Her face reveals disgust, and her eyes are filled with contempt.
âY-you canât be serious.â
ââ¦â¦Eh?â
At Katouâs words, Nagi looked as if she had seen something sheâ¦â¦couldnât believe from the bottom of her heart.
âYou werenât listening to what I was saying?â
The voice was filled with dismay and anger.
âTheyâre loved ones are mocked and ridiculedâ¦â¦and they wouldnât get angry. Do you really believe that?â
ââ¦â¦â
To Nagiâs words, Katouâ¦â¦the three of them could not reply anything.
Iâve heard that beautiful women are powerful when they are angry. Nagiâs anger cannot be compared.
âIâll say it again. I didnât think it would go this far. If itâs for my own enjoymentâ¦â¦I will do anything by any means to satisfy my own greed. I had heard about it, but seriouslyââ
Nagi looked back at the three of them.
âTo such a low degree.â
She said.
Nagi exhaled heavily. â¦â¦As if all the emotions in her heart were all in one place.
âPlease donât ever get involved with Souta kun again.â
The three of them canât even turn the tables. They were pressed by Nagiâs pressure.
ââIf you get involved with Souta-kun againâ¦â¦.if you force non-existent fantasies on him again, and ridicule him. We, the âShinonome familyâ will deal with you then. If you do not understand what Iâm saying, please look up âShinonome Shoichiroâ. Heâs my father. If you look it up, you will know what it means right away.â
Nagi said so with a cold gaze andâ¦.Nagi was.
âBut still. If you laugh at Souta kun again.â
A piercing coldness ran down my spine.
âPlease be prepared for that time. I will not show any mercy.â
With these words, Nagi pulled my hand away.
âThen, letâs go. Souta kun.â
ââ¦â¦Y-yeah.â
I nodded my head after a moment at Nagiâs words. I walked past the three of them.
The three of them shrank back and did not say any words.
âââ
âI showed you something that was unsightly. Iâm sorry.â
âNo. Nagi has nothing to apologize for. â¦â¦Thank you.â
Still, Nagi was trying to bow her head. I couldnât help but hug her.
âThank you so much.â
I touched her forehead.
I forced her to make eye contact with me and then said so.
ââ¦â¦Youâre welcome.â
âYeah.â
It was a little forceful. However, itâs better to stand out than to make Nagi suffer.
âOnce again. Thank you. For getting mad for me.â
ââ¦â¦..I knew as soon as I heard what those people said.â
There are also eyes around me, so I move away from Nagi once and reconnect my hands.
âI canât talk sense to them. So I was angry one-sidedly. Until I understood that I was [angry].â
Just then, a nearby bench became available. I sat down on the bench with Nagi and listened to the rest of the conversation.
âWhen I was in elementary school. I once went to see my fatherâs work for a homework assignment from school.â
With a small voice. Nagi murmured.
âI wanted to be as close to my father as possible back then. â¦â¦.I watched him work with great concentration and listened to his stories. But then my father suddenly said [Go for a walk with your mother for an hour or so].â
Quietly. I heard Nagiâs words.
âEven though I was in elementary school, I knew he was hiding something.
Soâ¦â¦..I forced myself to stay in my room. When someone came, my father said, [I might show you something scary].
I remembered Nagiâs words earlier.
[I might show you something a little less than cute.]
Nagi looked at me. She gave a small nod, as if affirming my thoughts.
âThe visitor was a new employee who just joined this year. I donât know the details either. But I somehow understood from listening to the exchange. He leaked confidential information.â
ââ¦â¦That.s.â
âIt seems that the information was not that important. However, information leaks are information leaks. He was told that my father had no choice but to dismiss him on disciplinary grounds.â
At that time, a question came to my mind.
âWhy did he come to see Soichiro san?â
âHe said my father wanted to talk to him once, so he invited him. I donât know if it was youthful indiscretionâ¦..or something else. He thought that if he was actually sorry and would write a written pledge not to do the same thing again, then there would be room for extenuating circumstances.â
âI see.â
Is it typical of Soichiro san? I think itâs a little dangerous for a man in a higher position.
âOf course, heâll keep him under surveillance and give him only the minimum necessary informationâ¦..and heâll be doing miscellaneous work for a while to see how heâs doing.â
âOh. So thatâs what you meant.â
âYesâ¦â¦.Well, the results were disastrous.â
Nagi smiled bitterly, perhaps remembering that time. Itâs rare to see Nagi laugh bitterly.
âLike everyone else. I didnât understand what I had done at all. That personâ¦â¦. He eventually said he was going to sue for wrongful dismissal. Of course, he said it was written in his contract. If he leaked information, he would be subject to disciplinary dismissal.â
ââ¦â¦I see.â
The reason for Nagiâs wry smile is clear and she replies with a smirk.
Soichiro sanâs place has many rival companies. That must have been the case with the person who was about to get engaged to Nagi.
I switched my thoughts and listened to Nagiâs subsequent words.
âAnd my father got angry. â¦â¦It was the first time I had ever seen him angry.â
Nagi looked up at the ceiling and muttered quietly.
âHe never yells at me. But I learned that there are many ways to tell that he is angry without yelling. Iâve learned that.â
The same was true for Nagi just now.
Instead of yelling, her voice was quiet. The area was not silent, and if it had not been for Nagiâs bell-like clear voice, they would not have heard it.
âIn the end, though, that personâs dismissal was not overturned. My father said later that he hoped it would change my mind, even if only a little. â¦â¦But he also said this.â
Nagi closed her eyes, perhaps remembering that moment.
I thought her snow-white, long eyelashes were so beautiful.
Her thin lips opened. A voice as clear as a bell spun the words.
[There are people in this world that you just canât talk to and their values donât match yours. Like the young man I just met. In my case, it seems I was just meddling, but basically itâs better not to get involvedâ¦â¦and itâs not something I should have told you, Nagi.]
I wonder if she remembered every word. No, weâre talking about Nagi. She must have remembered.
Nagi kept talking with her eyes closed. Gently, she put her hand on her chest.
âI had a strong admiration for my father back then. â¦â¦So I asked him to continue the story. My father was reluctant. He told me there was one thing he wanted to tell me.â
Nagi lowered her face and opened her eyes. And exchanged a look with me.
Thereâs a strong light in her eyes.
âHe said, [If you or someone you care about is about to be hurt, show no mercy. If such a time comes, Nagi, donât hesitate to mention my name. I will surely do something about it all].â
âIs that why you mentioned Soichiro sanâs name earlier?â
Nagi smiled softly and nodded. Her expression was soft.
She did not show the slightest sign of anger as she did when she was with the three of them earlier.
âIâm sorry. Iâve reminded you of many things.â
I canât imagine Soichiro san getting angry, but she must have been pretty scared. â¦â¦Like when I saw Nagi earlier.
But Nagi tilted her head. As if to say that she doesnât understand what Iâm saying.
ââ¦â¦? Oh, thatâs what you mean.â
Nagi immediately nodded her head in understanding and laughed.
âI donât mind at all. On the contrary, Iâm grateful. Thanks to my father, I was able to protect Souta kun like this. â¦â¦I also feel relieved that I was able to say what I wanted to say. Oh, Iâm telling you now because I remembered my fatherâs words.â
Nagi is right, those three people donât reflect on what theyâve been scolded for. They just reflected on the surface. It was the same at that time.
âI wondered if Souta kun was also interested. I mentioned my fatherâs name.â
ââ¦â¦Yes, thatâs right. No more doubts.â
The way Nagi was angry and Soichiro sanâs words.
I understood that he had been treating Nagi as his own daughter for a long time. Although she seemed to be clumsy in many ways. It was definitely not a story I would let a child hear.
But, thanks to that, I have been saved and Nagi is here today.
Everything is connected to the present. Nagiâs past and my past.
Thatâs why. The words I throw will not be an apology.
âThank you, Nagi.â
âYes ! Youâre welcome !â
Nagi smiled brightly like a flower blooming in the sun.
Her hand gently reached my head.
âSouta kun, too. You did a great job. â¦..You really worked hard.â
Nagiâs thin, beautiful fingers stroked my hair as if combing it.
It was embarrassing, but more than that, it was very comfortable.
âI will never let Souta kun have any bad feelings in the future. Iâm going to get rid of all the bad things.â
ââ¦â¦Yeah.â
Nagiâs fingers are comfortableâ¦â¦those words gradually seep into my heart.
The back of my nose became tingly, and my vision blurred.
It seems that I came to my mind more than I had imagined. Donât worry, Iâllnever have to face something like that again.
I felt relieved.
The string that had been tense suddenly loosened.
âYou can lean on me. It wonât be noticeable if itâs just a little.â
ââ¦â¦.Thanks.â
I put my head on Nagiâs shoulder. I buried my face. Nagi gently put her other hand on my hand.
âMe too.â
I returned my hand that was facing down and held Nagiâs hand. Nagi squeezed my hand back.
âIf something happens to Nagi, I will protect you.â
âYes. I will ask for your help then.â
Nagiâs hand slipped from my head and stroked my cheek.
Her hand was warm.
I felt all the bad things that had happened to me disappear from my mind one by one.
ââ¦â¦Nagi.â
âWhat is it?â
âI love you.â
It was outside, so I used a small voice.
No matter how many times I said it, my feelings of love for Nagi did not diminish. On the contrary, it seems to swell up day by day.
âI love you too, Souta kun.â
I wish it was the same for Nagi. I held her hand tightly.