HAYLEY
When Luca walked into the bedroom, Hayley was reading her favorite vampire novel.
âLuca?â Even in the dim lighting, she could see blood on his white shirt. âOh my God! Are you hurt?â
She jumped out of bed, and he lifted his hands as she approached him.
âNot my blood.â He huffed as he walked past her to the bathroom. He didnât close the door.
His answer hadnât helpedâ~anything~âit just made her stomach lurch.
âThen whoseââ
â~Fuck!~â he shouted, flinging his shirt into the bathtub then wheeling to face her. âIâve had a shit day, Hayley. Can we not with the million and one questions?â
âNo, Luca, what the hell? Whose blood is that?â she shouted back.
He shook his head as he removed his pants, then added them to the bathtub and walked past her again.
âI sorted out a problem, a risk to my family!â he yelled from the closet.
He came out with his shirt open and a new pair of dress trousers on.
âLuca, Iââ
He gripped her shoulders. âWhat the hell do you want me to say, Hayley? Huh?â His eyes were filled with rage. âI took out a rat, a traitor.â
âAnd all traitors must dieâ¦â Her stomach dropped as she uttered the words.
He let her go and began to button up his shirt. âThe worst part is, Iâm not even sorry.â
âWho was he?â she asked after he went to get a new tie. She was feeling scared for Bennyâand even a little for Max.
âDoes it matter? Heâs gone now.â
She sighed. âDid you know the cop was going to be there the other night, Luca?â
âOf course. But only because I knew a rat would lead him there.â
âThe ratâ¦was he in your family?â
âNo, Borroniâs,â he said gruffly, then disappeared back into the closet.
âBut why did ~you~ kill him?â she asked when he reappeared with a new suit jacket. âWhy are you doing Borroniâs dirty workââ
âHayley!â His tone was harsh and silenced her instantly. âWhy all the fucking questions? You canât understandâyouâre not a Marcello!â
The words hurt. She had no reason for it; they just did. âAnd Iâm fucking glad! Youâre all bastards!â She stormed into the bathroom and slammed the door.
âIâm going out!â he yelled, but she didnât respond.
When she heard him leave, she sat on the toilet seat lid with her head in her hands.
She was angry Detective Blake had failed one of his informants, angry Luca had killed someone, and angry that she couldnât do a damn thing about any of it.
She sighed, then decided she might as well clean up the bathroom. But when she picked up Lucaâs trousers, she heard something fall into the bathtubâa bloody switchblade.
She flashed back to Borroni cutting her with a similar knife, and her stomach churned. This could have just as easily been her blood.
She threw the trousers back into the tub, dug through her toiletry bag for the burner phone, and called the only number on it.
He answered, but she fiercely cut off his greeting.
âOne of your rats is dead. I hope youâre happy.â She ended the call and turned off the phone, then sank to the floor and sobbed.
The next rat to die might be her.
***
Hayley refused to go to sleep; instead, she paced the room, then wandered aimlessly around the empty house filled with locked doors and long hallways.
Luca was out and so were his two right hands. There were just a couple of men hovering about.
Eventually sleep must have found her, though, because when she was woken by her phone notifying her of a text message, she was in the comfy chair in the corner of the master bedroom.
She sat upright, and a jacket that had been draped over her body slipped down slightly. Someone must have put it on her as she slept.
She was still alone, though. The bed across from her was empty and Lucaâs side was undisturbed. The faint smell of his cologne lingered, but he was not there.
The text was just Siobhan calling a meeting. Hayley got up and wandered around the room. Heâd left no note, no nothing. Had he even been back at all?
She needed to shower; she needed to get herself together⦠She went into the bathroom, which stank of bleach. All traces of last night were gone.
She tried to push through the memoriesâtheir fight, the blood on his clothes, the knife in his pocket.
She hated this⦠hated all of thisâand she couldnât do it anymore. She wouldnât. She was done being played with like a puppet by the cop. And like a toy by Luca Marcello.
She cared about him; of course she did. She couldnât just turn off her feelings. But she also couldnât go through a night like last night ever again.
This wasnât her home, and these werenât her things. All she needed was what sheâd come with.
She showered, dried, and changed, pinning her hair into a neat bun and dressing in a blue silk blouse and a knee-length gray pencil skirt.
Then, grabbing her oversized black handbag, she packed her thingsâher phone, her charger, and her toiletry bag. She also made sure she took that goddamn bangle.
***
âHayley?â A deep voice stopped her right before she reached the front door.
She turned and smiled weakly at Dom. âIâve got to go to work.â Sheâd tried to keep her voice strong, but it failed her.
Dom looked her up and down. She knew she looked a wreck.
âIâll drive you.â Dom grabbed some keys from the hook, walked past her, and opened the door.
âThank you.â She started to walk out but paused to glance back at the kitchen. âIs Luca here?â
âHe was, but he had business.â
Of course he did, she thought bitterly, stomping out of the house into a light but icy-cold midmorning drizzle.
***
After her meeting with Siobhanâwhoâd repeatedly asked her if she was okay, to which sheâd lied, telling her everything was fineâshe cleaned the Dublin like her life depended on it.
On a short break for coffee, she texted Ava, warning her that sheâd be home tonight and that she needed to get as drunk as possible. Ava responded with a million smiley faces.
Hayley was polishing the bar top to a high shine when a pack of Marcello men entered the building, led by Frankie.
She threw down the rag and walked around the bar. âCan I help you?â she asked coldly.
Frankie raised his eyebrows, then gestured to Benny Conti, who stood beside him. âBoss wants all security cameras and monitors checked.â
âWhy the gaggle of goons?â she asked, and Frankie chuckled.
âThe cameras will be down for around ten to twenty minutes, and Luca doesnât want anything to go wrong in those unaccounted for, unprotected minutes.â
âWhere is Luca?â
âHe hadââ
âBusiness,â I know.â She rolled her eyes. âCome on then.â
She led the way to the camera room, followed by Bennyâand Frankie after he instructed his men to spread out and keep a lookout.
Benny went into the security office first, leaving her outside with Frankie.
âLuca wants you to observe Benny,â Frankie said. âHeâs going to teach you how to use the system and how to fix minor technical glitches.â
Hayley nodded.
âIâll be back out front if you need me.â
Frankie turned and walked up the hallway, which meant it was now or never for Hayley. She didnât want to have to phone or contact Luca.
âFrankie!â
He turned back to face her.
âTell Luca I wonât be staying at his home tonight. In fact, probably not ever again. Tell him I wonât be spoken to like that.â
Before Frankie could reply, she walked into the security office and slammed the door.
She wanted to break down; she wanted to cry. But the sound of someone clearing their throat reminded her she wasnât alone, so she composed herself and turned to face Benny.
âIs it true?â he whispered.
She noticed the monitors behind him were off.
âDid Luca kill a rat?â
Hayley nodded, and Bennyâs face paled.
â~Shit~.â
âI canât do this anymore, Benny,â she confessed.
âWe have no choice, Hayley,â he croaked, shaking his head. âWeâve been dancing with the fucking devil, and now we have to finish the damn song.â
âWe can still say noââ
âHayley!â he hissed, and she could see the fear in his eyes. âI have a wife, kids. Luca killed someone for being his ~enemyâs~ ratâfuck knows what he would do to us.â
âNot if we get out,â she tried to explain, but Benny shook his head.
âIâm in too deep. ~Youâre in too deep,â he began.
âEvery time you wore the bracelet, every time I pretended to delete footage but handed it overâeven last night when you called the cop to tell him the rat was deadâwas a witness statement to him.â
Hayley knew Benny was right. If Luca found out the truth, heâd kill them both instantly.
âI donât want to die, Hayley. I just wanted to make a bit of cash for my girls.â
Hayley felt for Benny; this was just a job to him, he didnât kill people. And yet, he was taking the biggest risk with his own life.
âIâm sorry,â she whispered. âBut I wonât be a puppet for the detective anymore. And I canât let Luca mistreat me.â
âDo you think either of them will let you just walk away?â Bennyâs eyes bored into hers. âThe detective will make sure Luca finds out about your betrayal.â
He sighed. âI grew up in this city. I watched the place being torn apart by the Mafia. But back then I couldnât give a shit. In fact, I loved the idea of joining and helping with the computers.
âBut then I got marriedâwe had our girlsâand I realized, what if they marry one? One who killed? One who was a drug dealer? What if my girls stumbled onto somethingâa Mafia crime scene?
âOr what if they got addicted because of the shit these people sell? Could I live with the guilt if one of my girls dies because of something I could have stopped?â
Hayley was moved by Bennyâs words and the raw emotion he was showing. Suddenly he wasnât simply a family member or a police informantâhe was a parent looking out for his children.
âYou canât protect them from everything,â she whispered, and he shook his head.
âNo, but I can try. If I could help put these three families in prison, then thatâs one, two, maybe three fewer threats in this fucked-up world.â
âBut what about the risks?â
âI would die for my girls. I would move mountains, swim oceans. Hell, the only time I would kill someone would be for my children, for my wife.â
Hayley could feel the love and the desperation coming from this man.
âIf I stop nowâ¦â He paused. âWell, Iâm already deadâLuca would kill me in a heartbeat. But he could hurt my girls too.â Benny was visibly pained by the thought, as was Hayley.
Could Luca hurt children for their fatherâs betrayal? Yesterday morning, she would have said no, but today she wasnât so sure of the answer.
Last night he murdered a rat who was betraying his enemy, and he wasnât even sorry for his actions. ~All traitors must die~ were his own words, after all.
What would he do if he found out a family member had betrayed him? Or if he found out ~she~ had betrayed him?
âI wonât tell you what to do, Hayley, but you have to make a choice,â Benny said, bringing her out of her thoughts.
âYou can either walk away and take your chances with whatever the cop has on you, or you keep going and help clean up New York.â
Hayley wanted to be the heroine in this story, to see the bad guys get what they deserved, but it was hard when one of the bad guys was Lucaâsomeone she cared about.
Someone she wanted yet, at the same time, wanted to run from.
âTomorrow morning, the three family leaders are meeting at a secret location known as the Halfway House. Detective Blake wants you to use the tracker and lead them to it.â
âLike the casino night?â She fumed, remembering how she was caught in the crossfire with Luca and the cop.
âNo, theyâre not planning a raid. They just want to know the location.â
âLuca wouldnât take me with him. Besides, weâre not together anymore. Iâm useless.â
âNo, youâre not useless⦠Maybe put the tracker on him?â
Hayley laughed out loud at the suggestion. âAre you kidding? The tracker is a bracelet. How the hell am I going to get him to wear the bloody thing?â
Benny frowned. âGet creative. If you want to stay alive, get creative.â
Those were Bennyâs last words before he turned on the monitor, made a show of saying how everything was done, and then left the room.
Through the monitors she watched all the Marcello men leave the club, then sat staring aimlessly at the screens.
Her mind was all over the place, but one thing she knew for sure: tonight she wouldnât be sharing a bed, a houseâor even the same air if she could help itâwith Luca Marcello.