âWhich one do you prefer, Souta kun?â
What Nagi showed me in her hand was a pure white down coat and a brown cardigan.
The down coat had a hood and white fur around its edge.
âIf you prefer the cardigan, I thought I would wear this knit hat.â
Then Nagi showed me a black knit hat.
After Nagi moving her gaze around to see which one to wear. Then she fixed her eyes on me.
Her eyes were telling me that she wanted me to decide.
I really want to say that both of them look good on her. I donât think she wants that answer now.
ââ¦â¦Cardigan and knit, could you please try them on?â
âYes ! Oh, just the coat, please.â
âYeah. Okay.â
I nodded at Nagiâs words and received the coat. After that, Nagi went into the fitting room.
I put the coat back and waited in front of the fitting room.
There were many people and this is the place where ladiesâ clothes are sold. Even though itâs a little awkward, I didnât mind this time.
Then. One of the clerks approached me.
âYour girlfriend, sheâs very beautiful.â
âGirlfriendâ¦â¦I mean, sheâs my fiancée. And thank you.â
I probably didnât have to correct her, but I did.
The clerk came up to me after hearing my words.
âYour fiancée? She has beautiful skin and hairâ¦â¦and speaks fluent Japanese, but is she a foreigner? Where did you meet her?â
âN-no. Um. She grew up in Japan.â
Sheâs coming this strong. This clerk.
Come to think of it. I think Eiji said something like this.
[Women are creatures that like to talk about love no matter how old they getâ¦â¦.]
He also said that he got into something like this when he mentioned Nishizawa at a New Yearâs gathering.
âBy the way, what makes Mr. Husband fall in love with her?â
âH-husbandâ¦â¦.â
No. Iâm planning to be that at some point.
I know itâs a kind of flattery for customer serviceâ¦â¦.but it tickles me when people actually say it.
While I was wondering what to do, the clerkâs face lit up and she continued her words.
âIâll bring you some clothes that might suit your taste ! By all means ! Tell me !â
It was a tremendous pressure. I involuntarily backed away.
â¦â¦A little bit is okay. It looks like Nagi hasnât come out yet. As far as I can tell.
âErm, a lot of things have happened. It was love at first sight.â
I had already talked about it a little earlier.
Iâm an amateur when it comes to fashion, and Nagi doesnât have much confidence either. So, she also wanted to buy some clothes recommended by the staff.
I also would like to choose slowly with her. Itâs not too late to ask the clerk.
And she probably saw our situation earlier. Thatâs why she was trying to find out. What I liked.
After all, they are also working.
Thatâs what I thought at the time.
âShe had blue eyes that reminded me of the ocean and pure white hair. Her skin was so beautiful that I couldnât help but stare at her for a long time.â
âHmm. Anything else !?â
âU-um, thatâs. â¦â¦When you actually come in contact with her, you could tell that sheâs beautiful. She has many cute parts.â
âIs that so !? I think itâs called gap moe.â
I thought it would be okay if I said this much.
âWhat else ! Is there anything else !â
But. The clerk approached me, breathing hard, and kept asking me.
âââ
âThatâs why, I will never give up. Thatâs why I fell in love with her again.â
âThatâs a wonderful thing, isnât it ! Your wife ! Sheâs wonderful !â
â¦..Everything.
I could hear everything. Souta kun. I can hear you.
Itâs not because of the heater that my cheeks are getting hot.
Iâm very happy to be praised by Souta kun.
Iâm happy, but.
But I also feel a sense of embarrassment swirling around in my head.
I can guess why Souta kun talk about it. I talked with Souta kun just now. He wanted to ask the clerk to help him find some clothes.
Itâs because Souta kun remembered it properly that heâs talking about me like this.
For the sake of privacy, Souta kun is telling her about his impression of me so that he does not dig deeper into it.
Butâ¦..
âNo, Souta kun.â
I muttered inside my mouth. I donât want my voice to be heard outside.
The clerk probably just wants to hear what you have to say in the name of her job. I know because I was often asked in school.
More girls came to talk to me than boys. â¦â¦.There are some boys that Hayama san got rid of before I could say anything.
Even with that out of the way, girls like to hear about relationships.
Maybe he knew a little bit, or not.
Souta kun is not used to girls.
âThat makes me happy !
âW-what to do?â
I completely lost the timing to get out.
If I donât do anything, I may have to wait for him to keep praising me all the time. Until Souta kun stop talk about me anymore. He should try to stop talking that much. Probably.
I canât stand that. Not only my face but my whole body would turn red.
Thatâs when it happened.
âHey ! Youâre bothering our customers again.â
âKyaa ! â¦â¦T-thatâs not true ! I just want to know what the customer like ! Manager !â
Manager.
With those words, I understood everything.
âWhat are you doing, making the customer feel uncomfortable? â¦â¦Sigh. Youâve already found out what he likes, right? Quickly, prepare clothes that suit the customer !â
âYes !â
I heard the sound of brisk footsteps and a woman sighing.
âIâm sorry, sir. That girl, when she sees a couple or a married couple, she immediately tries to talk to them. â¦â¦She has a good sense of style, so please trust her on that.â
âY-yes.â
There was a moment of silence.
I heard Souta kun took a deep breath.
ââ¦.D-did you hear by any chance? Nagi.â
I opened the curtains. Souta kun was right in front of me.
Souta kun was about to bow his head, so I stopped him with a glance.
I know. Souta kun is not at fault.
Heâs not at fault, but.
âSouta kun, you meany.â
Without hiding my blushed face to tell him how embarrassed I was. I told him.
âââ
My thoughts stopped.
âSouta kun, you meany.â
The eyes had a faintly glowing film over them. Her cheeks were bright red and her mouth was twitching.
She was as shy as I had ever seen her before.
I shouldnât have held such feelings. I know I shouldnât, butâ
So cute. I thought so.
âYouâre being mean, Souta kun.â
âN-no, I mean, you know.â
I tried to respond to the words that were told to me again, but my cheeks seemed to loosenâ¦â¦I couldnât even turn my head and I couldnât speak well.
âGeez, Souta kunâ¦..â
The only thing that helps is that I canât sense any anger in her expression.
Nagi beckoned me. When I took a step closer, she poked me on the shoulder, asking me to give her my ear.
I meekly put my ear to it. Nagi turned her hands in a tube and then put them over my ears, creating a path for her voice to travel.
âWhen we returnââ
A shiver runs down my spine.
Nagiâs voice is so beautiful. Itâs cold and light like the sound of a bell.
Itâs pleasant to the ear and makes you want to listen to it forever. However..
âPlease, be prepared. When itâs time to sleep, itâs my turn.â
The voice mixed with her breath tickled my brain through my ears.
A thrill of pleasure ran down my spine, causing all the hairs on my body to stand on end.
âN-Nagi. T-that kind of thing.â
ââ¦â¦!â
Nagi heard the words I somehow managed to spin and looked at me.
She looked at me and gave a small laugh.
I almost trembled when I felt her breath on my ear.
âSouta kun. Your ears are weak, arenât they?â
Nagiâs hand gently stroked the back of my hand. There were still some lingering pleasure and goosebumps there.
âFufu. I learned something good.â
Finally, Nagi pulled away.
I have a very, very bad feeling about this. â¦.I wonder if Iâll be able to endure the night.
It might be better to tell my parents to go somewhere from now on.
âSo young.â
The managerâs words made Nagi gasp and she gave a small cough.
ââ¦â¦E-excuse me, Souta kun.â
Nagi looked at me. She turned around once again.
âDo I look good?â
ââ¦â¦Yeah.â
The dark brown cardigan emphasizes Nagiâs calmness, and the black knit hat gives her a slightly childish look.
ââ¦â¦.I feel like Nagi looks good in everything.â
âFufu. Thank you.â
Iâm not flattering you or anything. Itâs my true feeling.
If you wear something with calm colors, it will emphasize Nagiâs maturity and make her look more beautiful.
On the other hand, a thick one-piece dress with a cute look would also suit her. Casual fashion would also look good.
âAh, and by the way, you donât have to worry about money. My father told me to buy as much as I wanted. He gave me a card.â
âOh. Thatâs unusual.â
âIâve never been much of a materialistic person. â¦.Of course, I donât intend to waste my money.â
I also donât think Nagi would waste money either.
Nagi lifted the edge of her mouth in a small smile and continued her words.
â[Students are supposed to have fun. For the sake of my work, I would spare no money] he said.â
Maybe it doesnât matter. Soichiro san, in front of Nagi, heâs the first person who became âfatherâ.
At the same time, I thought it was a very Soichiro san-like word.
âYou must be trusted.â
Itâs an obvious thing to say. But I couldnât help saying it.
Soichiro san knew that Nagi was doing well in her studies. And would not waste money. He knew that she had a strong sense of responsibility, thatâs why he gave it to her.
I watched Nagi properly. Even though she was clumsy.
Knowing that made me happy.
âYes !â
Nagi nodded with a smile.
After that, I asked Nagi to try on various clothesâ¦..and then I went to the menâs section and tried on various clothes.
Before I knew it, it was getting late in the evening.
Tomorrow. I promised Nagi that I would go to various places tomorrow, and then I left.
âââ
âHow was it?â
âThey made a promise not to get involved. Both for me and for Nagi.â
After the bath. Father called me.
[There is a phone call for Souta] I was told.
The person on the other end of the line was, to my surprise, Katou. That alone was a surprise.
[I want to apologize for what I have done to you.]
He said in a trembling voice.
Then he apologized for everything that had happened.
It was the most emotional apology I had ever heard.
It sounded as if he was scared of something as much as he felt guilty.
And apparently, he thought it was troublesome for the three of them to make the call together, so Katou made the call on their behalf. He said heâd let the other two call if Iâd like, but I politely declined.
âPerhaps. Soichiro san had done something. Thatâs the only thing I can think of.
âAnd Iâve told my father and the others again. Didnât you hear?â
âYes, I did. I heard.â
I told them about Katou and the others. I knew I couldnât hide it anymore.
And my dadâ
He apologized so much. He apologized so loudly that even Nagi, who was in the room, could hear him.
âWell, we talked about a lot of things. I managed somehow.â
[I donât think I was a good father. I will be a father who listens to Souta and thinks about what he wants to do together with him. I will definitely correct it for Souta and Nagi. I will make sure that I can be a father to both of you. It is not about blood or family registry. I want to be considered as your father.]
Thatâs what he said. Of course, my mother apologized as well.
âI knew this was going to happen, so I didnât tell them. â¦â¦I donât have anything to hide anymore.â
âFufu. Then you can be closer to your family from now on.â
âI guess so.â
Nagiâs words made my cheeks loose.
Iâm grateful to Soichiro san for his help. I must go to thank him next time.
Nagi patted me gently next to the bed. I sat down next to Nagi.
âSouta kun, thank you for your hard work.â
âI got a lot of help from Nagi and the others today. Thank you.â
âYes ! Youâre welcome !â
Nagi laughed and put her hand on my hand.
âSouta kun.â
Her blue eyes looked at me. Eyes as blue as the sea. They seemed to sink down to the bottom when they were staring at me.
However, I did not struggle.
No, I donât even think of trying.
Because I know that it is very comfortable for me to sink to any extent.
Her eyes are almost closed. Nagi smiled.
âYou remember about this noon, donât you?â
ââ¦â¦Noon?â
âYes !â
In my mind, I saw the face of that clerk.
She was the clerk who talked to me so much.
âAh. By the way, what if I tell you I forgot?â
âIâll remind you. â¦â¦The night is long, you know. We have a lot of time.â
Her smile was unmistakable. I had no choice but to surrender.
âBut first.â
Nagi said and took her hand away from mine.
She was tapping her thigh with her hand.
âShall I clean your ears?â
In her hand was an earpick.
ââ¦â¦Eh? When did you do that?
âFufu. Actually, I bought it before, so I brought it. I wanted to scratch Souta kunâs ears.â
Nagi proudly said so. I shook my head at the sudden thing.
Nagi smiled smugly. She tapped her thigh again.
âCome here, Souta kun. Or would you prefer to be forced?â
The smile slipped from her soft lips with a giggle.
â¦â¦I realized that I could not win.
And so, I put my head on Nagiâs lap.
âA long, long battle with reason had begun.