Chapter 47: diamond

I woke up next to marquise aka trigga who is vicious disrespectful and annoying but underneath it all he's not that bad at all matter of fact hes a amazing man he's smart funny handsome sexy and mines and I love him and wouldn't wanna be near anyone else I was loving this moment and wished I can stay here forever I was comfortable I'm laying on his chest just rubbing on it and  I'm just staring at him and he opens his eyes and I smile and he smiles back and says what are you looking at you creep,and I laugh and say you.why you looking at me for dime while I'm sleep that shit creepy as fuck ma what's on your mind he said.and I bust out laughing  and say boyyy whatever and then I say I was staring at what was mines that's all.yours huh he said.yup mines I said all mines and then I peck him on the lips and I look at him and I say I love you marquise brooks.and I can feel his heart beating so I put my hand on his cheat and it feels hot.you don't love me ma he said while we stared at each other.and I can see a story there and I look at him and Say why don't I love you why won't you allow me to love you tell me and he sits up in bed and gets up and he walks towards his bathroom and says I don't want talk about it diamond just drop it ma forreal but just know I have strong feelings for you and he walked into the bathroom without saying anything less or more and I sat there feelings embarrassed cause I said i loved him and he ain't say back and y'all I forgot stubborn he is one stubborn man and it pissed me off that he said strong feelings and i will get on him about that shit.I got up and joined him in the shower and he just look at me and I looked back and felt nervous under his gaze but I womaned up for my man and I walked towards him and kissed him mind y'all this shower big as fuck its see through and got 4 faucets on the wall that shoot out water and I'm loving it I can get use to it and then I continue to kiss him and we make love in the shower and handled the rest of our hygiene and  I told marquise I needed to go home to change and he said he'll take me and that I was spending the day with him and I said okay and we spent the rest of the day together and I loved it I loved him.